lonely city, lonely love

It's all blank.

Gu Anfeng was breathing violently, restless and struggling, all of which could not withstand the gentle kiss of the man leaning over his neck.

The tip of the tongue is wet, every inch of the skin, every pore, is the smell of a man.

"You belong to me." Sheng Xilan's voice was hoarse, and Sheng Xilan's words were in his ears, but it was like a curse promised for a lifetime. He was deeply trapped in it, and he didn't know how to get out of it. He had already forgotten how to get out of it.

The night is dark, everything is still early...

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When I woke up, the smell in the room was gone, and my body was dry. I took a deep breath, and it smelled like a man.Gu Anfeng smiled, and the arc of his smile was just right.

When I got up, my whole body was sore, and every step was a rearrangement of my bones.

Smiling and going downstairs, the living room was extremely empty, only the TV was standing alone, and it was live broadcasting. Sheng Xilan was wearing a black suit with a serious face, and Cheng Ran was wearing a white tight-fitting dress, as beautiful as a pair of Mermaid.

Sitting in front of the microphone, they looked at each other and smiled, the emotions in their eyes were so much that Gu Anfeng's blood began to stop at this moment.There was a cold air from the bottom of the feet that began to rise continuously, gurgling... At this moment, the feelings began to freeze.

"Excuse me, what do you think of the relationship between you and Gu Anfeng that was uploaded on the Internet?" The reporter's question was very sharp, and he went straight to the point.

Sheng Xilan just smiled, and there was a lot of calmness in the smile, as if this question was not worth mentioning, he reached out and took Cheng Ran's hand on the side, and put it in front of the reporter, saying concisely, "Facts speak louder than words. "

No, this is just a joke.

He told himself this over and over again, but Gu Anfeng's heart still ached.It turned out, it turned out that the lingering last night was just hoping that I could miss this live broadcast.Hiding it, hoping not to get hurt.Such warmth is heart-piercing.

"Excuse me, are you really lovers?"

Sheng Xilan looked at the camera, his eyes were dark and deep, as if he was looking at someone on the other side of the TV, rolling with uneasiness and strong affection, "Yes. We have been in love for a long time. We also raised a cat together called Little Mantou. I also encountered many, many beautiful things, such as he once saved me, for example, I saw him first, with black hair and soft touch... I hope you will stop paying attention to our life. No Star, I have no obligation to tell you everything."

He covered his mouth, for fear of leaking his emotions.Gu Anfeng stood where he was, like a fool, his tears wanted to fall, and he held back stubbornly.

"Are you sad?" A cold voice came from behind, Sheng Zisu leaned against the door, passed over Gu Anfeng's shoulder, looked at the two lingering people on TV, and laughed, "For you, he came forward."

Gu Anfeng didn't speak, didn't turn his head, and stared at the camera of the TV, unwilling to let go of a minute.

"Cheng Ran, she will be my fiancée from now on." Sneered, and said to herself, not knowing who she was laughing at, Sheng Zisu lowered her head, looking at the reflection of her full face on the screen in her hand, with a serious look, her smile suddenly Enlarged, with a ferocious face, "Gu Anfeng, after all, brother doesn't belong to you."

Gu Anfeng turned his head, looked at Sheng Zisu, and said calmly, "If it wasn't for you, Cheng Ran wouldn't have had a chance. Don't blame me, blame me."

Sheng Zisu couldn't speak, her breathing was short, as if someone grabbed her neck all of a sudden, every word was stuck under her throat and couldn't come out.

Jumping beam clown, Huang Liang Yimeng.

The phone rang, and it belonged to Ms. Gu. After hesitating for a long time, she left, went back to the room, and put the phone to her ear. There was no deafening sound as imagined, but a soft cry. My heart suddenly panicked. .

"mom."

A simple sentence, one word, Ms. Gu's crying was interrupted, there was a faint sound of tissue being pulled out, and then firm words, "An Feng, have you watched TV?"

At this moment, the heart is completely surrounded by the emotion called softness.Gu Anfeng shook his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know. I knew it from the beginning."

Ms. Gu cried out, angry and crying, "Why are you humiliating yourself like this? Are you still the Gu family? Are you still a man? Sheng Xilan is your man..."

"Mom." Helplessly, Gu Anfeng sighed, getting used to being gentle in front of her, "What else can we do?"

What else can I do?This world cannot accommodate us.

The voice stopped abruptly, and it took a long time for Ms. Gu to find her own voice, "Son, don't get hurt, don't be wronged. Come back."

Gu Anfeng sat by the bed, touched the folds of the bed, imagined Sheng Xilan lying on it, felt the temperature and breath inside, curled his mouth, "Mom, let me hold on for a while? I don't want to let go. "

"Why?" Ms. Gu felt inconceivable, "He can no longer acknowledge your existence in front of the whole world!"

"I didn't need it." Gu Anfeng shook his head, his long eyelashes fluttered, and everything inside was calm and calm, "As long as you don't stop me, I will be satisfied."

The heart jumped up wildly.Such a humble request was something I didn't know before, maybe I knew it but I would never take it into account.Ms. Gu clutched the phone tightly, unable to speak. After a long time, she heard Gu Anfeng's helpless voice on the other end of the phone, "Mom, you know. I'm terminally ill. I have no choice but to die. gone."

Ms. Gu swallowed her saliva, and it took a long time before she replied, "An Feng, this is not a disease. I know."

After smiling, Gu Anfeng nodded, "I know."

The original stiff mother-child relationship eased up bit by bit. Ms. Gu tried to dissuade her again and again, she must not let herself be wronged, nagging over and over again.

Hanging up the phone, seeing the display on the phone showing the call time of 15 hour and [-] minutes, I couldn't help laughing, I haven't had such a long call for a long time.

"What did Auntie say?"

Looking back, he looked at Sheng Xilan in a suit, and looked at Gu Anfeng with a smile. His eyes just fell on his face. The projection under the eyelashes was very beautiful.

The smile gradually widened, and Gu Anfeng said, "Mom told me not to wrong myself."

Sheng Xilan walked over and hugged Gu Anfeng in his arms with great force, as if he wanted to engrave him into his own bone marrow, his voice murmured, a little uneasy, "I have no choice but to, I won't tell you, Just out of fear of getting hurt."