lonely city, lonely love

The world is opened, because it is in the eye protection mode, so the entire screen is green, the cursor is constantly flashing, and there is a blank space behind or in front of the cursor.Gu Anfeng couldn't write a single word.

Sitting down, my mind is blank and mushy.I don't know what to write and how the next plot should develop.They are all like readers, looking at the blank screen, and they are also in a daze.

Just now, I pushed Sheng Xilan away.

The moment the hands were brought out behind him, all his nerve endings started to explode, and he felt extremely anxious for no reason.The nerves of the brain began to twitch in pain, as if unwilling to return to the original pain.It hurts so much when two fingers are deeply inserted, if you really do it...

I will definitely die.

Talking to myself over and over again, as if to comfort myself.Probably everyone will be like this, constantly convincing themselves, saying that they are right.But time has forgotten that such a time usually means that even I feel that I am wrong from the bottom of my heart.

In the end, she got up and lightly tapped on the wall next to her. Su Sansan poked her head out, her face was covered in makeup, and she touched her thickly, almost forgetting his original appearance.From such a long distance, Gu Anfeng can clearly smell his body, the smell of cheap powder.

"Are you free?" Gu Anfeng asked softly, and Gu Anfeng was a little awkward. After all, the matter he wanted to consult was a bit embarrassing. Before he could say the question, he was already stiff.

Su Sansan looked at him strangely: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm just asking a question." She pursed her lips, her voice was extremely low, and she didn't want others to know.Indeed, what is there to make public about this issue?

"You ask." Su Sansan held a powder cake and began to press her face. There was a mirror next to the computer, which reflected Su Sansan's face and Gu Anfeng's face. She couldn't help but sighed, "I spent so much money Too much money to take care of yourself, not to mention that you don’t need anything! It’s really more popular than people!”

"Let me ask you, you like the president so much, are you willing to be..." The words became unspeakable.Embarrassingly stuck in the mouth of the throat, blocked, unable to move up and down, not knowing what to do.

"Get fucked?" Su Sansan didn't take it seriously, while looking at her face, she saw some faint pimples, so she was angry and ready to squeeze them out, the yellow pus was squeezed out, and a large area of ​​redness became more obvious, a little regretful Touched the pimple, then the thick powder began to cover it again, and the tone was still nonchalant, "I am willing! You see, I am a crushed life."

I don't like the so-called doom, because Gu Anfeng doesn't think that he should be below, but this matter must be resolved imminently.So he asked patiently: "What I want to say is that you are all men, so you didn't resist? You don't necessarily have to be below!" Gu Anfeng seems to be a very good teacher following his persuasion.

"What are you talking about!" Su Sansan looked at Gu Anfeng in amazement, and finally put the powdered cake in her hand on the ground fiercely, because the powdered cake covered it, the crushed area quickly agglomerated and floated on her face. "You are a straight man, you have already given birth to a child, why are you still thinking about it?"

Gu Anfeng didn't know what to say, but just stared at the floating spots on his face: "Is it bad for your skin? You have acne, it's better to use less of these cosmetics."

Su Sansan didn't take it seriously, touched her face, and when she said it, her eyebrows became beaming, inexplicably triumphant: "What do you know, we should look like little shou. Don't we want to be big and rough? It's okay like this Who likes me? I just want to dress myself well so that the president will pay attention to me."

Gu Anfeng didn't understand Su Sansan's idea, but he still asked patiently: "I wrote a character, a man, who likes another man. This man has always been above him before meeting the person he likes. Now the other party Ask him to be below. The man is not willing to..."

"I know, it's the man who is hypocritical."

He choked violently and wanted to explain a few words, but he didn't know what to say for a while.It turned out that my hesitation turned into hypocrisy in other people's mouths, did Sheng Xilan think the same way?What if Sheng Xilan thought so too?For a moment, I thought a lot.

"Of course you'd like anything if you like someone." Looking at her slender nails, she leisurely took out the trimmer and began to file her nails in a leisurely manner. She blew gracefully, "You can't change it Angle? Since the other party asks him to be below, isn't he good looking?"

Gu Anfeng couldn't accept such a naked attack. He breathed violently, his mind was in chaos, and he began to defend: "But he was on top from the beginning!"

Su Sansan glanced disapprovingly at Gu Anfeng, who couldn't accept Gu Anfeng, and hated that iron could not become steel: "You know? Attack and suffering are relative. When you are with me, you are attacking. When you are with the president, you are suffering."

In Gu Anfeng's ears, these words were like a thunderbolt, and he woke up suddenly.

"You know? There are always people in this world who are 0.5." Su Sansan looked at Gu Anfeng, smiled, and patted Gu Anfeng on the shoulder, "You don't know the complexity of our world. By the way, what are you writing about?" Story?"

He hastily turned his head away, hiding the confusion in his eyes, and smiled forcedly: "I still have to write, let's go first."

I asked, but the answer was not what I thought in my heart, and I was really unwilling.Staring at the darkened screen, I was reflected on it, I couldn’t see clearly, it was just a vague outline, hazy, I didn’t know what I should do, I just stared at the screen, my hands were so stiff, I didn’t know how to type.It seems that every time I tap the keyboard, it will drive the nerve endings of the fingertips, which is extremely painful.

Take out your phone, open it, and you will see the text message interface, and the recipient is Sheng Xilan.

"Sorry, I'm just not ready for..." cut out.

"I'm just scared... the last time I experienced pain, and I felt like I was always on it..." The thumb moved, and finally deleted it, and finally didn't know what to say.

Staring at the three words Sheng Xilan in a daze, his heart felt a little stuffy.

"Whoosh!" But inexplicably received a text message.

"I have a social event at night, you go back first with the little meat ball." Is this the Cold War?