lonely city, lonely love

Just a simple greeting made the little girl's eyes turn red. When she looked at Gu Anfeng, her puffy eyes were foggy, making one believe that tears would fall at any moment.The silky long hair also lost its original luster.

"He's gone." The voice was low, clearly feeling the vibration of the vocal cords.

"Where did you go?" My heart skipped a beat, looking at the adults who were chatting enthusiastically, I understood.

"Go to America." She lowered her head, revealing her swarthy hair, soft and beautiful, and her voice was timid, even when she was angry, she was not too loud, a gentle girl, so beautiful that one couldn't bear to destroy it.

"What did he tell you?"

Shaking his head, but the weeping expression said everything, probably just to blame a little more.In fact, this matter is clear to Gu Anfeng at a glance, and it will definitely not be as simple as going to the United States, but many things are so absurd, and the bystanders are clear about the authorities.

A beautiful little girl, the story in the novel really happened. Gu Anfeng couldn't bear to read the story when her lover left her. If she was the author, she would definitely not write like this.But reality is always better than fiction.

"An Feng also likes a ride."

"Really? That's great. We kept praising An Feng all the way home. He's so handsome."

The adults were polite to each other and told the set stories.Yu Yicheng's mother is an elegant and gentle woman who has deep dimples when she smiles.Gu Anfeng thinks that Yu Yicheng will probably look like this when he gets old. He is still gentle, only the wrinkles at the end of his eyes will be more obvious, and he is still beautiful.

"In this case, let's take charge of the children's affairs." Ms. Gu said with a smile, "Let's book the date earlier, how about it?"

It hit it off, and just like that, the adults got up satisfied.

When sending Yu Yicheng away, Ms. Gu showed extra reluctance, wishing she could pack the two of them together and send them to the bridal chamber.

Gu Anfeng pretended that he didn't see anything, but simply waved his hand and came back, frowning and looking at Ms. Gu: "When did I say I'm going to set a date?"

"What else do you want? She is the daughter of the owner of a first-line garment factory, and she is also cute. Don't you want such a good girl?" Ms. Gu immediately retorted, she was not polite, pointed at Gu Anfeng's nose and shouted, " You see, your eyes were glued to the little girl just now. Why are you angry now?"

"I disagree."

"You what? Say it again?" His eyes immediately widened, his teeth bared, wishing he could go up and dismantle Gu Anfeng to see what was in his mind.

"Mom, you know." He said helplessly.

"I don't know!" Don't turn your head away from looking at Gu Anfeng, "Do you have to destroy my good mood?"

"This matter is a matter of principle." The tone was quite stiff, and seeing her mother's pale face suddenly, she said helplessly, "Do you want me to be an obedient puppet?"

"Puppet!" Ms. Gu's voice rose sharply, and her voice seemed to be broken, "I am your puppet! I will accept what you say, and what I give you is wrong, isn't it? ? My mother doesn't look like a mother at all! What's the point of me being alive?"

The more I talked about the back, the more emotional I became, and tears were about to come out.

"I know you're performing." Looking quietly at Ms. Gu, who was ups and downs violently, with her hands in her pockets, her eyes clear, her beautiful mouth slowly opened, word by word, word by word, "I don't want to become a fake life monster. If you can't take it, I can leave."

Gu Anfeng didn't know that he would say such words after many years, exactly the same words, the only difference was that he was heart-piercing back then, but this time he was calm and calm.

"What are you talking about? Are you threatening me?" Ms. Gu was trembling all over, staring at Gu Anfeng, and finally laughed, tears finally fell, "You always want to leave this house, in the end it is my mother's failure , you don’t care about this family at all.”

"You should have said this when I was a child." He calmly got up, turned and went upstairs, unwilling to look back, afraid that his heart would soften if he turned around.

Ms. Gu has been strong all her life, but she failed in raising children. The empty childhood, except for the huge bookshelf, is the computer that runs quietly.Gu Anfeng doesn't hate it, Ms. Gu is also for living. If her father is not in business, she is probably a little woman who buys clothes every day.

"Gu Anfeng!" Ms. Gu still spoke, and she could feel the sadness in her heart without turning her head.

The footsteps stopped, just as the hands were on the doorknob, the neck still turned slightly, but the whole body was stiff and did not turn back.

"I know you resent me for not being by your side when I was a child..."

"I don't hate you." She replied calmly, still without looking back.

The door opened, and the man inside looked at him with scorching eyes, hiding in the darkness, the emotion in his eyes was too strong, and Gu Anfeng was unwilling to read it all the time.

"An Feng, I just don't want you to be talked about by others." Looking at his son's back, he was so stubborn that he didn't want to turn back. Even though she was as strong as Ms. Gu, she couldn't help crying.

"Mom, it's you who's talking about me now." Sighing, she turned around and looked at Ms. Gu. Looking down, she could only see the top of Ms. Gu's head. At some point, her hair turned white.

"There used to be a person who, after knowing my sexual orientation, would walk away with his nose covered when he saw me."

"My classmate pointed at my nose in front of everyone and said I was gay and disgusted."

"With no friends around me, I can only live alone."

"An Feng, stop talking."

"But, all of this is not as hurtful as you saying that I am a monster." Looking down, she looked at the slippers on her feet, which were in Ms. Gu's style, fluffy, light blue, and exaggerated.

"That's not what I mean. I just don't want your life to be like this all the time. An Feng, I just want you to marry a good girl and have a child. This kind of life is the life of a normal person." Want to look up, but probably The lights were too bright, and tears would roll down the corners of my eyes as long as I raised my head.

"You're right, I'm sick, but I'm already dying." Suddenly, a force behind him pulled him into the room, and the door closed. Before he could struggle, his hands were shackled and pressed against the door, Surprisingly powerful.

The mouth is blocked, rubbing, sucking.