The villain is not crazy

Little Susu never felt that he was a cowardly person. He grasped power and was addicted to it, manipulating other people's lives and futures to satisfy him, but he never thought that one day he would be touched by the feelings of others' charity.

As far as he is concerned, he just reaches out and grabs what he wants, and he doesn't care about other people's opinions. Only weak people need other people's charity. He has never been a fool like Su Qingyi.

But now—he had some understanding.

The person whose personality is completely opposite to his is fragile and cowardly, hesitating and hesitating, but he is loved by someone sincerely.

What a novel and special feeling this is - he carefully looked at the ordinary man in front of him, and the harsh words in his mouth became gentle, he didn't mind giving a little favor to those who were kind to him.

So he said sincerely: "Whatever you want, I can fulfill any of your wishes."

But then he paused immediately: "Except for me."

Don't worry, don't be afraid, that he will come back, when everything is settled, the him in your heart will come back clean and clean, the top and bottom are still as clean as ever, without any dust.

but not now.

Liu Qixing sensed something was wrong, he thought a lot, thought for a long time, so he kept silent, and Xiao Susu didn't disturb his silence, he was in a good mood, so he was extra generous, introduced his abilities to him, showed himself do everything.

There was an unknown desire to show off in his heart, so he shook his head and tail like a peacock with its tail spread out.

What a lovely sentiment.

He raised the corners of his mouth happily, and the man had thought about it for long enough, so he asked softly, so tenderly: "Have you thought about it?"

"Re-experience life again, as the original self, you don't need to carry anything extra, no one forces you, you just need to be like a real young man, with an infinite future, no one can plan your life anymore, yourself Come and draw a picture for your future..."

It's not that Liu Qixing is untouched, he is not that great, the people in front of him seem to magnify the little bit of unwillingness in his heart infinitely, he has not thought of his previous life for a long, long time, and everything in the past was deliberately covered up by him, and he kept persuading him It's just another person's life.

But he did it on purpose precisely because he was so afraid.

What people fear the most is not death or pain, but losing themselves, the present and the past, not knowing where they came from or where they are going.

The reason why a person is human is that apart from limbs and flesh and blood, I mean that limbs and flesh and blood are important, but they are the body after all, which distinguishes them from other creatures, and what makes human beings proud is their thoughts.

And when the mind is imprisoned, no longer free, and controlled by others, it is the most frightening thing for human beings, especially when he discovers this fact.

Knowing that all my past thoughts and visions have been overthrown, the future is hopeless, and my life is a mess now, and I will finally leave everything behind and become a slave to the body.

What a terrible thing.

Especially when the slave has to open his eyes and realize that he is a slave.

This is where reality gets scary.

The world in which Little Susu exists seems absurd, but still relying on her own strong logical inertia, she finally forms another replica of reality.

Liu Qixing felt as if he was split into one piece after another at a moment, and his body was pulled by contradictory thoughts. He looked back and saw that there was an abyss, and he could not enter or retreat.

In this respect, he is not as good as Lu Yue—because he is not decisive, he dare not reach out for what he wants, and dare not refuse what he doesn't want, so he has become such a weird appearance, making himself feel uncomfortable, and the people watching Also feel uncomfortable.

Because this person is contradictory from beginning to end.

Little Susu comforted her softly: "Since you can't make up your mind, I'll help you find the future you want most."

Liu Qixing was also Su Yuanfu who raised his head. He was speechless for a while, and even this harmless promise had to be squeezed out of his mouth with great difficulty.

Every decision made him feel like he was being lingering, painful and difficult.

"Don't be afraid." Little Susu changed her strategy. He showed a gentle look that was unfamiliar to him, and comforted him over and over again: "You have nothing to lose, and I will not interfere with any of your choices. All choices are yours. s Choice."

"I will give you everything you want, but before that, you must understand what you really want..." He whispered, as if he was afraid of scaring this person: "Do you still remember when you came here suddenly? In this world, you have been shackled one after another, and you have even spent most of your life for it. You are not very old next year. Could it be that you are really willing—willingly be arranged for your own son, and be arranged for your own wife, without any complaints? "

Liu Qixing was speechless in a daze.

"You don't have to pay for it anymore. You should plan for yourself. This is the reward you deserve. As for Wu Xiyi, she will get what she thinks of. What are you afraid of? Would I still hurt you? ?”

"Don't you want to stand still and watch the opportunity you get get further and further away from yourself—"

Little Susu was a little discouraged: "In my current life, I helplessly put on an identity that is out of date with me, and take a wife who has no common language with me-do you really love her, or do you have to love her? How long have you not really loved her?" I asked my heart..."

"It's not for you to decide now, you just need to express your true inner thoughts, instead of living for others, Su Qingyi, Wu Xiyi, and other eyes..."

"Or do you want to continue like this and live so that you don't even know who you are?"

The last sentence exploded in Liu Qixing's head like a thunderbolt, and he finally uttered a word: "No."

He knows who he is, he is Liu Qixing, and he is also Su Yuanfu. He misses everything about him, but he can't lose everything about Su Yuanfu. The former is the ideal of youth, and the latter is the responsibility of adulthood.

He didn't understand—he didn't understand why Xiao Susu did this. He seemed to see through everything about him, put the bait in front of him, and let him make a decision. He hadn't figured it out before, but now he understood up.

But the current people don't understand themselves as well as he imagined.

After the word "no" was uttered, Liu Qixing's mouth seemed to be finally pried open, and he was no longer shy about expressing himself.

The tangled struggle on his face was also gone, which was obvious, indicating that he had made a decision in his heart.

Little Susu slowly waited for his choice.

But Liu Qixing began to talk about his two lives a little jerky.

"I used to be called Liu Qixing—"

He said that he fell into the noisy memory, like a hot afternoon, the sweat of youth, which made him look hot and scared, so he sealed everything on his own initiative, but now he knows that there is nothing to be afraid of.

"The character is the same as it is now. Some mothers-in-law, not so strong, have visions, imaginations and simple plans for their future, but I didn't think so much at that time-I mean, I thought about saving a fortune I plan to buy my favorite sneakers, and I plan to work in a supermarket off-campus, because it costs 12 yuan an hour there, and I still think about how I can make my basketball play better..."

Following Liu Qixing's narration, an ordinary boy suddenly appeared in front of him.

He is very ordinary, but not so ordinary, he is a part of the ordinary people, but now he has left that ordinary environment and came here suddenly, but he still has not lost himself.

Admittedly, he was quite a nag.

But little Susu listened to his slow narration patiently.

Speaking of the money I had saved for a long time, I originally planned to buy the pair of sneakers, but in the end I lent it to my roommate, because the way the roommate hid in the dormitory and cried because of a quarrel with his girlfriend was really pitiful—— Maybe it's not pity, but I just feel that the red eyes of such a man who is sweating with him on the basketball court is very touching.All in all, he loaned out the money and has no regrets...

Speaking of this, he smiled embarrassedly: "It seems that I have said too much, but I said these are not meaningless, I mean that life is like this sometimes, there will always be various changes, but, Isn’t it very tiring for every accident to be taken to heart and brood over?”

He gave a very, very small example.

Take this little example to compare his current—

Little Susu asked him: "Do you know what you gave up?...Okay." He seemed to be angry, but he didn't seem to be asking, because the man's expression was too obvious. It seemed he was being unreasonable.

"Then I'll let you see first, for example, if you go back and if you don't go back, see what choice you will make. I hope you are not really trying to be brave."

Liu Qixing is also Su Yuanfu, his eyes are tolerant and powerful, but there is nothing to say that it is unnecessary, but there is nothing to do with you, as if looking at a child who is throwing a temper: "Then try."

This made Xiao Susu feel no sense of accomplishment, but he was not so willing, and at the same time he was unwilling to just believe the man's one-sided words, so he took out the keyboard.

"You have returned to your own life, like a gear that has jumped out and returned to its original position. Everything is so comfortable. Everything in the past seems to be a dream to you, but after you have experienced it, it is true. Find out that all this is not your real dream..."