It's not my fault to be ugly

The mountain wind was strong and cold, and the morning dew wet all the thin clothes.Although they have all reached the foot of the mountain, there is still a faint mist around the mountain, and the small yellow flowers shrink into a small flower bud, curled up among the grass leaves covered with dew.

Feng Dingkun also wanted to find a place to curl up to keep warm, but he didn't dare, so he could only keep walking forward.

Although the blood on his hands had already been washed clean, the sticky feeling still lingered.It's past six o'clock now, and the early servants of the Feng family might have found Feng Dingqian's body, and then they will call the police...

Feng Dingkun rubbed his face in pain, not daring to think about it anymore.The stomach that has not eaten since last night is protesting. His lips are blue and his face is pale. He walks to the platform with his arms folded. The morning bus arrives. He looks like a deserter who has been defeated, with his shoulders hooked and shrinking. Neck, trembling infinitely stepped onto the bus.

He sat in the last row, and as the bus drove into the awakening city, people kept getting on and off the bus, and the inside and outside of the bus slowly regained their vitality, making noise with the breath of life, no one Noticed this distraught teenager in the last row of the car.

Should I turn myself in?Feng Dingkun thought, if he surrendered himself, the death sentence might be changed to life imprisonment, so is this his life?Born by a woman who doesn't know who, although he was given the glorious surname "Feng", but he stole it. He stole everything that should belong to Ling Yuxin, and was hated by everyone. Spend your unwanted life behind bars.

Feng Dingkun's eyes were filled with tears again. If he could choose, he would not choose to occupy someone else's family. If he could choose, he would rather spend an ordinary life in a rural place like Bailian Town...

But before he knew anything about it, the dove had already taken over the magpie's nest... According to his speculation, it must be an old and clichéd trick like swapping a baby.

Why was my life changed like this when I didn't know anything and couldn't choose?

Feng Dingkun lowered his head, buried his face in his palms and cried silently.

Are you going to surrender yourself?But before that, I really want to see Lu Mingran again...

He didn't know where Lu's home was, so he had no choice but to go to school by car.

Getting off the bus, he walked slowly towards the campus.I really want to go to Lu Mingran's dormitory, it is the safest and warmest place in the world for him, the sun has already risen, but he still feels very cold...

"Feng Dingkun?" A familiar voice stopped him: "Ah... Ah Kun?"

Feng Dingkun turned his head, and a familiar face appeared behind him: "Lu Mingran?"

If this was a hallucination from hunger, he hoped never to wake up.

Feng Dingkun's eyes darkened and he passed out.

"Wake up, Akun..." A nice voice came from far away: "How long have I not eaten..."

Feng Dingkun opened his eyes tiredly, and saw the blue ceiling and white walls.This is very familiar, it is the school's infirmary.

He turned his head to look beside him, and it was Lu Mingran who was sitting there looking at him with concern.

"When did you come back?"

"Yesterday, I went back to school to do some formalities." Lu Mingran stretched out his hand, hesitated for a moment, stroked Feng Dingkun's face lightly, and smoothed his hair: "Why don't you come back to school without eating?"

Feng Dingkun moved his arm, wanting to reach out to hug Lu Mingran, but a sharp pain reminded him that there was a needle inserted in the back of his hand, and glucose and saline were hung on the shelf beside him.

"I... I killed someone..." Tears burst out, the moment he saw Lu Mingran, his grievance and fear surged, making him just want to complain to Lu Mingran coquettishly.

"Kill someone?"

"Feng Dingqian...I killed him..."

There are footsteps coming from far and near, someone is coming, is there anyone else in this school besides the two of them?

Lu Mingran put his index finger in front of his lips, signaling him not to speak.Then the door of the infirmary was opened, and a school doctor in a white coat walked in. He bent down and looked at Feng Dingkun with a smile: "Are you awake? Next time, you have to eat."

It turned out to be the school doctor who stayed at school for the summer.

The school doctor took the needle, pressed the needle hole with a cotton swab, and helped him up together with Lu Mingran.

Lu Mingran held Feng Dingkun's hand and led him slowly out of the infirmary.The two walked under the magnolia tree, and the white and fragrant petals of the magnolia fell to the ground. There was no one in the whole campus, except for a person who stayed on campus to do cleaning occasionally.

"What happened?" Lu Mingran looked around, and then asked Feng Dingkun.

"I had a quarrel with Feng Dingqian last night. He said that I was not born by my mother... and also called me that I was born by ****. I was very angry..." Feng Dingkun said, sobbing again.Lu Mingran gently wiped away his tears.

Feng Dingkun tried his best to restrain his emotions, and said sobbingly: "I was so angry for a while, I just wanted him to stop and stop talking, and then I grabbed a knife and stabbed him..."

Feng Dingkun pressed the needle hole with one hand, and could only raise his elbow to wipe the tears on his face with difficulty.

"I came here to see you for the last time, but I didn't expect to see you! Lu Mingran, I really like you, I love you so much, I want to be with you forever, go to university together, work together... If you go to prison, will you also come to see me?" Feng Dingkun could no longer restrain his sadness, and realized that he would soon be separated from his loved one, so he burst into tears: "If you get married and have children, don't Tell me, I'd rather hear you lie to me and say you'll be waiting for me..."

Lu Mingran looked complicated. He lowered his eyes and looked at Feng Dingkun. After a while, he sighed and hugged Feng Dingkun into his arms: "You won't go to jail. If you want to go to jail, I will sit for you. Just say that I did it yesterday. I went to look for you at night and saw you and Feng Dingqian quarreling, so I killed him to help you."

He reached out and rubbed Feng Dingkun's hair: "You will still have someone you like in the future, and you will be with him forever, go to college together, work together, and I will not ask you to wait for me if I go to prison."

Feng Dingkun buried his face on Lu Mingran's shoulder, tears streaming down his face, he choked and mumbled, "Don't... I don't want to see you go to jail!"

"Don't think so much, do you want to eat something?"

Feng Dingkun and Lu Mingran found a pan-fried bun shop outside the school, and Lu Mingran sat opposite him, silently watching him eat.Feng Dingkun took out a napkin to wipe off the tears on his face, and asked a little embarrassedly, "Why do you keep looking at me?"

"I only look at you if I like you." Lu Mingran held his chin and smiled: "I will cherish every minute and every second that I spend with you now."

Feng Dingkun was a little embarrassed, and sighed sadly when he thought of the prison life he would face in the near future.

After he finished eating, Lu Mingran pulled him onto the bus, the two of them changed buses twice, and when Lu Mingran pulled him onto a worn-out bus for the third time, Feng Dingkun finally couldn't help it: "Didn't you go to the police station?"

Lu Mingran leaned into his ear and whispered, "I'll take you to a place, you'll know when you get there."

This dilapidated bus didn't even announce the platform, and the more it drove, the more remote it was. It was already surrounded by the summer scenery of the countryside.

The car shook violently, as if it was about to fall apart in the next second. Feng Dingkun's long eyelashes faced the skylight and trembled like a butterfly following the vibration of the car.

He had just cried, and a few eyelashes were stuck together, like a butterfly soaked by rain.Thinking of this, Lu Mingran smiled, bent over and kissed Feng Dingkun's face.

Feng Dingkun turned his head and kissed him on his own initiative, and kissed him again.His kiss pecked on Lu Mingran's face, itching so much that people couldn't help but laugh.

The bus finally stopped on a remote mountain top, and the only two passengers got off the bus, walking hand in hand through the green forest.

"Why don't you go to the police station?"

"Are you in such a hurry to go to jail?" Lu Mingran smiled: "There is no rush to surrender or something, and live with me in this uncontested place for a while, okay?"

Thinking that this might be the last time he spent with Lu Mingran, Feng Dingkun nodded.

Following Lu Mingran to the mountain, gradually he could hear the sound of the stream rushing, the soil and fallen leaves on the ground became damp, and finally Lu Mingran led him to stop in front of a small wooden house.

"Maybe the environment is not very good..." Lu Mingran hesitated, fearing that Feng Dingkun would not get used to it.

"No." Feng Dingkun pushed open the wooden house and walked in. It may be the temporary residence of former hunters when hunting in the mountains. There are nails nailed on the wall, and oil lamps, animal skins, ropes, iron hooks and other things are hung on the nails. There are stoves, iron pots, hay, fire sickles and other living utensils piled up in the corner, as well as some old rice and dried bacon. Although it is simple, it is definitely no problem to live for a period of time.

"How did you find out here?"

"When I was 12 years old, I had a quarrel with my family, ran away from home, and took a bus to the top of this mountain. I didn't feel scared at the time. I walked all the way into the mountain and found this place."

"How did you get home after that?"

"It was they who came out to find me. They drove the helicopter with search and rescue dogs and found me in one day."

Feng Dingkun recalled that his childhood seemed to have never been so exciting.Before the age of six, he spent time in Feng's family, and then he was sent to the master's side in Bailian Town. He met a lot of good friends, and his life was happy and lackluster, so there was nothing to say.

"Then do we live here during this time? It seems that we don't have enough food."

Lu Mingran walked over, brushed away the hay in the corner, and there was a pile of rice and noodles underneath, which were easy to store.

"I come here every year to take a look and stay for a few days." Lu Mingran explained.

"Great, it's just you and me these few days." Feng Dingkun stepped forward and hugged Lu Mingran's waist from behind. His body stiffened for a moment, and then he relaxed. Lu Mingran covered his hands with his. up, and shake hands with him.