Chronicle of Studying Abroad

Seeing Yuan Shan walking away without looking back, Su Mu'an lowered his head and wiped away his tears, muttering softly, "You coward..."

She bent down to pick up the coat, stood up straight, and saw a familiar figure out of the corner of her eyes.

Qin Shui.

Su Mu'an sighed, and didn't have the intention to go over and say hello, she was going to find Guan Qiong to think about something.

That guy from Wonsan made it clear that he doesn't take aggressive tactics and doesn't accept emotional cards, which is quite difficult to deal with.

Hmph, just wait, sister, I will make you kneel and beg me to give you a chance to come back.

Imagining the scene where Yuan Shan burst into tears and yelled "My Lady Queen", Su Mu'an burst into tears and laughed.

Yuan Shan glanced at the members of the hip-hop club he wanted to talk to, and strode outside the door. He just wanted to smoke now.

After the anger passed, I felt empty in my heart, my limbs were weak, and my mood was difficult to calm down.

The originally good mood suddenly disappeared, leaving only irritability and gloom.

He walked to the smoking booth, and there was no one there.

well.

Biting a cigarette by his mouth, his hand that lowered his head to light the fire was trembling, and his hand slipped several times, but he couldn't exert his strength.Yuan Shan threw the lighter to the ground in a rage.

He has never been a good-tempered person, but life makes him have to bow his head.

He is indeed easy to soften his heart, and he doesn't want to see others spoil him.

He is too fond of nostalgia, and the past will be firmly remembered in his heart.

Yuan Shan knew that what Su Muan said was right, he should learn to let go.Forgive yourself and let others go.

"Have a drink?" A familiar voice sounded from behind, and the man deliberately softened his voice, like the mouth of silky red wine, refreshing.

Yuan Shan's body froze, his face bald, and then he turned around and pulled the corners of his mouth.

This is very embarrassing.

Qin Shui handed over the coffee in hand, his smile unchanged: "Add milk and sugar, right?"

Yuan Shan looked directly at him, saw his eyes full of undisguised worry, touched his nose, and reached out to take it: "Thank you. You...won't you go to the laboratory?"

After Qin Shui and Yuan Shan separated, they planned to go directly to the laboratory, but when they wanted to stay until night, they went to the cafeteria to buy something to drink.

When he was queuing up, he saw Yuan Shan approaching, and wanted to talk to him, but Yuan Shan was obviously disturbed and didn't see him.

Seeing Yuan Shan arguing with a girl, he was unspeakably worried.After thinking about it, he bought another cup of coffee. When he turned around, he saw Yuanshan turning around and leaving, so he quickly paid the bill and chased after him.

Yuan Shan walked very fast, and Qin Shui couldn't catch up with the coffee in both hands.

When he hurried to find Yuanshan, he saw Yuanshan losing his temper and throwing a lighter.

It hurt like a needle prick in his heart, he opened his mouth without thinking about it.

There was no time to think about whether it was suitable, and no time to think about whether Yuanshan wanted more personal space.He just hoped that Won San would no longer have that sadness on his body.

Qin Shui pointed to the bench next to him, and motioned to Yuan Shan: "Go and sit down?"

After receiving Yuan Shan's affirmation, he said: "There is no rush for the experiment. I don't have a clue yet. It's useless to rush there now."

Yuan Shan knew that he was just making an excuse, even if it was full of loopholes, Yuan Shan was reluctant to push him away at this time.

"Do you... want to hear a story?" Yuan Shan put his hands on his knees, looking down at the coffee cup in his hand.

Qin Shui looked at him sideways, with a tenderness in his eyes that he didn't realize: "Say it."

"I learned dance when I was young, and then I liked breaking when I was in junior high school. My mother didn't like it, so I avoided learning it by myself. Because the level of foreign countries is higher, I found a hip-hop forum over the wall, and then I became familiar with it. Just met some people.

My senior and I met on that forum. He is two years older than me, but he has just started learning, so we often share resources with each other.After practicing the movements, they will record videos and send them to each other to correct each other.

I came here until high school and we met.He is Asian, we chat very well, and we practice dancing together when we have time.

Later, he agreed with me to apply to M University. He was two years ahead of me, and said that he would wait for me to come after he built a club. " Yuan Shan rested his finger on the rim of the cup, it was very hot, but he didn't seem to feel it, he just held it in the palm of his hand.

In the first year, the show they had been rehearsing for a long time was really popular, and their hip-hop club also became famous.

The senior has a girlfriend who is an international student from China.

She has a princess temper and is very clingy. She said that she is just a diploma.

The people in their club didn't get along well with her, but the seniors liked her very much, defending her everywhere, being there on call, and missed a lot of practice.

The senior was originally the president, but because of this girl, the center of gravity of the club shifted to Yuan Shan.After all, the best dancers in the club are the seniors and Yuan Shan.

Everything was fine at first, although the team members were annoyed by that girl, but they also knew that it was rare for the senior to like someone, so they all sympathized with him.

Things went bad at the performance at the New Year's party in the first year.

The senior looks good, but standing with Yuanshan is not very good.

In addition, the senior's dance skills are not deep, unlike Yuanshan who started learning at the age of 5 or 6.The two came to the stage together, standing up and down.

With the idea of ​​being handsome and showing off in front of his girlfriend, the senior put his girlfriend in the first few rows. Such behavior is understandable.

But after that performance, the girlfriend fell in love with Yuanshan, and she hooked up with him several times, but was rejected.

Later, Yuan Shan was forced to speak harshly, without saving any face.

Then the girl didn't know what to think, so she opened up with the senior.

The words were perfunctory and the attitude was ambiguous. The senior misunderstood that Won Shan had taken his girlfriend away, and angrily punched Won Shan in front of all the members, and left after saying "I'm fucking blind to treat you as a brother" up.

Yuan Shan was really angry now.

Your girlfriend came to seduce|seduce me and failed, cry and shed tears, why don't you just ask me to poach your corner? !Have all these years of brothers been in vain?You don't know who I am?

He suddenly couldn't muster the strength to explain.

Do whatever you want, turn around and wear a cuckold, I'll buy you wine to celebrate.

Fuck|fucking thing.

The members of the club saw all these things, and Su Mu'an comforted Yuan Shan.

Ouyang and a group of people went to speak clearly with the senior, and some chat records that Su Muan found from Yuanshan's phone were also placed in front of the senior.

The senior was silent for many days, and then found Yuanshan.

Yuan Shan gave him a punch without saying a word, the two of them turned red, and knew in their hearts that they couldn't go back.

There are always cracks in the broken mirror and the round mirror.

Once the seeds of doubt and jealousy are planted, they can never be taken back.

After listening to the story, Qin Shui turned his head to see the butterfly bone protruding from Yuanshan's back, raised his hand hesitantly, and pulled him to his side.The big hand opened and pressed Yuan Shan's head on his shoulder, and his voice was a little hoarse: "It's all over."

The muscles of Yuanshan's whole body were tense, and he slowly relaxed after hearing this.Quietly put his nose close to Qin Shui's shoulder, the soft smell of laundry detergent entered his nostrils, which made his nose sore and his eyes hot.

Is he wronged?

Quite aggrieved.

The day before he was thrown out of the country by his mother, he was still thinking about who he would marry when his parents divorced.

When I woke up the next day, I was sent to the airport by the driver, carrying a suitcase with a few sets of clothes, school materials, passport, bank|bank|card, and nothing else.

He stood alone at the boarding gate, blankly standing there for a long time.

The security uncle at the airport asked him a few worried words before he realized that he wanted to call his mother.

His mother said: "Shanshan, mother is for your own good..."

Elemental Heart also said a lot, but Yuanshan couldn't remember it.

Only this sentence kept lingering in his ears like a nightmare.

He called his dad, but the phone number was empty.

The world is so big, but there is no place that belongs to him.

He didn't have a key to the house, so he couldn't get in the house.

He could only turn around and walk into the security checkpoint alone according to the plan arranged by his mother.

On the other side of the ocean, he was terrified as a newcomer, surrounded by people of different skin colors, speaking languages ​​he did not understand, laughing at stories he did not understand.He can't speak English, he has difficulty in communicating, and the panic piled up will overwhelm the 14-year-old him.Can't be relieved.

And the senior is the only person he is familiar with in this foreign country.

He survived the most difficult first year, and after getting to know Su Mu'an and Guan Qiong, he slowly became cheerful again.

To him, the senior is a brother, a senior, and a former support.

He also thought: It's okay, at least I still have dances and seniors.

Unexpectedly, the most overflowing university received such a shock in its first year.

Before he entered school, the senior told him mysteriously that he had prepared a big surprise for him.

After school started, I knew that my seniors had set up a hip-hop club, applied for a dance studio, and waited for Wonsan to come in and then went to the competition together.

Yuanshan smiled wryly, it was really a big "surprise".

Qin Shui felt the strength of Yuan Shan's head up, so he let go.

Yuan Shan straightened up, covered his eyes with one hand, and the corners of his mouth were flattened, without the usual warm curve.

Qin Shui could hear it clearly, and knew in his heart that the senior might not just be angry because his girlfriend had changed her mind.

Hidden under the light of others for a long time, the change of his girlfriend just ignited the spark of the fuse, an excuse for him to vent.

I don't know when, the once sincerely treating each other turned into jealousy and unwillingness.

Won San put down his hands, took out his glasses from his breast pocket and put them on, lowered his head and took a sip of his coffee.

Slightly hot, the most suitable temperature for drinking.But it couldn't warm the ice that he had molded in his heart.The ice froze the anger again, buried it in the bottom of my heart, and waited for the next appropriate time to erupt again.

He wraps himself up, and if you don't expect, you won't be disappointed.

If you don't depend on it, you won't be hurt.

He thought so.

Then he turned his head sideways, and smiled; "I told you, and I really feel much better."

Qin Shui could only see his profile, but couldn't see the emotions under Yuan Shan's lens.

Qin Shui frowned, opened his mouth, and said, "That's good."

Yuan Shan stood up, raised his hand and shook the coffee cup in his hand, the half-full liquid shook lightly and hit the wall of the cup: "Thank you for the coffee."

Qin Shui sat on the bench and replied that you are welcome.

The two separated again at the bus stop, and Qin Shui stood under the huge willow tree by the lawn, watching the bus that Yuan Shan was taking slowly drive away.

He frowned slowly, always feeling that the man suddenly pricked up his heart, blocking everyone out.

The impact of the conflict with that senior on Wonsan is obviously not as simple as being betrayed by his brother.

Instead, it's like... being exiled from the world.

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