Lost the most important place in your heart

For the current Kise Ryota, Kuroko Tetsu is also the only salvation, the only life-saving straw.

Knowing this, Huang Lai hurriedly picked up the mobile phone on the ground, dusted the dirt on it, unlocked it, and slid his finger down the address book quickly, murmuring incessantly: "Little Heizi , Little Heizi, little Heizi..."

With trembling hands, he managed to find Heizi's name, but just as he was about to press the call button, the phone rang inappropriately.

The caller ID was "Little Akashi".

Without any delay, Kise pressed the hang up button.

At this time, anyone who wants to meet is not allowed, not the manager, not Akashi Seijuro, the only one who is allowed is his little black boy.

Just when Kise was about to dial Kuroko's number for the second time, Akashi called for the second time, perhaps because of Akashi's sense of oppression when he was in Teiko, Kise finally answered the second call.

"Kose, you hang up on me? Huh?"

Akashi kept turning his pen, and was really angry when Kise hung up the phone. Besides, he was already irritable, and his gentleness couldn't hold back.

"I……"

"What are you?"

"sorry."

"Okay." Akashi stopped the pen in his hand, "I have something to talk to you about now, where are you?"

"Hmph—" Huang Lai snorted softly, what are you talking about?Talking about his foot having problems and never being able to play again?

Sorry, this question, he just wants to talk to his little black boy.

"Do not……"

Akashi directly interrupted Kise's words, and began to turn his pen again: "It has something to do with Kuroko."

The "no" that just came to his lips was swallowed back by Kise.

Kise couldn't answer.

"Where are you, Kose?"

Habitual reflex, Huang Lai replied two words: "Hospital."

Kise, who realized that he had said something wrong, quickly covered his mouth.

"Hospital?" Akashi frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

Huang Se didn't answer.

Akashi sighed: "Okay, tell me which hospital you are in."

Kise didn't speak.

"Kise Ryota, don't try to challenge my patience."

Akashi stopped turning the pen, and his anger level soared again.

Kise resignedly told him the name of the hospital, what can he do?He couldn't refuse what he wanted to do with his little Heizi.

"OK, stay there, I'll come find you right away."

"Little Heizi."

Kise hung up the phone, and called the name of this person who he didn't know how many times a day.

Standing up slowly, looking at this strange place, at a loss, not knowing where is my shelter.

I can only rely on instinct and walk along the street.

where to goforget.

But I didn't want to, after a few steps, I saw M Ji, that person's favorite fast food restaurant.

Push the door open and go in. Since it was a working day, there were only a few scattered customers in the store. When a few girls saw him, they whispered excitedly and didn't know what to say.

Walking to the order counter, he saw his favorite vanilla milkshake at a glance.

Speaking of which, one of Heizi's favorite things to do is to hold a vanilla milkshake in his hand, and suddenly appear in front of you with a cute face while biting a straw, saying that he likes the vanilla milkshake here the most, and he will definitely treat you I was taken aback.

"Little Heizi, it's really natural black."

Kise smiled helplessly, ordered a cup of vanilla milkshake, found a seat and sat down.

After sending the location to Akashi, he turned off his phone and took a sip of his milkshake.

Originally, in this season, he would not choose to drink this kind of drink, but today is different, the icy liquid follows his throat all the way to the end, and his whole body is shivering, ice enough, but not sober.

As he said, Akashi came over immediately.

When he saw that it was M, he paused before entering, and then walked straight to Kise's.

"Why did you choose this?"

Kise didn't answer.

When he saw the vanilla milkshake in front of Kise, he snorted softly, "For him."

Huang Ye didn't answer.

Akashi shook his head: "Did you do this for him?"

This sentence was said to Kise, and it was Akashi's mockery of himself.

"What do you mean?" Kise vaguely felt that something was wrong.

Akashi looked at the bandage on his hand, with inexplicable nostalgia in his eyes, and then clenched it tightly, never wanting to let go, but, it can't be done.

"Kise, why did you go to the hospital?" Before the official showdown with Kise, Akashi still wanted to know all about him.

"It has nothing to do with you." Kise's anger also came up.

"I remember that hospital is one of the most authoritative orthopedic hospitals, you..."

"I told you, it has nothing to do with you!" Kise was on the verge of breaking out.

"Really? Is that related to Heizi?"

"What the hell are you trying to say, little Akashi?" Kise slapped the table excitedly and stood up, "What are you testing? Yes, I went to the hospital because I had a problem with my feet. I can't touch basketball anymore, are you satisfied? I, I, I just want to tell Xiao Heizi about this, why? Why?"

Standing up suddenly had too much impact on his feet, and the excruciating pain made him unable to stand still. He shook a few times and fell back on the chair again.

Akashi didn't expect such an answer, he was silent for a while, and then said, "Kise, you like Kuroko, right?"

Akashi's words were like a thunderbolt, knocking Kise so hard that he couldn't speak, and could only stare at Akashi with wide-eyed eyes.

"I……"

Recalling the heartbeat and blushing towards Heizi last night, the happy things were seeing him and being with him, and the sad things, I just wanted to tell him.

Kise's hand slowly touched his chest. Is this the feeling called "like"?

Akashi shook his head helplessly, no one can escape, because that person is like the sun to them, more or less, the darkness in their hearts, how eagerly hope the sun to shine.

After a long silence, Akashi finally said, "Then what are you going to do?"

"What are you going to do?" Kise looked at Akashi blankly. It was an established fact that he liked Xiao Heizi, but he hadn't thought about what to do afterwards.

"Are you going to confess your love to Heizi?"

"Confess to Heizi?"

Huang Lai has already started fantasizing, how should he tell Xiao Heizi?Do you want a bouquet of flowers?No no no, this is too vulgar, I should prepare a small gift for Xiao Heizi, but what should I give it?Little Heizi likes basketball the most, emmm...

Seeing Kise's expression full of little happiness, Akashi felt really good, obviously he didn't realize where the problem was, which is enviable, if he didn't think so much...

Akashi folded his arms, leaned back on the chair, turned his face sideways, and his eyes fell on Kise's calf, all the way down to his left ankle.

"Is your foot too bad to play?"

All the fantasies were completely shattered at this moment, the sweet coat was peeled off, and the bloody facts were unfolded in front of Kise, the so-called happiness of the previous moment turned into double pain at this moment, returning to the deepest part of Kise's heart , the string is taut.

"So you still want to confess to Kuroko, Kise?" Akashi pressed harder and harder.

Kise was enraged: "Yes, I'm going to confess to Xiao Heizi, I like him."

Akashi didn't take it seriously: "How high is the probability of you returning to the game? If you can't play anymore..."

"I will return to the court!" Kise interrupted Akashi excitedly, "Absolutely!"

"If it's so absolute, Kise, why are you so depressed now?"

"Little Akashi." Kise almost gritted his teeth.

"Kose, I just think you should think about it. What are the chances of being able to return to the court? If you can't return to the court, have you thought about your future?"

"My future?" At this point, Kise hesitated, and he became at a loss.

"In addition to being a player, you are also a model, which means that you have other choices besides basketball, and haven't you been a model before you played?" The future is something Akashi can't give up. He doesn't think Kise will is exceptional.

"So what?"

"Do you think that your fans can accept an idol who likes men, or that your management company can continue to support an artist who has lost popularity?"

"I don't care!" Kise said firmly.

"You may not care now, but what about the future? Kise, you were born to stand in the spotlight. You can't deny that you like the feeling of being surrounded by people."

Akashi himself can't deny that he likes the feeling of being in control of everything.

"Without your halo, can you accept that no one is chasing your future?"

"I can!" Kise replied almost without thinking.

"Kose, you can say that now, but what about the future? After you can no longer play ball, stand on the stage, and get tired of ordinary life? Can you guarantee that you won't regret it? You may even develop resentment towards Heizi ?"

The words of these questions were heartbreaking, and Huang Lai was too blocked to answer.

"Hate Heizi?" Just thinking about it made Kise feel terrible, and if it really became a reality, Kise felt that it would be unbearable.

But what Akashi said, he had to seriously consider it, only the point of resentment against Kuroko, this point, Kise didn't want to let him become a reality.

I can no longer stand on the court, and I will lose my modeling career. Can I really accept the future with nothing left?

When Kise said this, he looked at Chris and stopped. What should he say next?

"So you gave up Tetsuya for the so-called future?" Chris's tone was cold, and the answer was obviously irritating.

The head weighed a thousand catties, Kise didn't want to touch it, but he said the words of giving up Heizi himself...

"Heh—" Kise laughed self-deprecatingly, "I thought I was an idiot then!"

"Then you now feel that Tetsuya is more important than your future?"

"Is the future without Xiao Heizi the future?" Kise is still trembling, "When I saw Xiao Heizi sitting in a wheelchair, I felt that my world had collapsed. At that time, at that time, if, If Little Heizi doesn't wake up..."

Chris saw Kise's fear, he was afraid behind him, if Heizi was not around, he would have no future at all.

The things to be confirmed are no longer a problem, and there is one more thing to be concerned about: "Then what happened to Mirei Sasaki?"