lonely city, lonely love

Sheng Xilan walked over and touched Gu Anfeng's head: "I'm going out for a while, you remember to take good care of yourself, don't go out if there is nothing else, I'll help you ask for leave at the company. Remember to wait for me to come back and talk about everything, okay?"

The words inexplicably had a taste of farewell, Gu Anfeng suddenly became sober, and the grievances that were full of stomach disappeared all of a sudden, and when he wanted to question, he became extremely sharp, tightly grasping Sheng Xilan's hand, his voice was rapid, and his pupils were fierce. Shrinking: "Where are you going? What's the matter? Does your father know?"

To the point, I didn't know how to refute for a while.Sheng Xilan looked at Gu Anfeng full of bitterness.

Gu Anfeng understood, and hugged Sheng Xilan fiercely, tightly, wanting to imprison him: "Don't go." His voice was trembling and lacking confidence. Gu Anfeng knew that this was impossible. He had experienced it himself. He didn't want Sheng Xilan to experience the painful memories.

"Good boy." Gently stroking Gu Anfeng's hair, his eyes were red.

It's just such a sentence, with endless power, passed through the medium of air to Gu Anfeng's ears steadily, and the eardrums were constantly vibrating, causing pain.

There is an illusion of being peeled off by life.It's bloody, but I don't have the ability to fight back yet.Just like that, she exposed her softest part naked and let others attack her.

It is really sad that a person can be weak to this bottom.

"Sheng Xilan, will you come back?" Looking up, Sheng Xilan with bright eyes panicked and wanted to cover it up, but Sheng Xilan with burning eyes didn't have the strength to cover it up.

The little meatball on one side seemed to understand, but finally started crying: "Brother, brother, don't go!"

The little mantou also began to turn around anxiously, meowing.

The living room under the sun was extremely crowded, but only the people inside knew that it was not far from falling apart.

Sheng Xilan picked up Xiaoroutuan, smiled and said: "It's okay, brother, just go out for a while, and I will be back soon. I will be back in a few days. Xiaoroutuan has to be good, you know? When the time comes, brother Bring you something delicious."

Little Routuan immediately stopped crying, kept sucking his nose, staring at Sheng Xilan with wide eyes, and said, "When will Brother Xilan come back?"

In a word, Gu Anfeng, who lowered his head behind him, suddenly raised his head and looked straight at Sheng Xilan.

Bitterness filled the corner of his mouth, and he didn't know how to answer.

I don't even know the deadline, Gu Anfeng, what kind of deadline do you want?

"Wait for me to come back." After leaving this sentence, he got up and walked to the living room, put his hand on the doorknob, turned around and wanted to speak, but was quickly stopped by Gu Anfeng's proactive and passionate kiss.

With exceptional enthusiasm, Gu Anfeng cried, kissed and hugged him like a lunatic, until Sheng Xilan pulled him down, his dark eyes were extremely calm: "Anfeng, it's okay, I'll be back soon. Trust me .”

He repeated it over and over again, not knowing whether he was comforting Gu Anfeng or comforting himself.It seems that only by repeating this constantly will everyone believe that this is true.

Gentle words, finally, Gu Anfeng broke down, covering his face with his hands, in great pain, tears fell down the gap between his hands: "No, I don't want it!"

Rogue like a child who keeps begging adults for toys.Hugging Sheng Xilan tightly, wishing she could become a conjoined twin.

"An Feng, I love you." Sheng Xilan lowered his head and kissed Gu Anfeng's mouth, with wet tears dripping into Sheng Xilan's heart.

The strong reluctance is like thick syrup, and it is stained all over with just a light touch.There is no benefit other than being sticky all over.

Looking up at the pair of pitch-black eyes, the emotions inside are full, tumbling, vaguely pain and strong reluctance.Reaching out to touch it, the man's eyes were closed like this, and he rubbed his abdomen lightly, feeling the man's beautiful facial features, he was so greedy that he didn't want to leave.

"An Feng, trust me. I will be back."

"Gu Anfeng, don't do this."

"I was wrong……"

His tone gradually became softer, as strong as Sheng Xilan's met Gu Anfeng, and he became extra soft, probably like one thing lowers one thing.The man said softly: "An Feng, I'll be back in less than a week."

The oath is beautiful like a kid, I just know that there is nothing to worry about when I swear.

"I'll wait for you." As if whispering softly, Gu Anfeng looked at Sheng Xilan seriously, his eyes became extraordinarily shining after being baptized by tears.Even though he knew it was unbelievable, he still wanted to believe it.

"Don't be afraid, I will be back." Sheng Xilan stood up.Gently let go of the entangled hands.

Open the door and leave.

The movements are done in one go, without turning your head, afraid that if you turn your head, you will never want to leave again.Sheng Xilan didn't want to imagine what Gu Anfeng's expression was like watching him leave at this moment.

The footsteps are hurried and messy.It was as if something was chasing after him constantly.The eyes behind him were extremely hot, and as he left, the pupils became empty.

The beautiful eyes lost their focus, and there was only an empty corpse left.There is no soul.

It wasn't until the back disappeared that Gu Anfeng realized it, and murmured: "Little Routuan, has he left?"

For a moment, it seemed to be a blind man.Can't see everything.What I want to see the most is gone, what else is there to see?

Little Routuan was probably frightened by such Gu Anfeng, walked over, wiped Gu Anfeng's tears, and said seriously: "Brother Xilan will come back. He said..."

"What if he doesn't come back?"

Gu Anfeng must be crazy, otherwise he wouldn't have discussed this issue with Xiao Routuan.Tears didn't know when they fell down, and they hit the back of Xiaoroutuan's hand gently.

Seeing Gu Anfeng like this, Little Routuan couldn't help crying: "Brother, brother, I'm afraid..."

His mind didn't really collapse, he got up, gently hugged the little meat ball, his voice was extremely hoarse, he touched the little girl's head, and wiped away his tears: "I'm sorry, brother, I didn't mean it."

The tear stains on his face dried up gently, and he didn't have the strength to wipe them off. Looking at everything in the kitchen, he suddenly didn't want to stay for a moment. In the room without Sheng Xilan, it seemed that even the air was extraordinarily thin, and every breath became tense. The hardships outside are unbearable.

He took out his cell phone and made a call with trembling hands.