Forced Marriage [Cultivation]
Chapter 34 Don't forget the original intention
That night, the two stayed in Afangzhai.
The moon is shining in the sky, and the night is silent.
Gu Baitang came out of the shower and took two steps without hearing anyone's voice.
"Looking early?" He called softly, but there was no answer.
Stepping into the inner hall, a red candle in front of the bed has almost burned out.
Leaning on the soft couch was a figure, separated by the beaded curtain and jade fragments, that figure looked very much like Wu Conglian.Gu Baitang paused in his heart, and slowly opened the curtain. Sure enough, the person on the soft couch was actually Jiang Suxing.
Gu Baitang sighed slightly, and stood there in a daze.
This sudden change made it difficult for him to adapt for a while.Even now, it still feels like a nightmare to him.But he clearly knew that this was not a dream.The master went and did not leave him a single word.
In fact, thinking about it carefully, what he finds difficult to accept these days is not the fact that Master suddenly went away.But when the master went, he couldn't know the truth of the matter. Even how and why the master died, everything had to be deliberately concealed.
No mourning hall was set up, and there was not even a formal ceremony.What made him most unacceptable was that Master had been removed from the list of elders in the Law Enforcement Palace.Including the annals of characters in the Shuxiang Pavilion of the Yuding Palace and the Gujianshu Pavilion—all the materials about Wu Conglian were destroyed!
Overnight, Wu Conglian seemed to be completely erased from the history of Xicheng.
The elders want to cover up and cover up.Gu Baitang has been holding back a breath of depression in his heart, and he has nowhere to vent it, and he doesn't want to vent it.He has been suppressing and restraining himself, watching the people around him feel uncomfortable because of him, it seems that he has a channel to vent.
By torturing yourself, you torment others; by observing the pain of others, you gain strange pleasure for yourself.
Gu Baitang was immersed in this morbid pleasure until Jiang Suxing appeared in front of his eyes.
When he saw Jiang Suxing, his first reaction was to relax, as if a big rock that had been pressing in his heart these days had finally been moved; fortunately, Jiang Suxing was fine, standing here properly.
The second reaction is distress.He saw Jiang Suxing's thin body and pale face, thinking about how he got through these days, he wished he could bear it for him;
The third reaction is guilt.He thought that Jiang Suxing might have been lying on the bed for fifteen days, seriously injured and comatose, but he didn't pay a visit to him, or even inquired about him;
Why do I stubbornly refuse to see him?When he was taking a bath just now, this was something Gu Baitang had to think about again.
He thought that when the incident happened, Jiang Suxing was surrounded by many stars, including his elder brother, Elder Yusu, and Master Mingzheng... With so many people, there was no shortage of Gu Baitang.That's what he thought at the time.
Knowing that he was seriously injured, but stubbornly refused to see, ask, or even inquire about him;
The ghost knows that he has spent the past fifteen days like this. At the beginning, he complained about his master and wanted to vent his anger on his uncle and the others, but afterward, almost all the time, his thoughts were Jiang Suxing.
He clearly missed him and worried about him, but he stubbornly refused to visit him; he thought he was venting his anger on the uncle, and that he was torturing the uncle and the others.
But today when Jiang Suxing came to the law enforcement palace to look for him, he couldn't control himself to raise his head to look at him. At that time, he suddenly realized: he was wrong, the person he tortured was not his uncle, but Jiang Suxing.
Unconsciously, he blamed all of this on Jiang Suxing.
If Jiang Suxing hadn't come to the West City, the master wouldn't have died; if Jiang Suxing hadn't insisted on investigating all this, the master wouldn't have died; if Jiang Suxing hadn't talked to the master alone that night, the master wouldn't have died.
At that time, the thought hidden in his heart turned out to be like this.Although I know that this kind of thinking is completely nonsense, but sometimes, people's reason and emotion are separated.
She knew that all of this had nothing to do with Jiang Suxing, but she just couldn't help it, couldn't help wanting to vent her anger on him.
But is it just that?
Gu Baitang was standing here at the moment, looking at Jiang Suxing's tired figure reclining on the soft couch, he felt pity for him very much.
I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to be close to him.
But he stood here, but still couldn't move his feet.
In fact, as early as seeing Jiang Suxing standing in front of him intact, at that moment, Gu Baitang felt that nothing was important.
The truth he has been obsessed with these days is not important anymore, he is willing to follow Jiang Suxing, as long as Jiang Suxing wants to take him away.It doesn't matter where he goes, as long as he doesn't let go of his hand.
What he was afraid of in his heart was that Jiang Suxing would never talk to him again.
In Gu Baitang's heart, he always had a faint feeling that Jiang Suxing would leave him.As if in a dream, subconsciously, he always saw Jiang Suxing's back resolutely leaving.
Time and time again, over and over again, year after year.
His heart seemed to be always apprehensive, worried, and always unable to let go of his mind.I always feel that Jiang Suxing will leave him.
I always feel that this Jiang Suxing who is rushing towards him like a raging fire is not real, at least, Jiang Suxing will not always be like this.One day, Jiang Suxing would turn around and leave him proudly without looking back.
Therefore, Gu Baitang subconsciously thought, let’s continue like this, let’s just leave it like this.Jiang Suxing is like a child trying something new, after a while, he won't like himself anymore.When he grows up, he will leave.
But... If I don't give him all the benefits at once, if I let him get it slowly, will his freshness towards me last longer?
Is that what it means to say yes to refusal?
But when he saw Jiang Suxing's current state, sick and weak, obediently lying on the soft couch waiting for him, thinking that he hadn't seen him for fifteen days, his heart was both joyful and uncomfortable.
Will Jiang Suxing blame him?Blame it.It's just that he used generosity and understanding to hide all the grievances in his heart.
Thinking that this person was two years younger than him, Gu Baitang suddenly felt that he was too much.
If people just hesitate to move forward, they will only miss a good relationship.At least he has me in his heart right now, doesn't he?
Thinking of this, Gu Baitang figured it out a bit.He walked over, bent down in front of the soft couch, and gently hugged Jiang Suxing.
When he was put on the bed, Jiang Suxing woke up.
He opened his eyes, and what he saw was Gu Baitang who had recovered his usual fair face, and the hair on his forehead was still wet.
Probably still in a dream, when Jiang Suxing saw Gu Baitang, instead of calling him, he snorted and pushed him away with dissatisfaction.
"What's the matter?" Gu Baitang leaned over and asked softly, letting go of the knot in his heart, only tenderness like water remained.
"I hate you... She has been injured so badly, yet you don't even bother to ask me..." Jiang Suxing's voice was soft and hoarse, thinking he was coquettish and dreaming, but tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
Gu Baitang's heart tugged, "I'm sorry." He leaned over and kissed the corner of his eyes, hugging his body, "Su Xing, I'm sorry. I miss you, I miss you all the time, don't blame me, I'm sorry... I Miss you...I miss you..."
He hugged him softly and firmly.
He kept repeating love words in his ears, as if the hard ice surface was pried open, and the surging spring water flowed underneath.
He held his earlobe in his mouth, warm and moist.
Pressed under the soft quilt, Jiang Suxing opened his eyes sideways, his eyes were extremely sharp and sober, and when he looked closely, there was still a trace of complaint hidden, and he just looked at the bright moon outside the window.
But slowly, under the tenderness of the person on his body, the sharpness in his eyes was gradually diluted; when Gu Baitang kissed his neck, it turned into bewilderment and trance; Feel timid.
"What are you doing..." Jiang Suxing turned his head, dodging Gu Baitang's kiss, and stretched out his hand to push Gu Baitang's shoulder.
Gu Baitang grabbed his hand, with a pair of black eyes tender and tender, he slowly moved up to cover Jiang Suxing's lips.
Jiang Suxing resisted for a moment, and opened his lips to allow Gu Baitang's powerful tongue to penetrate in, sweeping everything in the cavity of his lips gently and forcefully.
Gradually, the two of them were breathing urgently, and their clothes were unknowingly scattered.
When his lips were released, Jiang Suxing's eyes were blurred, his black hair was scattered on the goose yellow pillow, his coat and middle skirt were all untied and spread out on both sides, and the neckline of his inner shirt was also ripped open, revealing the whiteness and blush inside chest.
Gu Baitang was directly above him, his legs were kneeling on both sides of his body, his clothes were ripped into a mess, and his slender neck and beautifully shaped collarbone could be seen.
Jiang Suxing stretched out his hand, his index finger touched Gu Baitang's collarbone, bit by bit.
"Baitang brother, you are here, I really like it..." Jiang Suxing opened his lips slightly, with bright red lips, he could see the pink tongue with water inside.
Gu Baitang's face was expressionless, but his Adam's apple rolled quickly, and he quickly bent down and kissed Jiang Suxing's lips.While grabbing Jiang Suxing's hand, he slid it between his legs, touching that hard and hot spot.
"You will like this place even more." Gu Baitang said vaguely when he invaded Jiang Suxing's lips and tongue.
Jiang Suxing felt fiery nervous in his heart, but suddenly realized that something was wrong, he pushed Gu Baitang's tongue out of his mouth in his busy schedule.
"What do you mean? Gu Baitang, you want to fuck me?!" It's about the future sovereignty, Jiang Suxing is energetic now, and he is no longer flirtatiously seductive, staring fiercely at the person above with his beautiful eyes.
Gu Baitang smiled teasingly at his appearance, and quickly recovered his facial expression, frowning slightly, serious, "Otherwise?"
After all, he pushed his waist hard.
"Ah!..." Jiang Suxing's heart skipped a beat, he clamped his hips tightly, closed his eyes and quickly estimated the situation.Gu Baitang is as energetic as a tiger right now, but he is sickly. If he takes it head-on, he will undoubtedly lose.
Jiang Suxing felt the danger, and immediately confessed.
Burying his head into the pillow, he shouted, "Hey, I'm still sick, didn't you kill someone with this trip!..."
The voice at the end turned into shyness, quite sloppy and shameless.
Gu Baitang's lips curled up. To be honest, he was more used to Jiang Suxing being more aggressive towards him, although softly seductive was still very tempting.What's more, he never thought of having a relationship between the two today.
But she didn't get off Jiang Suxing's body, but leaned over to hold him down, stretched her hands underneath, wrapped her soft buttocks with her palms, and pressed hard.
"Mmm..." Jiang Suxing groaned in panic, his legs trembling to resist.
"Don't move." Gu Baitang whispered, "If you move around again, you won't be able to sleep."
Being pressed and hugged by him like this, Jiang Suxing blushed and his heart speeded up.But feeling the heavy weight on his body, he felt extremely at ease in his heart.
He quietly put the wristband on Gu Baitang's back, and a happy smile overflowed his face.
"Brother Baitang." He called softly.
Gu Baitang's voice came from his neck in a muffled voice: "Huh?"
"Will you always like me from now on?"
Gu Baitang was silent for a while, and asked back: "Would you? Will you just look at me all the time?"
"I don't guarantee that my eyes will always focus on you alone. In fact, I am not asking you to only smile at me and look at me from now on. I just tell you that if you make a decision now, you must be with me , then no matter what the future holds, I hope we can be honest with each other. Don't forget the original intention, put it always."
"Never forget the original intention, and you will always be there." Gu Baitang traced these words between his lips and teeth, and after reading them, he smiled.
Smiling, bright eyes and white teeth.A kind of youthfulness and recklessness belonging to a young man.
Looking at the smile on Gu Baitang's face, Jiang Suxing suddenly remembered that Gu Baitang at this time was only a 20-year-old, fledgling youth.
And myself, in fact, is 38 years old.
But being in love always makes people stupid, irrational, and willing to endure grievances.Whether it is twenty or thirty-eight, it is actually the same.
The moon is shining in the sky, and the night is silent.
Gu Baitang came out of the shower and took two steps without hearing anyone's voice.
"Looking early?" He called softly, but there was no answer.
Stepping into the inner hall, a red candle in front of the bed has almost burned out.
Leaning on the soft couch was a figure, separated by the beaded curtain and jade fragments, that figure looked very much like Wu Conglian.Gu Baitang paused in his heart, and slowly opened the curtain. Sure enough, the person on the soft couch was actually Jiang Suxing.
Gu Baitang sighed slightly, and stood there in a daze.
This sudden change made it difficult for him to adapt for a while.Even now, it still feels like a nightmare to him.But he clearly knew that this was not a dream.The master went and did not leave him a single word.
In fact, thinking about it carefully, what he finds difficult to accept these days is not the fact that Master suddenly went away.But when the master went, he couldn't know the truth of the matter. Even how and why the master died, everything had to be deliberately concealed.
No mourning hall was set up, and there was not even a formal ceremony.What made him most unacceptable was that Master had been removed from the list of elders in the Law Enforcement Palace.Including the annals of characters in the Shuxiang Pavilion of the Yuding Palace and the Gujianshu Pavilion—all the materials about Wu Conglian were destroyed!
Overnight, Wu Conglian seemed to be completely erased from the history of Xicheng.
The elders want to cover up and cover up.Gu Baitang has been holding back a breath of depression in his heart, and he has nowhere to vent it, and he doesn't want to vent it.He has been suppressing and restraining himself, watching the people around him feel uncomfortable because of him, it seems that he has a channel to vent.
By torturing yourself, you torment others; by observing the pain of others, you gain strange pleasure for yourself.
Gu Baitang was immersed in this morbid pleasure until Jiang Suxing appeared in front of his eyes.
When he saw Jiang Suxing, his first reaction was to relax, as if a big rock that had been pressing in his heart these days had finally been moved; fortunately, Jiang Suxing was fine, standing here properly.
The second reaction is distress.He saw Jiang Suxing's thin body and pale face, thinking about how he got through these days, he wished he could bear it for him;
The third reaction is guilt.He thought that Jiang Suxing might have been lying on the bed for fifteen days, seriously injured and comatose, but he didn't pay a visit to him, or even inquired about him;
Why do I stubbornly refuse to see him?When he was taking a bath just now, this was something Gu Baitang had to think about again.
He thought that when the incident happened, Jiang Suxing was surrounded by many stars, including his elder brother, Elder Yusu, and Master Mingzheng... With so many people, there was no shortage of Gu Baitang.That's what he thought at the time.
Knowing that he was seriously injured, but stubbornly refused to see, ask, or even inquire about him;
The ghost knows that he has spent the past fifteen days like this. At the beginning, he complained about his master and wanted to vent his anger on his uncle and the others, but afterward, almost all the time, his thoughts were Jiang Suxing.
He clearly missed him and worried about him, but he stubbornly refused to visit him; he thought he was venting his anger on the uncle, and that he was torturing the uncle and the others.
But today when Jiang Suxing came to the law enforcement palace to look for him, he couldn't control himself to raise his head to look at him. At that time, he suddenly realized: he was wrong, the person he tortured was not his uncle, but Jiang Suxing.
Unconsciously, he blamed all of this on Jiang Suxing.
If Jiang Suxing hadn't come to the West City, the master wouldn't have died; if Jiang Suxing hadn't insisted on investigating all this, the master wouldn't have died; if Jiang Suxing hadn't talked to the master alone that night, the master wouldn't have died.
At that time, the thought hidden in his heart turned out to be like this.Although I know that this kind of thinking is completely nonsense, but sometimes, people's reason and emotion are separated.
She knew that all of this had nothing to do with Jiang Suxing, but she just couldn't help it, couldn't help wanting to vent her anger on him.
But is it just that?
Gu Baitang was standing here at the moment, looking at Jiang Suxing's tired figure reclining on the soft couch, he felt pity for him very much.
I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to be close to him.
But he stood here, but still couldn't move his feet.
In fact, as early as seeing Jiang Suxing standing in front of him intact, at that moment, Gu Baitang felt that nothing was important.
The truth he has been obsessed with these days is not important anymore, he is willing to follow Jiang Suxing, as long as Jiang Suxing wants to take him away.It doesn't matter where he goes, as long as he doesn't let go of his hand.
What he was afraid of in his heart was that Jiang Suxing would never talk to him again.
In Gu Baitang's heart, he always had a faint feeling that Jiang Suxing would leave him.As if in a dream, subconsciously, he always saw Jiang Suxing's back resolutely leaving.
Time and time again, over and over again, year after year.
His heart seemed to be always apprehensive, worried, and always unable to let go of his mind.I always feel that Jiang Suxing will leave him.
I always feel that this Jiang Suxing who is rushing towards him like a raging fire is not real, at least, Jiang Suxing will not always be like this.One day, Jiang Suxing would turn around and leave him proudly without looking back.
Therefore, Gu Baitang subconsciously thought, let’s continue like this, let’s just leave it like this.Jiang Suxing is like a child trying something new, after a while, he won't like himself anymore.When he grows up, he will leave.
But... If I don't give him all the benefits at once, if I let him get it slowly, will his freshness towards me last longer?
Is that what it means to say yes to refusal?
But when he saw Jiang Suxing's current state, sick and weak, obediently lying on the soft couch waiting for him, thinking that he hadn't seen him for fifteen days, his heart was both joyful and uncomfortable.
Will Jiang Suxing blame him?Blame it.It's just that he used generosity and understanding to hide all the grievances in his heart.
Thinking that this person was two years younger than him, Gu Baitang suddenly felt that he was too much.
If people just hesitate to move forward, they will only miss a good relationship.At least he has me in his heart right now, doesn't he?
Thinking of this, Gu Baitang figured it out a bit.He walked over, bent down in front of the soft couch, and gently hugged Jiang Suxing.
When he was put on the bed, Jiang Suxing woke up.
He opened his eyes, and what he saw was Gu Baitang who had recovered his usual fair face, and the hair on his forehead was still wet.
Probably still in a dream, when Jiang Suxing saw Gu Baitang, instead of calling him, he snorted and pushed him away with dissatisfaction.
"What's the matter?" Gu Baitang leaned over and asked softly, letting go of the knot in his heart, only tenderness like water remained.
"I hate you... She has been injured so badly, yet you don't even bother to ask me..." Jiang Suxing's voice was soft and hoarse, thinking he was coquettish and dreaming, but tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
Gu Baitang's heart tugged, "I'm sorry." He leaned over and kissed the corner of his eyes, hugging his body, "Su Xing, I'm sorry. I miss you, I miss you all the time, don't blame me, I'm sorry... I Miss you...I miss you..."
He hugged him softly and firmly.
He kept repeating love words in his ears, as if the hard ice surface was pried open, and the surging spring water flowed underneath.
He held his earlobe in his mouth, warm and moist.
Pressed under the soft quilt, Jiang Suxing opened his eyes sideways, his eyes were extremely sharp and sober, and when he looked closely, there was still a trace of complaint hidden, and he just looked at the bright moon outside the window.
But slowly, under the tenderness of the person on his body, the sharpness in his eyes was gradually diluted; when Gu Baitang kissed his neck, it turned into bewilderment and trance; Feel timid.
"What are you doing..." Jiang Suxing turned his head, dodging Gu Baitang's kiss, and stretched out his hand to push Gu Baitang's shoulder.
Gu Baitang grabbed his hand, with a pair of black eyes tender and tender, he slowly moved up to cover Jiang Suxing's lips.
Jiang Suxing resisted for a moment, and opened his lips to allow Gu Baitang's powerful tongue to penetrate in, sweeping everything in the cavity of his lips gently and forcefully.
Gradually, the two of them were breathing urgently, and their clothes were unknowingly scattered.
When his lips were released, Jiang Suxing's eyes were blurred, his black hair was scattered on the goose yellow pillow, his coat and middle skirt were all untied and spread out on both sides, and the neckline of his inner shirt was also ripped open, revealing the whiteness and blush inside chest.
Gu Baitang was directly above him, his legs were kneeling on both sides of his body, his clothes were ripped into a mess, and his slender neck and beautifully shaped collarbone could be seen.
Jiang Suxing stretched out his hand, his index finger touched Gu Baitang's collarbone, bit by bit.
"Baitang brother, you are here, I really like it..." Jiang Suxing opened his lips slightly, with bright red lips, he could see the pink tongue with water inside.
Gu Baitang's face was expressionless, but his Adam's apple rolled quickly, and he quickly bent down and kissed Jiang Suxing's lips.While grabbing Jiang Suxing's hand, he slid it between his legs, touching that hard and hot spot.
"You will like this place even more." Gu Baitang said vaguely when he invaded Jiang Suxing's lips and tongue.
Jiang Suxing felt fiery nervous in his heart, but suddenly realized that something was wrong, he pushed Gu Baitang's tongue out of his mouth in his busy schedule.
"What do you mean? Gu Baitang, you want to fuck me?!" It's about the future sovereignty, Jiang Suxing is energetic now, and he is no longer flirtatiously seductive, staring fiercely at the person above with his beautiful eyes.
Gu Baitang smiled teasingly at his appearance, and quickly recovered his facial expression, frowning slightly, serious, "Otherwise?"
After all, he pushed his waist hard.
"Ah!..." Jiang Suxing's heart skipped a beat, he clamped his hips tightly, closed his eyes and quickly estimated the situation.Gu Baitang is as energetic as a tiger right now, but he is sickly. If he takes it head-on, he will undoubtedly lose.
Jiang Suxing felt the danger, and immediately confessed.
Burying his head into the pillow, he shouted, "Hey, I'm still sick, didn't you kill someone with this trip!..."
The voice at the end turned into shyness, quite sloppy and shameless.
Gu Baitang's lips curled up. To be honest, he was more used to Jiang Suxing being more aggressive towards him, although softly seductive was still very tempting.What's more, he never thought of having a relationship between the two today.
But she didn't get off Jiang Suxing's body, but leaned over to hold him down, stretched her hands underneath, wrapped her soft buttocks with her palms, and pressed hard.
"Mmm..." Jiang Suxing groaned in panic, his legs trembling to resist.
"Don't move." Gu Baitang whispered, "If you move around again, you won't be able to sleep."
Being pressed and hugged by him like this, Jiang Suxing blushed and his heart speeded up.But feeling the heavy weight on his body, he felt extremely at ease in his heart.
He quietly put the wristband on Gu Baitang's back, and a happy smile overflowed his face.
"Brother Baitang." He called softly.
Gu Baitang's voice came from his neck in a muffled voice: "Huh?"
"Will you always like me from now on?"
Gu Baitang was silent for a while, and asked back: "Would you? Will you just look at me all the time?"
"I don't guarantee that my eyes will always focus on you alone. In fact, I am not asking you to only smile at me and look at me from now on. I just tell you that if you make a decision now, you must be with me , then no matter what the future holds, I hope we can be honest with each other. Don't forget the original intention, put it always."
"Never forget the original intention, and you will always be there." Gu Baitang traced these words between his lips and teeth, and after reading them, he smiled.
Smiling, bright eyes and white teeth.A kind of youthfulness and recklessness belonging to a young man.
Looking at the smile on Gu Baitang's face, Jiang Suxing suddenly remembered that Gu Baitang at this time was only a 20-year-old, fledgling youth.
And myself, in fact, is 38 years old.
But being in love always makes people stupid, irrational, and willing to endure grievances.Whether it is twenty or thirty-eight, it is actually the same.
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