The completion rate of the host next door of Kuai Chuan is always rising

Lu Xiangcheng's home and Zhan Pingyi's home are not in the same direction, and Zhan Pingyi takes a long way to find him every day.

Logically speaking, in order to meet Lu Xiangcheng just in time, Zhan Pingyi should get up early, so Lu Xiangcheng never understood why Zhan Pingyi's parents didn't notice anything wrong in the third year of high school.

After entering university, Lu Xiangcheng and Zhan Pingyi were assigned to a dormitory. Under the premise of eating and living together, they finally had no way to avoid him like they did in high school.In addition, although Lu Xiangcheng has always claimed that he does not remember, the fact that he kissed Zhan Pingyi forcibly was a fact after all, and he was also a little guilty about it. Gradually, the relationship between the two became more ambiguous than before. , when necessary, Lu Xiangcheng followed Zhan Pingyi to their house, although most of the time he just stood at the door and waited for Zhan Pingyi to pick up things, but what is surprising is that Lu Xiangcheng has never seen Zhan Pingyi. willing parents.

He knew that Zhan Pingyi's family had more than one property, at least counting the school district house that Zhan Pingyi lived in when he was in high school, the house returned after the demolition of the "Zhanping Yijia" that Lu Xiangcheng remembered when he was a child, and the house that Zhan Pingyi lived in at the university. There are three houses in the high-end community that I will go to every now and then.At first he thought it was just because the school district was too small, and Zhan Pingyi’s parents didn’t live in the high school’s house very often. Until later, Zhan Pingyi caught a bad cold, and after washing up at night, he coughed badly. , I told my roommates that I didn't want to affect their rest, and I planned to go home for one night, and told them not to lock the door for me.Lu Xiangcheng felt that he still had a fever, and he still dared not let him go home alone. Regardless of Zhan Pingyi's objection, he bit the bullet and wanted to send him home himself.

When Zhan Pingyi opened the door, the house was deserted, and it didn't look like anyone had lived in it at all.

He took the key to open the master bedroom, let Lu Xiangcheng pack up and sleep on his bed, while he rubbed his sore temples, managed to reach the guest room, pulled the quilt casually, and lay down.

Lu Xiangcheng didn't intend to spend the night at Zhanping Yi's house at all, but he was a little puzzled by his whole stay. After a short delay, the school's curfew time passed.

... Now it's hard not to want to live in his house.

However, the huge house is empty, except for a master bedroom and a study room, there is no smell of fireworks, and even the kitchen is full of oily smoke.

There is no group photo at home, and there is no object suspected to be left by the parents. It is obvious that Zhan Pingyi is still the only owner of this house.

Only then did Lu Xiangcheng realize that something was wrong, but he didn't want to ask directly. He sat in a daze in a room full of calmness, and didn't dare to sleep on his bed at all.

And Zhan Pingyi's coughing sound could be heard clearly from the guest room. He sat in the bedroom for a while, and finally went to the guest room with Zhan Pingyi's quilt in his arms, and changed the thin blanket on his body. After getting down, he casually wrapped the blanket around his body, and fell asleep on the sofa bed beside him.

Before he woke up the next morning, he heard Zhan Pingyi talking on the phone while suppressing his coughing.

Lu Xiangcheng didn't like to eavesdrop on other people's conversations, but this time he didn't take the initiative to listen to the conversation, but Zhan Pingyi didn't intend to avoid him at all.

Zhan Pingyi's father called him and asked him to go to the school district room to clean up his things, because someone else was going to live in it.

His father never asked him why he was coughing all the time, but explained to him very plainly, hoping he could understand, after all, he had built more than one family, and he was not the only child who needed to be raised. This matter is not urgent, but it is not something that can be delayed. It is best to come here early and remove the things.

Lu Xiangcheng felt very uncomfortable hearing it, but Zhan Pingyi seemed to have understood what would happen next, and agreed without asking a single question, saying that he would deal with it today.

He turned his head and saw that Lu Xiangcheng had woken up, and he was a little surprised. For the next whole day, Lu Xiangcheng followed him with some anxiety. Zhan Pingyi didn't say anything, but just asked him to pay attention Keep a distance and don't catch a cold.

Lu Xiangcheng originally thought that Zhan Ping wanted to keep the study as it was before he was called back by the phone, but he just silently put all the unused pen refills and draft paper in the drawer into the bag he brought, and piled them into a pile. The certificates of awards were arranged in the middle of the schoolbag by category, so he turned his head and said to Lu Xiangcheng, "Okay, let's go."

Lu Xiangcheng looked up at him in surprise.

"You have come behind me so many times, I have already taken the things that should be taken away." Zhan Pingyi smiled helplessly, and said while coughing, "I just didn't expect that these things are so important to you." To me it's just pointless, to him it's positional waste."

His eyes were really calm, not the slightest bit of resentment or sadness, but on the contrary, it was this kind of usual feeling, which made people feel distressed even more.

Zhan Pingyi hadn't taken a few steps outside when he suddenly felt someone hugging him.

Lu Xiangcheng's back became stiff together with Zhan Pingyi in an instant, he quickly let go of the person in his arms, and walked out ahead of Zhan Pingyi like a cover-up.

Zhan Pingyi immediately grabbed his hand from behind.

"Just...to comfort you." Lu Xiangcheng's ears were burning red, and he didn't dare to turn his head, "You...don't think too much about it."

"Thank you." Zhan Pingyi smiled and let go of his hand, "I was thinking too much."

Lu Xiangcheng would rather tease himself with Zhanping's intentions, and he didn't want to see him frankly admit in this tone that he was just having a meaningless unrequited love.

This will make him want to explain the truth to Zhan Pingyi very much.

"Still following me, you want to spend the night at my house." Lu Xiangcheng was still immersed in his thoughts, and Zhan Pingyi flicked his finger on his forehead, "Be your minor, go home and do your homework obediently." go."

Lu Xiangcheng woke up from the memory in an instant, deeply ashamed of the pity he had just had, and just stared at him while covering his forehead.

Zhan Pingyi pulled his hand away, and quickly kissed him on the forehead.

Lu Xiangcheng didn't feel awkward at all, but remembered the question just now, and asked tentatively: "Are you now... are you the only one at home?"

"I have always been alone. In my first life, it was worse than this." Zhan Pingyi sighed, "I originally wanted to prevent their relationship from breaking down, but in the end I failed. After serious reflection, it was me who interfered too much. the fate of others."

"Including you." Zhan Pingyi paused for a long time before saying softly, "Without my intervention... you probably wouldn't be targeted by Qi Yang."

"Qi Yang... Who is Qi Yang?" Lu Xiangcheng suddenly remembered the name, "Who does he really like?"

"Like me." Zhan Pingyi said, "Yu Mingjie likes him, he likes me. You were murdered by Qi Yang. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't follow you to teach those freshmen, even You will still transfer schools like in the previous life, you and Qi Yang will never have any intersection at all."

Lu Xiangcheng didn't know what to say for a while.

"Before I resurrected you, I really... felt very hopeless. The remaining time of the spirit body is limited. Maybe you disappeared before I resurrected you, or maybe I resurrected you, but you left your previous life. I forgot all about it." Zhan Pingyi's voice was a little hoarse, "The reason why I supported me at that time was not only that I liked you, but also that I wanted to give you back the life you lost because of me."

"If you don't resurrect me..."

"You won't leave any trace." Zhan Ping pointed to a corner of the next street, "Are you familiar?"

Lu Xiangcheng thought for a while, then shook his head.

"This is Yu Mingjie's home, where you lived for a while." Zhan Pingyi said, "He is dead now, but no one knows that he lived except the two of us."

"So...sorry."

"I'm sorry, maybe without you, I would have died at the age of 21." Lu Xiangcheng looked at his guilty and sad look, and smiled relievedly, "I read a sentence before, 'Maybe I will spend my whole life Luck is in exchange for one of your roses, so unsatisfactory things will be lined up, one by one slowly, but I think, maybe luck does not exist in the first place, and roses are probably not bartered The result of things, but the redemption in the abyss."

"I think I'm very lucky. I'll entrust you with all the work. I just need to be responsible for being liked by you." Lu Xiangcheng reached out and pushed the corners of Zhan Pingyi's mouth upwards, "Smile."

Zhan Pingyi barely broke free from the emotion just now, smiled and kissed his fingers: "Go home quickly, your father should be anxious in a while."

Lu Xiangcheng hesitated for a while, and then asked: "If you say that everyone has their own destiny...is it... This is also my last chance to see my dad."

"It can be said to be like this." Zhan Pingyi affirmed, "The world structure after your rebirth will be slightly different from the current one. You should still be able to see your father for the last time, but it won't be too long."

After Lu Xiangcheng heard this sentence, he felt so uncomfortable that when he saw Lu Yinian who was sleeping soundly on the sofa, he wanted to hug him and cry.

Lu Yinian's death has a lot to do with his self-abandonment over the years.If he had been able to pay attention to his body and take good care of himself when Lu Xiangcheng went to college, maybe he would not have died so early at all.

He really wanted to persuade his dad that it's been so many years, you should come out, and don't be negative and world-weary because of your mother's death, but he clearly knows that his dad can't get out, and the only motivation to continue supporting him for so many years is himself .As for me in high school, I have been avoiding this topic all the time, and made this incident into a wound in my heart that cannot heal. Once touched, it hurts terribly.

But Zhan Pingyi traveled through countless worlds after his death, but he couldn't forget himself. He couldn't persuade him to let go of such words.

But people always have to look forward.

"Old Lu, go to bed quickly and sleep. This is me standing next to you. If my mother is here, I will definitely throw you off the quilt." Lu Xiangcheng leaned over and said softly, "You can't spoil yourself."

Lu Yinian woke up almost instantly.

"I know you are uncomfortable, but you can't just go on like this. When I go to college, who will care about you." Lu Xiangcheng said, "Do you think... my mother would like to see us like this ? She still hopes that we can live a good life, so that she can leave with peace of mind. "

Lu Xiangcheng knew that it was useless for him to say these words now, and when he saw Lu Yinian again, his lifespan would come to an end, but Lu Xiangcheng still wanted to say that he wanted to make up for his ignorance when he was young. Make up for the shortcomings as much as possible.

The so-called rebirth cannot actually reverse everything. There will always be some things that cannot be undone, but regrets are the normal state of life.

Only those who have regrets and dissatisfaction are truly alive, and a perfect utopia is a dream.

Lu Yinian sat up from the sofa in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, until Lu Xiangcheng turned to go into the bedroom, and then stopped him: "Don't always study so late, go to bed early, the mentality is the worst before the college entrance examination. Important, I brought out a dark horse a few years ago, that kid should eat and sleep, don't be nervous."

Lu Xiangcheng was taken aback, and turned to look at him.

"Do you really think I go to bed so early every night?" Lu Yinian sighed, "Forget it, forget it, follow your example."

It turned out that there was another person standing behind the lamp that was lit every night.

Lu Xiangcheng took several deep breaths before holding back his tears.

No regrets.

Just one thing.

Confess.