lonely city, lonely love

The sunshine was just right, Gu Anfeng woke up the little girl and began to help her wash up.The small face has lost a lot of weight, the chin is pointed, the eyes seem to be bigger, and the whole person looks like a doll.

"Brother, Brother Xilan hasn't come to see me for a long time." Xiao Routuan bit the red bean paste bun, blinked, and said pitifully, "Brother Xilan is angry?"

Since the last incident, Sheng Xilan never came to the hospital again.Gu Anfeng didn't know why he was angry, but he was really not used to the sudden loss of a person by his side.

"Brother Xilan is just busy." Gu Anfeng gently wiped Xiaoroutuan's mouth with a gentle smile.

"Hurry up and call brother Xilan and tell him that I miss him very much." Xiao Routuan pushed Gu Anfeng's hand.

Reluctantly, he took out his phone and dialed a number.After a lengthy "beep" sound, the connection was quickly made. The man's voice was hoarse, and it seemed to be another matter on the phone.

"Hey."

In a panic, Gu Anfeng handed it to Xiao Routuan, and the little girl took it with a smile, and said crisply: "Brother Xilan, how are you?"

Seeing the little girl chatting happily, Gu Anfeng lowered his head, covering up the inexplicable loneliness.

"I miss you very much! My brother also misses you very much." Gu Anfeng was startled by the little girl's words and hurriedly took the phone.

"Really?" The man's voice full of laughter rushed straight into the ears. The magnetic smile, like a melodious cello, trembled the eardrums of the audience.

"Fake." Gu Anfeng hurriedly explained, in a panic, he glared fiercely at the little meatball who was covering her mouth and giggling. The little girl giggled and shouted into the phone, "Brother is blushing."

"You miss me?" Sheng Xilan signed the document with a smile on her face.

"No." Gu Anfeng hastily denied, but his face was burning, and even the roots of his ears were red.

"But I miss you."

A word, a few simple words, came out of Sheng Xilan's mouth, and there was an inexplicable magic power, which calmed down all the uneasiness these years, and the originally flustered heart suddenly calmed down.

Gu Anfeng felt that he was probably the most despicable person in the world, and he was willing to do it a few times like this.The smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be concealed.

"In the evening, Xiao Routuan is discharged from the hospital. I'll pick you up." I'm here to pick you up. The goal is obvious.

"I can go back by myself."

"Six o'clock in the evening." The man interrupted the conversation domineeringly, with an unquestionable tone.

"I see." Gu Anfeng answered in a low voice while holding the phone.

The two of them tacitly did not ask about the last time.Gu Anfeng didn't ask why there was no follow-up about Xiao Routuan's incident, and Sheng Xilan didn't go any further to find out what his love with Chi Yan was like.

Six o'clock was approaching, I tidied my clothes and things, looked at the little meatball, smiled and said goodbye to the nurse who had been taking care of the little meatball, and left.

The little girl had a pale round face, her right eye was wrapped in gauze, she held up the green book with some difficulty, and said in a childish voice: "Brother, with this, can I not go to the orphanage?"

Gu Anfeng smiled and nodded, holding the little meat ball at the door, waiting for Sheng Xilan to pick him up.Unexpectedly, Sheng Zisu came.She was wearing a white dress, thin high-heeled shoes, neat bangs, and thin eyeliner outlined her round cat-like eyes. Her gaze was as calm and generous as ever. When she saw Gu Anfeng, she came over to say hello: "Long time no see."

I don't know why I feel inexplicably guilty.Gu Anfeng smiled dryly, took a few steps back with the little meat ball in his arms, and had a particularly good attitude: "Long time no see! Why are you here?"

"I'm here to find Sheng Xilan." Sheng Zisu said bluntly, staring straight at Gu Anfeng, "Have you seen him?" The taste of inquiry, cold and cold, tightly clung to Gu Anfeng's heart, violently twitching .

Shaking his head subconsciously, Gu Anfeng's smile was particularly pale and dry: "I didn't see it."

"Really. I'm about to get engaged, and I don't know where he has gone." A soft sentence, like the sharpest knife, pierced my heart fiercely, blood was surging, and there was no time to say the pain.

The heart contracted violently, twitching fiercely like lack of oxygen.The pain was spotty, densely packed like a big net, impenetrable, and every breath was extremely painful.It was like going deep into the bone marrow, all the memories were peeled off like this, and I didn't have the strength to cry out the pain.

Gu Anfeng was stiff all over, opened his mouth, didn't know what to say, and finally lowered his head violently to cover up the paleness on his face. After a while, he raised his head, his complexion was pale like a ghost, the corners of his mouth were pulled, and a stiff smile appeared , Uglier than crying: "Congratulations really."

Sheng Zisu smiled, and asked politely: "Do you have time next month? I think Xilan would like to see you very much. It's just that I don't have an invitation card, so I didn't expect to meet you." Sorry, it's the same Appropriate, polite, and sincere.

Gu Anfeng stepped back again and again, his face was pale, his mouth was trembling and he was almost unable to say anything: "It's okay, I may not be free either." After saying that, he left.Like a deserter, he fled in a terrible panic.

He hurriedly got into a taxi, and the little meatball in his arms said strangely: "Brother, brother Xilan hasn't come yet."

"It's okay, let's go by ourselves." My heart was beating violently, and I didn't have the heart to comfort him. I was the one who needed to be comforted the most.Stretching out his hand to touch his heart, the pain continued. Every time he jumped, it was a heart-piercing pain, which slowly spread and spread to the whole body.

History is always surprisingly similar, Chi Yan is like this, I didn't expect Sheng Xilan to be like this.Su Er laughed, what is Sheng Xilan?It is simply a trick played by others, and I am so happy that I have lost my mind, and I am really ignorant.

"Brother, why are you crying?" Little Routuan struggled to wipe Gu Anfeng's face with his little hand.Gu Anfeng suddenly realized that he was crying because of a man.

"Brother is fine." He explained palely, but the tears grew more and more, probably he didn't know why a man could cry like this.

Tears represent weakness. I don't know who told Gu Anfeng, probably someone who passed by in a hurry in life. These years, even when we broke up, Gu Anfeng never cried, but today, he cried like a woman In general, it's really ironic.