lonely city, lonely love

The setting sun was shining on half of the sky, the pigeons were flying in the sky, and the sound of the bell moved from far to near, shaking the eardrums and causing pain, which was transmitted to the brain along the nerve endings.

Gu Anfeng looked at Sheng Xilan who was suddenly surrounded by the crowd. Under the sun, everything was invisible. The man lowered his head, his eyes were dark and deep, staring at Gu Anfeng, but the boy was right under his nose, step by step back.

Something surged under his throat crazily, and the smell of rust became heavier and heavier. Finally, Sheng Xilan took a step forward, but the reporters rushed in, and the road ahead was blocked.

"Sheng Xilan, may I ask if you are planning to register your marriage secretly when you come to New York this time?"

"Is your fiancee on the way? Is this a surprise?"

"Excuse me, is the hasty marriage this time because you are pregnant?"

"I want to ask, did you come to New York this time to meet your father-in-law and mother-in-law?"

The spotlight kept flickering, and the questions followed one after another. There was no time to breathe, and there was no pause. Everyone asked frantically, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.

Gu Anfeng looked at the man who was crowded by the crowd, he looked good even though he was embarrassed, under the setting sun, the gorgeous sunlight shone on his body, every grain of the suit was clearly exposed, the golden buttons, a little bit of small hair underneath. The projection perfectly explained the details of the dress, holding the box tightly, and the beautiful ring inside had been covered.

The big hand held the brocade box firmly and beautifully, the fingertips were turning white.

Looking at Gu Anfeng with deep eyes, watching him disappearing in front of his eyes step by step, his expression completely changed.

Gu Anfeng turned and left without looking back. Something was growing in his heart like crazy. He felt unspeakably uncomfortable. He looked at the laughing passers-by on the side of the road, and finally returned to the hotel without knowing how to find it.When I went in, I met Cheng Ran, who seemed to be in a panic, and while making phone calls, he tidied himself up, "I see, where are you?"

Seeing Gu Anfeng, his footsteps stopped suddenly, he was a little caught off guard, and finally went out in a hurry.

Where are you going?what happened?Gu Anfeng kept these words firmly in his heart, didn't ask, didn't care.Clenching his fists, he entered his room, and the room became tidy. The man has a slight obsessive-compulsive disorder, so everything will become tidy in his hands.

Gu Anfeng was sitting on the sofa, staring at the window outside, the sun was setting little by little, and the light began to stretch for a long time, spreading warmth on his calves, and the color of his jeans changed for a while.

The long eyelashes kept shaking, and the uneasiness expanded countless times.

Mu Jingchen looked at Gu Anfeng's appearance and finally smiled, his voice came out from the depths of his dry throat, and finally expressed his disdain hoarsely, "It's really pitiful. A man who was abandoned."

Without raising his head, Gu Anfeng took out a pack of cigarettes from the sofa as if by magic, lit it, and took a deep breath. His chest was filled with the smell of tobacco, deep and shallow, extremely bitter, "Why didn't you go out?"

No answer.

Seeing Gu Anfeng like this, Mu Jingchen felt inexplicably happy and joyful, "Do you know what your end will be? It's just that you become a mistress in this fake show."

The words that were too intense forced Gu Anfeng to raise his head, his pupils shrank unbelievably, his lips turned pale in an instant, smoke ran out of his nose, his eyes were reddened, extremely dry, and he blinked involuntarily, " I'm not……"

Sneering, Mu Jingchen walked over with incomparably elegant movements, sat down, picked up the cigarette on the table, and lit it, with slender fingers and golden cigarette butts, everything was so perfect and beautiful, Gu Anfeng looked straight at it, Never has a man smoked so gracefully.

"As I said, the Sheng family is unfathomable. An'an, you will never believe me." Mu Jingchen blew out a smoke ring, the smoke was lingering, and his face was vague and unreal, "The press conference, until now The tour is to tell everyone that Sheng Xilan has family affairs, who else knows about your relationship? Speaking out, you are just a mistress, a man in captivity. It sounds like true love, but it sounds ugly, but it’s just nurturing. "

The words hit my heart deeply, the pain was so painful that I couldn't speak.All the uneasiness has been thoroughly explained, but such a true thought is chilling.

Clutching his chest, Gu Anfeng lowered his head, watching the cigarette in his hand slowly burn out, until it was hot, and he flung it away viciously as if he had seen a ghost.

The cigarette butt rolled on the floor several times with sparks, and finally stayed quietly at the feet, annihilated bit by bit.

"I……"

Gu Anfeng wanted to say, but you don't know, just now, Sheng Xilan was going to propose to me, but it was only a second away, and we were together.He brought me here not for the convenience of reporters to take pictures, but to register his marriage with me...

Finally, I still cried unwillingly.Gu Anfeng wiped away his tears, the smell of cigarettes was all over his fingers, his eyes were smoked, and the more he touched, the more tears came.

Mu Jingchen reached out and wanted to touch him, but Gu Anfeng still avoided it.

The palm of his hand was missing, his whole body was stiff, he sneered, retracted it, and put out the cigarette butt, Mu Jingchen stood up, looked at Gu Anfeng with his head bowed, the twilight outside had already merged, and he couldn't see the boy's expression clearly, what kind of deepness was it? ,

"Going to eat?" asked politely, as if the analysis just now was not there at all.

Gu Anfeng shook his head, thought for a while, then raised his head with a half-smile, "Xiao Fei told me not to approach you." Then he laughed himself, laughing at his own sorrow.

This world has always been cruel.

Mu Jingchen's complexion suddenly changed, and his tone became gloomy, "She went looking for you?"

"If we have nothing to do, it's better not to meet." Lowering his head, Gu Anfeng hid his sadness, and said expressionlessly, without even a single ups and downs in his voice.

"I'm your friend." Quietly talking about his identity, he clenched his hands tightly, and Mu Jingchen tried hard to suppress the anger in his heart.

Looking up, eyes piercing, lips raised, smile blooming like a lotus flower in the dark night, people can't move their eyes away, and the voice is also calm, Gu Anfeng said, each word in a cadence, "Our friendship is long gone. When you left , is your choice, I thought you knew."