little goldfish spitting bubbles

Jinyu stepped into the dormitory in the dark, and the voices of the guides talking and laughing could be faintly heard from the open windows of the dormitories in the corridor. Jinyu raised his eyes and counted the light beams that spilled out. He was a little dazed while counting, and he looked back. The teaching building hidden in the night felt unreal for a moment.

Is it real to live here?

Is it true that you met Wei Xiu?

Is it true that Wei Xiu loves him?

Are their fond memories real?

The more I think about it, the more I feel that all this seems to be my own delusion.

Maybe they all exist, but they have nothing to do with themselves.

The feeling at that moment was too real, as real as if it had been experienced before, a huge panic surged in the goldfish's heart, the inexplicable pain in the head, intermittent like a needle prick, the goldfish's breathing gradually Heavy, covered his head and walked to the door of the dormitory. The sound of opening the door alarmed Jie Ke who had been guarding the next door. Jie Jie opened the door and looked at the goldfish, and said impatiently: "Why are you back now?"

Goldfish turned to look at him blankly, that face was both beautiful and unfamiliar, Goldfish didn't even know whether he recognized the guide in front of him at this moment.

Last time, Goldfish promised to help Czech to find that supernatural person whom he had never met, but there was no news after a while. Instead, he heard that Goldfish was sick when he returned home from vacation. Czech was also busy some time ago. I was still a little worried about how sick the goldfish was. Today, I was free to search around and found that the goldfish was not at school. After asking, I found out that the goldfish would come back at night, so Czech waited in the dormitory to block him.

But Czech felt that the goldfish at this moment was a bit strange. He was shocked by the strangeness in the goldfish's eyes. Czech subconsciously avoided the strange gaze of the goldfish. When he moved his gaze up, he saw the cold sweat dripping from the corner of the goldfish's forehead. His face was pale, as if sick Now, Czech didn’t care about anything else, stepped forward and touched Goldfish’s forehead, the temperature was very low, Czech hurriedly opened the door of Goldfish, and helped him in: “What’s the matter with you? Why did you get sick when you came home? Wei Xiu is too sick. If you can’t take care of people anymore, how can you make the guide sick?”

The goldfish’s mind seemed to be floating in the air, and everything around him suddenly lost its sense of reality. He saw Czech beside him, but felt that he was so far away when he touched him. He saw Czech’s mouth moving in a blur, But he couldn't hear his voice clearly, as if separated by a membrane, the goldfish felt extremely sleepy and wanted to sleep.

Czech is still talking non-stop, his eyes are full of worry, the goldfish doesn’t look right, but there seems to be no other symptoms except his pale face and constant cold sweat, Czech wants to call the guide doctor over, just put his hand on his brain. In his head, the goldfish grabbed his wrist, and his blurred eyes became a little clearer.

"I'm just sleepy..." Jinyu smiled at him, the dimples on his lips filled with lights: "Don't call me a doctor, it's okay, I'm fine, I'm just sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy..."

Seeing that he insisted, Czech had no choice but to give up. It was getting late, and it was not good for Czech to stay here forever. Looking back at the goldfish lying on the sofa with eyelids trying to close, Czech asked the robot to get a blanket to cover him. , and even said several times that there was something for the robot to come and call him, and then he went back to the dormitory next door.

After the sound of the door lock sounded, it quickly returned to calm, and the surroundings fell into silence. Goldfish finally relaxed his nerves and slowly fell into a dream.

He saw Wei Xiu in a dream, in the same Xinghai restaurant, Xinghai flowers filled the corner of the restaurant.Jinyu sat in the corner, looking blankly at the guides who were in the same grade as him around him. They were talking and laughing, and they made chirping and cooing sounds in the blurred background of the dream. Jinyu couldn't hear clearly. He didn't know why he was here. Suddenly, he saw many supernatural beings coming in. Excellent supernatural beings with the energy to make the guide surrender came in one after another. The goldfish was at a loss in the corner. After a long time, he raised his eyes and saw Here comes the man who shines in the crowd.

He was wearing a military uniform, with a tall and straight figure, and with long legs, he strode towards him.

Goldfish's bewilderment subsided in an instant, and he quickly stood up and ran towards him with a smile.

That was his Wei Xiu.

But Wei Xiu who was walking towards him was so indifferent, there was no love for himself in his eyes, he opened his lips and said: You and I are [-]% genetically matched.

Wei Xiu's words hit Jinyu's heart: I have no time to waste, if you agree, then pick a date, and we will register." He said concisely: "If you don't agree, then I will settle for the next best thing and ask matches below yours. "

His indifference and strangeness made the goldfish's heart hurt. The goldfish looked at him with wide eyes, and the eye sockets seemed to be red. For a moment, the goldfish wanted to open its mouth, but it was like a transition in a movie. The next moment, the goldfish seemed to be a person with emotions. and the spectator of memory.

In the movie-like scene, I feel the disappointment and despair again and again.

He saw that they were registered without any ceremony, without a wedding, without even telling anyone, as if their union was something shameful.

He saw the back of Wei Xiu leaving without hesitation, felt Wei Xiu's ridicule and ignorance towards him, saw the corpses of his parents a few years later, heard countless people's abuse and accusations, he saw the endless black universe and The star sea flowers blooming on the planet Takar flowed sadness in the quiet dreamland.

In the end, he watched Wei Xiu board the spaceship, and Jinyu watched him leave earnestly. Wei Xiu will always leave him with a clean and neat back.

Jinyu suddenly felt tired, and the tiredness crawling up from his chest wrapped him tightly.

He didn't want to look at his back any more, the goldfish was tired.

He thought, the gland on the back of his neck made him lose everything, and made Wei Xiu bear something he didn't want to bear.

Anyway, there is nothing left, so let Wei Xiu go free.

The bloody wound on the back of his neck was very painful, but Jinyu felt very satisfied. He looked at the beautiful and indescribable universe outside the spaceship and felt very happy.

He woke up with a smile, but sat up and touched his cheek, which was full of tears.

It turned out that I cried.

Goldfish curled himself up on the sofa, his nose was blocked and his chest hurt.

He couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality.

That night Jinyu didn't fall asleep, and Wei Xiu woke up from his dream.

Wei Xiu also had a dream. In the dream, he was a bystander. He saw the meeting between him and the goldfish and the farewell. He once again experienced the pain, loneliness and hopelessness of more than 80 years, and he held him in his arms again. Without breathing, his body became icy cold.

Wei Xiu sat up from the bed in shock, he looked eagerly to the side like an abandoned child, but his eyes hurt from the empty bed, Wei Xiu's heart beat like a drum, he climbed out of bed with hands and feet, He walked through the cloakroom, opened the study, his eyes fell on the rows of cute dolls, and his heart calmed down a little. Wei Xiu walked forward quickly, took one in his hand, and slowly calmed down the sudden flustered .

He really wanted to video chat with the goldfish, and really wanted to hug the goldfish, but it was late at night, if he woke up the goldfish, how would Wei Xiu explain to him, how would he open his mouth?

Can the past life that can no longer be repeated, the pain that has been caused, can it really be made up for?

Of the two of them, one opened his eyes on the sofa until dawn, and the other sat with his back against the cabinet where the dolls were placed until dawn. When the first rays of sunlight in the morning fell on the back of their hands, both Jinyu and Wei Xiu were at a loss.

Is all this a dream?

Wei Xiu was afraid that everything in front of him was just a dream.

Goldfish is afraid that everything in the dream is not a dream.

The sound of Czech's knock on the door startled the goldfish.

"Open the door, is it me? Are you still sleeping? What time is it? There is class this morning."

Goldfish sat up, patted his face, and opened the door.

Czech saw the boy in front of him with a pale face, red eyes, and sadness all over his body, his mouth was open and he couldn't speak for a long time.

When Jinyu and Wei Xiu met again, it was a long vacation of the Guidance Academy. This vacation lasted for half a month. After the vacation, Jinyu was about to be promoted to a fourth-grade student.

This had been the fourth grade Goldfish had looked forward to for over a year.

But Jinyu didn't look forward to this holiday at all this time. He didn't know how to face Wei Xiu. In the past few months, he made excuses to avoid seeing Wei Xiu. He didn't even want to meet Jinyu in the virtual mall. Goldfish seldom responded to the messages he sent, and Wei Xiu's panic was aggravated by the abnormality of goldfish, but Wei Xiu didn't dare...to force him.

This time the meeting was unavoidable, Wei Xiu came to the gate of the Guidance Academy early and waited for the goldfish, until almost all the guides in the school were gone, the goldfish slowly came out of it.

Wei Xiu stood under the spaceship, and the goldfish approached step by step. This scene seemed to return to the last time they met in a dream.At that time, Wei Xiu was also standing under the fighter plane, rushed up to stop him, and asked him why he didn't take himself to the battlefield. Wei Xiu said that the weak in his army could not go to the battlefield. Leave a place for the goldfish by your side, even if it is a corner that no one cares about.

What Wei Xiu left for Jinyu is always a straightforward and resistant back.

Jinyu suddenly couldn't move anymore, he stood twenty steps away from Wei Xiu, looking at him quietly.

Wei Xiu raised his head and looked at him, there was a short distance between them, the goldfish stopped, then Wei Xiu walked forward, he shortened the distance between the two bit by bit, his steps were faster than the goldfish's. Big, soon, he can reach out and hug him.

Wei Xiu stretched out his hand.

But Jinyu was full of resistance to Wei Xiu.

Wei Xiu's hand stopped in mid-air.

"We agreed, let me see your dimple next time we see you." Wei Xiu looked down at him affectionately, and forced a smile: "Did you forget?"

Jinyu blinked, and spoke with difficulty, his voice hoarse: "General Wei Xiu, we may not be suitable for each other."

Goldfish thought, if it is not a dream, then let all this not happen before it is too late.

"What did you say?" Wei Xiu said incredulously, with an imperceptible tremor in his voice: "Goldfish, do you know what you're talking about?"

"I don't know..." Jinyu hugged his head suddenly, his face was full of pain: "I don't know... I don't know if this is a dream... I obviously...I obviously drove the spaceship to rush to the dream... Into the siege of star bandits..."

Wei Xiu's heart almost stopped beating.

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