lonely city, lonely love

"It's okay, we can chat." Qin Shaoya smiled, her red lips smiled just right, her eyes were also propped up by three or four layers of false eyelashes, she looked extremely charming, with big waves With curly hair and wine red hair color, she is a beauty at first sight.

"What else can we talk about?" An Xi didn't seem to understand. She leaned against the door without any intention of wanting her in. There was a disdainful smile on the corner of her mouth, "Talk about your past relationship? Or your memories? "

"Talk about Anxi." Qin Shaoya smiled, with a faint smile, "Are you interested again?"

"No." Anxi simply shook her head.

"An Xi is a student of S University. She is very good-looking and cute, especially those eyes, which are extremely moist, like two huge grapes. She should be the most beautiful child I have ever seen. .He and Xining met at a dance party in a bar, and they fell in love at first sight? Probably, anyway, the two are tired of being together all day long. They are the best couple I have ever seen. Everyone is blessing them. You I know, we are not incapable of accepting homosexuality." Qin Shaoya said to herself, her eyes were dark, under the heavy eye makeup, her eyes were calm, in fact, everyone knew, An Xi said that she didn't care, But I still cared about it in my heart, so I leaned against the door with a smile, and leaned on the slender high-heeled shoes casually, "They have never quarreled, once Anxi got into an awkward situation with Xinning, and left, Xinning I didn't eat or drink all day, and I was haggard. So I went to Anxi, hoping that he would come back, Anxi got angry and said he didn't want to. I asked what was the matter. He said that he just felt that Lu Xinning's whole person was possessive The desire was too strong, and I didn't know whether we should continue to be together for a while. I said, you go back and see him making a decision. So An Xi went back, and as soon as she entered, Lu Xinning sat in the office so haggard, Don't eat or drink. Anxi's heart softened, so she never mentioned this matter again."

An Xi's heart trembled inexplicably, there was such a slight shake, but he quickly told himself that it couldn't be like this.Even if this is true, it cannot be doubted.

"Later, the two had a quarrel. You know, it's normal for couples to quarrel. Anxi came to tell me that she couldn't take it anymore. I said, maybe you calm down now, and you'll be fine when the anger passes. An Xi said he wanted to go home. I didn’t know there was anything wrong with this matter at the time. So I said you go back.” Qin Shaoya fell into memories, and the confident smile on his face disappeared, becoming Feeling an inexplicable discomfort and a little sadness, "I don't know why? An Xi met An Xiran because of this matter, and the two got to know each other."

Her heart was beating violently, An Xi looked at Qin Shaoya in disbelief, her chest trembling constantly, it turned out that the person my brother likes, the person my brother likes!My hands and feet are starting to feel cold, I really think this is the case!Why, my heart started to hurt, I don't know why, it should be because I didn't sleep well.So Anxi took a step back subconsciously, but for some reason she didn't want to listen.

"Anxi knew that he had done something wrong, so he felt guilty towards Xinning. It's normal for two people to quarrel and break up. He didn't tell me these things, but Xining felt that it was my problem. So I asked Anxi to talk, and the two broke up unhappy, which is today's tragedy." After Qin Shaoya finished speaking, he sighed easily, smiled and looked at the pale Anxi, "I know these things you I don’t want to know, but you always need to know the truth, and this is what you have always wanted to know.”

An Xi looked at Qin Shaoya, looked at this tight face, and smiled suddenly, "I see. Thank you."

After closing the door, An Xi's eyes were terribly empty. It turned out that the truth that he had always wanted to know was this, so his brother ended up with a person named An Xi?Why Anxi?Why did he also call himself An Xi?Lu Xinning was with her because of Anxi, right?

Some bridges in that period of the past are amazingly consistent with my own life. Is it because of my name and appearance that Lu Xinning is with me?No, no, no... But no matter how much I told myself it wasn't like this, my heart still started to hurt.

Walking forward in a panic, until I reached the bedroom, I saw the photo on the desk, which was pressed by someone, and walked over subconsciously. The simple and simple desk, I knew that I had some thoughts at a glance, Anxi left In the past, when I stepped on the soft carpet and stretched out my hand, my fingers were constantly trembling.

"Anxi, let's go to the beach!"

"Anxi, let's get married!"

"Anxi..."

All kinds of voices were constantly entangled in the depths of his mind, stirring An Xi's brain nerves, causing pain.Picking up the photo, it turned out to be a face similar to my own, with big eyes, looking youthful and cute, so my happy life is based on the shadow of others?

His vision began to blur, and his cheeks were icy cold.Suddenly, I really hated Qin Shaoya. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have woken up from my dream?But, looking around this house, how many memories about another person are there?Could it be that there was a man named An Xi in Lu Xinning's mind last night?Not yourself?

The door opened, and Lu Xinning came in with something in her hand. When she saw An Xi, she couldn't help but smiled, "Hurry up, it's time to eat."

An Xi looked at the back of the man, diligent and happy, under the sun, the whole person looked like a warm child.All this looks like a beautiful picture, and it really makes people unable to take their eyes off.If there were no such things, Anxi would definitely feel that she must be the happiest at this time, right?

"I bought some beef, do you like it?" Lu Xinning turned her head to look at Anxi's cheek, and her expression turned bad, "What's wrong? Are you crying?"

"Lu Xinning, tell me the story about Anxi..." With a simple sentence, the two of them stood quietly without speaking, the living room was full of sunshine, looking out the window, it was really sunny Ah, I don't know why, I lost my eyes and couldn't enter my heart,

An Xi didn't remember what his heart was like at that time, it was probably heartbroken.