Difficult to love

Yue Rong had a nightmare. He dreamed that Rong Chang was walking towards him with a sharp knife in his hand. He had a sinister smile on his face, like a hungry wolf who hadn't seen food for a long time.

Yue Rong wanted to escape, but his limbs were bound and he couldn't move at all. He could only watch helplessly as the knife in Rong Chang's hand slashed at him.

The cold blade sliced ​​across his body one by one. The feeling was not very painful, but it was very piercing.

Yue Rong didn't know how long Rong Chang had been cutting, he could feel more and more blood flowing out until it covered his whole body.

"Hehehehehe... Hey!"

Yue Rong looked at Rong Chang, his smile was still so penetrating, he was holding a piece of bloody thing in his hand, Yue Rong didn't dare to think what it was.

At this time Rongchang laughed again, "Hehehehehe, how do you feel? This is what happens when you love him."

Then Rongchang's monster-like laughter grew louder and closer...

Yue Rong suddenly opened his eyes, surrounded by a piece of white, the familiar smell of disinfectant instantly squeezed into Yue Rong's nasal cavity, smelling this smell, Yue Rong knew that he was in the hospital now.

He moved his neck slowly, and saw Huang Renzheng lying on the hospital bed next to him, his leg was covered with a thick cast.

"You're awake." Huang Renzheng also just woke up not long ago, he had been worrying about Yue Rong before he fell into a coma, and he didn't feel relieved until he woke up and saw Yue Rong just now.

"..." Yue Rong stared blankly at him without speaking.

Huang Renzheng suddenly felt that something was wrong. From this point of view, Yue Rong had no obvious trauma except for a few bruises on his face, but with Rong Chang's character, he couldn't let someone go so easily.

"Yue Rong, are you okay, did he do anything to you?"

Hearing Huang Renzheng's voice again, Yue Rong came back to his senses, "Huh?"

"Are you OK?"

"I...I'm fine..."

"Really?"

"I'm tired... I want to sleep for a while." Without waiting for Huang Renzheng to speak again, Yue Rong closed his eyes again. As soon as he closed his eyes, the sharp pain seemed to have invaded his bone marrow again, and he would never forget that pain.

"Then you can sleep a little longer." Huang Renzheng stared at his legs in a daze.

When Yue Rong woke up again, it was already dark, and he looked at Huang Renzheng next to him, he was already asleep.Yue Rong slowly propped up his body, he wanted to sit up, but when he moved his lower body, his lower body hurt like hell, and then Yue Rong broke out in a cold sweat.

He slowly lay down and endured the pain, but the pain never disappeared.

Yue Rong burst into tears of pain, he asked himself is it worth it?If Gong Jingyun's operation failed, he might not remember himself again, so what is the point of all the pain he endured?

Yue Rong asked himself again why he loves Gong Jingyun, he couldn't answer, some things happened in front of him, he just wanted to deal with them in his own way and attitude, no matter the result was good or bad, he just wanted to do that, Yue Rong smiled wryly , This should be why he used to always say that Liang Xiaoxia was stupid, but this time it was him who was stupid.

In the next few days, nurses would come in regularly to change their dressings and infusions. Huang Renzheng was very cooperative, but Yue Rong was not very cooperative, and he resisted every time.

Yue Rong strongly demanded to close the curtain when changing the dressing, so Huang Renzheng didn't know where he was injured, until he asked the nurse one day when Yue Rong was being helped by the nurse to go to the bathroom.

It turned out that Yue Rong's entire lower body was cut off, and Huang Renzheng was so angry that he almost didn't stand up. He knew that Rong Chang's methods were cruel, but he didn't expect it to be so cruel. Compared with Yue Rong's injury, his own severed Legs are nothing at all, looking back now, it's no wonder Yue Rong's posture is weird every time he gets out of bed and walks.

"hateful……"

When Yue Rong came back, he found that Huang Renzheng had been staring at him.

"Look at what I do?"

"sorry."

"Why are you apologizing?"

"I was betrayed, and I got you involved."

"I should be the one who got you in trouble. He was looking for me..." When Yue Rong thought of Gong Jingyun, his heart ached again.

"Yue Rong, let's... Anyway, Gong Jingyun has left, you and I..."

"How are you two recovering?"

At this time, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Rong Chang walked in with a cane.

As soon as Huang Renzheng saw him, his teeth itched with anger, but Yue Rong was calmer, but his calmness was only on the surface.

"..." They all stared at Rongchang quietly, not daring to act rashly.

Seeing them being so honest, Rong Chang smiled happily, "I have already paid for your medical expenses, you should get well soon."

"What are you going to do again?" Huang Renzheng asked.

Rongchang glanced at him, "You are not qualified to talk to me, I didn't take your life because you have been with me for so long, and after you are discharged from the hospital, I suggest that you better leave here, otherwise you will be very sad. It’s hard to get along, tsk tsk, the life of a cripple is hard.”

"You..." Huang Renzheng was about to explode, but was firmly pressed on the bed by Rongchang's men.

Rong Chang turned his head to look at Yue Rong, he took out Yue Rong's phone and threw it on the bed, "As for you, since you told me the truth, I won't do anything to you anymore, but I checked your phone Now, they should still contact you, I can't find the two of you, so I can only look at you."

"Why?" Yue Rong looked at Rongchang. Although he looked relaxed on the surface, his clenched hands betrayed him. His heart was not peaceful at all. Maybe he was angry, maybe he was afraid, or maybe he was anxious. Anyway, he must be hiding something.

"what?"

"Why are you so obsessed with them?" Yue Rong believes that a person's obsession with another person is either out of hatred or out of love. Gong Jingyun once told him about their family. Rongchang shouldn't be so big on the Gong family. If Gong Jingyun didn't hide anything from him, it would be that Rongchang had other plans for Gong Jingyun's grandfather. Yue Rong felt that his idea was a bit too bold, but Rongchang's behavior had to make him think more.

"It's not something you should know, boy, and the less you know, the better for you."

"I don't know anything, but you made me like this." Yue Rong's tone was full of sarcasm.

"Then I can only say that you are unlucky, who let you know Gong Jingyun."

"..." Yue Rong didn't want to talk to him anymore, so he turned his head away from looking at him.

"Why don't you talk anymore? You young people... Ah, that's right! I have something else to tell you..."

Yue Rong turned around and looked at him, "..."

"Speaking of this, I have to apologize to you. I didn't keep the things I cut off from you that day, and my dog ​​accidentally ate them."

"You..." Yue Rong trembled angrily after hearing his words, and within a few seconds he broke out in sweat again.

"My dog ​​is delicious, hehehehehe..."

"Get out!" Yue Rong picked up the pillow behind him and threw it at Rong Chang's face, but the men beside him caught it as soon as they stretched out their hands.

"Mr. Yue, please be careful with what you say." Rong Chang's subordinate said.

Rongchang waved his hand and said, "Forget it, I can understand Dr. Yue's emotional instability. I've said everything I need to say. I wish you a speedy recovery, oh! I forgot about you... It's hard to recover ah."

"..." Yue Rong glared at Rong Chang, he had never hated anyone, this perverted old man was the first.

"Then I won't bother you. Doctor Yue must get better. I'm pointing at you to find someone." Rong Chang raised his head, and his subordinates helped him to leave.

"Yue Rong..." Huang Renzheng couldn't comprehend how Yue Rong endured it. If it was him, he might have rushed forward to do his best.

Yue Rong turned his head, his face was frighteningly pale at this moment, "Can you go out for a while and leave me alone for a while."

"Okay." Huang Renzheng picked up the crutch beside the bed and walked out of the ward.

Huang Renzheng looked at Yue Rong in the ward through the glass, Yue Rong lay down slowly, he raised his arms to cover his face, Huang Renzheng knew that he must be crying.

This kind of thing is very difficult for any man to accept.

After Yue Rong and Huang Renzheng were discharged from the hospital, Huang Renzheng hoped that Yue Rong would leave the city with him, but Yue Rong refused. He knew that Rongchang was still staring at him, so he couldn't hurt Huang Renzheng anymore.

Huang Renzheng sent Yue Rong home to confirm again.

"Are you really not going with me? I'm afraid that Master Rong will..."

Yue Rong shook his head, "It's okay, if he wants to move, I have to wait for Gong Jingyun to come back, and when will Gong Jingyun come back..." Yue Rong smiled wryly in the middle of speaking, "Hehe, he probably won't come back, after all... here's a big deal for him. It's dangerous."

"Then... I'm leaving, you have to take care, and you must contact me if you have anything to do."

"See you."

"Goodbye."

Yue Rong watched his car drive farther and farther, and couldn't tell what feeling he felt in the traffic jam.

Yue Rong called the director of the garden, and when he heard that it was Yue Rong, the director scolded him, saying that he would deduct his salary for absenteeism without reason, but he didn't say that he would quit Yue Rong after talking so much, and Yue Rong actually I feel very touched.

A week later, Yue Rong went to work, and he resigned from his job as a telephone operator next door. Now his expenses are not so high, and his health is not very good.

Yue Rong went back to the nursery to find the principal.

"Director, I'm really sorry."

"What have you been doing these days? You should call if you have something to do."

"I... fell ill and have been hospitalized."

"If you are sick, you have to call. If you can't call, let your family do it!"

"I'm all by myself...sorry."

"Forget it, let's go to work."

"Principal, I haven't come to work for so long, why didn't you fire me?"

"Because you are cheap! Where can I find such a cheap psychology teacher?"

"Just because of this?"

"Then what else can I do? Go to work quickly, and if you have something to say in the future, you must talk about it!"

"Yes, I will go to work." Although the principal did not resign himself, Yue Rong was very grateful, but why did he feel that if he wanted to leave in the future, it would not be easy for him.

When Yue Rong returned to the classroom, he saw the music teacher saying hello. He suddenly remembered the English teacher who was suspected of abusing the child last time. The principal didn't say the result, but she was fired.Yue Rong didn't know if that English teacher abused the children, he would rather she was wronged than she really did such a wicked thing.

Yue Rong's life has returned to normal, but he knows that he is different from before, sometimes he still has that nightmare, he dare not look at his body when he goes to the bathroom or takes a bath, because it is too ugly, and it is disgusting to see too much .

One day when Yue Rong was about to get off work, he was sitting in the classroom watching his mobile phone. He clicked on a documentary about religion and homosexuality.

Yue Rong smiled helplessly, "Hehehehe, I'm not dead yet, why do I feel like I've already been to hell?"

After Yue Rong got off work, he received a call from Pan Zhi. He said that some of his colleagues wanted to get together. Yue Rong thought that he would go home by himself anyway, so he agreed.

Yue Rong arrived at the appointed hotel and met Pan Zhi, Mary, Gao Lin, and several colleagues from the hospital. The topics they chatted with were either recalling the days when they worked in the hospital or talking about the current situation. Yue Rong kept listening. They chatted without talking. He thought that he would feel better when he saw acquaintances, but it was even worse. They were all acquaintances but the person he most wanted to see was not there.

After the party, Yue Rong was wandering alone in the street. He was in a daze and didn't know where he was going. Yue Rong randomly found a public chair and sat down in a daze. He saw a person squatting in the alley across the road. , Yue Rong felt that he seemed to have seen that person somewhere.

Yue Rong stood up and walked across the road, and then walked into the alley. Although the light in the alley was not very good, Yue Rong could still see his face clearly. Yue Rong remembered who he was, and he stopped in front of the man. There was a strong smell of alcohol.

"Mr. Lee."

The man raised his head, his face was very red, and his eyes were squinted as if he hadn't woken up. ,

"You are... Doctor Yue?"

Yue Rong knelt down slowly and looked at this man, Liang Xiaoxia's face suddenly appeared in his mind.

"Why did she die?"

"He... who is it?"

"Your lover, Liang Xiaoxia."

"Xiaoxia..." The man's eyes kept rolling, and suddenly he widened his eyes as if he saw something terrifying, "She! It's her! It's all because of her! She clearly promised me to divorce, but unexpectedly Repent, and imprison us...we...we...she tortured us..."

"You mean your wife?"

"Doctor Yue, we were wrong, we apologized to her, but...she didn't agree..."

"You can call the police."

"I...but I...I don't dare, me and her, how can she say...she is also my wife...I can't..." The man hugged his head in pain, making intermittent groans/groans.

"It's really unlucky for these two women to meet you, and one of them even took his life."

"I... I'm sorry for her..."

"Mr. Li?" Yue Rong patted the man's shoulder.

The man raised his head, and the snot and tears on his face made people disgusted, "Huh?"

Yue Rong said coldly: "I hope you can dream of her every night when you sleep."

"What..." The man looked at Yue Rong stupidly, he didn't understand what Yue Rong said.

After Yue Rong finished speaking, he got up and left. Not long after, a man's cry came from behind him, Yue Rong just regarded it as noise.

"Hehehe, so there are people worse than me."