lonely city, lonely love

Sheng Zifei looked at Gu Anfeng, the boy's brows were as gentle as ever, it seemed that people hadn't changed with the passage of time, and I couldn't say a lot of things I wanted to say, but there was a huge stone in my heart, suppressing tightly, unable to breathe.

Taking a deep breath, trying to find his voice, looking at Gu Anfeng, "Do you like Jing Chen?"

Gu Anfeng shook his head and sighed, "Who told you?"

He didn't say whether Jingchen told you, as if he was sure that Mu Jingchen would not say these things.This kind of certainty is like a poisonous snake winding in his heart, devouring his heart fiercely.It doesn't matter to tell myself over and over again, but my heart still can't help it.Sheng Zifei looked at Gu Anfeng, smiled and said, "Jing Chen said that."

Sneering, Gu Anfeng turned his head, half-smile, "Xiao Fei, you won't lie."

One sentence negated everything, Sheng Zifei couldn't hold back anymore, and took a deep breath, "Since you think you don't like Jing Chen, then you can have dinner with us. Anyway, we haven't eaten together for a long time. What do you think?" In a word, his eyes were fixed on Gu Anfeng's face, unwilling to let go of any emotions and micro-expressions on his face.

Gu Anfeng hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded, "Okay."

Sheng Zifei brought Gu Anfeng to a hotel, the boxes inside had been arranged, poured a glass of water and put it in front of Gu Anfeng, and said with a smile, "Drink first, Jing Chen has something to do, it will be later, I will go to the kitchen to remind you one time."

Picking up the water glass, Gu Anfeng took a sip, Sheng Zifei suddenly turned around, with a different meaning in his eyes, "Brother Gu, are you angry with me?"

Dazed for a moment, Gu Anfeng shook his head, and said calmly, "No."

Sheng Zifei left, and the box was very quiet.Gu Anfeng drank the water glass and sat there in a daze. It seemed that there was something wrong with the air conditioner. It was getting hotter and hotter.

The door was pushed open, Mu Jingchen was dressed in a suit, and was stunned when he saw Gu Anfeng, "An An?"

"Are you here?" Gu Anfeng got up, smiled at Mu Jingchen, took off his coat, and put it on the chair, "Xiaofei went to the kitchen."

"Why are you taking off your clothes?" Frowning, Mu Jingchen looked at the air conditioner, and sat down gracefully. The seat is not far or near, and there is a seat that seems to be reserved for Sheng Zifei, "Even if it is turned on Air conditioner, it's still easy to catch a cold in this weather. Put it on."

Gu Anfeng looked at his short sleeves and smiled, "It's okay, it's a little hot all of a sudden."

Mu Jingchen didn't speak anymore, looked at the kettle on one side, got up and poured a cup, and poured another cup for Gu Anfeng, "I'm going to get engaged to Xiao Fei in a few days, will you come?"

The slender fingers were placed on the transparent water glass and was handed over.There was an inexplicable feeling of coolness, countless strange thoughts flashed through his mind, Gu Anfeng was a little confused, what happened to him?When I got up, my body was a little shaky, and I fully understood that there must be something wrong with the water.Unexpectedly, Xiao Fei would drug herself.

With a wry smile, he wanted to leave, but was caught by Mu Jingchen. He turned his head and met a pair of deep but flustered eyes, "An'an, what's wrong with you?"

There was a hot current in the depths of the throat that was constantly surging upwards, and finally couldn't control it, so I lowered my head and vomited it out. There was nothing to eat, and all the vomited water was clear water.People can't stand anymore.Gu Anfeng felt uncomfortable all over his body, as if tens of thousands of ants were crawling around on his body, but he didn't expect this reaction to the medicine on his body.

Yeah.

Closing his eyes, Gu Anfeng curled his lips, looking at Mu Jingchen who was extremely flustered, this man he liked when he was ignorant.My heart is completely calm, no matter what, it's fine if you are not involved.

Completely lost consciousness, the whole person seemed to have fallen into a bottomless pit.Drowsy, ups and downs, the noise outside is like a layer of water, you can hear it but it's not real.

Gu Anfeng remembered that when he was very young, probably after he understood what liking is, he began to fantasize about becoming Mu Jingchen's bride one day, and staying by his side with this cautious emotion.He pretended that he hid it well, but when he grew up, he couldn't control his feelings anymore, and wanted to speak out, but he also knew that if he spoke out, he would lose even his friends.

Be careful, as long as Mu Jingchen says a word, Gu Anfeng will do it. Everyone thinks that Gu Anfeng and Mu Jingchen are best friends, only Gu Anfeng knows, no.In fact, Mu Jingchen also knew.Once, when chatting, Mu Jingchen said with a smile, "I know, you like me." In a word, my heart was completely cold.You know, but pretend not to know, watching me treat you well, but not responding.This is probably the ignorance of everyone when they were young.

I also forgot what started and didn't care anymore.Probably after Mu Jingchen left.Gu Anfeng has met many people and encountered many things, and he also understands what is ignorance, what is love, and knowing what kind of love is a lifetime.

As time passed, Gu Anfeng kept saying to Mu Jingchen, "I wish you happiness more than anyone else."

Mu Jingchen looked at the pale Gu Anfeng and was sent for gastric lavage, but there was still no sign of waking up. The doctor said he was poisoned.

"Jingchen, is Brother Gu alright?" Seeing Gu Anfeng like this, Sheng Zifei's whole heart became entangled, and her hands were tightly held together.In fact, my own wishes are not like this at all.

Without speaking, Mu Jingchen's complexion was very bad, and finally he turned to look at Sheng Zifei, "Why did you take the medicine?" His tone was calm, but the aura radiating from his whole body constantly showed one thing, that is, he was angry.

"I just want to see..." Sheng Zifei suddenly felt that she was really naive, her words were choked up, she couldn't speak, she was extremely regretful, and at the same time very scared, if her elder brother knew, how should she explain to him.

"Xiao Fei, no matter what you want to see, An An is innocent." Mu Jingchen finally sighed helplessly, did not get angry, and returned to the initial gentleness.

Looking at the man in front of him sitting in front of the hospital bed, his long eyelashes covering his deep affection, such a beautiful scene in the distance, it seems that he is so out of place, with unspeakable emotions lingering in his heart.