Difficult to love

In a dim room, there was only one yellow light on the roof, surrounded by smog, and the faint sound of boiling water could be heard in his ears. Yue Rong stood in the room, he looked around, then at himself, and then He came back, this time his hands and feet were not tied, and in front of him was the tall iron bucket, and the fire underneath was still so hot.

"So hot...so hot...we...so hot..."

Yue Rong heard a sound coming from inside the barrel, that sound was like the sound of sandpaper rubbing against the stone ground that had been stored for many years, it was so hoarse that it was almost not like a human voice, even the voice of a centenarian was better than it.

Yue Rong walked towards the iron bucket step by step, because the iron bucket was too high, he couldn't climb up, so he still couldn't see anything.

"Doctor Yue...help us...help us...it hurts...it hurts...hot...really hot..."

"Brother...are we getting close? We're...dying...Dr. Yue...help us..."

"Doctor Yue, it's okay if you don't save me! At least save my brother! Save him! Please save him!"

Yue Rong stretched out his hand with great difficulty, because the conversation inside stopped in the air, "Inside...inside is..."

At this moment, two human heads popped out from above, their faces were steaming, their entire faces were swollen with blisters, Yue Rong couldn't even see their original appearance.

"you……"

After the head passed, they gradually exposed their upper body. They lay on the edge of the iron bucket and smiled at Yue Rong. Yue Rong was completely dumbfounded.

The flesh on their bodies has been boiled and turned white, and they are all twisted together and wrinkled.

"Doctor Yue, why didn't you save us...why? It's your fault that my brother and I have become like this!"

Yue Rong kept pushing back, he didn't stop until there was a cold wall behind him, but Yue Rong felt that the distance between them hadn't changed.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." I'm sorry..."

"What's the use of apologizing now? We're dead... already dead..."

Faced with accusations of major events, Yue Rong was so heartbroken that it was difficult to breathe, he felt as if his chest was blocked by something, and he wished he could take out his heart and throw it away due to the heavy weight.

"sorry Sorry……"

"hehehehehehehehehehehehe……"

At this time, the little thing next to the big thing suddenly laughed. The smile was obviously very happy, but it was very weird. He started to bleed when he smiled. Smile so happy.

"Don't laugh... Please don't laugh... I was wrong, I was wrong... Please..."

The feeling of tightness in the chest continued to move down to his stomach, and Yue Rong suddenly felt their faces turning around in front of him, making him dizzy.

"Please... let me go... I... let me go... I'm sorry..."

"Why are we dying! Why is no one saving us! Why! Why! Why hehehehehehehehehehehehehe..."

Everything in front of him suddenly spun at a high speed, Yue Rong felt as if he was thrown into a can, and the can was shaking non-stop in someone's hand.

Even though they turned very fast, Yue Rong could still see their faces clearly, they were still laughing, Yue Rong finally couldn't bear such torture and cried out.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!"

"What’s wrong with you!"

Yue Rong opened his eyes and saw Gong Jingyun's face, but the face of the big and small things just now still clearly appeared in his mind.

Yue Rong felt his stomach churning, he sat up abruptly and vomited.

"Vovo...uh...cough cough cough...voke..."

"Did you have a nightmare?" Gong Jingyun kept patting his back and said.

Yue Rong vomited all the time, he vomited out all the food he ate at night, Yue Rong looked at the vomit on the ground and shook his head feebly, fortunately he didn't eat much at night.

Gong Jingyun turned on the light and poured him a glass of water before cleaning up the vomit.

Yue Rong looked around, this is the hospital, not the warehouse, "I dreamed about...they..."

Gong Jingyun took a basin of hot water to wipe his face, "It seems that your vacation will be extended."

"no need……"

"How can you treat others in this state?"

"........."

Gong Jingyun handed him the water cup, "gargle."

"Thank you."

Gong Jingyun brought the basin in front of him, "Spit it out here."

Yue Rong looked at him and hesitated for a moment before vomiting it out.

"Lie down, it's usually enough to spit it out, if you still feel uncomfortable, you must say it immediately, you know?"

"Ah."

Gong Jingyun turned around and went into the bathroom again. The sound of running water came from inside. Yue Rong felt much better when he heard the sound, "This sound is much better than boiling water."

Yue Rong looked at the clean ground and suddenly his nose became sore and his eyes became moist.

Gong Jingyun came out and opened the window, and the cool night wind blew in, purifying the air in the house along the way.

Yue Rong smelled the smell of soil and grass, and that disgusting feeling also disappeared.

Gong Jingyun returned to him and sat down, he touched Yue Rong's forehead, the warmth on his forehead instantly made Yue Rong feel sleepy again.

"You... aren't you rich? There should be a lot of people at home to take care of you, right? Why are you so... so good at taking care of people?"

When Yue Rong said this, his face suddenly became hot.

"Whoever said that rich people can't take care of others, my family employs a lot of people, but my dad never let them serve me." After Gong Jingyun confirmed that his body temperature was normal, he gently stroked Yue Rong's hair with his hands .

"Your family..."

"Special education methods for special families, you know."

"..." Yue Rong stared at Gong Jingyun's face, the heat on his face gradually subsided, and he suddenly had an idea, what would happen if Gong Jingyun met those animal parents?For some reason, he was sure that the man in front of him would not lose, he would not be killed so easily, "I'm ashamed, right?"

"Who are you missing?"

"I'm a psychiatrist, but my mental state is so bad."

"I do not think so."

"why?"

"It's hard for a normal person to accept this kind of thing, and your reaction has already been calculated."

"........."

"Feel better now?"

"Ah."

"Then go to sleep, I'll be by your side, if you have nightmares again..." Gong Jingyun smiled wickedly and waved his hand in front of Yue Rong, "I'll wake you up."

"I don't want to sleep." It was true, Yue Rong was a little sleepy, but he didn't want to sleep at all.

Gong Jingyun put down his hands and his face showed serious expression, "Why don't you want to sleep? Want to throw up again?"

"No, I feel at ease looking at you." After Yue Rong finished speaking, he lowered his head and frowned, he didn't know what to say next.

Gong Jingyun laughed silently, "What's the matter? Can't Yueyue sleep without me?"

"........."

"In order to let you have a good night's sleep, I even slept on the sofa for half the night. Why didn't you tell me earlier if you needed me?"

"Can you be more serious?" Although Yue Rong's tone was bad, he still didn't dare to look at Gong Jingyun, he was afraid that he would panic when he saw Gong Jingyun's face.

Gong Jingyun climbed onto the bed and hugged Yue Rong in his arms, this time Yue Rong didn't resist anymore, his head became uncontrollable again, he couldn't think about anything else except Gong Jingyun.

"Go to sleep."

"Don't take advantage of me."

"Do you have a bargain?"

"..." Yue Rong raised his head, and his eyes immediately met Gong Jingyun's. He seemed to be frozen, not only unable to think, but also unable to move his body.

"To me, you are not cheap at all."

Yue Rong started to think about that question again, is this person true to him?If he was just passing the time, wouldn't he be taking it a little too seriously?

"Gong Jingyun, what are you doing to me..."

"What do you think?" Yue Rong's face was imprinted in Gong Jingyun's eyes, his eyes were very focused, and he even felt a kind of obsession after looking at Yue Rong for a long time.

"I do not know."

Gong Jingyun lifted Yue Rong's chin, he slowly moved closer to Yue Rong's face, first he rubbed his cheek with the tip of his nose, and then his lips also came to the corner of Yue Rong's mouth to gently rub/rub.

Before his kiss fell, Yue Rong heard his answer.

"It's what you think it is."

Afterwards, Yue Rong couldn't lie down after lying down for a whole day. He got out of bed and walked around the third floor, and stopped at 307.

He looked into the ward, the bed was very clean and tidy, as if no one had ever lived in it, the two children had never been so clean here before.

"Doctor Yue?"

Yue Rong turned his head, it turned out to be Mary, "Mary."

Mary didn't sleep well because of what happened recently, and there was a layer of blue eye circles under her eyes, "Is it better?"

"Yeah." Yue Rong looked into the room again, "This place has been cleaned up so quickly."

"Yeah... It's convenient for the next patient to check in."

Both of them have a tacit agreement not to mention the twins.

"Thanks a lot."

"What's the hard work, these are my jobs."

"Mary."

"Ok?"

"Walk with me."

"Okay."

Mary walked with Yue Rong in the corridor like this, they didn't say a word, until they reached 309, this silent way of getting along was broken.

Yue Rong saw that Liang Xiaoxia was not the only one in 309, that man also came.

"he?"

"He always comes to see my mother these days."

Yue Rong noticed that Liang Xiaoxia was smiling, she was smiling very happily, Yue Rong even forgot when was the last time he saw this woman smiling so happily.

"Is this man always here these days?"

"Ah."

Yue Rong sneered, "Isn't he afraid of his wife?"

Mary shook her head and sighed, "Who knows."

"Is it his wife who is dying or are they going to get a divorce?" Yue Rong felt that it was neither of these two possibilities, the only possibility was that his wife had recently loosened supervision over him.

Mary felt that what Yue Rong said was a bit too much, "But no matter what, Mom is very happy now, isn't she?"

"But how long can he be happy? Until his wife comes to catch the rape?"

Mary was slightly taken aback, he didn't like Yue Rong's way of speaking, "I'm sorry, Doctor Yue, I have to leave beforehand."

Yue Rong didn't even look at Mary, he still stared at the two people in the room.

"Is he really back?"