Zha Gong cried bitterly after the divorce

"Pingping, listen to my explanation. I never thought of hiding it from you. I'm just afraid that you won't see me after you know the truth." Ji said, as if thinking of those bad memories in the past, with many longing words, Stuck in my throat, I don't know where to start.

He misses Su Ping all the time. What he did at the beginning was wrong.

"Since you know that I don't want to see you, why are you still showing up in front of me?" Su Ping didn't want to see him, and he felt nauseous even if he took one more look, "Gu Ming, you really don't want me to live well, do you?"

"Pingping, I don't." Gu Ming stepped forward to approach him, but Su Ping raised his arm and threw it away vigorously.

Su Ping didn't want to hear an explanation from him.

"I think you can be happy, but I can't live without you, I can't see you, I can't sleep peacefully at all, in my dream, I dreamed countless times that you came back, smiled at me, and it's still the same as the past we just had The same as when we were together..."

Su Ping turned his back, not wanting to see Gu Ming's hypocritical face again.

He said he wanted him to be happy so he lied to him?Gu Ming, you still haven't changed. In order to humiliate him, you can tell any kind of lies.

He is no longer the fool who abandoned everything in order to protect that illusory love.

Seeing that Su Ping refused to pay attention to him, Ji stepped forward and hugged his waist from behind, and the two of them pressed tightly together. His chin rested on Su Ping's shoulder, and he whispered "I'm sorry".

"Gu Ming, I don't care about your apology." Su Ping struggled to get rid of him.

"Pingping, I'm Ji now, the old Gu Ming is dead, let's start again, okay, I swear, I will treat you well, can you trust me again?" Ji said with a heavy face, this time Fan Furuan's words, before that, he had never told anyone.

As long as he thinks that he may be Su Ping from now on, he will be afraid in his heart.

"Don't leave me again." Ji continued.

In the past, Su Ping was willing to compromise and abandon everything for him.

But he hurt him again and again...

Ji's heart is filled with endless remorse. After his rebirth, he has been desperately trying to make up for it, and wants to start over, but Su Ping's attitude towards him today is a warning to him that the damage caused in the past is indelible.

Su Ping will not forgive him, let alone be with him.

"Pingping, I love you." After Ji finished speaking, he kissed Su Ping's side face. When he wanted to make further moves, Su Ping had already noticed.

"Let go! Let me go! Ji! I let you go!"

Su Ping turned his head away, but was clamped even harder by Ji, and the lips of the two touched slightly and rubbed together.

The warm lips brought Ji Huan back to the past.

Su Ping felt his body trembling like an electric shock. He couldn't accept Ji's unreasonable demands on him, and he didn't dare to think about why he had a physical reaction.

Does he really like Gu Ming that much?Like to let him wantonly insult?

Su Ping didn't allow himself to continue being cheap.

Without any other worries, he raised his hand and slapped Ji on the face with a slap.

I thought that Ji would turn into a rage, so he could tell people to escape his control, but Ji surprisingly didn't respond, as if the slap had never happened.

"Pingping, if hitting me can alleviate the hatred in your heart, I will let you hit me until your anger subsides." Ji pulled his hand and hit him in the face.

"Ji, you lunatic!" Su Ping's emotions were out of control, and he was about to collapse at any time, "Isn't what I said clear enough? I don't like you now! The person I love is Ye Yang, since you sent me From the moment we go to prison, there is no possibility for us."

"Ji, let's get together and break up!"

Su Ping's last sentence was almost what he wanted to tell him the most.

The relationship between them is no longer possible, Ji should also be very clear, what is he still pestering him for?

"Pingping, have you really forgotten what happened to us in the past?" Ji wanted to continue, but was interrupted by Su Ping.

"I remember, I always remember."

The smile on Ji's face sank before it had time to break out.

"You sent me to prison because of Ye Shu'an. I will never forget those two years in my life. I suffered so much in it. Everyone can bully me, and there are disgusting men who want to fuck me. For the sake of the so-called I didn’t hesitate to cut my own face, just because I didn’t want that person to be disappointed.”

"There will always be prisoners who will come to trouble me. They force me to drink the toilet water and take away my food. As long as I resist, the prison guards will lock me up and starve me. I thought I would die if I couldn't keep going." , but in order to wait for the truth, I have been waiting for that person to save me."

"But what did I hear in the end? Everything I suffered was not a coincidence, but an order from that person."

At the end of Su Ping's speech, his voice became choked.

"And that person is you."

Ji stood where he was, and his heart ached when he heard Su Ping tell everything about the past himself.

He didn't arrange those people, and he didn't let anyone target him from the beginning to the end.

Afterwards, when Ye Shu'an died, Ji Zhenglin told him that Su Ping had probably been targeted in prison, and he thought it was just poor food.

"Pingping, sorry, I don't know, I really don't know."

Apart from apologizing, Ji couldn't think of any patience that would allow Su Ping to listen to him continue.

"Ji, do you think an apology is still useful to me?" Su Ping's eyes were filled with ruthlessness, "Put away your hypocritical appearance, I don't want to see you again."

Ji refused to leave, and continued to speak: "Pingping, can you give me an explanation session? Please listen to me, there are too many misunderstandings between us, I don't expect you to forgive me, but I miss you You know, I didn't do that, and I've always loved you."

"I never loved Ye Shu'an. I only treat him as a savior. I didn't expect him to do so many bad things to you..."

Ji didn't dare to mention the grievances between Gu Su's family. He knew that once Su Ping knew that he was the son of the murderer who killed his parents, there would be no possibility between them.

"Ye Shu'an lied to me, and after I found out about the evil things he did, I killed him."

Ji's words seemed to be deliberately flattering, but Su Ping dismissed them.

He had heard about how miserable Ye Shuan's death was. He always thought it was God's punishment for him, but he never thought that it was Ji Dong's fault.

And his so-called rage, can all hurts and misunderstandings be cleared up?

"Have you said enough? Get out when you've said enough." Su Ping forced his heart to harden, and he could no longer be swayed by him.

He deliberately approached him with another person, and even made friends with him. He planned everything carefully, but in the end it was just for his body.

Gu Ming doesn't love him, he should have thought about it a long time ago, the reason why he pesters him endlessly is nothing more than wanting to insult his personality and trample on his dignity.

Ji saw that Su Ping's misunderstanding of him had deepened, and after explaining so much, he had already told him everything except the grievances and grievances of the Gu Su family.

Why did Su Ping refuse to give him a chance?He didn't mind what happened between him and Ye Yang, which he absolutely couldn't tolerate in the past.

"Pingping, I won't leave. We are married. I will keep my promise and protect you forever."

Ji's words made Su Ping recall some things in the past again.

protect him?Is it to protect him by causing him to lose everything?

Whether Ji still loves him or not, he doesn't care, because the two of them are destined to be impossible.

Ji, I can't afford your love.

Then I lost a kidney, my voice, who will pay me back these things?

Now, his eyes are becoming less and less clear.

These, Su Ping didn't even want to talk to Ji,

"If you remember that we were married, then you should remember that we are divorced, and there is no relationship between you and me." Su Ping said word by word: "What's more, I'm already married to Ye Yang, please You respect yourself."

Ji grabbed Su Ping's wrist and refused to let go, and he couldn't accept Su Ping's words to make him respect himself.

They used to have such a close relationship, but in a blink of an eye, they became what they are now. Su Ping not only didn't want him, but also let him go.

If Su Ping looked at Ji's eyes at this moment, he would definitely see the gloom and helplessness in his eyes.

Ji thought about it, Su Ping said these words that irritated him, in the past, he would definitely leave, but now it is different, he will not be so impulsive anymore.Su Ping still loves him. Their deep feelings cannot be easily wiped out overnight.

From the beginning, there was a lack of trust between them. If he could trust him, the misunderstandings that followed would definitely not happen, and the misunderstandings would not deepen again and again.

"Pingping, I know you haven't let me go yet, let me stay by your side, don't drive me away, give me a chance to atone, and you listen to your heart, okay?"

"Ji, what you look like now really makes me sick." Su Ping clenched his fists. He couldn't be soft-hearted, let alone sorry for Ye Yang, so he had to drive Ji away.

Seeing that Ji didn't respond, Su Ping continued: "Where do you have the confidence to think that I still like you? You never know how good Ye Yang is to me. You need me to tell you word by word before you can recognize Is it realistic? Ji, let me tell you, when he was around, I just wanted to live for him, but now that he’s gone, I just want to live for him

"As for your so-called love, I don't care about it at all, and I don't remember it long ago."

Su Ping wanted to continue talking, but Ji couldn't listen anymore.

What Su Ping said to him was in his mind. He had long forgotten their relationship, and it was another man who was nostalgic