lonely city, lonely love

"long time no see."

The current electronic sound quality is becoming more and more high-definition. The inconspicuous short wave can transmit the other party's voice to the ear without a trace of impurities. Even the ups and downs of breathing are so clear that it makes people feel dazed. It seems that someone is really there. It's like whispering in the ear.

The hand holding the mobile phone was exerting force, and the joints began to turn white. It was pale, and the blood vessels on it could not be seen clearly. They seemed to disappear in an instant, and were hidden under the subcutaneous tissue that churned for no reason.

The bottom of the throat is dry, like a fire is burning, the hot heart bridges are starting to burn, it seems that as long as there is one more second, these blood vessels will be burnt, and the heart has become a lonely organ, hanging in the center of the body , lonely and independent, lonely.

"Ann, I know you're listening." The other party smiled, his voice was clear and clear, and he was sure of winning. He was very satisfied with such ingenious torture, so his smile became even stronger, "I heard that you adopted a child. Help. I know that your age does not meet the requirements, but these requirements exclude one type of child, that is, disabled children."

The lethality of the last four words is too great, and it is almost impossible to hold the phone steadily.A metal, icy machine turned hot in an instant.At some point, Chi Yan's heart became so hard to detect, like a deep pool of stagnant water, unfathomable and extremely filthy.

"You asked someone to do it?" It was still unacceptable, the vocal cords were trembling, the eyes were flustered, and they were out of focus.

"Hmm." The other party showed no regrets, complacent, and finally asked seriously, "Will you invite me to dinner? After all, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

What else can Gu Anfeng say?Only by hanging up the phone can I interrupt the panic in my head.

"An, do you know, as long as I want, you can't adopt even a dead child." The curse-like words successfully prevented Gu Anfeng from hanging up the phone, but from the undulating and continuous breathing, he could It can be heard how uncomfortable Gu Anfeng is at this moment.

"What do you want?"

"Ann, let's meet." Chi Yan smiled, looking at the man in the photo on the desk smiling like a flower, staying in the arms of another man, under the sun, the smiles of the two were burning hot, hurting the eyes, So he rudely swept the photo to the ground, and the glass shattered all over the floor.

"You know, we have nothing to say." Gu Anfeng got up, came outside the ward, leaned against the wall, and stared blankly at the family members of the patients coming and going, as well as the hospital bed being pushed in continuously, and the violent shaking on it. salt water bottle. "I thought we'd never see each other again in our lifetime."

"I think so too." Chi Yan smiled, the vast expanse of desolation under his eyes was empty and cold, he was dressed in a suit, extremely exquisite, sitting on a chair with an elegant posture, at this moment he looked like an extremely exquisite Dolls, just soulless dolls, look eerily empty.

"But, Gu Anfeng, I still miss you very much."

This is the most pleasant whisper, reaching Gu Anfeng's ears, but not touching his heart.Probably when Chi Yan broke up with Chi Yan too many times, Chi Yan would say this, and his heart would soften when he said it, but this time, it won't happen.

"After we meet, won't you care about me adopting a child?"

"Hehe..." Grabbing the phone, he laughed, more mockingly, "You are still so indifferent. How can this heart of stone be warmed up?" In an innocent tone, he asked in a low voice, In a trance, when I returned to the university, the beauty is so beautiful that people don't want to recall it.

"time and location."

"Eight o'clock tonight, on the third floor of the Shangri-La Hotel."

"it is good."

Hanging up the phone, lowering his head, looking at his feet, it was a pair of newly bought shoes, which he went to buy with Sheng Xilan.Finally, he turned around and entered the ward, met Sheng Xilan's eyes, and avoided them with a little anxiety.

"Cousin, I'm going back. I have class tomorrow."

He nodded to show that he understood, so he and Sheng Xilan were left in the ward.

"Whose phone is it?" Sheng Xilan asked.

"It's my mother." Gu Anfeng lowered his head, unable to see his expression at the moment, his heart was in a mess, "Tell me to go to her place at night."

"Shall I drive you there?"

"No need. You take care of the little meat ball." Standing up in a panic, she met a pair of dark eyes, all movements stopped, time stopped at this moment, and breathing became difficult.

"Gu Anfeng, you can already adopt Xiaoroutuan." Sheng Xilan said suddenly, his eyes seemed to see through Gu Anfeng, and seemed to be looking through Gu Anfeng at the corridor outside where people were coming and going.

"I know." He lowered his head, feeling ashamed of being stripped naked and thrown on the road. He was so flustered that he didn't know how to explain it better. In the end, he still had a guilty conscience.

"Shouldn't you take good care of your child?" Sheng Xilan opened his mouth, his pupils were dark, revealing an inexplicable danger.

"I just come when I go." Gu Anfeng raised his head abruptly, trying to explain something hastily.

Quiet, there is only infinite silence in the ward, only the little meat ball restlessly struggling and turning over, soon stopped by Sheng Xilan, lowering his head, carefully observing the little guy's wound: "Go and come back quickly."

Gu Anfeng almost escaped from the ward, as if there was a scourge behind him.He stumbled and ran out of the hospital, turned his head to look at the hospital in the dark, and the lights in the room came on, giving him the illusion of thousands of lights.

The road outside is still noisy, the bus makes a loud brake sound, and then slowly opens the door, people file down, file up, mechanical, indifferent, a bus full of sardines is carried to the next stop like this .Others stayed put and waited for their own buses.

The wind is blowing and it seems a little cold.Gu Anfeng waited at the bus stop, watching the buses coming and going. Finally, the "27" bus was late. When he got on the bus, there was no one inside, only a man wearing earphones, staring at him indifferently. Outside the window, there was another girl dozing off with her head down.

The smell in the car is very strong, I can't tell what it is, probably gasoline mixed with air exhaust and some strong dust smell, even a few simple breaths will make you feel sick.

I found a seat by the window, sat down, stared out the window blankly, as the car kept swaying, the road was very unstable.The downside of taking the bus is that you spend forever braking and starting.

All the way to the Shangri-La Hotel, a brightly lit city that never sleeps.