The villain is not crazy

He walked to another room, because looking at Su Yuanfu's wildly jumping mosaic face, he really couldn't calm down. Even after closing the door and blocking all sight, he still pressed his forehead against the wall, Ten minutes was considered a slow calm.

It's calm, but it's just pressing all the emotions below the surface, and at least being able to deal with some serious things with a little reason.

In fact, since he regained his memory, he has gradually calmed down the chaos under the sprint of various memories. In addition to having a lot of rich experience in plot confrontation, he even felt that his head had also become brighter. After a while, some of the problems that had made him at a loss before were no longer bothering him.

If it's a game, then he seems to have taken a big tonic pill suddenly, all the data has increased rapidly, and he suddenly got the attribute panel of the boss from a novice.

Speaking of which, he was indeed a big boss in the original book.

Thinking about it this way, I'm still very good... To say the least.

Thanks to his own strong and optimistic personality, he quickly recovered from many setbacks. The unreasonable panic and anxiety in the face of various plots gradually faded away, leaving only a piece of stability.

All right.

He murmured silently in his heart, knowing that he had almost adjusted himself.

What Tumi said to him in the corridor shattered all the remaining fragility in him.In the final analysis, it was at this time, and it was impossible to retreat.

He raised his head, when he was inexplicably leaning against the wall, looking like a lunatic, Tumi had been sitting quietly on the sofa in the room, without showing the slightest emotion, as if no matter what he did, it was normal .

He looked up at Tumi like this, and his psychological pressure was much less, after all, it was much better than the look of worrying that he was crazy.

He didn't even bother to explain it again.

He simply walked over to Tumi and sat down.

This floor has been decorated by Tumi as a residence, which can be used for work, rest and entertainment. Even the bedrooms are much larger than the ones next to them, and they are equipped with bathrooms, balconies and rest areas.

Tumi handed over a glass of water with the right temperature, and Su Qingyi took it, feeling the warm breath with his slightly cold fingers, and he couldn't help but relax a lot.

At such a time, getting a cup of warm water, even though Su Qingyi no longer planned to escape, still felt a kind of appropriate comfort.

He couldn't help but let out a trace of Tumi who looked intently at her - to be honest, it was really a treasure for him to find such a capable and desirable person.

Comparing Su Qingyi in the original book, now he has both parents, no lack of relationship, and an almost perfect lover. Apart from having to deal with some messy plots, he seems to be pretty good.

Sure enough, if there is no comparison, there will be no harm. The main reason is that Su Qingyi was too miserable.

He took a sip of water with his water glass in his mouth, and then exhaled: "The author who wrote about my dad hasn't published a new book for several years. This kind of possibility can't be found, and the possibility of change is too small, and the change is too great. It is very likely It will exacerbate the collapse, and now we can only find the author who wrote about my mother."

Tumi: "Yes."

"The appearance of the BUG came from the conflict in the plot, and part of it was also my guidance, which led to my father's self-doubt, which led to the discovery of the current consequences... This is a certain conclusion that I had predicted before, but I didn't get it , I think, this should be a 'collapse'. After all, my dad was not born in this world, and he should not be well integrated with this world. , it is easy to 'crash'... this is because I am too impatient."

He reflected on his mistakes. When he was talking, Tumi never interrupted, but his expression of serious attention meant that he listened carefully, which made Su Qingyi's originally unconfident mood dissipate a little, and he was organized. It became clearer, and there was no hesitation in speaking.

"Actually, when I learned everything at the beginning, I was actually on the verge of a 'collapse', but I am still a person in this world, so my performance was better than my dad's, but it was not much better. In fact In fact, I should have been a kind of 'fusion' at the beginning, that is, a kind of 'fusion' between the me that has not been interfered by you and the me now, which is why I have auditory hallucinations from another Su Qingyi. If I fail to fuse with another Su Qingyi, then there will also be a 'collapse' like my dad."

He rubbed the space between his brows: "Fortunately, the other Su Qingyi chose to give in, and I borrowed a new plot power to erase the memory that made me collapse. Without my knowledge, the fusion should be slow It's done, so even if I regained my memory, there was a short-term confusion and it gradually subsided... And all this is not without benefits, I feel that all aspects of myself have been strengthened."

"These are kind of experiences." Su Qingyi said with a dry mouth, took a sip of water from the cup: "The most urgent thing now is to resolve the conflict, either writing my dad's book as the main one, or writing My mother's book is the main guide, after solving the conflict between the two, the conflict between the two is not so big, and then I give some psychological hints to my father to calm him down slowly... But this It takes a process, something wrong with the psychology, to solve it, sometimes it is very simple and sometimes it is very complicated..."

He sighed: "It's useless for me to be anxious. The other point is that if my mother arrives tomorrow..."

Tumi: "I will always know."

"I can't stand one collapse, and I'm really going to go crazy if another one comes..." Su Qingyi wanted to sigh again, but felt that sighing was too demeaning, and he needs confidence too much now, so he should do as little as possible. Depressed move.

He took another sip of water and felt that his mood was a little more impetuous, so he quickly closed his eyes and did not open them until he regained his composure.

He looked at Tumi's calm face, and felt a little jealous for no reason: "Tumi, have you never panicked?"

It seems that no matter what time, he can calm down, if only he could do it.

Tumi looked at him, his eyes were slightly brown, crystal clear, and the long eyelashes cast a shadow, but they just happened to fit his whole body inside. For some reason, Su Qingyi suddenly regretted asking That's the problem.

Because at this moment, Tumi, who originally felt harmless, exuded a dangerous aura.

He said slowly: "Yes."

"When I can't remember you." He said lightly, but the momentum around him was not at all relaxed: "I'm crazy."

Speaking of it, Su Qingyi always thought that if Tumi didn't remember him, then naturally there would be no pain, but after hearing what he said, he realized that he had taken it for granted. Tumi was more important than he thought, so he valued him many times more. .

He now also knows that the effect of traction force is not absolute, it itself will be conquered and used by others, then Tumi can feel the effect of traction force on his own at that time, while hindering it, he can only feel hopeless at the same time. Watching the traction pull away the memory of him bit by bit, it's like a blunt knife sharpening a wound, it's not pleasant at all, but deepens the despair.

so horrible.

Su Qingyiguan was already trembling from imagining it, and at the same time, he felt distressed for Tumi, felt a little scared for his persistence, and felt guilty about what he had done.

He really thought that Tumi was slowly recalling him later, because he had no memory of him at that time, and he would not have any feelings for him, so he avoided the time when his obsession was the deepest, even if it might still hurt. ...but at least it doesn't hurt this much.

Listening to what he said now, I realized that Tumi's spirit was already so strong at that time, and she could resist such targeted traction—and at the same time deepen the pain.

Thinking about it now, it was really kind of Tumi to strangle him to death without seeing him.

Su Qingyi recalled the past few days, feeling that his life was still safe and sound, and it was really lucky to say it.

His emotions were complicated, diluting the anxiety he had just faced about the situation tomorrow. After all, the situation he was facing today was no less dangerous than tomorrow's.

His fingers rubbed lightly on the table, and his head started to spin rapidly - what should he say at this time?

Do you want to say sorry?I've done everything, what's the use of an understatement sorry?

If he really thought that an apology would solve the problem, then he underestimated Tumi too much. Tumi didn't say it before, but when he said it now, he definitely didn't want to hear him say these three words.

Say he didn't mean it?He really didn't mean it, but Tumi's injury has already been done, it's worse than being sorry, it's like getting drunk and raped someone, and then he just said that he didn't mean it and left.Besides, this is much more serious than that.

Now is not the time to mess around!

Su Qingyi quickly regained his composure.

He can no longer run away.

Tumi looked at Su Qingyi's expression from shock to sadness to firmness now. He felt a little bit of revenge in his heart - after all, he was not the only one hurting, and at the same time regretted saying it out, after all, he didn't want to do it again. Give him any pressure.

But he was still a little unwilling in his heart, he wasn't even sure if Su Qingyi would play the same trick as last time this time, pretending to be cute, and then leave again without saying goodbye.

He no longer has the confidence to survive a second time.

Su Qingyi looked at Tumi seriously and said: "Tumi, I love you, I want to have you, I won't run away, I won't feel inferior anymore, I won't make you feel that pain again, I hope we can be together , I hope to bring you happiness, no matter what happens, no matter what we will become in the future, but at this moment, I am confident that I can be with you and face everything with you Perfect."

Seeing Tumi's dazed expression, he took another step forward - he stretched out his hand, lifted Tumi's chin, and put his lips in his mouth.

He regretted and blamed himself for everything that Tumi had experienced, but at the same time he was heartbroken.

But he can't let Tumi hold on to this point any longer, so that he may always fall into the dead end of whether he will give up on him again.

This is not good for him, for Tumi, or for them themselves.

Since no matter how much you say, no matter how much you say, it is not convincing enough.

Then simply, kiss him, kiss him, kiss him so dizzy that he can no longer remember the debt collection.

Wait until later and then slowly convince with facts.

Alas, it turned out that Tumi, who seemed mighty and incomparable, also had times of timidity, lack of confidence, and doubts.

This made Su Qingyi feel a little proud, although it made Tumi himself be himself.

No matter, solve him first, then think about tomorrow's matter, step by step, he believes it will get better and better.