into the old year

/postscript/

Some of my own feelings and gossip, don't listen to indecent words.

I finally finished "Entering the Old Year" today. To be honest, it was originally a product of my brain, and I didn't know what kind of ghost I could write.

After all, this is the first time I write this type of style, which is quite different from my previous article style. Maybe every attempt is also an improvement and progress.

I myself have great feelings for the few protagonists written in the article. Although the setting of the male and female protagonists is still a little bit worse in my self-feeling, overall it is still okay.

But what I am most satisfied with is actually the character setting of Bai Ting.

Although Bai Ting does not have much sense of presence in the article, she is set as a girl who dares to love and think, with the persistence of adolescence and the mature and steady letting go.

In fact, I still felt sorry for Bai Ting after finishing the writing. In the end, the hero went to find the heroine ahead of time, thanks to Bai Ting's help.

In Chapter 5, when Jiang Yan and Bai Ting were crying against the wall, I felt very uncomfortable. I don’t know if you feel this way. Anyway, I want to try my best to express these feelings through the description of some characters’ actions and details. Come out, but the effect seems not ideal?

I had a picture of that scene in my mind, so I wrote it very quickly, and it was an omission to express some emotions.

When I finished writing, I read it several times by myself. I wanted to change it but I couldn’t start, so I had to follow my way of thinking. When I posted it, I was afraid that my writing was not good enough. For the psychology of the characters, the description of actions or the setting off of the scenery are still not in place.

I repeatedly thought about whether to intersperse memories in it, but after thinking about it for a long time, I felt that adding memories might seem procrastinated and illogical, so I gave up.

As an author, I should understand the character setting in my article very well, but the strange thing is that I can't sum up Jiang Yan's character setting well. I feel that she is similar to many people in some respects, such as me.

But how can you give a complete answer if you ask yourself to summarize your personality or other characteristics?

Jiang Yan is a very optimistic person, but she doesn't have Bai Ting's ability to take it easy and let it go. She will not easily forget a certain thing or a certain person. Like many people in real life, she can't see Clear feelings, don't know how to cherish, and finally realize that I have missed it before regretting it.It's not that she doesn't understand feelings at all, it's just that after getting used to it, she takes it for granted, and when she gets used to it, she doesn't give up anymore, but she can't get in touch further.

Like Jiang Yan, many people are skilled in certain areas, but they are like beginners in many other areas.

The character image of Gu Jiu is relatively clear to me. Many people may think that I am useless as the male lead, but because this is a short story, I probably had a clear idea of ​​the idea when I first started writing it, so I don’t care about it. It is good to add any cumbersome narrative, and write according to the general idea.

So it may give people a feeling that the rhythm is out of order. If there is such a feeling, it is my negligence.

It’s just that I personally think it’s more refreshing to write this way, and I’m afraid you won’t be able to accept it, and I’m also very troubled.

As far as the image of the male protagonist Gu Jiu is concerned, he is very gentle and dedicated, but he will not slack off emotionally. Although he values ​​emotions, he is always dedicated to his work.

Gu Jiu called Jiang Yan before he was injured. He did promise, but he didn't become cowardly because of the promise, greedy for life and afraid of death.

Personally speaking, although I am very dissatisfied with his irresponsibility, but in order to make Jiang Yan feel at ease, I almost broke my promise because of my sense of mission and responsibility as the captain of the police force. I think it is correct to construct this character image .

There are not many places where Liu Che is written in the article, but basically every time it has a great effect on the storyline.

In the operating room, the reason for emphasizing the difference in the position of the chief surgeon is to highlight Jiang Yan's inner contradictions and excitement, sadness and pain.

As for Liu Che, I feel that I am very similar to many people in my life. He is affectionate, dedicated, and considerate of his friends.

At this point, the protagonists have finished talking, and I wrote this postscript because I was afraid that you would not understand my feeling of being indescribable.

At last……

Dedicated to all those who have grown up suddenly, no matter whether they have loved seriously or not.