[Xuan Liang] Mr. Right

eleven,

Zhuge Liang said on the phone: I have inquired about the information, and you should pay attention to your mobile phone emails.

Liu Bei said yes.

Zhuge Liang wanted to explain to him that my brother almost broke up with me because of you, but he really couldn't put the series of complicated and unspeakable disputes between brothers on the table, so he pretended in front of Liu Bei that he was still that kind of brother. Very handsome.

Liu Bei didn't know whether he listened or not.After a long time, I suddenly said without thinking: That day...

Zhuge Liang: What happened that day?

Liu Bei hesitated to speak: No, it was a good day.

Liu Bei felt that he was caught in an ultimate problem.He wants and needs that phone.But at the same time he didn't want to.He tries to solve this difficulty, only to find that it is only a thread to which larger and deeper difficulties are connected.

Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, and Jian Yong finally found out about this, and everyone urged him to make a decision, but Liu Bei never let go.The last few brothers really had nothing to do with him.After all, Liu Bei has experienced such procrastination in the past few decades, and no one can speak harshly to him.Everyone can only say that we understand you-but when are you going to make us wait?

Liu Bei has been tortured like this, and gradually began to understand what he was struggling with.The problem probably still lies with Zhuge Liang.They continued to date later, each time with the same process and similar results as the first time.Both of them vaguely began to realize that there was something that needed to be clarified, but they couldn't spread the matter out.

As if afraid of something.

In fact, the two have known each other for less than half a month, and they haven't fully understood each other's personality and hobbies. What Liu Bei didn't say was that every time he opened the book Zhuge Liang gave him, he would fall asleep within half an hour.Zhuge Liang is very interesting. He said last time, last time and this time: We don't know each other well.Liu Bei was almost dizzy by him, and after tossing for a long time, he finally tangled up a question: How far do you think we know each other?

Zhuge Liang fell into deep thought.

Liu Bei silently watched him in a daze.

When they were together, it would thunder, wind and rain outside.They talked about a safe love in a warm and comfortable place.But Liu Bei sometimes felt that the rain when they first met was more reasonable, as if they should be there.them, and everything.

Zhuge Liang struggled for a long time, and finally he said: Give me time to think again.

Liu Bei couldn't laugh or cry.Things seemed to go a bit wrong from the start.

They parted as usual that day, and when they parted, they gave a hug.Liu Bei suddenly hoped that a rain would soak them both thoroughly, so that everything would return to the way it should have been on the first day.

twelve,

He couldn't stop thinking about it.

There is no special trigger point, but Liu Bei will think about it when he is alone.Besides, he still had many things that he couldn't leave alone, which made him even more urging him to come up with some results.

Later, Liu Bei somehow found the key problem.He remembered that when Zhuge Liang answered Jian Yong's question that day, he said "he is chasing me" instead of "we are in love".He suddenly realized that in the eyes of Mr. Zhuge Liang, all this was just a preparatory preparation for falling in love, and he hadn't started falling in love yet.This misalignment in synchronization rate makes people laugh so much that they want to cry.

Moreover, Mr. Zhuge Liang seems to have set up a set of procedures. It seems that he feels that if something is input, after a round of processing, love will eventually arise between people.For example, getting along for a certain period of time, getting to know each other, or what else.

No wonder he listened to his own words like this every time, with a surprising seriousness.But when he was dating himself, he seemed to be focused, but his soul was not there.But Liu Bei has seen how he works.Once Zhuge Liang started to open his laptop and enter the world he didn't understand, his eyes became focused, his words were powerful, and he had his own views on everything and strong subjective initiative.That's what he looked like after he got his soul back.Even the dullest person cannot fail to notice the difference.

Liu Bei couldn't sleep for most of the night, so he called Zhuge Liang early the next morning and said seriously: I ask you a question.

What did Zhuge Liang say?

Liu Bei: Do you love me or not?

...this question is too trivial.He thought the moment he said it.

Zhuge Liang: ... What is love?

Liu Bei really wanted to cry, there are even worse human beings than him on the earth.

Zhuge Liang found that he was hung up on the phone just after he finished talking.He was stunned for a while, and suddenly an idea smashed into his mind like a meteorite.

Did I, was, dumped? !

etc!Why!What reason!What went wrong!Puzzled!

Zhuge Liang immediately took a quick look at himself: I am handsome, well-exercised, knowledgeable, outstanding in IQ, young and promising, and I am very distracted when dating.All in all, it's impossible for me to get dumped.

But the mysterious feeling of being dumped just now was lingering. After thinking about it, he finally felt that no matter what, the problem must be serious.

So 15 minutes later, he appeared downstairs at Liu Bei's house.

Liu Bei froze when he opened the door, and Zhuge Liang was standing beside Zhuge Liang, the administrator aunt in the corridor.

The aunt asked angrily, "Who are you?"

Zhuge Liang said why your house doesn't even have a walkie-talkie.

Liu Bei is an adult, with a smile on his face, he sent away the aunt of the neighborhood committee and welcomed Zhuge Liang into the room.

He walked up to the door and said: Sit down.

Zhuge Liang hesitated for a while, then sat down on the sofa.

Did Liu Bei ask for something to drink?

Zhuge Liang is right, you don't have to greet me as a guest every time.

Liu Bei said, is this what you want?

Zhuge Liang was suddenly inexplicably angry, he stood up and said: I didn't come to quarrel, I don't even understand what's wrong with you.

Liu Bei was startled instead, then stared at him for a while: Why are you angry?

Zhuge Liang didn't speak.He seemed to realize something was wrong, he was always very smart.Smart people are seldom angry, because where you are angry is your vital point.He found that he never knew Liu Bei, but Liu Bei seemed to have figured him out.Although he is the one with the higher IQ among the two.

In the end, Liu Bei didn't ask anything, made him a cup of tea, and then said: Don't worry about it, you don't say what you really think because you are afraid of hitting me, but I want to know your real thoughts.I've been pretending to love someone for over twenty years, and I know what it's like.

Zhuge Liang said: You can pretend for more than [-] years, but you refuse to admit that it is love?

Liu Bei shook his head: That's still different.

He smiled and said that I actually did worse at that time. When I was in college, I wondered if I liked men.I was so terrified at the thought that I nearly killed myself.You also understand the environment at that time. We did not live in a strange big city, but among neighbors.In a place where everyone knows me, I can't face myself at all, and I was born like this...Compared to this, cheating is a relatively small mistake.So I ended up finding a girl to marry, and I harassed her for many years, and lost a son to continue to harass her.

Zhuge Liang was silent for a while: But at that time, many people...

Liu Bei said that many people are like this, but it does not mean that this is right.I was so wrong.So I would rather you not continue to make mistakes like this.You are still young and have plenty of time to realize what love is.

Zhuge Liang said: Well, you have come to a conclusion yourself.In fact, I haven't come to a conclusion yet.You're right, I don't know what love is at all.I have been in love for so long since I was a child.I also don't know if I'm gay or straight, it's pretty much the same to me anyway.You've probably never met someone like me.

Liu Bei sighed, sure enough.Zhuge Liang agrees to communicate not to agree to love, but to agree to a possibility of love.That's all.Because Zhuge Liang hadn't tried it, he didn't understand such a truth after all.To implant something called "love" in a person's mind may be more difficult than killing him.

Naturally, it's not impossible to do it at all, but Liu Bei would rather Zhuge Liang not love him at all if he wanted to impose that kind of thing on his lover.

He was a little relieved and a little sad.Now that this is the case, let's make a decision.He felt that if he had figured it out now and controlled his emotions, he would definitely not be sad again in the future.

He said to Zhuge Liang, forget it, forget about that phone call, I don't want to owe you favors.He sent Zhuge Liang out the door.The latter was still looking back at him.Unexpectedly, Liu Bei saw a kind of sincere concern on that blank face.

He said: But your business...

Liu Bei closed the door in front of him.

Then Liu Bei felt that everything was empty.He looked out of the window, only to see the curtains fluttering in the wind, vaguely revealing the blue sky behind him.In broad daylight, someone was hawking business on the street.That voice carried a huge force of life, and it crushed him to pieces all at once.He was so trembling that he couldn't stand at all, dragged himself to turn on the stereo, and the melodious music filled the space again.

He wondered if Zhuge Liang was still standing behind the door, still waiting for him with that expression of not understanding anything.He forced himself not to open the door, so Zhuge Liang in his imagination finally took a step back, turned around slowly, and went downstairs step by step.His hand may have touched the concrete handrail, leaving a hateful mark on the white cuff.Let's hope he doesn't look like that, and let's hope he goes back to school whole and whole and doesn't mess himself up.Liu Bei thought of this, tears had blurred his eyes.He wept uncontrollably.

Really fucking control emotions.