I Am Your Little Sunshine

Ma Yangyang, who originally wanted to go shopping with Xie Tian, ​​had no choice but to go home to study. Although Xie Tian wanted to go shopping for a while, Ma Yangyang's embarrassment was written on his face, and Xie Tian didn't want to. Seeing him is uncomfortable.

They didn't even go to the bus station together, they just said good-bye after the evening tutoring continued.

Just now I was walking with the person I like, looking at the neon lights all over the street and listening to the laughter and laughter. At this time, my hands and hearts are empty, and the warm lights and love songs seem to be much colder. The man on the point didn't know where he was.

A slightly disappointed face was reflected in the window, and the lyrics I heard seemed to be written for myself-"I am not alone, I am lonely when I want to be alone... I am thinking of you and singing, imagining you Watched, was touched, I was held."

Ma Yangyang tried his best to raise his smiling face, but felt that the love that was usually suppressed was magnified several times at this moment. He always thought that he had never imagined that he and Xie Tian could be together as a couple, but now he realized that It's just self-deception, he really isn't that great, he likes Xie Tian and wants to be with Xie Tian, ​​he likes him so much that he wants to hold his hand and never let go.

But, what about Xie Tian, ​​if Xie Tian realizes his unbearable thoughts, will he not even want to be friends.

Ma Yangyang was thinking about buying a scarf for Xie Tian just now, but now he saw a scarf he was satisfied with at a glance, but he couldn't go into the store to buy it, even if he bought it, would he dare to give it away?Xie Tian is so smart, if you give him a scarf at this time, he will definitely notice.

Ma Yangyang changed three or four songs while standing outside the store, until a passing couple accidentally bumped into him before recovering, and the next step was to step into the store.

**

It was an hour and a half after arriving home, Ma Yangyang blamed himself for the long delay, and turned on the computer in a hurry, Xie Tian was already online, Ma Yangyang hurriedly sent a message: "I'm sorry , I came back too late, so wait a long time."

Xie Tian returned quickly: "It's okay, I just went online, and the road is blocked today."

Ma Yangyang wasn't sure if Xie Tian had just come online, or if he was comforting him, but he vaguely felt that he didn't seem to be angry anymore.

Xie Tian sent a video, it was getting late, and Ma Yangyang was too embarrassed to ask Xie Tian to wait for him to change, so he just took off his coat and clicked accept.

Seeing that he was still wearing outer clothes, Xie Tian guessed that he turned on the computer when he got home, and said, "Do you want to tidy up first?"

Ma Yangyang didn't realize what he meant at first, but thought he was talking about learning materials, so he hurriedly said, "Then wait for me for a minute, and I'll be fine soon." After speaking, he hurriedly went to look through his schoolbag.

Xie Tian saw him in a hurry and knew that he wanted to get off the hook, "Don't worry, I'm going to the bathroom, you change your clothes first and then look slowly." After finishing speaking, he got up and left the room.

Ma Yangyang came to his senses this time and hurriedly sorted out the information. He went to pick up the home clothes before the person on the other side of the screen came back, and changed them as quickly as possible. When he looked up, he saw that Xie Tian had returned at some point. Sitting in front of the computer with a book and flipping through it.

Thinking that he might notice his flustered appearance, Ma Yangyang refused in his heart.

Xie Tian's lecture was the same as before, and Ma Yangyang was only a little relieved at this time. Xie Tian was upset just now, probably because he didn't like what the girl said, and he didn't have any bad associations with him.

Tonight is a chemistry question. The chemistry teacher has not had time to finish the test paper. Xie Tian asked Ma Yangyang to mark out the parts that he did not understand before, and explained it to him again. For scourges, especially chemistry, you have to listen to a topic more than three times before you can understand it.An hour later, he only spoke less than two questions. Fortunately, the next day was the weekend, and Xie Tian took more than half an hour to finish the two questions, and made an appointment to talk about the rest tomorrow.

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It was only after 8 o'clock when Xie Tian woke up, the sun was bright and alienated, Xie Tian looked at his phone and realized that he didn't have to go to Li Shiqin's studio to work part-time today. He obviously only went to three weekends, but it seemed that he had been working there for a long time The same is true for being with Ma Yangyang. Although we have only known each other for a short four months, it seems like we have been together for a long time.

Opening the album, there are almost all photos with Ma Yangyang, not many, all sent to him by Ma Yangyang. Of course, Ma Yangyang also sent a lot of single photos of Xie Tian, ​​but Xie Tian felt that he No matter how weird he looked, none of them were saved. On the other hand, Ma Yangyang in the group photo is naturally cute and full of vitality, just like a little sun. When he smiles, Xie Tian’s little world is full of joy. lights up.

It turned out that without realizing it, he had already had such a deep influence on him.

Xie Tian has never been in the habit of staying in bed since he was a child, but at the moment he has fallen into a warm confusion, and he doesn't even want to get up.Some time ago, he was extremely busy every day, and sometimes Xie Tian doubted whether he could handle it, but now that he was suddenly free, he felt an indescribable sense of weightlessness, and he didn’t know the unreal moment without Ma Yangyang’s company Still had him by the side in the past.

If there is no longer Ma Yangyang in his life from now on, will his world be full of cloudy skies?Can people survive without the sun?

The result of staying in bed for the first time was that he fell asleep again in a daze. In the dream, he seemed to be with Ma Yangyang. The two of them held each other's hands tightly in a dark place and groped for a way out. After a long, long time, the two fell asleep together. Only then did he find a faint light, Ma Yangyang happily ran towards the light, his warm fingers broke free from his cool palm, Xie Tian stumbled after him with heart palpitations, Ma Yangyang hehehe Laughter, he stood under the light beam and waved to Xie Tian in the darkness: "Xie Tian, ​​I found the exit, I'm going out, goodbye."

Xie Tian felt that he had never been so panicked before, so he rushed to pull him. Ma Yangyang, who was held tightly by him, looked at him with his head tilted, "Don't you want me to go?"

Xie Tian stared at him, and said viciously: "You are not allowed to go, you don't want to leave me."

Ma Yangyang pouted his lips in distress, and smiled brighter than Chunhua. He approached Xie Tian with a provocative nasal voice, "I won't leave you, come with me." Xie Tian ran forward, getting brighter and brighter along the way, and finally it was so bright that Xie Tian couldn't see anything clearly. Ma Yangyang ran faster and faster, and seemed to run away from him again. Xie Tian grabbed He pulled it into his arms, but saw him smiling ostentatiously, "I'm going out soon, let's go quickly."

Xie Tian had a feeling that Ma Yangyang would leave him once he went out, so he locked him tightly in his arms, "I won't let you go, right here, we are together."

It was past ten o'clock when he woke up again, and he felt the wetness between his legs as soon as he moved. Xie Tian closed his eyes and stiffened his body.

After a long time, he put his wrist on his eyes and sighed thickly. The moment he breathed heavily, Xie Tian suddenly felt that all the struggle was meaningless. He needed Ma Yangyang more than he imagined, so, Ma Yangyang , you still have a year and a half, after that I will let us be together.

This year's Christmas, Xie Tian rediscovered the meaning of hard work in the warm light of the room.

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Well, thank you Tim what's the matter.Well, I actually drove a car, although it was only at the toddler level [cover face

The second watch is still a little bit short, come right away.