love entanglement

Ruan Qingyan didn't bother Yi Chu any more, and actually went to Yi Xin to ask for food, although it was just some pastries, but now Ruan Qingyan was hungry, so she wasn't too picky.She was full and lay lazily on the bed, waiting for Yi Chu to come back, but one or two hours later, it was already late at night, and Yi Chu hadn't come back yet.Ruan Qingyan wanted to look for it, but thinking of Yi Chu's indifferent attitude towards her today, she decided not to look for it in a fit of anger.

After removing all the clothes, Ruan Qingyan lay on the bed, smelling the smell of Yi Chu on the bed, and raised the corners of her mouth happily.The so-called eating marrow to know the taste is not unreasonable. After handing over the adornment last night, although the signs of heat were better, Ruan Qingyan felt that she wanted to do it again.It feels so comfortable to be entered by Yi Chu, especially every time she wants to reach the extreme, she can't wait to yell out loud.

Ruan Qingyan has lived for so long and has tasted the taste of wearing it. Before, she only regarded it as a matter of procreation, and felt that laying eggs was painful and a waste of time.But being broken by Yi Chu last night, and having tasted that joy again, she will calm down now, Ruan Qingyan's mind is full of that matter.She wanted to wait for Yi Chu to come back a few more times, but after waiting for a long time, the man was nowhere to be seen. Ruan Qingyan's eyelids gradually drooped, and she fell asleep after a while.

She didn't sleep well this time, after all without Yi Chu by her side, Ruan Qingyan would wake up from time to time to see if the other party had come back.When she opened her eyes again, Ruan Qingyan found that the sky outside had gradually brightened, and Yi Chu hadn't come back all night.

Surprised by this fact, Ruan Qingyan couldn't fall asleep even though she hadn't had enough sleep yet.She got up and put on her clothes, and walked to the ancestral hall in her own body while no one noticed her.She wanted to try her luck to see if Yi Chu was here, but she didn't expect that Yi Chu, who hadn't returned all night, was actually kneeling in the ancestral hall, apparently never leaving.

She was still wearing the Taoist robe torn by herself, and her face was more haggard than yesterday, and it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as bloodless.Her lips were cracked due to dryness, and she coughed a few times from time to time, and her thin back showed bones under her clothes, making Ruan Qingyan feel uncomfortable for a while.She suddenly felt that Yi Chu didn't know how to take care of herself too much. She was so tired of collecting medicines, but she still focused on chanting scriptures and made herself so embarrassed.

"Nun, why didn't you go back last night? I've been waiting for you for a long time." Ruan Qingyan took a futon cushion and sat next to Yi Chu. She reached out and touched Yi Chu's cold face. The look is very wrong.Seeing that it was Ruan Qing who came over, Yi Chu didn't answer, but quietly raised his head to look at her, then closed his eyes and began to recite the scriptures quietly.

She had been chanting scriptures here the whole night yesterday, but the guilt in her heart had not diminished in the slightest.Yi Chu thought a lot about that night, she was indeed bewitched by the toxin and lost her mind, but this also showed that her heart to the Buddha was not firm enough.If she could really cut off her emotions and desires like her master did, then what happened that night would not have happened.

So, even if Ruan Qingyan had a small part of the responsibility, the fault was really all on her own.The more he understood this, the more Yi Chu blamed himself.She also knew that no matter how long she knelt here, no matter how many scriptures she recited, her sins could not be washed away. She did this just to make her feel at ease, but unfortunately, no one wanted to give her this opportunity.

"Nun, why are you ignoring me? You've been wondering since yesterday. I didn't do anything wrong. Why are you ignoring me? You clearly treated me well that night." Seeing Yi Chu always ignoring himself, Ruan Qing Yan felt a little wronged.She doesn't understand what's wrong with herself, Yi Chu wants to ignore herself like this.He didn't find food for himself, and he didn't even come back to hold her when he was sleeping.

"Snake demon, I'm not ignoring you, but I haven't figured out how to face you yet." After listening to Ruan Qingyan's words, Yi Chu replied in a low voice. This was not perfunctory, but she really didn't know what to do Facing the current Ruan Qingyan.If what happened that night hadn't happened, she would have only regarded Ruan Qingyan as a snake, at most a snake demon who had cultivated to become a spirit.

But after what happened that night, she couldn't treat Ruan Qingyan like a snake anymore. After all, they were husband and wife, and she even took her body away.Even if Ruan Qingyan didn't care, Yi Chu did.On the one hand, she was thinking that if Ruan Qingyan had been more honest that night, that kind of thing would not have happened, but she couldn't help feeling guilty towards Ruan Qingyan.The oppressive pain caused countless knots in Yi Chu's heart. She didn't know how to untie it, and she didn't want to see Ruan Qingyan.

Hearing Yi Chu said that she couldn't face herself, Ruan Qingyan frowned, not understanding why she couldn't face herself.Immediately thinking about what happened that night, she thought it was Yi Chu who was shy.Memories evoke the residual feeling in the body, Ruan Qingyan feels that since that night, Yi Chu has become more and more pleasing to the eye, Ruan Qingyan feels that Yi Chu has become more beautiful, even without hair.

"Yi Chu, I'm hungry. You ignored me. I didn't eat much. Let's go find something to eat and then do what we did that night, okay? You made me feel so comfortable that night, even though it was just the beginning It hurts a bit, but the back is comfortable and tight, I like you like that, I still want it." Ruan Qingyan said, her limp body was already wrapped around Yi Chu, hearing her words, there was a smile on her face Charm.Yi Chu's face turned pale, and she hurriedly pushed Ruan Qingyan away, showing panic that she had never felt before.

"Snake demon, don't mention what happened that night again, I...I won't do that kind of thing with you again." Yi Chu said in a low voice, but Ruan Qingyan's voice and coquettish attitude that day could not help appearing in his mind.She felt that she had committed an unforgivable crime, and she clearly said that Yi Xin broke the precept before, but now she has done even more excessive things.

"Why can't you mention it again? Why can't you do something so comfortable?" Ruan Qingyan asked anxiously after hearing that Yi Chu said that he would not pay him any more.She is a snake demon, she doesn't understand people's hearts, let alone see through Yi Chu's thoughts.In her world, do what is comfortable, as long as it suits her wishes.

"Snake demon, as a demon, you don't understand what human beings can't do. I'm a monk and a woman. What I did with you is already breaking the most taboo Buddhist precept. I'm repenting right now. Don't mention it again, no matter what, I won't do it with you a second time." Yi Chu explained, she didn't know if Ruan Qingyan would understand.Sure enough, when he raised his head, he saw that the other party was frowning at him.

"Nun, since you know it's a big taboo, why did you still have sex with me that night? What's more, didn't you reject me that day?" Ruan Qingyan didn't understand why Yi Chu suddenly changed his mind, even though she Ri also thinks that Yi Chu is very strange, but thinks that Yi Chu is much better than now.She still doesn't understand why Yi Chu has to restrain himself so much, isn't it really tiring to live like this?

"I was bitten and poisoned by a spider that day, so I did that with you when I was insane. If I was sober at the time, I definitely wouldn't have crossed the line."

"But anyway, you've already broken the precept, so what if you break it a few more times. Isn't Yi Xin and Yu Chenhuan doing the same thing? Why can't you and I do what they can do?"

Ruan Qingyan didn't understand why Yi Chu was so stubborn, so she subconsciously brought up Yi Xin. Hearing her talk about Yu Chenhuan and Yi Xin, Yi Chu's expression became even uglier.Before the master left, he asked himself to take care of the snake demon and take care of things in the temple.But now, the master has only been away for a few months, and he has made a mess of the temple.Not only did he fail to take good care of Yi Xin, but he also...

"Snake demon, there are some things you don't understand. What you do with me is already a matter of husband and wife. That kind of thing can only be done with the person you like, not what you and I should do in this relationship."

"But I like you." Ruan Qingyan replied directly after hearing Yi Chu's words.She didn't understand why Yi Chu said that, didn't she show that she liked her enough?

Yi Chu is the best nun in this temple who treats her best. Even though Ruan Qingyan often says that she hates Yi Chu, she knows that Yi Chu is really good to her.Ruan Qingyan likes Yi Chu, and of course she also likes Yi Xin who cooks for herself.But she likes Yi Xin far less than Yi Chu. In short, Ruan Qingyan thinks that if she only has a piece of meat and Yi Chu wants to eat it, she will give half of it to Yi Chu.

"Snake demon, the liking I said is not the kind of liking you understand, but another emotion. This kind of emotion is too difficult for you to understand. You just need to know that I will not do that to you again in the future." matter." Yi Chu said softly, but smiled bitterly in his heart.She said that Ruan Qingyan didn't understand, but how could she understand it herself?Yi Chu originally thought that he would never touch love affairs in this life, and even thought that he would spend his life honestly in the temple.

However, her peaceful days were disrupted by Ruan Qingyan.

"Bald donkey nun, you want to bully me and punish me again, don't you? Or just ignore me and don't give me food." Ruan Qingyan looked at Yi Chu, feeling as if she had returned to the time when Yi Chu wanted to punish herself.It is clear that Yi Chu kissed her first that night, and she just wanted to make love with Yi Chu and feel comfortable.Ruan Qingyan also knew that she didn't understand Yi Chu's feelings, but Yi Chu didn't give her a chance to understand.

"I won't punish you, it's because I didn't control myself well. All the faults are caused by me." Yi Chu said, kowtowing to the Buddha statue in front of him with all his heart.It was very powerful, but Yi Chu didn't stop, and continued to knock down.

Looking at Yi Chu's actions, Ruan Qingyan felt a little discomfort in her heart. She felt that Yi Chu's head must have hurt a lot. Although she didn't want Yi Chu to do this, she also hated Yi Chu.But... Thinking of Yi Chu saying that he didn't want to see him, Ruan Qingyan didn't know what he should do at the moment.She got up helplessly, glanced at Yi Chu who was still kowtowing, turned and left the ancestral hall.Hearing the sound of her leaving footsteps, Yi Chu clenched the prayer beads in his hand and knocked his head on the ground again.

"A disciple is not worthy of being a man, a disciple is not worthy of being a man..."

The author has something to say: Aww, everyone, I'll take the number one, and today I'm updating it with a green word that is dull.As for why I don't have energy, it actually started from the tragedy last night.Last night, I was lying on the bed playing computer, but suddenly my eyes couldn’t see things clearly. Specifically, it was as if there was a layer of mosaic in front of my eyes. That’s right, don’t laugh and be serious, but the things in front of my eyes are inexplicably blurry, like A layer of mosaic is applied, for example, when typing a row, only the front can be seen, and the rear is blurred.Even my own face seemed to have a mosaic, and suddenly such a thing happened, I was so scared that I quickly turned off the computer.My first reaction was, could it be that God wants to activate my special skills?Send me to Two-dimensional to save the world?Later, I felt that I still thought too much, it was just that I used my eyes too much, and it would be fine after a while, but I started to have a headache for no reason.I had a headache all night before I fell asleep at about three o'clock, but after I fell asleep, I started dreaming. I kept dreaming that I was shooting all kinds of fat times with lace and lace... Oh my god, do it like a sniper To my level, I am also drunk!

The result of having a dream all night is that I woke up very spiritless today, and I don’t know if I caught a cold last night or what happened, I caught a miserable cold.Relying on my only strength, I finished writing today's article, then took the medicine, and then I bought the figurines. I played happily for a while. It was the most exciting time of the day, and then...well, I finished playing I started to feel sleepy, and this sleepy feeling has been maintained until now. Oh my god, I always type while standing up, and I am afraid that I will fall asleep when I sit down.

So why am I still able to talk when I'm so sleepy? I also admire my own obsession with talking! so... I told about my tragic experience. Babies, I won't say much today. I'm going to lie down... It will take some time for the relationship between Xiao Snake and Yi Chu to develop, because the beginning of this article The setting is not the type that two people can get together soon.Well, that's all for now, I hope everyone will leave a message for me who is old, weak, sick and disabled.mwah.Love you ︿(￣︶￣)︿