Difficult to love

When Yue Rong returned to the dormitory and saw Pan Zhi packing up his things, he felt very uncomfortable. He and Pan Zhi had been roommates for a long time, and now they were going to be separated suddenly, Yue Rong still couldn't accept it.

Pan Zhi looked up to see Yue Rong and said: "I'm back, pack up quickly, the dean said that we must all leave here tomorrow afternoon."

"Ah."

Yue Rong went back to the room and opened the closet and began to tidy up. For the first time, he was glad that he didn't have many things, which saved time and effort.

"Have you found a new house?" Pan Zhi looked at Yue Rong's bedroom and asked.

"Well... found it."

"It's pretty fast."

"What are your plans to get out of here?"

"It happened so suddenly, I haven't figured it out yet, how about you?"

"Me? I... I didn't think about it..."

"You are the dean's nephew, you should know what happened to the dean, right? Did he mess with someone?"

"..." Yue Rong stopped what he was doing, he sat on the bed and looked at Pan Zhi without speaking.

Pan Zhijian nodded understandingly before waiting for an answer, "I know, I won't ask."

It didn't take long for Pan Zhi to finish packing. He carried the suitcase and said to Yue Rong, "I finished packing. I called a friend to pick me up. Where is your new house? Shall I see you off?"

Yue Rong thought of grandma's remote house and shook his head helplessly, "No need, I'll call a taxi later, you're definitely not on the way there."

"Well then, brother, keep in touch."

"Ah."

"Bye-Bye."

"Goodbye."

After Pan Zhi left, Yue Rong had almost finished packing up. He handed over the keys and took a taxi away.

Yue Rong was still not used to going back to grandma's house, the corridor was dark, and he could vaguely smell the sour smell of the food. I don't know if there is a sanitation fee here, if it is, it would be too bad.

Grandma Yue Rong's house lived on the fourth floor. He went to the fourth floor and looked at the house number, 401, which gave him an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

Just as Yue Rong was about to open the door, the opposite door opened, and a woman in her 40s came out carrying a garbage bag. When she saw Yue Rong, she immediately showed a warm smile.

"Hi, are you the new neighbor here?"

Yue Rong was a little puzzled, "Hello, Auntie."

"The house you live in has been vacant for many years. This floor is our own. Now someone can finally talk to me!"

"Yes... yes..." Yue Rong didn't think he was an introvert, but he really couldn't handle such an enthusiastic person.

"That... you are not the only one in your family, I heard the sound of the TV next door when I was at home today!"

"Really! Your ears are really good. I have... and my cousin." Yue Rong was actually thinking about why the sound insulation effect of this house is so poor.

"Ah! My daughter and I are the only two people in our family. Come to our house when you have time!"

"Then...won't it bother you?"

"Don't bother, don't bother, come here when you have time, and, my surname is Zhang, you can just call me Aunt Zhang."

"Well, okay, then I'll go in first." Yue Rong observed this woman, smiling so enthusiastically that it was a bit fake, she must have some purpose, it's better to keep as little contact as possible.

"Okay, go in quickly, you must have just been busy for a day after get off work?"

"No, I'm not busy, I just lost my job."

"Yes...is it...haha, it's okay, you can still find a job."

Seeing the froze smile on her face, Yue Rong almost couldn't help rolling his eyes, "Yes, you can look for it again, I'll go first, goodbye."

"Ah, well, goodbye."

When Yue Rong got home, he immediately closed the door. He walked in and met Chen Hui who came out of the bedroom.

"came back."

"Well, how is he?"

"The young master slept all afternoon."

"Is it... he... doesn't feel uncomfortable anywhere?"

Chen Hui shook his head, "When the young master was awake...he didn't talk all the time, his body should be fine."

"Are you taking your medicines on time?"

"Well, yes."

"Thank you for today."

"This is what I should do, then I'm leaving, call me if you need anything."

"Okay, be careful on the road."

"Ah."

Yue Rong put down his luggage and walked into the kitchen. The kitchen was still very dilapidated, but it was obvious that someone had tidied it up.He opened the refrigerator and there were some ingredients in it. Yue Rong began to admire Chen Hui from the bottom of his heart.

Chen Hui was able to get these things home without going out, how did he do it?

Yue Rong has already made up his mind that he will go to the Internet office tomorrow, and he will buy things online in the future.Yue Rong sent the luggage to the bedroom and packed it briefly, then came to Gong Jingyun's room.

Yue Rong pushed open the door gently for fear of waking Gong Jingyun, but the person inside was already awake when he pushed the door open.

Yue Rong saw him sitting on the bed staring at the opposite wall in a daze, then Yue Rong walked slowly to his side.

"You're awake." Yue Rong noticed that he had lost weight, looked haggard, and had a layer of stubble growing on his chin, making him look a bit sloppy.

Gong Jingyun raised his head and looked at Yue Rong with no anxiety in his eyes, "You're back."

Yue Rong sat down, checked the gauze on Gong Jingyun's head and said: "Well, I'm back, are you hungry? I'll go cook."

"Not hungry."

Yue Rong hated this quiet atmosphere very much, so he continued, "Did you watch TV today?"

"..." Gong Jingyun's pupils suddenly narrowed, and his face suddenly became very pale.

"Are you scared? I just asked if you watched TV."

"I...know...know that I...sick...shouldn't...see..."

Yue Rong caressed Gong Jingyun's face distressedly, whenever Gong Jingyun was nervous, excited, afraid or even happy, he would stutter.

"It's okay, you can watch it for a while, as long as you don't watch it for too long."

"Ah."

"I...I know...I am obedient..."

Yue Rong held his face, "Don't be so nervous in front of me, you know?"

"Uh-huh……"

"If you still want to watch it, you can watch it for a while."

"really!"

"Well, really."

"..." After the surprise on Gong Jingyun's face faded, it was replaced by innocent joy. Yue Rong had never seen him smile like this before. Thinking about it now, could it be that Gong Jingyun had never smiled sincerely before?

Yue Rong helped him to the living room and turned on the TV. A children's quiz program was playing on the TV.

"Look slowly, I'll get something to eat." Gong Jingyun wasn't hungry, but Yue Rong was, and he didn't eat well all day.

When Yue Rong found a bowl of bucket noodles in the kitchen and was about to boil water, Gong Jingyun's screams suddenly came from the living room.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Yue Rong ran out of the kitchen and saw Gong Jingyun kneeling on the ground, holding his head in his hands, his expression was very painful, his eyes were red, he was staring at the TV all the time, and he didn't even notice that Yue Rong came to him.

"What's the matter? What happened?"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

"Jingyun, Jingyun, Jingyun! Gong Jingyun! Did you hear my voice! Gong Jingyun!" Yue Rong called him for a long time, but he still stared at the TV in pain, completely treating Yue Rong as air.

"Gong Jingyun! Look at me! I'm here! I'm here!" Yue Rong called out a few more times, but he couldn't help it, so he turned around and turned off the TV.

The TV screen instantly became pitch black, and Gong Jingyun's haggard face was reflected on the screen. Gong Jingyun froze when he saw his own face.

Seeing Gong Jingyun who was finally quiet, Yue Rong finally breathed a sigh of relief, he helped Gong Jingyun up and sat on the sofa, "Put your hands down, you will touch the wound."

"..." Gong Jingyun put down his hands obediently, but his eyes were still fixed on the TV screen.

"Jing Yun, tell me, what happened to you just now? What happened?"

"........."

"Jing Yun, talk to me, I'm worried about you."

After hearing the word worry, Gong Jingyun finally reacted. He slowly turned his head to look at Yue Rong beside him. His eyes were a little dull, and the corners of his mouth were drooling from the excitement just now.

Yue Rong took out a tissue to wipe off the saliva from the corner of his mouth and said, "Tell me, what happened to you just now?"

Gong Jingyun stared blankly at Yue Rong, his dry lips finally moved.

"Just now...on TV...in TV...in...I...I...speak...can't...speak...can't...come out...I...I'm too...stupid..."

"On TV?" Yue Rong suddenly remembered that a children's quiz show was playing on TV just now, and Gong Jingyun should be referring to the question asked by the host.

"I... I'm not... not as good as... a child... I, I, I... too stupid..."

"No! You're not stupid! You're not stupid at all!" Yue Rong grabbed his hand and held it tightly, his heart ached, how could a good person be beaten like this.

"But... children... all... can... say... say it, I... I said... no... come out..."

"You don't know, today's kids are smart, and I can't answer the questions asked by the host."

"Are you... answer... no... come up?"

Yue Rong nodded. He wiped away the tears from the corners of Gong Jingyun's eyes and said, "I'm a doctor, and I've learned a lot. How difficult do you think the questions I can't answer are? You can see how smart those children are." .”

"Is... is... so...?"

"Of course! So it's normal that you can't answer, don't be unhappy, okay?"

"Okay... okay..." Gong Jingyun slowly lowered his head, and Yue Rong could see from the back of his head that he was very disappointed.

"Don't be unhappy, if you are unhappy, I will also feel uncomfortable."

Gong Jingyun immediately raised his head and regained his energy, "Then...then I...I'm...happy."

"It's not too bad, I'm getting food, come and accompany me." He could suffer so much while watching TV, Yue Rong didn't dare to let him stay by himself anymore.

Yue Rong just stood up but was held back by Gong Jingyun, "I..."

"What's wrong with you?" Yue Rong asked nervously.

"I... I... I also... want to eat too."

Yue Rong let out a breath, he thought what happened to Gong Jingyun.

"Okay, I'll make it for you too, let's eat together."

"it is good……"

Yue Rong pulled Gong Jingyun to the kitchen. When he walked to the door of the kitchen and saw the knife on the stove, as well as the gas switch and the faucet, he suddenly felt that there were still many difficulties waiting for him.