lonely city, lonely love

"Gu Anfeng!" Chi Yan yelled fiercely, and big teardrops rolled down, hot, and hit the ground.

All of a sudden there was a cloud of dust.

"I'm at your door." Chi Yan laughed, her voice was determined and desolate, "If you come to see me, then I will commit suicide at your door."

"Ann, even if I die, I still want you to remember me."

Look, Chi Yan is so selfish, she won't let anyone go.

"Chi Yan, you're already married." Gu Anfeng said calmly, but no one knew that his heart would be torn apart every time he said it, and the wound would never heal.

The saddest thing is that you have to explain all this to the person who hurt you.

Sometimes, Gu Anfeng would think that it is each other who hurts, and according to Newton's law, this sentence can also hurt Chi Yan.After a long, long time, Gu Anfeng came to know another word, called, hurting the enemy one thousand and self-damaging eight hundred.

Struggling, get up.Gu Anfeng listened to the sharp crying voice on the other end of the phone, and sighed softly: "I see. Wait for me for 10 minutes."

Sheng Xilan looked at Gu Anfeng quietly, with a chill in his eyes, and the smile on his lips gradually became apparent, but Gu Anfeng knew that he was laughing at him, so he didn't care, and reluctantly put on his clothes.

"I'll see you off." Sheng Xilan said, his dark eyes were bottomless, filled with emotions that Gu Anfeng couldn't understand.The man picked up the key on the table, frowned, and repeated without doubt: "I'll take you back, Gu Anfeng."

Although they didn't get along for a long time, Gu Anfeng quickly figured out how to get along with this man.Once angry, he will call himself by his first and last name, and he will squint his eyes.If you are in a good mood, you will give a candy, and even stroke yourself, which is the same as petting a dog.

When they got in the car, the two of them were naturally speechless, and the silence was extraordinarily eerie.

"Gu Anfeng." Sheng Xilan said suddenly, looking at the road ahead, with a calm tone, "Do you still like him?"

Who he is, everyone knows.

No one has ever asked Gu Anfeng this way.I didn't even ask myself that.Probably not asked, so there is no answer.Gu Anfeng opened his mouth, but did not utter the last word, his face was pale.

Seeing him like this, Sheng Xilan laughed, the smile didn't reach his eyes, it floated on his face, surging with anger, and finally the Beetle drove forward quickly, showing the momentum of a drag racing party.

When Gu Anfeng arrived at the community, he looked at Sheng Xilan and said softly for a long time, "Thank you."

Without waiting for the other party to speak, he turned and left.The aura of this man is really too dangerous.

Sheng Xilan stood deep and straight on the spot, staring at Gu Anfeng's back, with his hands in his pockets, and slowly staring at the light reflected from the house not far away.

His gaze was secretive, his mouth was slightly pursed, and he didn't say a word.

When Gu Anfeng came to his room, Chi Yan squatted at the door like this, looking over from a distance, a small ball, so pitiful.

Looking up, he saw that it was Gu Anfeng, and his face suddenly regained its color. He smiled and ran over to hug Gu Anfeng tightly, fearing that he would disappear in the next second.

The hand touched the wound unconsciously, and there was a feeling of liquid slowly falling down the back.

Gu Anfeng didn't say anything, just let him hug him like this.

"An." Chi Yan murmured, like a dream, tears fell down like this, sobbing, and hugged Gu Anfeng tightly, "I really miss you."

"Chi Yan." Gu Anfeng gently pulled Chi Yan's hand off, his clean eyes were calm, as if he was just talking about what to eat today, "I don't like you anymore, Chi Yan."

Words and pearls are probably the means of people who play with words.Chi Yan took a few steps back abruptly, staring at her eyes in disbelief, trying not to let the tears fall, but in the end the hot tears were still surging.

Laughing at his crying all night, it looked like a ridiculous dream.

Finally, he smiled softly, pale and feeble.

"Ann, do you really want me?"

Chi Yan is just Chi Yan. When he said they were breaking up, he also looked hurt, and it's the same now.The whole world seems to owe him.

"Chi Yan, it's you who don't want me." Gu Anfeng didn't move, but looked at him coldly with anger in the corner of his mouth.Every time I utter a reminder, my heart will also twitch.

Every emotion, reluctance is a memory that was too gorgeous in the past. If one day, all the memories are destroyed by the mottled reality, then is there nothing worth nostalgic about the past?

Chi Yan collapsed, covering her face and crying: "But I can't do it. What should I do? Tell me..."

Too helpless to murmur, with the trembling from a small animal.

Gu Anfeng looked at Chi Yan quietly, without saying a word.

After crying for too long, Chi Yan's voice gradually faded, and finally there were no more tears. When she raised her head and smiled at Gu Anfeng, she grinned slightly, revealing a smile that was uglier than crying.

"I got it." Chi Yan sighed softly, as if he had grown up all of a sudden, "Ann, I got it." Repeatedly muttering this sentence, tears once again surged.

"Can you buy me an ice pack?" Chi Yan trembled all over, and suddenly looked at Gu Anfeng with sparkling eyes.

Gu Anfeng looked at him, turned around quietly without saying a word.

"Ann!" Chi Yan's voice sounded hastily. He saw Gu Anfeng's wound, and his white shirt was a lot red, so he couldn't help but cover his mouth.

Turning his head slightly, with sweat dripping from the tip of his nose, he said softly, "Huh?"

Chi Yan shook her head, her eyes flickered, and she stammered an answer: "It's nothing, come back quickly, I'm scared alone."

The corner of her mouth curled up, this is Chi Yan.The focus is always on yourself.Whether it's the past when I was with myself or the present when I broke up with myself.Relying on yourself, relying on yourself, even if you break up, you don't want to let yourself go.

"An, you are mine." Chi Yan once looked at Gu Anfeng with a smile like a flower, "You can only be mine."

Now, if one word becomes a prophecy, it is really beyond redemption.

When going downstairs, Gu Anfeng saw Sheng Xilan who was leaning on the car and smoking.

He leaned sideways, squinting his eyes amidst the smog, as if he was waiting for something carelessly.

Turning to see Gu Anfeng, the light in his eyes flickered slightly, he threw away the cigarette butt, stepped lightly on his toes, and the flame went out.

"How did you get down?"

"Why haven't you left yet?"

The first sentence the two spoke was followed by another enigmatic silence.

"I'm going to buy ice packs." Gu Anfeng explained, turned around and left.

After not taking a few steps, he was pulled back by a huge force. Before he could react, his shoulders were tightly fixed, and words full of panic and anger rushed in.