Lord Shangshen, please stay

It is too long, 3 years, it is too long.

It was so long that she forgot what pain felt like, and it was so long that she forgot what it was like that her lover was still there.

In other words, with the departure of Xiu Ling, her heart no longer knows the pain.How should I put it, her heart died following spiritual cultivation, and her body was nothing more than an empty shell.

At this moment, Yan Lingxian gently stroked Xiu Mu's hair with trembling hands.

She has always felt that Xiu Mu's hair is well-raised, extremely soft, with the gentleness of its owner.Yan Lingxian sometimes wonders, was her hair so smooth when Xiu Ling was still there?

She was in a trance, and she couldn't remember.

She only remembered that before Xiu Ling left her, she and Xiu Ling had really missed each other for too long—at that time, she was busy sorting out the affairs of conferring gods in the world, and Xiu Ling was busy perfecting her construction plan for the underworld. .

During that time, it seemed that they hadn't had a good time together for a long time, and even Yan Lingxian almost rejected all the intimacy of Xiu Ling.

why?

Yan Lingxian became even more dazed.

Many scenes flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern, each fragment of memory was in black and white, she seemed to be deeply involved in it, she couldn't see the colors clearly, and couldn't see Xiu Ling's face clearly.

Before she lost consciousness, she vaguely saw Xiu Ling smiling at her.

Dear, why are you smiling so brightly?It's clear that I failed you, it's clear that I'm sorry for you.

However, you are still smiling at me.

That kind of smile was a warm smile that I hadn't seen for many years.

Yan Lingxian stretched out her hand to touch it, but when she was about to touch that face, she flinched again.is that heris that herYan Lingxian was afraid that her outstretched hand would be in vain again. She was afraid that the current self would be the same as the self in many previous illusions. She stretched out her hand and tried hard to touch her lover, but all she got was coldness.

Yan Lingxian slowly closed her eyes, with a desperate determination, her hand touched it.

Warm and solid touch.

it is true.

Yan Lingxian suddenly opened her eyes again, she tried hard to open her eyes wide, but she couldn't.Her consciousness became more and more blurred. Before she lost consciousness, when her soul was floating in the air, she seemed to hear that familiar and gentle voice again——

That voice called her name over and over again—it was the person, that voice that Yan Lingxian tossed and turned in her heart when she dreamed back at midnight.

What is she shouting about?Is it "A Xian" or "Sister"?

Yan Lingxian didn't want to know anymore.

Xiu Mu saw that when Yan Lingxian was pale and lying in his arms with her eyes closed, a tear flowed from the corner of her eye.

Tears trickled down from the corners of his eyes and trickled straight into his hair.

For some reason, seeing such a fragile Yan Lingxian, Xiu Mu's tears fell just like that.

Xiu Mu thought, why?Why did I cry—that is, my nose was sore, my eyes were sour, and tears came down like this.

Yan Lingxian had a very long dream. In the dream, her spiritual cultivation had not left her, and the person she loved was still by her side.

"It's great to have you here." Yan Lingxian said to her, holding Xiu Ling's hand tightly.It seems that the 3 years she lost her spiritual practice was just a big dream, and now, after waking up from the dream, her lover has also returned.

Xiu Ling just patted her hand lightly, the corners of her lips raised slightly, she was not as beautiful as a god of the underworld that human beings turned pale upon hearing it.She smiled and said softly: "A Xian..."

Yan Lingxian almost shed tears.

How long had she not heard this title?It seems that this kind of address can only be heard again in dreams.

"Cultivation..." Yan Lingxian opened her mouth. There were thousands of words in her heart, which she turned a thousand times, but when the words reached her lips, she just swallowed them vigorously.Her lips were slightly parted, but in the end she just took a few breaths, and the rest of the words stopped at her lips.

"Ah Xian, are you...how are you doing?" Xiu Ling was so beautiful that she tilted her head, looked at Yan Lingxian with a light smile, and asked softly.

Yan Lingxian wanted to shake her head, she thought, I had a long, long dream, in this dream, I was alone, and I lost you for 3 years.However, she wanted to nod again, she wanted to tell Xiu Ling that in fact she was doing well, and that Xiu Ling didn't need to worry about her anymore.

"I can't bear you." Xiu Ling looked at her and sighed softly.

Yan Lingxian held her hand, and the strength in her hand became heavier and heavier.She didn't know how to keep Xiuling, but the cultivation at this moment gave her a feeling that she was about to lose her.

"Go to sleep." With a complicated expression on her face, Xiu Ling forced a smile and patted Yan Lingxian's shoulder.

Why put me to sleep?Xiu Ling, I don't want to sleep... I want to see you one more time.Yan Lingxian wanted to struggle to get up, but she could only succumb to what was in front of her—she was powerless to resist, powerless to resist.

Xiu Mu pursed her lips, lowered her head, and stared at Yan Lingxian tightly grasping her hand.Yan Lingxian's fingertips turned white due to too much force, and her own hand was also reddened by the force in her hand.

Xiu Mu's eyes were slightly red, and her throat rolled a few times, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't make up her mind to really say it.

Her lips trembled slightly, she mumbled a few times, but she was finally unable to speak.

——Until Yan Lingxian began to murmur that strange but seemingly heard name many times again, Xiu Mu gritted her teeth, her eyes became even redder, and she made up her mind.

So, Xiu Mu took a deep breath, and then called softly, "Ah Xian."

Sister, is this her nickname for you?Sister, you've been thinking about her all the time, so... even if I call you like that, you will take it as her calling you, right?

"Axian."

Ah Xian, Ah Xian.

What an intimate name, what a gentle word.

Xiu Mu closed his eyes, two lines of tears fell slowly.The tears hit the back of Yan Lingxian's hand, and soon disappeared.

And there seemed to be a faint light shining in Yan Lingxian's arms, but under such a bright light, no one paid attention—not even Xiu Mu.

The fragments of Xiu Mu's soul glowed in Yan Lingxian's arms, with a bright but not dazzling light, and a gentleness that was difficult for others to detect.

Xiu Mu bit her lip, struggled for a long time, and finally pressed a kiss on Yan Lingxian's lips.This kiss was salty with tears, and Xiu Mu had too many unspeakable feelings.

Yan Lingxian remembered that she hadn't had such a dream for a long time.For so many years, she has been awake all the time. After the second war of gods and demons, she became the only god in the world.She must be vigilant at all times, and she must be vigilant at all times for the comeback of the demons.

She was drunk and dreamed for a while, and she even brought fine wines from heaven, but getting drunk was just a short-term indulgence, and after she sobered up, she still had to face the empty palace.

In the past, she always disliked that Xiuling's vision was too high-profile, turning the whole residence into a resplendent look, "It feels like you will be blinded as soon as you walk in"——Yan Lingxian remembers, this is how she commented on Xiuling's vision of.

But Xiu Ling stuck out her tongue, put her arms around her neck and kissed her, and she was speechless.

She saw the sycamore tree, she thought, if there is no spiritual cultivation, how can there be a phoenix?How could the already extinct Phoenix clan appear here?Even if God the Father shows mercy, a miracle happens, and a phoenix comes, but her lover is gone, and the person she wants to marry is gone, so what can she do if she wants the phoenix to come?

——Such loneliness, such pain, Yan Lingxian didn't want to experience it again.She would rather leave that sad place far away, or never see her again.

The days are too long, too long.

Recovering consciousness, Yan Lingxian tried to move her body, but felt sore.

Such a feeling is rare. As a god, she has rarely experienced the life and death diseases of mortals.However, that doesn't mean she won't have it.

It's like... an overdrawn body.

Yan Lingxian tried to move her fingers, but found that there seemed to be something tightly held in her hand, which was warm and soft.She was startled, and got up to look, but it was Xiu Mu who was holding her hand in both hands, and fell asleep lying heavily on her bed.

Yan Lingxian's heart trembled slightly.

She didn't know what to say, her dream was too real, as if her 3 years of pain were just a dream, when she opened her eyes, Xiu Ling was still smiling and calling her "" A String".

Yan Lingxian hadn't reached the point where she couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality, but the "A Xian" was too clear, as if someone was really calling her like that.

Wait—really—someone is calling her?

Yan Lingxian looked at the hand tightly held by Xiu Mu, and suddenly had a bad premonition in her heart.

What if the truth and falsehood are mixed in one's dream?If Xiu Ling's hand that he was holding was Xiu Mu's hand?If, what if the person calling himself "A Xian" is Xiu Mu?

It's just that within a split second, Yan Lingxian broke out in a cold sweat—why did Xiu Mu call herself "A Xian"?Did she regain her memory?

Yan Lingxian's hands subconsciously stroked her chest, but the fragments of the soul that were originally there disappeared at this moment.

Her eyes turned to Xiu Mu again.

Yan Lingxian felt that her heart was beating faster and faster.The sound of her heartbeat gradually amplified in her ears. In such a quiet room, it seemed to be full of different emotions.She could even feel her breathing becoming more and more rapid.

As if waiting for the verdict.

The author has something to say: Yan Lingxian: The former Yan Lingxian has passed away, and now I am Niu Colu·Lingxian

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