love entanglement

Although there was a small accident, Yu Liang was the one who taught Yi Chu how to practice spells in the end, but he never mentioned anything other than spells, as if he had completely given up other thoughts about Yi Chu.At first, Ruan Qingyan would turn into a little snake to take a peek from time to time, but later she found that Yi Chu and Yu Liang were serious about cultivating every time, so she stopped coming.

In the blink of an eye, half a month passed, and Ruan Qingyan practiced with Xi Xun almost day and night.She is not naturally dull, and it is not an exaggeration to describe her as excellent.It was only because of being too lazy that it was delayed to this point.For half a month, Ruan Qingyan has been trying to refine the dragon ball in her body, but after all, it is the power of the dragon clan, and it is as difficult to refine it as it is. If Ruan Qingyan really refined it, she would not be an ordinary person. An ordinary snake demon.

However, although it was difficult to refine the dragon balls, Ruan Qingyan's magic and spiritual power had improved a lot.Xi Xun didn't let her study the matter of becoming evil again, but she herself didn't give up.After getting the Dragon Ball, she found that the evil spirit in her body seemed to be suppressed a lot. She had secretly tried to get into evil by hurting herself, and found that such a method was not impossible.As long as the pain or other emotions that her body can bear exceed the range, Ruan Qingyan will find that she seems to be a different person.It's just that she was practicing evil without telling everyone, even Yi Chu didn't know about it.

"Miss Yi Chu, you have been in a daze today, but you are not feeling well? If that's the case, it's okay to take a day off today." Standing in the distance, Yu Liang saw that Yi Chu had been in a daze for half an hour, so he couldn't help but speak.In fact, this kind of situation is no longer a day or two, it seems that Yi Chu has behaved extremely strangely in the past few days, so that the progress has froze in place.

"Senior brother Yu, I'm not feeling unwell, I'm just thinking, what is my existence?" Yi Chu looked at his empty hand and said blankly.In fact, it's not that Yu Liangduo thought about it, Yi Chu himself knew that her condition these few days was really not good.It's not that she's tired and tired, it's that she's terrified of her own inadequacy.

Half a month later, Shang Wanzhen has been in seclusion without seeing her shadow, while Ruan Qingyan is seriously practicing with Xi Xun every day, and she is indeed much better than when he first met her in Chenyuan Temple.Such an obvious change, even a human being can feel it, shows that Yan'er is working hard for her own sake.

But what about myself?What did you do again?In the past half a month, she and Yu Liang have practiced some spells, but most of them are used for self-protection. If it is time to do it, it will not be of any use at all.Yi Chu understands that practicing spells is a gradual process, but even so, it is absolutely impossible for her to say that she is not anxious at all.At this time, she would think a lot. She was afraid that what should she do if it took many years to achieve some results?What should I do when my face is getting old, but Ruan Qingyan still maintains her current appearance?

It's not that Yi Chu doesn't believe in Ruan Qingyan, it's because she believes that no matter what she becomes, Ruan Qingyan will always be by her side, which makes her even more afraid.These hands may become full of wrinkles, and this body may slowly grow old and useless.She is just an ordinary person. After 20 years of being an ordinary person, she suddenly became a spiritual body, suddenly gained supernatural power, and suddenly asked her to learn and even adapt to things that are not human, but she has always been the weakest human being in her bones.It was the first time for Yi Chu to be so discouraged, and even felt that the road ahead was covered by thick fog, and he was at a loss and flustered.

"Miss Yi Chu, if you ask like this, it means that you have fallen into a deadlock. You have been too impetuous these days, I suggest you rest for a few days before practicing." Yu Liang said in a low voice, but his tone was very gentle.But after hearing what he said, a trace of disappointment flashed across Yi Chu's eyes, she tried her best to cover it up, raised her head and forced a smile, and bowed slightly to Yu Liang.

"Senior brother Yu Liang, thank you for teaching me. In fact, I am only a little worried. I am worried that as an ordinary person, no matter how hard I practice, I will not be able to reach the height I want?" Once Yi Chu walked into a dead end , will think of all things to extremes.Hearing her words, Yu Liang frowned slightly, then shook his head again.

"Miss Yi Chu, your thinking like this is already wrong. Dao is the most difficult thing to understand and understand in the world, and cultivating Dao is a bitter process. It's not that you don't have talent, it's just that you came into contact with it too late, and you are too eager for success now If you are not able to skillfully use spiritual power, how can you talk about learning those advanced spells. If you continue to be so stubborn, you will eventually mislead others and yourself, and it will not be of any benefit to your path of cultivation. "

"I don't have any lofty ambitions, and I don't want to become a so-called powerful existence. I just don't want to be a drag and become the target of others. Is this kind of thinking wrong?" Yi Chu looked at the distance blankly, she didn't have any idea at all. She wanted to understand the great way, but she just wanted to do something for Ruan Qingyan, and wanted to spend more time together, that's all.

"It's not wrong, but you must not be too impatient. Miss Yi Chu, I will say this for your own good. If you really care about Miss Ruan, you shouldn't have that kind of thinking. I can say that , that’s all, rest for the next few days, and we’ll continue after you figure it out.” After Yu Liang finished speaking, he turned and left the backyard.Yi Chu didn't say anything, but stood there quietly, never moving.

Autumn has already passed, and although early winter is not too cold, it is not warm either.The cold wind was blowing, blowing through Yi Chu's thin clothes, she felt very cold, but she didn't want to go back to the warm room, maybe this was her stubbornness.

"Yuyou, what are you doing standing here? Is today's practice over? You're so cold." After standing for an unknown amount of time, Yi Chu regained his senses only when Ruan Qingyan's voice rang in his ears.She raised her head, only to realize that her legs were stiff from standing for too long, and even her arms and shoulders seemed to be frozen by the cold wind.She looked at the concern for herself in Ruan Qingyan's eyes, and she kept warming her body with spiritual energy. No matter how much bitterness there was in her heart, the moment she saw Ruan Qingyan, she would relax a little.Yi Chu smiled hard and hugged her tightly with his stiff hands.

"Go back." Yi Chu whispered, and then walked towards the room without saying a word.She thought she was covering it up very well, but Ruan Qingyan was never sloppy with her affairs.Seeing Yi Chu's thin back, Ruan Qingyan looked at her steps in confusion, she felt that Yi Chu just now was very strange, that smile was forced, it didn't look like a happy smile at all, but it was to prevent herself from worrying. Laugh so hard.Ruan Qingyan felt sorry for Yi Chu, and hurriedly followed her, holding her hand tightly.

"Yuyou, this is the food sent by the person who controls the beast gate just now. I haven't eaten yet. I'm waiting for you." After returning to the room, Ruan Qingyan hurriedly pushed Yi Chu to the table, smiled and picked up a lot of dishes give her.There is one thing that Yushoumen likes about Ruan Qingyan, that is, the food is really good.They knew that Yi Chu was a vegetarian, so they would serve them two meat and two vegetarian dishes every day. In the end, all the meat fell into Ruan Qingyan's stomach, and she naturally forced Yi Chu to eat more vegetarian dishes.Ruan Qingyan felt that Yi Chu was too thin, and it made her feel distressed to hug her.

"Well, don't just focus on me. You consume too much every day, so you should eat more." Yi Chu said softly, put the meat and vegetables into Ruan Qingyan's bowl, then lowered his head and ate in silence with rice in a bowl.Seeing that she was still refusing to raise her head, with a preoccupied look, Ruan Qingyan felt uncomfortable, and even the delicious food on weekdays became tasteless.

"Yuyou, aren't you happy? Could it be that Yu Liang bullied you? If it was him, I'll settle the score with him now." Although Ruan Qingyan and Yi Chu have only known each other for less than a year, they know each other well But deep.Ruan Qingyan is very aware of Yi Chu's gentle temperament, this person always bears all sufferings by himself, and does not speak out about his grievances.Just like last time when I was with Shang Wanzhen and ignored her, she didn't say anything, just silently waiting for me to notice her.This kind of Yi Chu is too gentle, which makes people feel uncomfortable.

Yi Chu was not surprised that Ruan Qingyan would say these words, she knew that Ruan Qingyan couldn't hide what was on her mind, and she didn't want to keep hiding it.Seeing that Ruan Qingyan blamed Yu Liang for the incident, she hurriedly grabbed her and hugged her gently. "Yan'er, Senior Brother Yu Liang didn't bully me. It's because I'm not good enough to get into a stalemate. I've been practicing hard every day for the past few days, but it hasn't worked out. I'm afraid... afraid that I won't be able to catch up with you We are even more afraid that we will not meet the requirements we planned at the beginning.”

Yi Chu put her chin on Ruan Qingyan's shoulder and said softly, she did not choose to hide it, but she knew that she should face such a matter with Ruan Qingyan.Hearing what Yi Chu said, Ruan Qingyan hugged her tightly and patted her on the back lightly. "Yuyou, why do you think so? I have been anxious about cultivation, but I know it's useless to be anxious. You are already fine, so you don't need to work so hard. Anyway, I will protect you, I..."

"No, it's not what you think at all." Ruan Qingyan's words were interrupted by Yi Chu, and Yi Chu spoke very fast, and this was the first time she spoke at such a fast speed.Why didn't Yi Chu understand that even if he really got old and died, Ruan Qingyan would find her again.However, she is no longer Yi Chu, she is no longer her current self, she has experienced Chenyuan Temple and Yuming Pagoda with Ruan Qingyan, so what's the use of that?

"Yan'er, I know you don't want me to be sad, but I don't want to be like this all my life, being protected by you as an ordinary person, watching you get hurt for me. I... I also want to be the person who stands in front of you, not a A burden, a burden. I am very afraid that I will die, and it is ridiculous to say it, obviously I used to think that life and death did not matter, but now I am really afraid of death."

"If I die, I will forget everything, maybe there is reincarnation, but even though this body looks like mine, Shen Liyou, her memory doesn't have you in it. I don't like that kind of body, that kind of Shen Liyou. So I... I really can't do nothing anymore, for you, I can't continue to be useless."

As Yi Chu said, her vision gradually became blurred. She didn't expect that she would lose control. She touched the tears on her face in a daze, and seeing Ruan Qingyan's red eyes made her feel even more uncomfortable.

"Yan'er, I'm sorry, I'll go out for a while." Yi Chu said softly, and ran out of the room staggeringly, seeing her leaving in such a hurry, Ruan Qingyan hurriedly got up and wanted to chase, but was stopped.She looked up, and it turned out that Xi Xun had arrived at the door at some time.

"Leave it to me. It will only make her feel more uncomfortable if you go there at this time." Xi Xun said, and disappeared in the blink of an eye.

Yi Chu didn't run far, but just returned to the backyard where he usually practiced, and sat blankly on the stone bench.The stone chair became very cold without sunlight, but Yi Chu didn't care much about it, and she didn't even notice the footsteps behind her.

"Yi Chu, I used to think that you are much more mature than Xiao Snake, but now it seems that this is not the case." Xi Xun sat beside Yi Chu, and said helplessly, she definitely did not blame Yi Chu, but found that Yi Chu was nothing She is an ordinary woman in her early twenties. She is usually mature and indifferent, but when encountering Ruan Qingyan's matter, she will become flustered.

"I made her sad. This time, it's all my fault." Yi Chu lowered his head, like a child who did something wrong.The tears on her face were not dry, but they were covered with new tears.Seeing the crystal clear drops of water slipping down her chin, Kaoru shook her head and patted her back.After touching the large bone on his back, he finally understood why Ruan Qingyan always asked Yi Chu to eat more.

In fact, she is the one who has the most say in the conflict between Yi Chu and Ruan Qingyan. Once, she also had the same idea, which led to the separation of herself and Fifth Huashang for nearly a thousand years.Now she has figured it out, she never wants to see Yi Chu and Ruan Qingyan make the same mistakes again.

"Yi Chu, you shouldn't have such an idea. She is willing to do everything that Little Snake does for you. In terms of the relationship between you, she is much bolder than you. She did not hesitate to leave Le Yao Valley for you, even I went to fight Huang Zhujing for you. Later you were caught in the Ming Tower, and she did not hesitate to go evil for you, and endured three months of torture. But she never felt that these were burdens, and she was very happy to be able to do it for you These things."

"I know you don't want to see her desperately, but have you ever thought about what she would think if you did the same for her? Yi Chu, I know you want to become stronger, and I also know that you are afraid that you don't have enough time. But once you think this way, it will create a burden on yourself, and even rush to do some dangerous things. I have taught her a lesson, little snake, to be honest, but for you, I don’t think you need me If you do that, your mind is so transparent that you won’t understand what I mean.”

After Xi Xun finished speaking, she glanced at Ruan Qingyan who was hiding in the corner, smiled and got up to leave.She knew that she had already said all she could say, and the rest of Yi Chu could only be handed over to Ruan Qingyan.Yi Chu was not in a hurry to go back, but picked up the leaves on the ground, put them gently by his mouth, and played quietly.This song was taught to her by a young disciple from Chenyuan Temple. She didn't know what the meaning was, but she just felt that this song sounded very sad, but there was some hope hidden in it.Yi Chu was so fascinated by playing that he didn't realize that Ruan Qingyan had walked over, and hugged himself tightly from behind.

"Yuyou, I'm very happy that you can tell me what's in your heart today. What happened just now is my fault. I shouldn't treat you as the one being protected. It's clear that you are also working hard to protect me. But no matter what, you Everything should be fine. Shen Liyou in my heart is a very powerful woman. For a snake who knows nothing, she abandoned the Buddhist Taoism for more than 20 years and entered the world of mortals. For me, she has experienced things that she never thought of in her life. , and went to countless strange worlds. No matter what you are, you are my favorite Shen Liyou."

Ruan Qingyan's voice was very soft, she whispered in her ear, but it was more touching and moving than any other tune.Hearing these words, Yi Chu cried even harder, but couldn't help but throw away the leaf in his hand, turned around and hugged Ruan Qingyan tightly.

"I know, I know, Yan'er, I will always be your Shen Liyou." Yi Chu hugged Ruan Qingyan tightly, and said in a low voice. Hearing what she said, Ruan Qingyan knew that she was relieved Knot, laughed and picked her up horizontally, and walked towards the room.

"Well, it's good that you understand, but you are too stupid tonight, you should be punished. No matter what I do to you later, you are not allowed to resist."

The author has something to say: I have come to update it weakly, um... I don’t know what to say, I always feel that the recent update of Jinjiang has entered a period of burnout.Perhaps this is a common problem of writing novels, and I feel that everyone has also entered a period of burnout.I don't know what I'm talking about, well, just Jiang Zi...