I Am Your Little Sunshine

For this matter, Li Shiqin is much more cruel than Grandma Ma. Although she knows better than Grandma Ma that the attitude of being sympathized with in society is much better than before, it is precisely because of this that she understands that some so-called approval is so serious. False, there are too many people who look at the gossip among celebrities or gay men on the Internet say blessings, turn around and see the people around them and say disgusting.

She is a clothing maker. Many male designers in this industry have this tendency. Let’s not talk about whether talented people are really not afraid of suppression, whether the environment in the circle allows it, and only those who are not so fierce. There are many designers who fall into the mundane world without art flaunting, and there are many people who live in distress. This is still in a circle that is relatively loose about sexuality, not to mention that the homosexual group is too insecure.Ma Yangyang was too young to see and touch those dark sides. As a parent, she couldn't see him stepping in. Rather than regretting at that time and having nowhere to go, it is better to prevent future troubles now.

So when Grandma Ma wiped her tears and said that Ma Yangyang got into a fight with someone at school and his face was hurt, Li Shiqin could only comfort her to persevere and she would get better gradually.

After dinner, Ma Yangyang was sent to school. Ma Yangyang kept silent all the way. Before getting out of the car, Li Shiqin said, "Do you know what prejudice is now? It's obviously not hindering anyone or anything, but someone is playing the banner of justice." Come to pressure you, you still want to resist now, but one day you find that all your efforts to resist are in vain, and your relationship will be wiped out under heavy pressure. Yang Yang, you can say that your mother is selfish No matter if you are narrow-minded, Mom can't watch you go to that step!"

Ma Yangyang shrank his hand while driving the door, turned around and said, "Mom, at the beginning grandma insisted on remarrying you, but you didn't agree, and the relationship with grandma hasn't been completely repaired until now, have you ever regretted your original decision? Do you think it's worth it?"

Li Shiqin was startled and couldn't find anything to say for a long time. Ma Yangyang smiled lightly and said, "Maybe what you said is right, but we don't know where we will go when things that haven't happened. If one day it's like what you said It’s like that, and it’s all I should bear. No one’s life can be without suffering, if these sufferings are gone through with Xie Tian, ​​then I will be happy.”

Turning his head to look out the window, the shadows of the trees on the side of the road were mottled, and his eyes were much brighter than the street lights.

"I believe that Xie Tian and I will be able to go on in a safe and sound way. As long as we don't let go, we can overcome all difficulties together. If... in the end we can't do what we want, it must be because our will is not enough Being firm is not the fault of society, nor is it the fault of love. Mom, people have to pay the same or even more price for their choices, but I am still willing to take a gamble, because I really can't let him go."

"He always says that I am his little sun, but you all don't know that he is also my look up. Because of him, I hope that I can be better and give him the sunshine forever. This is not for him, but for him." It’s for myself. I believe that all your worries are real, but we are not inevitable. Maybe you can’t understand or trust us now, but I want to prove to you that we can walk in a dignified manner. under the sun."

Li Shiqin was unwilling to answer with tears in her eyes, Ma Yangyang wiped her tears and said softly: "Mom, I'm going to be 18 years old, I've grown up."

Li Shiqin finally couldn't hold back her tears: "Even if you are 80 years old, the mother is still the child."

**

Ma Yangyang walked to the classroom silently with his head down, he wouldn't feel good if he made his family sad, not to mention the words he said to his parents were not words to cheer him up, he believed in Xie Tian but was also afraid that Li Shiqin's worries would come true.

Xie Tian, ​​Xie Tian, ​​Xie Tian, ​​it would be great if you were by my side, hug me, let me warm you, and let you calm me down.

"Ma Yangyang." A familiar voice sounded behind him, and Ma Yangyang stopped and turned around abruptly.

The person who was thinking about him stood under the dim light, his brows and eyes concealed a touch of sadness, and it turned out to be more addictive than before.

Ma Yangyang looked at him, and didn't even want to care about the promise of not getting close, but Xie Tian's actions made him calm down.

Xie Tian took out a thick notebook from his schoolbag, handed it to him and said, "This is a new question for you these days, take the time to do it." He took another book, "You said you couldn't do it last time. After the problem is solved, the main points are written in red pen, so if you don’t know it, just read it a few times.”

Ma Yangyang walked over to pick up two books and put them into his bag, the bag suddenly became heavier, but it made his weightless heart return to its original flavor, after many days, he finally smiled sincerely.

Xie Tian also smiled lightly, and said, "Have you grown taller again?" Before, we were tired of being together almost every day, and we could barely see any changes in the person in front of us, but after only a few days of separation, the other party seemed to be different. The way I remember it.

The time flies by, the world is changeable, wishing to witness each other's life every day, how can they bear to separate.

Ma Yangyang looked Xie Tian up and down, and said, "Have you lost weight?"

"You've lost weight too."

"Then eat more," Ma Yangyang said relaxedly, "the old saying goes that the body is the capital of revolution."

Xie Tian laughed and said, "Well, study hard."

Ma Yangyang couldn't help but find it funny, as long as they fall in love like this, I can't guarantee anything else, and it's impossible to affect their studies.

The monthly exam a few days later confirmed Ma Yangyang's thoughts. Xie Tian's questions this time were terribly accurate, especially the last four answers on the math test paper, two of which were marked with key symbols in Xie Tian's exercise book topic.

Xie Tian continued to sit on the first place without a doubt, and for some reason, his score was even more than ten points away from No.2 this time. What does it mean to stretch ten points? ? ?

Although Ma Yangyang's grades have not improved significantly, he still maintains the top ten position in the liberal arts class of the whole year. He is No.3 in their class. The mood is not much better, teachers have a heart of love for talents, but it is difficult for Ma Yangyang, who has a puppy love, or even this type, whether they like it or not.

Except for a few rotten girls before, more and more people in the class were willing to talk to Ma Yangyang. Although most of the time they were discussing homework, there was also some small talk. Ma Yangyang always relied on face People who can get good impressions, the classmates who have contacted him think that other people are very good. As for who they fall in love with, it has nothing to do with them. Some girls even feel that Xie Tian and other girls are together. I would rather see him with Ma Yangyang.Ma Yangyang was embarrassed when he heard this statement, and he didn't know whether he should be happy or helpless.

However, Ma Yangyang didn't care about the opinions of his teachers and classmates, he just took another reassurance.

Just wait, there is indeed a lot of darkness in the world, but we want to prove that people can choose to face the sun.