The villain is not crazy

It’s really interesting to say that in all the stories, the so-called happy ending is to stop at their happiest moment—the prince and princess finally defeated the dragon and lived happily together, but... If you want to talk about the prince and princess after they get married story, then the so-called happy ending is not so perfect.

Because everyone knows that no happiness is as permanent as diamonds, and the so-called diamond slogan is nothing but the biggest false propaganda of this century.

After the prince and princess really got married, as time went by, watching the person they loved gradually changed their appearance, quarreled because of trivial details, and drifted away because of some other things. hatred.

In the end, the white hair showed an ugly appearance - even if that person is still around, it is no longer a kind of happiness.

So there is no happy and perfect ending in this world. The so-called pursuit is nothing more than deceiving oneself after all.

And this sentence is what Xiao Susu wanted to say to that idiot Su Qingyi, but unfortunately that idiot couldn't hear it either. In the end, the only one who heard it was herself, and only herself.

Is there really a fool named Su Qingyi in this world?Little Susu couldn't figure it out, because that person was also him, but why did he have such a big change, he didn't look like the same person at all.

It's very interesting that he rarely encounters something he can't understand, but he thinks—maybe there are other reasons, he has a faint realization, because all of this is like a joke he made with the world , and he is indeed such a bad character.

So that idiot named Su Qingyi may really exist, but how real it is is up to the beholder to see benevolence and the wise to see wisdom.

His thoughts gradually gathered, and he devoted himself to this person named Lu Yue again——take your time, everyone will have a 'happy ending', he sighed softly, his heart was excited again, excited for everything that happened next, I also feel compassion for all who are struggling in this world.

【Lu Yue returned to her original world. She didn't lose her memory. She clearly remembered everything that happened to her. That illusory and charming world made her unable to adapt to her ordinary life for a while.

Her former friends said she was like a completely different person, and she asked if they had changed for the better or worse?

My friend couldn't come up with an answer, so after thinking about it for a long time, I got a comment: neither good nor bad...

Why such a comment?She couldn't understand, so she asked directly.

My friend said that her personality was not so strong before, there were good and bad, so it can be said that it is not bad, the character of Lu Yue that they like, there are also some that they hate, now the ones that they hate are gone, but at the same time they like it They also disappeared.

So neither good nor bad.

When Lu Yue heard this, she thought for a long time, looked at her friends, and realized that she would eventually drift away from them.

She drank the wine at the end, she couldn't control herself, and finally revealed a little bit of her suppressed emotions. She grabbed her friend and leaked the slightest grievance: This...isn't it good? Since the previous Lu Yue can be tolerated, why can't she be tolerated? Woolen cloth?

Friends said she was drunk.

In the end, everything was still hidden in the hearts of both parties. When we parted, we showed the reserve of adults—everything was tacitly understood, so we didn't say anything anymore.

Lu Yue became so confused that she didn't know whether it was good or bad, but people's fate always goes in the front direction. There are thousands of people who meet on the road, but there are not many people who really walk together. After a separation, she will eventually meet the person she met again.

So there is no need to be sad, no need to regret, she packed up her mood and went on the road again, but she was probably really drunk, she staggered across the sidewalk without looking at the passing vehicles, and rammed straight into others.

When she woke up again, she was already lying in the hospital. A handsome and well-dressed man was sitting in front of her, smiling cautiously and apologetically at her. Even if the smile was slight, it was rare to see it on this man's always cold face. up.

Hello, my name is Lu Xiluan.

She watched him quietly——everything seemed to be unfolded in front of her eyes again. She returned to this world and made a deal. aesthetic.

But - that was 'before'.

She suddenly felt very tired, and this kind of exhaustion spread from the bottom of her heart. She didn't even know what she was doing when she came back. The things that she thought were happy no longer brought her happiness. Not knowing where to go in the future, he finally became a person who lost himself and lost his direction.

Even the smile that such a man showed her could hardly touch her heart.

Her eyes were calm, and that calm look finally aroused the curiosity of the man, just like what she narrated to the villain when she first made the deal.

Knowing what will happen in the future makes her less curious and longing for the future—only the exhaustion carved into her soul remains.

She suddenly wondered how those prophets with foresight lived their lives, but their foresight was for resistance, but her foresight was for obedience, obedience with the flow, watching the known things happen one by one in the himself.

Not only was she not satisfied, but she felt very boring.

She was bumped into the hospital with broken legs, comminuted fractures, and a slight concussion. She lay in bed for half a year. She didn't have to worry about all the medical expenses, and she even got enough compensation for her life.

That man named Lu Xiluan came to visit her from time to time, even though he was busy with work, he still took the time to come. I don't know if it was because of guilt or other reasons.

Later, he confessed that it was her temperament that was completely different from ordinary people that first attracted his attention—he looked at this woman who was scarred by the accident, lying on the hospital bed, and just opened her eyes when he arrived. His eyes were not confused, as if he already knew what happened, and there was no anger or fear, it was so calm, looking at him seemed to be looking at an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary.

It made him feel comfortable, calm and at ease.

Even if he never showed the slightest bit.

Lu Yue thought, of course you will think I am special, even if you have never thought this way before, but now you have been changed - even you are created by me to bring happiness and joy to my life.

But this kind of happiness completely controlled by herself made her not as happy as expected.

She gets along with this own thing, but finds a lot of shortcomings. As long as she contacts that person again, she can make him closer to perfection, closer to the appearance she likes—but she finds it boring, because She found that everything she liked before was gradually no longer liked by her.

Instead, she began to like things she didn't like before—like men who were more natural and real, even down-to-earth.

Just because they won't be controlled by that person, by her.

So she doesn't want to change it anymore, because she can't change her favorite look, so she can only muddle along in the end. Human beings are so fickle. Who knows whether what she likes now will be what she will like the next moment.

Her indifference didn't make Lu Xiluan regress, or he always thought that Lu Yue had such a personality, just like him, she was not good at communicating with people, and she didn't need to communicate with others, as long as she stayed together calmly and peacefully, Do anything, comfortably as if he were alone.

He liked Lu Yue a little bit. At the beginning, he was a little curious, but now he admits that he likes Lu Yue a little bit. In fact, it's only been two months.

Two months later, Lu Yue recovered well, and she didn't want to lie in bed anymore. It happened that Lu Xiluan was relatively free recently, so she took a wheelchair and pushed Lu Yue out to relax.

Lu Yue suddenly wanted to go shopping. She remembered that when she was Lu Yue, she was glamorous, flaunting her youthful charm, carrying designer bags without caring about any price, and wantonly expanding her warehouse.

Now she finally admits that she used to envy that person so much, and that person's life has brought her a completely different vision, but in the end she didn't bend her knees, and now she straightens her back, even if she sits In a wheelchair, still act like a queen.

Because she has already stood at a higher level, and everything in front of her is just something that makes her slightly aroused, and some of them even make her feel a little bored.

Her unusual appearance attracted Lu Xiluan's attention even more, and he paid her the bill without hesitation, even though that kind of consumption was totally unacceptable to Lu Yue at this level, but he had no doubts, not even eyes. Blink, after all, for people like them, spending some money is as natural as eating and drinking. How could they question a person eating and drinking?

Unless she doesn't want to.

Naturally, there is no more reason-isn't it just shopping in the mall?Let yourself feel the joy of shopping.

He thought so, and seeing a slight smile on Lu Yue's usually expressionless face, he was even more satisfied, and he asked her, "Are you happy?"

Lu Yue thought about it, are you happy?Happiness is a bit, but how happy, but not necessarily.

She touched the bag she liked before, but now she felt bored, so she threw it aside, and only slightly nodded at Lu Xiluan: "Let's go."

Lu Xiluan asked her where else she wanted to go.

But Lu Yue didn't have any place to go anymore. She found that even if she did the same thing as Lu Yue who was possessed before, she couldn't find the joy and happiness that she possessed at that time.

At this moment, she clearly realized that there was really no going back.

She ended up becoming what she least wanted to see.

Half a year later, Lu Xiluan took the recovered Lu Yue to the Lu family. This was the first time he brought the opposite sex home, and he made a lot of preparations for fear that Lu Yue would be wronged. But when they actually met, the originally indifferent Mother Lu knocked over her water glass the first time she saw Lu Yue.

Even Lu Yue, who knew about Lu's mother's gaffe, couldn't maintain her composure.

This is such a familiar face, I saw it too many times when she possessed Lu Yue, and she felt guilty while feeling at ease.

She couldn't help taking a step back, as if there was an abyss in front of her, which made her tremble with fear.

Lu Xiluan was a little confused, and called out in a daze: "Mom..." Then he looked at Lu Yue, who was obviously wrong: "Lu Yue...?"

Hearing this familiar name, Mother Lu couldn't accept it again, she rolled her eyes and fell limp to the ground.

The Lu family was in chaos in an instant.

After calling in a private doctor for a diagnosis, Lu's mother slowly regained consciousness. During this process, Lu Yue was tightly held by Lu Xiluan's arm, even though she wanted to escape crazily, she still couldn't move.

Sure enough, Mother Lu called Lu Yue's name as soon as she woke up, her face completely lost the indifference and dignity of a noble lady before, with a look that was about to break: "Yue'er——Yue'er, come to mom quickly. "

Lu Xiluan couldn't bear it, and whispered: "Mom, don't be like this, my sister has already..."

Such words made Lu Yue unable to stand, if Lu Xiluan hadn't supported her, she would almost have fallen to the ground like this.

Mother Lu acted as if she couldn't hear Lu Xiluan, she just called Lu Yue over blindly.

And Lu Yue's reaction really made Lu Xiluan a little strange.

He had nothing to do with Lu's mother, and he didn't want Lu Yue to face all this, so he comforted him in a low voice: "What's wrong with you? You don't look well, maybe you haven't recovered yet, my mother was stimulated, this is not a good time Do you want me to take you to rest first?"

Lu Yue's head was in a mess, and she grabbed Lu Xiluan's arm, like a drowning person grabbing the only driftwood. At this moment, she felt as if she was dead, otherwise how could she see such a terrible scene.

She almost thought she couldn't speak, but she opened her mouth with difficulty. She didn't want to ask, but she had to ask: "Your sister..."

Lu Xiluan sighed.

Although he didn't want Lu Yue to know about the messy things in his family, there was nothing he could do if Lu Yue bumped into him. He just didn't expect Lu's mother to be so excited.

According to what Lu Xiluan said, when he was five years old, he was taken by his aunt to live abroad, and Lu's father and mother, Lu, lived in China and originally planned to go abroad, but there was an accident, and they had another child. Naturally, the matter of going abroad was put on hold. My elder brother has adapted to life abroad while my younger sister was raised in China. Probably when Lu Xiluan was raised earlier, Lu's father and mother Lu were obsessed with their careers and neglected their children. The child is not close, so they put all the guilt on the younger sister. For this unexpected younger sister, Lu's father and Lu's mother love her with eyes, and she can do whatever she wants.

The accident happened last year. The story she heard from Lu Xiluan's mouth was like someone else's story to Lu Yue. Hearing Lu Yue's sudden change, she couldn't help but tremble.

Lu Xiluan was wondering, but at the same time comforted her, asking her what's wrong?

Lu Yue shook her head, her eyes were dark and empty, as if she had lost all emotions.

She looked so bleak.

Lu Xiluan didn't want to continue talking, and wanted her to rest first, and then planned to call the doctor to take a look at her.

But Lu Yue stubbornly grabbed him and asked him over and over again: Then, what happened next?Why on earth is she...

Lu Xiluan couldn't understand that younger sister, Lu Yue in his mouth was just a spoiled child, maybe he also had some mental problems, otherwise he wouldn't have acted so decisively.

"She has always stubbornly believed that she was previously occupied by a strange person. She fell into unwarranted obsession and hatred, wantonly hurting people close to her. Parents had no choice but were afraid that she would be mentally unstable. Run out and hurt people, and be hurt by people."

"They locked her up at home and tried to calm her down emotionally."

"But she's gone crazy." Speaking of Lu Yue, Lu Xiluan's expression was slightly repulsive, which was very obvious, which was a bit rare for him, and it showed that he really hated his sister... …

Lu Yue couldn't accept it, how could she accept it!

She thought she had no shame in her heart, but the reality slapped her hard.

She exhausted all her strength not to question Lu Xiluan, and vented all her malicious words and revenge on this person. Just when she was exhausted, someone came to find her, and she was relieved: "Miss Lu , Madam has been clamoring to see you."

Lu Xiluan was a little impatient, he really didn't want his girlfriend to face a mentally abnormal old woman, even if that was his mother.

But the relationship between him and his parents is really weak, and it's just a little better with strangers. If it wasn't for Lu Yue's sudden suicide, Lu's mother had a mental breakdown, and the entire Lu family was about to fall apart, he wouldn't have come back from abroad .

At this time, he was still persuading her: "Lu Yue, you don't need to wrong yourself..." He was interrupted by Lu Yue.

She looked at the servant in front of her, and didn't know what his name was, because she had never seen it before when she possessed Lu Yue, but now she smiled: "Okay, I'll go there right away."

She had never done this in front of Lu Xiluan before. With such a smile, he thought that this person couldn't laugh, but at this moment he realized that maybe it wasn't that he couldn't, but that it wasn't worth it.

He was dazed for a moment, and Lu Yue had already got up and left him.

Seeing Mother Lu again, the servant carefully closed the door, leaving only the two of them, which allowed Lu Yue to have time to look at this woman carefully. The traces of time on her face were so profound. It's so old.

Lu's mother looked at her in a daze, reached out to touch her, but flinched a little.

She said softly, "Are you back?"

Lu Yue knew who she was asking.

But she nodded as if being manipulated by someone: "I'm back." She choked up a little as soon as she said the four words. She tasted the saltiness in her mouth, and she realized that she had burst into tears.

Mother Lu asked her again: "Did you forgive me?"

Lu Yue bit her lip and shook her head, finally nodded again: "Forgive me."

After a while, she finally couldn't stand still, and crawled on the edge of the bed, holding the sheet tightly so as not to cry out tremblingly. The kindness and tolerance in those eyes suddenly lost all strength.

Finally, he couldn't bear it and wept bitterly while covering his face, and asked her in a low voice: "Then will you forgive me?"

This kind of words made Lu's mother who had been in a trance regain her clarity for a moment. She was not crazy at first, but was stimulated for a while, and she naturally slowed down for a moment. She knew clearly that her daughter would not come back again, but standing here What was in front of her was not the soul that came from her daughter who was unwilling to appease, could it be...

Lu Yue grabbed Mother Lu's hand on the bedside, but the hand that once brought her warmth was no longer warm, like the coldness from hell, making her cry bitterly, she couldn't help herself, she just wanted to get the other's love Forgive me, but I know it's wishful thinking.

"She's not wrong," she cried.

Another sentence: "She is not crazy."

The self-righteous kindness she used to think is like a sharp sword piercing her heart at this moment. How hypocritical she was before, it hurts now.

She clearly realized how bad and hypocritical she was, and her previous self was so pleased with it, thinking that she would not be blamed by her conscience, until now she realized that it was just deception.

At this moment, her tears are not flowed to Lu's mother, or to the past Lu Yue, but rather from her own unacceptable tears.

"She's just too sober... too... stubborn..."

She finally broke down.

Everything was overturned by the flood from that dead Lu Yue.

"How could she, how could she be so... stupid..."

Not at all willing to bow to fate, would rather die than admit defeat, how could she live so gracefully and die so resolutely...

She didn't want to admit that she actually admired and yearned for her.

She lived the way she wanted most.

The author has something to say:

The living Lu Yue became what she least wanted.

But Lu Yue, who died in Yu, lived the way she wanted most.