lonely city, lonely love

"Your ears are red!" The other party exclaimed in surprise as if they had discovered a new world, and then leaned over, "You are really shy."

Gu Anfeng raised his head unnaturally, but his eyes glanced behind him. Sheng Xilan, who was holding an umbrella, was stiff all over.Bad memories permeated my heart, and the smile on the corner of my mouth couldn't be affected no matter what.

A black nanny car drove over slowly, and Young Master Mo looked at Gu Anfeng: "Are you with me?"

Looking at the idol, and then at Sheng Xilan, I don't know if it's my illusion, as if I saw loneliness in Sheng Xilan's eyes.Probably crazy.

"I won't go." He smiled and waved his hand.

Young Master Mo thought for a while, then put the umbrella in Gu Anfeng's hand, quickly rushed into the rain curtain, got into the nanny's car, poked his head out, and waved at Gu Anfeng.

The nanny car quickly disappeared at the end of the rain curtain.Gu Anfeng turned around and walked in front of Sheng Xilan, tried his best to smile calmly, his eyes were calm and unwavering, as if nothing had happened: "Why did you come here?"

"Why don't you get in the car with your idol?" Sheng Xilan answered the wrong question, his dark eyes were full of anger mixed with inexplicable joy, a contradictory man.

"It's just out of politeness." Gu Anfeng looked at Sheng Xilan. He kept thinking why Sheng Xilan was so different today. It turned out that today he was wearing a suit, a simple black suit, and there was an extra piece on him. Elegant, there is a feeling of a king in every gesture.

"You didn't go home last night." Sheng Xilan began to accuse, and then pulled Gu Anfeng under his umbrella, taking advantage of his height, looked down at him, and tightly held Gu Anfeng's shoulders.

He held an umbrella in one hand, and the cold rainwater flowed down the umbrella into his hand. He struggled awkwardly: "What are you doing? This is the entrance of the company!"

Sheng Xilan approached Gu Anfeng in displeasure, his long eyelashes successfully touched the other's nose, and felt each other's heat while breathing: "Where did you sleep last night?"

Looking at it up close, Gu Anfeng's eyes are really pretty, not too big or too small, and the shape is just right, light-colored pupils, long eyelashes, this is the first time I've seen a man's lower eyelashes so thick, I thought It's makeup.

"Did you go home last night?" Gu Anfeng asked suddenly.

"..." I couldn't answer for a while.

Such hesitation was obviously misunderstood by Gu Anfeng, and his smile was obvious: "You went to find a girlfriend, and you are not allowed to find someone else?"

"Who are you looking for?" Sheng Xilan stared at Gu Anfeng angrily, with deep eyes.

"I'm gay, who do you think I'm looking for?" Gu Anfeng laughed, feeling an inexplicable pain in his heart, so his smile became more publicized, with strong emotions, turbulent.

"Hehe..." Sheng Xilan looked at Gu Anfeng like this and wanted to strangle him to death, "Okay. Gu Anfeng is really good. It is legal for me to find a girlfriend, but is it legal for you to find a man?"

Sudden suffocation in the heart, pale face, pushed Sheng Xilan away, holding an umbrella, and left.

Looking at Gu Anfeng's back, he was thin, and in the rain, he couldn't see clearly, and the words to keep him were all stuck in his throat.Thinking of Gu Anfeng's lingering appearance with other men, he couldn't stop his anger. He threw the umbrella in his hand on the ground viciously, splashing countless water droplets.

Gu Anfeng held an umbrella quietly and came to the hospital. Little Routuan had already fallen asleep. After consulting Uncle Li, he took Xiaoroutuan home. He didn't have the key, so he asked the landlord to get it. Anyway, he just didn't want to go back. .

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and the whole sky was dark and scary. Gu Anfeng found that there was nothing to eat in the refrigerator, and finally found two packs of instant noodles in the sofa, so he had to boil water and start making instant noodles.

"Brother, go take a shower." After talking to Xiao Routuan, he went to the bathroom.

There was no hot water, just cold water, splashing against his face, the cold touch gradually extinguished his burning heart.The smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be stopped.

All along, I have heard too many questions like this.

Is it legal for you to find a man?What do you do with a man?Why do you like men?You are sick, do you know that?People like you are really disgusting!

I don't know if the tears came out, but my face was hot.Never thought that one day Sheng Xilan would ask in front of her face.It was as if she was stripped naked all of a sudden, and placed naked on the street with people coming and going, shame, dignity, everything was gone, even if she shed tears, no one would come to pity her.

Tears are a sign of weakness.Gu Anfeng didn't like it, but he couldn't control it.The water from the shower covered up the sound of crying, but it couldn't stop the surging sadness in my heart.

After a long time, Gu Anfeng came out, but saw a person sitting on the sofa in his home.

"How did you get in here?" Gu Anfeng was wearing pajamas, his hair was wet, and his eyes were shining.

"Little Routuan opened the door for me." Sheng Xilan smiled and pointed to the little girl who was happily nibbling on chocolates, and looked at Gu Anfeng with her legs crossed, with a rare flattering look on her face, "It's raining, you didn't go home ,I worry about you."

"I'm fine, you can go back." Gu Anfeng immediately issued an order to evict the guest.

His eyes lingered wantonly on Gu Anfeng's body.The boy's body was thin, and his fair and slender neck was vividly displayed under the dim light.The buttons of the pajamas were not buttoned properly, revealing a large piece of white chest, and there were two spots between them, which were faintly visible.

Probably because Sheng Xilan's eyes were too hot, Gu Anfeng turned around and went into the bedroom, wanting to change clothes.Unexpectedly, the man immediately followed in.

"What are you doing?" She frowned and looked at Sheng Xilan warily.

"Your hair is wet." Sheng Xilan answered the wrong question, pulled Gu Anfeng to the side of the bed, then took a hair dryer from nowhere, and blown it in a decent way.

The slender fingers were interspersed in the black and soft hair. The wet hair gradually dried and became fluffy, and it felt extraordinarily good.So I touched a few more.

"I'm sorry." A deep voice broke the silence, abruptly.

Gu Anfeng lowered his head, and said after a long time, "It's all right."

It was also rare for the two of them to be quiet, neither of them spoke, one was sitting by the bed and the other was standing, the table lamp by the bed reflected such a beautiful shadow, it was extremely warm.

"I went to my grandma's place last night." He honestly explained his whereabouts.

"I said it's fine." Gu Anfeng looked up, smiling distantly, "I don't care about this."