lonely city, lonely love

"Do you know what a joke? She never kissed me. Even just now, it was just torturing me. I know, I am sad, my heart is made of flesh, and I left her. But who can control his heart ? I don’t know why she started to treat me tenderly, and it’s no longer just ignoring me.”

"She said she thought I was different, no one had ever liked her like that before. She said she could be with me as long as I wanted. She said I was special to her. She stopped going to bars. , Accompany me to the library, take me to see the sunrise, even if you have to go, take me with you. I have become a regular female companion. When I laugh, she smokes and laughs along with her."

"I don't like the smell of cigarettes, and she doesn't smoke anymore."

"I don't like getting up early, so she patiently waited for me downstairs in my house."

"I cheered, I thought she changed for me. But, I found out later. It's just a desire to conquer. She doesn't care about me, all she cares about is that her women can't mess with women. I have a lot of trouble with the men downstairs After she said a word, she lost her temper and locked me up. If it wasn't for you today... probably I would really die. I like her, I only like her, but she doesn't like me..."

After talking about it, it was probably too painful, and the whole person began to convulse, his forehead twitched violently, big and big tears slipped down, and he covered his face and wept, the sound came out from between his fingers, intermittently, tearing pain nerve.Those who hear it are sad.

Gu Anfeng listened quietly, this story without any cause and effect, feeling the sadness in it, vaguely thought of Chi Yan.Could it be that his love is just possessive and has nothing to do with liking?The pale palm was inexplicably cold.He reached out and gently touched Sheng Zifei's head.

"It's okay, Xiaofei. Don't say death so easily, have you forgotten your elder brother?" Gu Anfeng comforted Sheng Zifei with a pale face, saying things that couldn't even comfort himself.Maybe I really can't comfort people, I lack language, and I don't know how to organize it would be better.

"Brother Gu, before she left, she said that she would never see you again." Sheng Zifei raised her head, her eyes were clouded with tears, big and big ones slipped down, even though she was bruised, she subconsciously listened to every word, which was probably the reason for everyone who liked it Less than the traits of the person you like.

Gu Anfeng gently hugged the little girl in his arms, and sighed: "Xiao Fei, maybe you will live better without her. Sometimes, it's not that you can't let go, but you just don't want to let go."

Sheng Zifei leaned against her strong chest, and finally couldn't stop the tears, which gushed out, soaking Gu Anfeng's chest, a large area.

In the long corridor of the hospital, there was no one, one was crying and the other was quiet.A large group of light not far away is also slowly expanding, and the cold marble floor is gradually becoming warmer.

Sheng Xilan saw this scene when he came out, his eyes sank, and he didn't say anything in the end, he just walked over, looked down at the two people, and said slowly: "Go back."

The three-person Beetle is extremely crowded.

"Brother." Sheng Zifei said suddenly, her eyes were surprisingly bright, "Actually, Brother Gu and I are not really a couple. I asked for it, and I think it's okay if we don't like each other anyway. I like simplicity." The voice gradually It's lowered, and the vocal cords vibrate.

Inexplicably quiet, the speed of the car was calm, staring at the road ahead, the red light, and stopped.

"I know." The first sentence was very calm, without the anger at the beginning, his eyes were watching the constantly beating numbers in front of him, his foot was on the gas pedal, and everything remained calm.

"I came to Brother Gu just because I didn't want my family to know about it. I know I'm self-willed, but I just don't want to cause trouble to my family." Sheng Zifei didn't know what she was explaining, she just stammered It seems that this is the only way to relieve the anxiety and guilt in my heart, and there is still a large area of ​​desolation and emptiness.The left side of the chest was empty and terribly uncomfortable.

"I know." The car started slowly, and the tone was still calm. After taking a last look at Sheng Zifei behind, with a bad face, he sighed, "I know, you don't have to feel guilty. Xiao Fei, as long as you are happy, My brother will not stop you from doing whatever you want. As long as you are happy."

The last sentence is meaningful, it is a brother's best wishes to his sister, and it is also a silent question.

"Brother..." His face turned pale, and he murmured, not knowing how to speak.

"Simplicity is not your lover." The car arrived and stopped, Sheng Xilan spoke slowly without turning his head.

When Sheng Zifei got out of the car, she still had a bad expression on her face. The back view of a person leaving slowly was thin and extremely lonely.His long hair was disheveled in the wind, even at such a long distance, Gu Anfeng could still smell tears.

"That's great. I won't harm your sister in the future." Looking at Sheng Zifei's back, she spoke slowly.

"Gu Anfeng." The man started the car, the warning was obvious, he stepped on the gas pedal, and quickly arrived at his home, then got out of the car without saying a word, not intending to continue chatting at all.

Gu Anfeng made fun of himself, so he had no choice but to follow.

The two came to the cat coffee shop. The little milk cat waddled and stood at the door. When it saw Gu Anfeng, it meowed. Its folded ears were fluffy in the sun, which was extraordinarily cute.Walking over to pick up the little milk cat, he patted the little milk cat's head with a smile: "Little Mantou, long time no see!"

In the cat coffee shop, there are still many cats, elegant, lazy, and mysterious.

Two cups of coffee, a stack of cream, and a transparent glass table are very familiar.

"What on earth are you doing?" Gu Anfeng asked curiously, curious about being able to find Sheng Zifei's exact location today.The man in front of me is really mysterious.

"You really want to know?" After taking a sip of coffee, the strong smell of cocoa beans raised his eyebrows, and he spoke in a hoarse voice, his dark eyes were full of amusement, "Actually..."

Slowly prolonging the voice, staring wantonly at Gu Anfeng's face, the beautiful facial features, crushed under the light, are so soft and unbelievably soft that people can't hide their eyes.

Between the eyebrows, Gu Pan is shining, this is probably the most appropriate word to describe Gu Anfeng.

Holding his breath, his eyes stared at the beautiful mouth for a moment, the coffee cup was tightly held in his hand, and he pursed his mouth, feeling extremely nervous.

"Actually, I was invited by the monkey to tease you."