I Am Your Little Sunshine

In fact, Ma Yangyang's legs are no problem to walk on the ground by himself, but he can't walk for a long time. In the end, Xie Tian is lucky. As long as there is no elder watching, he always hugs his back. Ma Yangyang is also happy to be pampered by him. But after the exam, Ma Yangyang was unwilling to continue to be a patient.

After the exam, Xie Tian will not be able to continue staying at Ma Yangyang's house. Ma Yangyang is used to the days when he can see his sweetheart every day when he opens his eyes. Seeing Xie Tian earnestly pack his clothes makes him feel depressed. Recently, he Some were spoiled by Xie Tian, ​​and when the separation came again, they remembered that this person was "chased" by him with great difficulty, and they were reluctant to let go.

As usual, Xie Tian would go to City A to visit Chen Xueping during the holidays, and he would not see anyone for at least four or five days. It seemed that he was used to being dependent and could no longer accept parting.

Xie Tian didn't need to look to know that his face must be full of sullenness. In fact, he would not be willing to do so. He is used to sunny days with a small sun every day. Who would want to be cloudy and rainy.But mother is going to see her, and she has to go home.

Holding his hands in his chest, Xie Tian put his forehead against his forehead and said softly, "I'll be back soon."

Ma Yangyang hummed, pulled out his arms and hugged the person in front of him, and said sullenly: "But you won't live here after you come back, I really want to go to college soon, so that we can live together every day."

Xie Tian didn't think there was anything wrong with the wayward Ma Yangyang, and even felt that Ma Yangyang, who was always tired of talking nonsense and acting coquettishly, was more attractive to him than the sensible and restrained him in the past. The closest person could see that it was different from what everyone saw, so they cooperated with him and said, "Well, we will be together every day then."

Ma Yangyang doesn't know that he is messing around, he sometimes hates himself for being so condescending, because he has always called himself a gentleman, but after getting to know Xie Tian, ​​he would become whimpering and willful if he didn't pay attention. But even so, Xie Tian still followed him in everything, making him more and more unable to live without him.Xie Tian always said that he was his little sunshine, but in his heart, Xie Tian was not the source of warmth.

He is different from all his friends and brothers, and the elders and peers at home. Isn't he making up for the missing piece of his heart?

As if bewitched, Ma Yangyang bit Xie Tian's mouth lightly, and said: "I brought Pupu back these two days, you go and come back early to see Pupu." Before Xie Tian could reply, he said , "No, forget it, don't be in a hurry, pay attention to safety on the road."

Xie Tian's heart was bitten numb by him, and he whispered, "I'll come back as soon as possible, and bring you a special product from City A."

The two were tired of being together for a long time, reluctant to leave until Li Shiqin came to knock on the door and pretended to separate as if nothing had happened. The moment Ma Yangyang went out, Ma Yangyang even had the urge to come out now, so that he didn't have to dodge, but he Knows better than anyone what it means to come out.

On the first day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang followed Grandma Ma to the aunt's house to pick up Pupu and Yue Yue and the others.

Xie Tian took the train for more than ten hours alone.

On the second day after Xie Tian left, Wang Yuelei and Xue Wei came to visit. The three played games in the living room for several hours. After they left, Ma Yangyang did a whole geography test paper by himself, and took photos for Xie Tian to ask for praise.

Xie Tian got up early in the morning and went to the prison for several hours.Chen Xueping has lost weight again, but her spirit looks good, and she has calmed down a lot, but she is a little anxious when she hears that Xie Tian doesn't always come home.Xie Tian explained, and said that he is doing well now, and his grades are also very good. Chen Xueping felt relieved when he saw that he was indeed much more cheerful than last time.

On the third day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang accompanied Grandma Ma to the square dance. A group of lovely old ladies were dancing happily, while Ma Yangyang and Pupu were playing a flying saucer game.

Xie Tian went to visit Xie Haojun for the first time, Xie Haojun looked much worse than Chen Xueping, at least five or six years older.Xie Tian's visit made him a little surprised. Before the accident, the two father and son had a bad quarrel, and this will make him even more embarrassed to speak softly.After a long silence, Xie Tian said that I'm leaving, you should pay attention to your body.Xie Haojun asked him a little excitedly if he was doing well and if he had enough money.Xie Tian said lightly that it was good, and there was another silence.Before leaving, Xie Haojun mentioned Tao Yuan, and he left all the property he could control to Xie Tian. Tao Yuan visited him some time ago, and he vaguely knew that Tao Yuan had gone to Xie Tian, ​​but he also felt that I'm sorry Tao Yuan, so I asked Xie Tian to give her the writing money.Although he was ashamed to ask Xie Tian for such a request, he still said it. After Xie Tian heard it, his heart went blank. He didn't know if it was funny or sad, or if he really didn't feel anything.

On the fourth day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang baked several plates of cookies at home, and the aroma permeated the whole house. Pupu and Moon ran to the kitchen several times.

Xie Tian wandered around City A for a long time alone. This was the city he was most familiar with, but after less than a year of leaving, it gradually became strange.The shops on the side of the street have changed a lot, high-rise buildings have been built on the once flat land, and some streets have completely changed. He found a small shop on the side of the road and ordered a special food of the city, but he couldn't remember if it was still the same as before. Even when talking with people, I feel unaccustomed to the dialect.He clearly stood here, but he felt that he was getting farther and farther away from this city, but the city where he lived was getting clearer and clearer in his mind.

He bought some specialty products and gadgets. The train left the city where he grew up far behind. He looked at the face full of chest in the phone while the lights were on and off. This time, he really had to start again. , not to escape or follow the crowd, but to really start a new life again, where there are his beloved and their future.

Xie Tian arrived at five o'clock in the morning on the fifth day. He wanted to go home and get some rest, but got on the car to Ma Yangyang's house in a flash.

On the fifth day after Xie Tian left, Ma Yangyang suddenly wanted to eat beef noodles, but when he went downstairs, he saw Xie Tianting standing beside the hibiscus, with the morning sun reflected on his face, his heart was as excited as when he saw it for the first time.Ma Yangyang suddenly felt that he fell in love with him again, obviously, in his heart, he already loved him so much, but fell in love with him again.

They burned each other with their eyes in the still hot summer morning sun, and they approached step by step, but they couldn't hug each other in the sun, and they couldn't hold each other's hand.

But, so what!

One day, they will be able to stand together dignifiedly.

If the short parting is to test the depth of missing, then their answer is - never parting.

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It's a very hypocritical chapter, but I just want to write about their psychology of yearning for the sun in the dark and persisting in the direction of the sun.