lonely city, lonely love

In my memory, I have forgotten when it was summer. Su Mu and Sheng Xilan skipped class together. Sheng Xilan relied on his height to easily climb over the wall. With one hand, he threw his schoolbag first and then jumped over it. He was extremely handsome.Su Mu stood alone on the other side of the wall, turning over carefully.

When standing on the top of the wall, I was inexplicably afraid. This kind of fear came from fear. At that time, Su Mu didn't know that he was afraid of heights, his legs were trembling uncontrollably, and his face was pale. Looking at Sheng Xilan below, he raised his head, Looking at himself with concern, the originally violent heartbeat seemed to become a little bit more stable.

"Xilan, I don't dare." Su Mu is so straightforward, telling what he likes and what he doesn't like. For him, the longest sentence he has held back is probably the confession after drinking.

Sheng Xilan raised his head, thought for a while, and smiled flamboyantly. Under the sun, the canine teeth could be seen clearly, extremely sharp, just like the young man at that time, arrogant and domineering, beautiful, "Let's jump, I'll hug you."

Such memories keep rolling in his head, Su Mu can't find a reason not to like this man, but it is like this, there are many wounds in his heart, what is more sad in the world than the person he likes not liking him Woolen cloth?Even if he was heartless like Su Mu, his heart still couldn't stop hurting.

Su Mu jumped down, but Sheng Xilan didn't catch it, and his foot broke.

The memories of teenagers will be revealed after a long time, good and bad, you can face them all with a smile, not because it is irrelevant, but because it is your own youth.But facing the current Sheng Xilan, he still has this incomparably good-looking face, but he tells Su Mu brightly that I am no longer the boy I used to be, and there is someone beside me and in my heart.

This kind of cognition simply made his heart start to fester continuously. Su Mu couldn't describe his feelings, desperate and desolate, like a bird that can't fly but longs for the sky. of a chicken.

Taking a puff of cigarette and slowly blowing out the smoke ring, Su Mu looked at Sheng Xilan, who was close at hand, and suddenly smiled, "No."

Simple two words, absolutely incomparable.Just like Su Mu's character, Sheng Xilan was not surprised, nor did he keep him.This is a tacit understanding between the two of them, if anyone is unwilling, then don't drag it.

Su Mu lowered his head and smiled, his eyes were extremely sour, "If...if I hadn't gone to the medical university at that time. Would you, would you..." Repeatedly, it seems that the question is more difficult than the answer itself Open your mouth.

"No." Sheng Xilan knew what he meant. The past has passed. Looking at Su Mu who was trembling, Sheng Xilan patted him on the shoulder, "Su Mu, this is already the past."

past?There is something stinging in the eyes, taking root and sprouting, and finally growing up. Su Mu tried hard to widen his eyes and wanted to laugh, but he couldn't make a sound. This life is really too difficult.

Sheng Xilan left.The moment the door was closed, the eyes were closed, and the tears just fell down.Su Mu thought helplessly, people say that they are frustrated in love and proud in business.I really didn't get anything.Thinking about that terrible interview, Su Mu felt sick all over.In the end, he rushed to the bathroom, washed himself all over, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Sheng Xilan returned to her room and looked at Gu Anfeng sitting quietly by the bed as if she was on the phone, her voice was very soft and gentle, and there was a smile between her brows, obviously she was on the phone with Xiao Routuan, and her heart followed suit. Be gentle, lean over, and bring over the phone, "Little Routuan, do you miss brother?"

"Think!" The little girl spoke sweetly, extremely docile, with a childlike voice, "Brother Xilan, when will you come back! I miss you so much."

"When we come back this time, can my brother take you out to play?" Sheng Xilan leaned on the bed, watching Gu Anfeng get up to go to the bathroom, the gentleness in his eyes was as calm as water.

"Okay, where are you going?" Little Routuan was very happy, and said with a smile, "Brother, where are you going to play?"

"Going abroad, how about taking the little meat balls to eat a lot of delicious food?" Sheng Xilan said softly, and patiently explained, "Call grandma when the time comes, shall we go together?"

"Can I take Haohao with me?" the little girl asked in embarrassment, her big eyes blinked, and Ms. Gu on the other side was about to laugh out loud, and couldn't help pinching her chubby cheeks, "Fool, Haohao How can Hao go?"

"Then talk to Haohao yourself, if Haohao's parents agree, can we go together?" Sheng Xilan didn't immediately give up the little girl's idea, and said with a smile, "You can invite someone, and if he doesn't come, he can't." Are you angry, you know?"

The little girl was very happy and nodded, "Yes." Ms. Gu quickly took the phone, "Are you going to get married?"

Sheng Xilan nodded at the straightforward question, "Yes."

"When?"

"When we're done this time. The wedding needs to be done slowly, after all, life is only once." Sheng Xilan replied calmly, "If Mom has any ideas, you can tell me."

Ms. Gu was very satisfied, and finally had to sigh, "You guys really can't break up, you have to be together if you want to die or live, remember that in the future, you should be together well, you know?"

"Got it, Mom."

After hanging up the phone, Sheng Xilan watched Gu Anfeng come out wiping his hair, and asked curiously, "What did you say?"

He picked up the hair dryer on the side and signaled Gu Anfeng to come over.

Gu Anfeng sat quietly in Sheng Xilan's arms, his hair was still wet, and the clothes on his body were wet, and the perfect back was outlined, and the man's eyes suddenly became dark.Reaching out to touch it, the hair is soft and of good quality. I turned on the hair dryer and began to blow it.

Hair goes from wet to dry in just a few minutes.The boy in his arms was extremely quiet, and his white neck was extremely alluring under the light.Like a large toy, Sheng Xilan hooked the corners of his mouth, looked at Gu Anfeng's head lowered and lowered, and couldn't help smiling, "Go to sleep."

After muttering, Gu Anfeng lay down on the bed and closed his eyes.

Sheng Xilan quickly took a shower, and when he came back, Gu Anfeng was already fast asleep. When he went to bed, the young man who was motionless squeezed him over immediately, and fell asleep in his arms.