Hundred Nights in the Light [Main Fate]

So, why do I still retain this personality and not transform into a god...

——What are the elements that make up a god?As a demigod, you must understand, Gilgamesh...

"Hmph, it's just absolute spectatorism." Gilgamesh stated indifferently, "The more you have the absolute power to change everything, the less you will break the rules of this world—whether it's the law of the jungle or the exchange of equal value." Gods don't care about the opinions of those creatures at all; then, the less they interfere, the less this world—Gaia and Alaya will be restrained, and the power of God itself will be stronger until the breakthrough Rules . . . become rules."

"That kind of thing... gods and the like, is a path that I can no longer go to."

"Oh? It's very interesting, you bastard. What keeps your personality intact? Come on, tell me, try to please me..."

Gilgamesh, I have experienced hundreds of thousands of lives, and each time I devoted myself wholeheartedly... very happy, very happy.

But personality is something that is born along with life, and it is a gem that is finally polished by various stories, and it is not determined by people's own consciousness.

The same is true of my present personality, this being that I call "I".

I was born in the era of the primordial universe, and I was born at the end of the end of the world.I have witnessed the birth of the original gods, and I have also foreseen the end of wisdom and civilization.

This body - precisely because it does not increase or perish, it is possible to see everything in the universe.

However, they will mourn and laugh, they will kill and redeem, they will be as hard as stone, and they will be terrified by love.

The cause and effect of all life are all in my heart, turning into the world of my mind, and also becoming something I carry...

The so-called order and chaos, justice and evil, life and death...is a never-ending circle. Once you read this world carefully, you will fall into an eternal mystery: I will uphold justice in this life, and I may be in the next reincarnation. With blood on my hands, I will lose myself in such samsara speculation.

At this time, my knowledge and experience have surpassed the limit of "power" recognized by human beings, and my personality will tend to be "neutral", because everything can be understood and everything will be recognized...you call it a god abyss.

However, I hold the ultimate strategy of being a Suzaku.

Whenever I can't identify myself, I choose an end.

This end is death.

I use death to wash away all the colors that have been stained this time, to forget the power that this world exerts on my soul, and to avoid losing the only thing left in me-this will, this personality.

——This is called Nirvana.

"Ha! Death? This is your answer..." Gilgamesh laughed loudly, his insolent laughter echoed in the boundless starry sky, "It's really ironic, mortals are afraid of becoming gods, so they choose to perish... !"

"...King of Heroes, I have always believed that human beings have faced such a choice before." I stated one of my delusions to him, "Assuming that human beings were once immortal, with the strength, wisdom, and faith Assimilation with this world through the continuous accumulation of assets... If the Suzaku people are constantly excluding this evolutionary direction through individual selection, then it should be said that human beings have used the collective power of inheritance to avoid assimilation and choose death and life. Death in the twilight, a full life with a limited time—"

"Assumptions are meaningless things." Gilgamesh snorted softly, "Besides, I don't think that the road to an omniscient and omnipotent god is the so-called evolution! It's just an 'evolution' at best!"

"...Ah, what you said is true. All the paths we have taken, even if we evolve from apes to gods, no one has ever said that this must be right, it must be a better strategy... This is this In the Hongmeng Universe, there has never been a so-called up and down, a so-called edge and an end here, and of course there is no so-called further 'evolution', hahahaha!"

"Are you still laughing? It's really easy..." Gilgamesh narrowed his eyes maliciously, "Didn't I find a weakness? As long as this king forces you to use all your knowledge, wisdom, and beliefs, what is your so-called personality?" The purity of your body will spontaneously get lost in this endless memory! Without this personality called 'Hyakuya', that is the true meaning of 'death' for a person like you—"

"Ah, if you want to do that, you can try it now."

I opened my arms and waited gently for him.

But Gilgamesh moved closer to my eyes, allowing me to clearly see the possessiveness in his eyes.He said, "Don't you beg me for mercy?"

"I refuse." I smiled helplessly, "You are in my mental world, and now I can see the scene you are looking forward to through your pupils—"

"Yes, I am not willing to destroy you now, because I still really want to..." Gilgamesh put his hand on my shoulder gently, and smiled bewitchingly, "What do I have to do to force you to die?" Dedicate that expression to me—the expression of love to the point of despair, the expression that craves my king's response like oxygen..."

So, the character of this King of Heroes is really bad.

——Do you want my love that much?Now this situation is simply because you are longing for me, right!

I shook my head, walking in this broken world.

"Gilgamesh, are these things real? The cold temperature of the starry sky, the hazy hues of these nebulae, these things are things that really exist in my memory... In order to build this world of mental images, I have to 'remember them' ' Just get up. What I cherish, what I love, what I fear, what I'm tired of..."

"I see, this is what you called 'sketch' at that time?" Gilgamesh suddenly laughed, "Your so-called gazing and sketching are doing such a project, no wonder you have such focused eyes—"

"Well, that's true. So essentially what you're asking for from me is my 'favor'..."

Gilgamesh was silent for a while, and he really flew into a rage: "What! How dare you use such disrespectful remarks and be so rude to the oldest king—are you trying to fool this king again?!"

"I'm just telling the truth..."

I sighed heavily. In fact, if the word "beloved", which represents the truth, was replaced with longing, respect, and admiration for him... the King of Heroes should not be so angry, but he has been forcing me so badly Petting him, I also have a headache!

My absolute favorite is the canine line - like the Diarmuid ones!

……

Bad, bad... Recalling Diarmuid, he he...

As soon as I thought of him, he really appeared in this mental image world, and he completely matched my observations and sketches of him. As soon as he appeared, he stopped in front of my eyes as a protector.

Now it's really too late to break down this mental world...

Silhouettes of countless golden weapons lit up in the void.

Gilgamesh turned to the Diarmuid I recalled, and instantly furiously said: "You actually 'sketched' this stupid dog into this world of mental images!!!"

"Er Gilgamesh, listen to my explanation first..."

"The thing that the king ordered you to offer has been pushed back and forth to this point! And then you just look at this stupid dog like that!"

Gilgamesh's violent brows and eyes were immersed in the golden light, glaring at me as if he was close at hand.

"Although, this is the truth...but..." I thought for a while, but I couldn't seem to explain why I dote on loyal dogs, "Well, this is the truth."

"This king will stab this stupid dog to death, and then destroy your memory. What are you talking about? Isn't this king's brilliance overwhelming everything in the sky and on earth—"

When I heard this, I suddenly felt that I needed to refute something.

Gilgamesh stood at an absolute height again, looking down at me condescendingly.

"No, wait, if you want to destroy this world, feel free to do so, but..." I frowned tightly and said extremely seriously, "Please don't misunderstand this point: you are indeed the most beautiful I have ever seen... ...well, the most magnificent figure, that cannot be misunderstood!"

"..."

I don't know why, but after telling the truth, Gilgamesh's murderous aura dropped sharply, and he asked me after a while, "Are you only planning to flatter me now?"

"No, no, this is a fact that I wholeheartedly recognize, it's the truth!" I hurriedly defended, "It's definitely not a disrespectful line like flattery. Until now, the hero king who stands in my 'heart' , can’t you see my sincerity clearly?”

I really think you are good-looking, thin-waisted, and easy to blow hair, but I still like loyal dogs...

But before I finished the second half of the sentence, Gilgamesh suddenly jumped down and turned his face again at a speed that I couldn't understand at all: "Hmph, let's trust you on this point. Then you answer me: Why? Refusing to create a 'sketch' of my king?!"

——So, I told you all!Sketching into the heart image world represents my love!You, you...Gilgamesh, you are inviting pets openly, do you know that?

I fell into the despair of "the king of heroes on the opposite side can't communicate at all".

Gilgamesh was still walking over, grabbed my collar, and ordered me with anger and a little complacency: "Now give me a good look at this king! Indulge in my glory, use your obsession Look at me with eyes, only look at me!"

I closed my eyes, thought for a while, and decided on a strategy.

"Why, you have lured this king's curiosity and interest without authorization, and you have been playing hard to get for so long, you..." The King of Heroes stopped abruptly.

I stared at him with wide eyes seriously, and said to him word by word: "Okay, Gilgamesh, since that's the case, I'll treasure you into my world... I'll appreciate your beauty." Be brilliant, heh, hahahahaha—"

Gilgamesh took a step back: "Hey, you bastard, why did you suddenly become black——wait, this is?!"

I manifested a chain of pure gold - the lock of the sky, completely imprisoning the king in front of my eyes.

"——Sky Lock...how is it possible?!"

"As long as I see and understand things, I can sketch... Your treasure house is the same. In this world of spiritual competition, I am the existence of God! Any individual will, for me They're all so fragile..."

I pulled the chain happily and excitedly, bringing Gilgamesh's astonished face into my eyes, and the uncontrollable trembling from my chest made me let out more suppressed low laughter.

"you--"

"Don't talk, Gilgamesh. I haven't told you yet, in my world, my favorite way to enjoy treasures is to use them viciously and violently..."

— intrusion.