The villain is not crazy

A few months passed in a flash.

Su Qingyi's condition has basically stabilized, and Tumi gradually relaxes and concentrates on his career.

He is currently tossing a new gadget. If it is done, it will not only bring a lot of income, but also enter a certain field in advance, and it will have a profound impact on the future.

Tumi told Su Qingyi about his vision for the future. When he talked about his own affairs, his face was full of confidence that he was bound to win, as if he never thought that he would fail.

He is really good.

For a person like him, nothing can defeat him, he can get up every time, and go further.

Su Qingyi would listen to him carefully, and would be amazed by his special ideas every time, he is really a genius.

He didn't hide his thoughts either, whenever he couldn't help but exclaim.

Tumi would hug Su Qingyi excitedly, and he said thank you, thank you.

Su Qingyi didn't know that Tumi's thank you meant that he let him find himself again.

He didn't even know that he was Tumi's muse, his Elpis, who made him find light and hope in the darkness.

Looking at Tumi, he felt that he was setting him off in a dim light, and a boundless sense of inferiority swept over his body. He only felt that he was a worthless waste, and he could only catch his breath by clinging to others.

Obviously trying hard to show a sunny smile to Tumi, pretending to be gentle and obedient, but the interior is riddled with holes, and the little warmth from Tumi seems to be like the winter sun, which looks warm , but still bitingly cold.

He knew that he was sick, and it came from the torment of another memory, the contradiction between the opposite personality and himself, and he tried his best to suppress his own nature, deliberately pretending to be cheerful, wearing a mask of "I'm fine, I'm happy" every day , can only get a little bit of complacency by cheating Tumi occasionally.

But sooner or later, when he can't control the madness in his heart, everything will eventually be destroyed.

He can't let this happen.

If in the beginning it was deliberately using Tumi's obsession with him with a little malice, to squeeze everything out of him, and use him to help her settle down her father, school and everything else.

So up to now, amidst Tumi's sincere feelings, he has set off his ugliness and shamelessness more and more. He shouldn't be wasting Tumi like this, he can't destroy him.

He is so good, he should have gone to a wider world.

Even if he wants to be with him, the self at this time, the self with such an ugly heart, the self who always wants to benefit from him, is not qualified.

Su Qingyi sat quietly on the plane to North America.

There is a laptop in front of him, and he has created an account on the novel website he saw earlier.

This website is the hub linking the plot in the book with the present world. Although he doesn't know why he can click on it, he knows that this is his only chance to get rid of his fate.

The flight attendant brought a drink and put it beside him, he nodded slightly, his thoughts were somewhat interrupted.

Looking at the sea of ​​clouds outside the window again, he squeezed his sore fingers, and then continued typing on the keyboard.

"Su Qingyi chose to leave in the end. When he came to North America, no one remembered what happened between him and Tumi, including themselves.

Su Qingyi only thought that he finally couldn't bear Tumi's selfish and indifferent character, and finally broke out, they had a fierce quarrel, and then Su Qingyi came back to his father and chose to inherit the family business.

Their lives will no longer intersect, and after Su Qingyi left Tumi, Tumi quickly gained a foothold by relying on his intelligence and talent, even without the help of his parents, he can become an excellent person.

He finally showed his ambitions and became a person to look up to.

he……"

Su Qingyi suddenly felt that the hand typing on the keyboard encountered some difficult obstacles, as if there was an invisible force preventing him from pressing these words.

His emotions were a little out of control for a while, filled with sadness and unwillingness, these uncomfortable emotions flooded his body like an overwhelming mountain, and he almost couldn't help but get red eyes.

The bottom of his heart had been mocking him and tormenting him, but another Su Qingyi's voice suddenly let out a long sigh.

"The pursuit of happiness itself is actually not seeking, not complaining, not hating and ignorance."

"Su Qingyi, I really hope that you will be a truly ignorant but happy person."

The tears that had been in the eyes slowly fell, Su Qingyi choked up and said: "Then be an ignorant but happy person."

He tapped the keyboard hard.

"He eventually forgot about his love, stopped being humble and stopped trying to please anyone.

He is Tumi, so proud, such an excellent Tumi, he will eventually find someone who truly loves himself and also loves him.

He will get the ultimate happiness and joy.

As for Su Qingyi, he no longer resented, no longer tried to take revenge on anyone, he became ignorant but kind, simple and happy..."

In the end, Su Qingyi couldn't hold it back, and cried bitterly. The flight attendant at the side saw this luxuriously dressed luxury cabin guest curled up on the large sofa chair, crying like a child who couldn't eat candy.

She walked over, looked at him curiously, took a tissue and put it gently on his desk.

Su Qingyi grabbed the pack of tissues with trembling hands, and said hoarsely, "Thank you."

What he gave up was not his own past, but a treasure that should be regarded as a treasure, but he didn't realize it until the moment he was about to lose it.

But he is too cowardly, he doesn't have the courage to overcome his shortcomings, and stand firmly by Tumi's side.

There were only three words at the end of the article.

"sorry."

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Tumi didn't expect that he would go so smoothly this time, as if there was a hidden force helping him.

While he was delighted with the result, he couldn't wait to share the result with Su Qingyi.

But when he opened the door, there was only an empty room waiting for him.

He searched every corner, but he didn't find anyone even a note.

It was as if the air had evaporated for Su Qingyi, without leaving a single word, as if all traces had been erased by someone.

What made him feel even more weird was that the double toothbrush that was originally placed in the bathroom turned into one, and only his clothes were left in the closet. The game equipment he brought back was still there, so he went to find himself in the drawer A group photo album with Su Qingyi these days.

Fortunately, this is still there.

But he had just opened the photo album, and he was the only one left in all the photos taken by the two of them.

At that moment, unimaginable fear erupted from Tumi's body. He frantically tried to find proof that the two of them were together in the room, but there was no, no, or no...

He remembered Su Qingyi, he remembered that they were together, they cooked together in the kitchen every day, he cooked and Su Qingyi helped him.

He would put the freshly seasoned dish into Su Qingyi's mouth with his chopsticks, and ask him if it was salty or bland.

He would hug Su Qingyi's waist, put his forehead against his, and quietly look into his eyes, which would make him feel that they were very close, so close that he could see into each other's heart.

Sometimes he gets angry, angry why he doesn't take care of his body, angry that he always stays up late.

Su Qingyi would never persuade him, he would paralyze like a dead fish, and when he was done getting angry, he would lean over and kiss him on the face, on the mouth, and then perfunctorily say okay, I get it .

Then the death will not change.

He has absolutely nothing to do with him.

But they can't argue.

Tumi sat on the sofa and recalled the experience of the two of them over and over again, but the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and finally he realized that he was forgetting.

He finally lost the calmness he had always been proud of.

After he regained his sanity, words were written over and over again with a red pen on the wall, floor, and table.

The words were scrawled and messy.

It read: "I love him."

He watched all of this quietly, and he could imagine how crazy the person who wrote these words was at the time.

He read it subconsciously: "I love him...I love him...I love..."

There is confusion in the eyes.

-

When we met again a few years later, Tumi remembered some things intermittently in the past few years, and was reintroduced into the plot again. Every time, he was caught off guard and inexplicable. The only special thing was that no matter how the plot interfered, On the contrary, his career is getting smoother and smoother, as if someone is secretly escorting him.

Then he became more and more sober, and gradually figured out the laws of the traction of those plots. Comparatively speaking, the more illogical and incoherent the plots that contradicted himself, the weaker their influence on him. Sometimes he even I didn't realize that I was in the plot of a certain book, but I could only perceive it from other people.

So he understands that the traction of the plot is actually divided into strengths and weaknesses, and now, ordinary plots can no longer interfere with him at all, but what makes him feel strange is the villain named Su Qingyi.

It seems that all the plots are revolving around him, he seems to be the core of the world.

Tumi felt a little curious again, the strange thing was that he remembered that they seemed to be friends once, but those days were always vague like a thin layer of mist, and it was impossible to find out clearly.

Until one day, his heart was pounding, and this strange reaction made him understand that he had entered some kind of plot again.

This time, it seemed unexpectedly powerful.

He suddenly had an urge to see someone right away, then blocked all his voices with his lips, and pushed him down on the bed to do whatever he wanted.

Waking up from the dream again, Tumi almost gnashed his teeth and said the person's name: "Su Qingyi."

What the hell kind of plot is this TM!

Why is he dreaming that he is sleeping with that guy! !

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Elpis: Ancient Greek Goddess of Hope

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