lonely city, lonely love

"Then your parents?" An Xi was very nervous, she didn't know how ambiguous the posture between herself and Lu Xinning would be now, she was completely in Lu Xianning's arms, allowing him to wipe her hands, and cheek.

"My parents are abroad." Lu Xinning replied flatly, "Don't worry, we still can't see each other now."

An Xi breathed a sigh of relief, and noticed the ambiguous posture of the two of them, so he immediately took a step back, "We are... Lu Xinning, I, actually I..."

Stuttering, in fact, Anxi herself didn't know what she wanted to say, hesitating, hesitating, but she didn't know what else to say besides refusing.Homosexuality, this term is too vague, even if there is Gu Anfeng, the closest person, I still don't know how to face him.

How could a boy who had been instilled with three views since he was a child accept such a different kind of love?Incomprehensible and overwhelmed.Anxi was flustered, but she couldn't see the answer in her heart.

He didn't want to become like his cousin, but he knew in his heart that his cousin was right.In this world, who loves whom, who likes whom, who wants to be with whom, all these are involuntary, but people live in this world, always need to think a lot, for example, how to Facing everyone's comments and everyone's eyes.

An Xi couldn't imagine what it would be like to become a cousin one day and feel the different eyes from everyone, probably just despair?

"Anxi, give me a chance." Lu Xinning said slowly, the sadness in his eyes was as thick as syrup. Anxi didn't know how to refuse, but he knew that if he didn't refuse now, his whole life would be ruined. I won't refuse, this man is really like poison, I can't refuse.

An Xi looked at this pair of eyes with incomparable depth, and saw herself in it, a helpless self.He opened his mouth, but the man squeezed him hard, grabbed An Xi's mouth and sucked continuously, tightly entangled the juice inside into his own mouth, not giving him a chance to breathe.

"Lu Xinning!" An Xi couldn't help but yelled, pushed the man away, not knowing what to do in a panic, took a few steps back, then turned and left, "Let me think about it."

Seeing An Xi leaving in a panic, Lu Xinning's eyes were extremely deep.

"Boss, sister-in-law..." The grilled chicken poked its head in and swallowed, "Shall we go and have a look?"

"No need." Lu Xinning picked up the clothes on the chair and followed them out, "There is still a conference call tonight, you guys will go back after the meeting."

The roast chicken couldn't help but howl.

Anxi rushed out, looked at the passing traffic, and didn't know where to go for a while. For so many days, she had been pretending, pretending to be crazy, acting like a fool, knowing that this problem must be solved. He wanted to deal with it, but he still pretended to ignore it.

Looking down at the mobile phone in his hand, An Xi couldn't help but smiled, and made a call.

"Anxi, what's the matter?" Gu Anfeng's voice was on the other end of the phone, still calm and quiet, as if everything would become unimportant when he was in front of him, probably because of a personality that made Anxi unable to bear it. I want to ask him for help.

"Cousin, I want to ask you something." Anxi wanted to talk to someone, no matter what she said, she wanted to tell the sad things in her heart, "If, you meet someone you like very much, but this You can't like people, what will you do?"

Gu Anfeng slowly withdrew his hand that was originally on the keyboard, turned his head and glanced at Sheng Xilan who was on the side, turned around, and answered very calmly, "Is that the person who came to my house last time?"

An Xi didn't answer, she kept panting, thinking about the reason why she ran away last time, it was a reception, he was held in the toilet by Lu Xinning... So she ran away and came to her cousin's house, but Lu Xinning Xinning actually found Gu Anfeng's house.When she went back, An Xi was still in a good mood, but until now, when she really had to face it, her heart still began to waver.

"An Xi, as I said, as long as you think you can bear it." Gu Anfeng replied calmly, with a layer of mist that seemed to be lingering in his eyes.

"Cousin, how did you do it?"

"If you hurt a lot, you will become numb." Gu Anfeng replied lightly, the cloud is calm, but everyone knows how much courage and endurance are needed in this, the wound must be very big.

"Cousin, I've already made up my mind to accept it, but I don't know why, I'm just afraid." An Xi grabbed her phone and walked aimlessly. The city is huge, but I don't know which place to let it go. Sit down and rest by yourself.

"Anxi, if you feel that you are really in love, you will know what courage is."

An Xi knew it, but this incident was like killing someone for the first time. This courage was really beyond her reach. She felt like crying for no reason. An Xi looked at the gray sky and smiled helplessly. I don't know why, the weather doesn't seem to be very good today.

"Cousin, I'm an intern in a company, but now I'm really tired."

"If you're tired, then go home." Gu Anfeng knew what he meant. This road was not easy to walk. Although he left, it didn't mean he wanted his cousin to try it too.But love is really mysterious and mysterious.

An Xi hung up the phone and found herself at a crossroads, not knowing how to get there.

A huge force pulled him over, and then he slammed into a huge embrace. An Xi was stunned for a moment, the tip of his nose was full of his familiar smell.Close your eyes and take a deep breath, the original anxiety is completely gone.Perhaps this man is his own courage.

"Anxi, don't go. Let's go back."

These were the best words An Xi had ever heard. An Xi followed Lu Xinning back, and only realized when she got into Lu Xinning's car, did she fall into the trap of a beauty?It was too late to repent. She looked helplessly at the receding characters and street scenes on the side of the road, until she came to a non-high-end residential area, and An Xi finally realized, "Is this your home?"

An Xi knew that Lu Xinning was rich, but she didn't know that Lu Xining would be so rich.