I don't want to work hard

Ah - Ding Lin is going crazy!Listen, this is what people say!Being seen running naked in the room, not only did he not feel ashamed, but he was also so confident, as if it was still his fault, who let him break into Yang Jingyi's room without authorization.

There is no way to talk today, anyway, in terms of thick skin, no one can compare to Yang Jingyi, he should hurry up, and if he is killed in the future, he will not step into Yang Jingyi's room again!

Seeing the shame and anger on the little guy's face, Yang Jingyi finally put aside his thoughts of teasing him, took out the pajamas from the closet and put them on, and returned to his civilized form.

"Sorry, I didn't realize it just now, so you were there."

Bah, are you blind?Then you were talking to a ghost just now!

"Is there something you want from me?"

"It's gone!" Maybe there was a trace of guilt just now, and he came up to apologize, but now that Yang Jingyi has made such a torment, Ding Lin is also confident.What's wrong with going out to sing K on weekend nights? Is it against the law?Even if the police uncle really comes, let's see who is caught first!

"It's not a good boy to lie." Yang Jingyi said.

I don't want to be this "good boy" master!

Ding Lin glared at Yang Jingyi angrily, but when he thought that he couldn't say that he couldn't beat him, he became discouraged instantly.Hanging his throat, he said with a reluctant attitude: "I'm here to apologize to you about what happened last Saturday night. I'm sorry, Uncle Yang, I promise, I will never stay home so late again in the future So, don't be angry with me."

"I am not angry."

"If you're not angry, you still avoid me on purpose?"

Now Ding Lin is like a spoiled dog cub, showing his teeth and claws aggressively, but his mouth reveals all his secrets. Yang Jingyi couldn't help but chuckled softly, "Sorry, I've been too busy recently. A few days ago I was busy until the early hours of the morning, and I was afraid that coming back would disturb your rest, so I won’t come back.” Stretched out his hand and rubbed Ding Lin’s head, “Don’t think about it.”

"You still said that I lied, didn't you, too, your face was as dark as the bottom of a pot that day, and you still said you weren't angry?"

Born as a child actor, he is different from ordinary children. His early exposure to society has cultivated Ding Lin's extremely high emotional intelligence, so it is easy to watch his words and demeanor.In the car that day, Ding Lin had already sensed how angry Yang Jingyi was.

This was probably the first time someone exposed a lie face to face. Yang Jingyi smiled a little awkwardly, and then admitted generously, "Yes, I rushed home at nine o'clock. Auntie said you went out at night and haven't come back yet. Ask me." No one knew where it was. I was so anxious that I almost called the police, but in the end Qu Kun called me and said he saw you in a KTV."

Yang Jingyi took a deep breath. Even after so many days, when he recalled the scene of that night, he was still flustered. "Next time you go out, remember to tell your family."

"understood."

"Also, it's almost time for the college entrance examination, so focus on your studies and don't get too close to girls."

Ding Lin frowned, and there was a little bit of disdain in his eyes, "I didn't expect you to be so old-fashioned. Did a girl say something to me, and you would think we were in puppy love?"

"That's not what I mean. Girls have a lot of thoughts, and you have no idea what they are thinking."

"That's true, these girls don't know what they're thinking all day long, they just voted for me to be a school girl and asked me to go to a basketball game, and they screamed like they were seeing me wherever they went. Every morning when I go to the classroom, the desks are always filled with all kinds of love letters and gifts." Ding Lin shrugged helplessly, "I finally understand the troubles of being handsome!"

"Ding Lin!" Yang Jingyi finally couldn't help shouting.

"Why, it's so loud, I can hear it." Ding Lin tilted his head and looked at the blue veins on Yang Jingyi's forehead, and suddenly found that it seemed very easy to anger Yang Jingyi.

Yang Jingyi bit his back molars, causing his temples to bulge and fall rhythmically, and tried hard to restrain his constant anger, "No puppy love, this is what your mother told me before she left. Don't say I'm old-fashioned. The girl who is not interested in you, who will give you things for no reason? Even wrote a love letter, isn't it obvious enough? "

"Wouldn't it be the same for them chasing idols and idols?"

"That's different! Celebrities and idols are their unattainable dreams, but you are actually by their side." Speaking of this, Yang Jingyi seemed to have discovered a shocking crisis, his face turned pale, " No, I have to talk to your class teacher about this situation."

"Okay, don't make a fuss, I can handle this matter well. I will return all the presents, and say what I have to say clearly. Don't worry, I won't fall in love early." Ding Lin had a hunch, and if he continued, Yang Jingyi said Maybe he would rush to their teacher's house in the middle of the night, so he quickly appeased Yang Jingyi.

Yang Jingyi was pacing back and forth in the room. Ding Lin knew that he was trying to restrain his emotions, but he just didn't understand that Yang Jingyi would always become extremely irritable and sensitive when it came to girls.

Ding Lin admits that the majority of students' puppy love is more harmful than beneficial. The school prohibits students from having puppy love, but it doesn't prohibit boys from having contact with girls.

"you promise?"

"I promise, I will never fall in love when I am studying! Well, it's so late, I'll go first, good night, Uncle Yang."

Yang Jingyi nodded, but even Ding Lin's various assurances did not make him feel better.At the moment when the door was closed, Ding Lin looked back at Yang Jingyi for the last time, and saw him slamming down the table heavily, expressing the unspeakable complex emotions in his heart.

It seems that what Xu Xiangyang said is right, Yang Jingyi is really more conscientious than his father in some aspects, but it is a pity that there is still no spark of love between his mother and Yang Jingyi.

The stepson may not be able to do it, but he can recognize a godfather. I don't know if his mother will agree.

Ding Lin kept his word and returned all the gifts he had received to their original owners as soon as he arrived at school the next day.He expressed his gratitude but also rejected the girls' wishes, which made many girls in the whole school lose their love together on this day.The post bar was flooded with all kinds of hurt love poems, making people think that they might have gone to the literature and art bar next door by mistake.

Although Ding Lin was very popular among the school girls before, he had never been blocked in the corridor, but today he was blocked by a boy instead.It was not others who blocked him, but Zhao Yueran.

"What do you want to do? If you want to fight, don't leave after school, but now I don't have time to accompany you." I didn't want to see Zhao Yueran. From the first meeting, especially after knowing what this person had done, Ding Lin I had already endured it very politely, but this person actually dared to come to the door, so naturally he would not be polite to him.

Today's Zhao Yueran did not have his usual arrogance, instead he lowered his eyebrows and looked obedient, which made Ding Lin even more angry.

What does this guy mean!What are you going to do again?Could it be that a bunch of people rushed out after a while to slander him and bully others?

Ding Lin gritted his teeth, didn't bother to pay attention to Zhao Yueran, and walked around him to go upstairs, but Zhao Yueran took a step back and continued to block Ding Lin's way.

"Are you looking for a fight!"

"Ding Lin, I have something to tell you."

Ding Lin looked at the time, and the bell was going to ring in 2 minutes. The next class was their old math witch's class. He didn't want to be scolded for being late, let alone because of this Zhao Yueran. "No time, get out of the way!"

Ding Lin unceremoniously stretched out his hand and pushed Zhao Yueran to the side, then walked up.But Zhao Yueran still didn't give up. He grabbed Ding Lin's arm and couldn't shake it no matter how hard he tried.

"Hey, where's Pengci?"

"Ding Lin, it was all my fault before, and I sincerely apologize to you today." Zhao Yueran was a little excited, trembling slightly while holding Ding Lin's hand.

Apologize?To be able to hear these words from Zhao Yueran in his lifetime, but this will only make Ding Lin feel ridiculous.I really don't, it's full of uneasiness and kindness.

"No, I can't bear it."

"Actually, it was Ye Qian's idea to blackmail you at school before. You also know what kind of person she is. Anyone must obey her wishes. It is not too much to say that she is the queen of ****." Zhao Yue Ran smiled wryly, "It is said that she chased me, but I have no right to refuse. In fact, I never liked her from the beginning to the end."

Ding Lin's face lacked interest, and he didn't want to hear Zhao Yueran's clichéd stories about him.Look at his expression, his affectation, you can tell at a glance that he is acting.

And Zhao Yueran didn't know that he was playing big swords in front of Guan Gong's gate, and he continued to perform in class with a good feeling about himself.

"I admit that I am greedy for the benefits that Ye Qian brought me. Her sister is a big star. She can find me auditions for various crews, even if it's just a passerby. I just want to act more. Honing my acting skills, but I have no interest in her at all. And I am just an ordinary person, how dare I refuse her pursuit?"

Ding Lin rolled his eyes, is Zhao Yueran apologizing?Why did the more he listened, the more he felt that what this person said was the scum of scum.

You are kind to me, I accept, but your love to me, I'm sorry, I can't afford it.

At this moment, Ding Lin suddenly felt a little sympathetic to Ye Qian, and fed such a white-eyed wolf.

Ding Lin, who really couldn't listen to Zhao Yueran's affectionate "repentance", interrupted Zhao Yueran's performance directly, "Stop, I have no interest in the love-hate entanglement between you and Ye Qian, if you want to find someone to talk to I implore you to find someone else, I don't know you very well!"

At this moment, the class bell rang, and Ding Lin didn't have the patience to spend time with Zhao Yueran, so he just shook off his hand and left.

Zhao Yueran followed closely behind Ding Lin, "I, I'm looking for you today, mainly because I want to tell you... Ding Lin, wait for me to get off, and I will just say a word, so as not to delay your class."

Zhao Yueran, who couldn't keep up with Ding Lin's pace, trotted, but Ding Lin walked faster and faster, thinking only of throwing him off.

Seeing Ding Lin's completely ignoring attitude, Zhao Yueran became anxious, and he didn't know who gave him the courage, so he rushed up and hugged Ding Lin from behind, "Ding Lin, I have never dared to face myself In my heart, in fact, I like you!"

Zhao Yueran's actions finally forced Ding Lin to stop, but in the next second, Ding Lin mercilessly pushed Zhao Yueran to the ground.

The muscles on Ding Lin's face twitched involuntarily because of his disgust. At this moment, he even wanted to beat him up.

"roll!"

"Ding Lin, I like you! I had no choice but to reject you before, and I have always regretted it..."

"Shut the fuck up!"

Zhao Yueran was afraid that he would not be able to impress Ding Lin, so he even used up his tears at this moment, sitting on the ground like an abandoned woman.But this scene only made Ding Lin feel more disgusted by him.

"Ding Lin, I am sincere, please believe me!"

"Trust me, you bastard! Don't disgust me! I tell you, Zhao Yueran, I don't like men at all. Even if there is one, it can't be you!" Ding Lin gritted his teeth viciously.

"I know, you are still angry with me, I apologize to you, and I will change. I will become whatever you like!" Zhao Yueran already disregarded any so-called dignity, and crawled to the bottom like a dog. In front of Lin, he hugged Ding Lin's feet.

Zhao Yueran is a lunatic!

However, just when Zhao Yueran asked what kind of person he likes, a figure suddenly flashed across Ding Lin's mind. Yang Jingyi walked towards him slowly.

He clearly remembered the lines of every muscle on Yang Jingyi's body, and even the marks left by the unwiped water drops on his healthy skin.This picture, lingering in his mind, suddenly made his heart beat faster.

At this moment, Ding Lin suddenly realized something, already ignored Zhao Yueran, turned around and fled with a pale face.

As soon as the afternoon class ended, Xu Xiangyang, who was packing up his things and going out for dinner, was caught by Ding Lin, who dragged him out.Xu Xiangyang thought that Ding Lin was going to take him to dinner, but in the end he was taken to the school playground, where he sat in the stands and watched the sunset with him.

Is it romantic?No, let’s not talk about starving to watch the sunset, if the person sitting next to Xu Xiangyang is not Ding Lin but a beautiful woman, then it would be right, but it’s a pity that there is no beautiful woman to accompany, the cool autumn wind blows the fallen leaves, only Tim A bit sad.

"Let's just sit here and watch the sunset?" After the cold wind blew for about ten minutes, Xu Xiangyang finally couldn't help it, shivered, and interrupted Ding Lin's meditation.

"No, I'm thinking about life." Ding Lin looked blankly at the playground in the distance.

"Is there anything to think about? You don't know how to read and read stupidly."

Ding Lin slowly raised his finger forward, "Xu Xiangyang, what do you think when you look at it?"

"Idea? What ideas can I have? What I want most now is to eat. I want to eat Liu Ji's beef ramen, topped with red oil, sprinkled with sesame seeds and coriander, and I must add more meat and drink hot soup. That’s when life is complete.” Xu Xiangyang’s stomach growled as he spoke, “Brother, shall we go eat? After eating, I’ll come here to watch the sunset with you? No, watching the stars and the moon with you become."

"Who wants you to watch the sunset with me, I let you watch them!"

Under the setting sun, the students of the school sports team are doing daily training on the playground.Already finished a 5000-meter run, sweating all over, the boys were all undressed, shirtless, and doing warm-up exercises with the rhythmic whistle of the coach.

"I'll go, a group of old men with chicken feathers look good!" The expression on Xu Xiangyang's face drooped in an instant, "If a group of girls dance there naked, I will definitely watch it with you."

Ding Lin rolled his eyes weakly for a moment, he really didn't know what kind of yellow waste was stuffed in Xu Xiangyang's mind.

"You, don't you have any other ideas?"

"What else can you think? Do you have it? It's not normal to have it!"

"No, so I'm asking you. Don't we have to prepare a reference object when we do physics experiments!"

"Heh, you actually use me as a reference, so what conclusion did you draw?"

"The conclusion is that, like you, I don't have any thoughts about boys." Ding Lin exhaled slowly.

"..." Xu Xiangyang stood up abruptly, with a speechless expression on his face, and broke down, "I've been starving and blowing the cold wind with you for so long, and you just came to this shit and useless conclusion?! You've lived like this For many years, I don't know whether I like men or women?"

"I'm legitimately questioning myself."

"What are you questioning, questioning your own sexual orientation? Do you still like men? It was you who told me over and over again that you don't like men."

"Yeah, I have always believed so firmly. But, have you ever thought that since we were young, we have always thought that we like girls, but in fact it's just that we have never met a boy we like. Wan One, I mean, what if, one day you meet a boy you like, and you still firmly believe that you are heterosexual?"

"Anyway, since I was a child, I have only met girls I like."

"The point is, I haven't met the girl I like yet! So, there is no evidence to prove that I am heterosexual."

"..." Xu Xiangyang said that he was unable to complain anymore, who would be bored enough to question his own sexuality?

"Forget it, you think you are, and if you are not, you are not."

Originally, he wanted to chat with Xu Xiangyang and help him solve the troubles that had plagued him all day, but it turned out that this guy was a pig teammate at all. After chatting for a long time, Ding Lin was even more depressed and distressed.

"Then, to put it another way, if there is a man who makes you fall in love, does that prove that you are gay?"

Xu Xiangyang opened his eyes wide and looked at Ding Lin in disbelief: "How can you call him a man with a heartbeat? I can't believe this picture at all."

"Then how do you feel when you meet a girl who makes your heart beat?"

Ding Lin finally asked a question that Xu Xiangyang could answer, Xu Xiangyang thought carefully for a while this time, and then slowly said: "The first time I saw her, it seemed that time had stopped, and I even forgot the instinct of breathing. I dare not look at her, my heart beats faster when I see her, and I can't get rid of her figure in my mind, just like watching a slow-moving movie, I clearly remember every expression and every movement of her, Even the image of her hair gently swaying in the breeze is firmly etched in my mind."

There is no doubt that this is Xu Xiangyang's true feelings. Listening to his description, Ding Lin miraculously resonated for a moment.

Xu Xiangyang pulled away from his unforgettable and beautiful memories, and found that Ding Lin was frowning tightly but his eyes were in a daze. Could it be that his expression was so incomprehensible?

"Forget it, you can't understand this feeling. This is really too difficult for you, just like mathematics is for me." Xu Xiangyang suddenly felt a little sympathetic to Ding Lin.He envied him for being pursued by so many girls before, but he didn't know until now that Ding Lin didn't have any feelings for those beautiful girls. Thinking about it, he felt it was a pity.

Xu Xiangyang patted Ding Lin's shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, don't worry, maybe you will meet the person who makes your heart beat soon."

Although Ding Lin has already realized that he actually has the so-called heartbeat of Xu Xiangyang for Yang Jingyi, he still doesn't want to easily admit that he likes men.

In this multivariate high-order function, there are too many variables and complex coefficients.And Yang Jingyi is just one of the specific values ​​in the independent variable, maybe it is just a special case, which happens to be the only intersection point of his homosexual function and heterosexual function.

In functional equations, the entire function cannot be deduced at all given a point.In order to find out the function that has troubled Ding Lin for a long time, he had to find more independent variables.

The same shirtless gym student on the playground in the evening did not cause any disturbance in Ding Lin's heart, which proved that not all men have an influence on him, at least boys of the same age cannot attract him.Age, stature, cultivation, talent, etc. are all coefficient factors that affect the variables of this function. If there is a slight deviation, the desired solution will not be obtained.

At this moment, Ding Lin finally felt the charm of mathematics, which is always so precise and beautiful.

Next, Ding Lin set the screening target at adult men with a perfect body, and searched for people who can make his heart beat in various forums, social software, and even friends' websites, even if it's just a little bit.

Sadly, no one could make his peaceful heart throb again.

Ding Lin even wondered when he saw through the world of mortals, and his mind was as calm as if he had escaped into Buddhism.

"What are you looking at?"

He looked too seriously, and didn't notice anyone approaching at all, until Yang Jingyi's voice suddenly came from behind, which scared Ding Lin to quickly hide his phone under the book.

"No, it's nothing." Ding Lin felt that Yang Jingyi must have seen it, and suddenly his back was covered with cold sweat.

It's over, it's over, it's over, Yang Jingyi found out that he was peeking at other men's photos, would he think he was a pervert?I can't explain anything now.

In fact, I was at most confused in adolescence. If Yang Jingyi hadn't swayed naked in front of him that day, and coincidentally stimulated him and triggered the dangerous factor buried deep in his heart, how could he have been so angry these days? Distressed?

Now I just want to prove that I am not gay at all, just like the emotional sprouting in adolescence that every adolescent girl will experience.It's just that others are facing the opposite sex, but he is the same sex. The key is that he is a man who is older than himself and can recognize his father!

To be honest, at this moment, Ding Lin really wanted to slap himself hard.

"What question can't you solve?" I don't know what kind of problem Ding Lin felt like a tsunami. There was just a history book spread out in front of him, and he wasn't doing his homework at all.

"No, I'm endorsing."

"Is your monthly exam coming soon?"

"Well, the test will start this Wednesday, and the results will come out before the National Day holiday."

Yang Jingyi rubbed Ding Lin's head habitually, "Review well, don't put too much pressure on yourself, you can pass the exam."

"En." Ding Lin nodded meekly.

Yang Jingyi's broad hands gently smoothed Ding Lin's hair, like a highly skilled technician giving a head massage to a customer, and the hands with carefully manicured nails slowly slid across the scalp, making every hair follicle cry out for comfort .

Yang Jingyi's hand slowly moved down the back of Ding Lin's head, and he didn't withdraw his hand until the back of his neck, but Ding Lin clearly felt the subtle touch of the cool fingertips finally brushing the skin of the back of his neck. Ding Lin immediately got goosebumps.And this electric shock-like feeling rushed along his back all the way to the tailbone, until it disappeared at the end of the capillary.

This feeling is too wonderful, a feeling that has never been felt before, like a stone thrown into the lake surface, causing layers of ripples to sway along the water surface, uneven for a long time.

It is impossible to recover the disturbed state of mind.

Ding Lin found that he cared more and more about Yang Jingyi, and the more he deliberately let himself ignore it, the more he was disturbed, so that even the slightest noise made Ding Lin tense up.

One night, Ding Lin clearly remembered that Yang Jingyi frowned three times, rubbed his eyes five times, checked his phone four times, and looked up at him ten times.

If this continues, something will happen, Ding Lin knows that he is about to collapse.

Ding Lin picked up the book and ran away like a deserter.I couldn't think of a better solution, so I had to choose a bad strategy, avoiding Yang Jingyi as much as possible, and seeing no one, it should be better.

It has been said that time is the best medicine to heal any wound.But when Ding Lin tragically found that his head was full of Yang Jingyi like a revolving lantern, he already understood that he was terminally ill and there was no cure.

In the morning, Ding Lin was sitting at the dining table having breakfast, and Yang Jingyi was sitting opposite him as usual.Ding Lin lowered his head and fought with the glutinous rice balls on the plate. He wanted to finish eating and leave quickly, but the helper aunt actually prepared this breakfast this morning. It was really difficult.

Noticing that the sound in his hand had attracted Yang Jingyi's attention, and fearing that he would come over, Ding Lin simply stuffed the rest into his mouth, then picked up his schoolbag and went out to school.

And at this moment, the aunt who was going to do the laundry ran out in a hurry and called Ding Lin: "Linlin, your book is down."

I clearly remember that I put all the books in my schoolbag, why are there still books left behind?

Ding Lin turned around, and was shocked to see the auntie waving the fitness magazine he bought specially to study his sexual orientation. On the cover of the magazine was a male model with well-developed pectoral muscles and perfect abs, looking at it alluringly. with him.

"Oh, why did you put the book and the clothes together? Auntie almost threw it into the washing machine. Fortunately, I checked it carefully, and it didn't touch the water. Come, take it." The maid aunt smiled kindly, and stuffed the magazine into it. Ding Lin's hands.

Ding Lin was stunned. He could clearly see that Yang Jingyi's gaze followed the maid all the way, and finally landed directly on his hand.

It's over, I can't explain it completely now...

"Hmm—" Ding Lin opened his mouth and realized that the glutinous rice dumpling that he hadn't swallowed just now was stuck in his mouth, and he couldn't swallow it or spit it out.

Well, I can explain it and I can't explain it...

The author has something to say: I think of the fear of being discovered by parents when hiding small pornographic books...

Good night, there will be another chapter tomorrow morning