grief

Knowing that he didn't have the answer he wanted, he decided to give it a try.

Qiao Yuxi laughed suddenly, leaned close to his ear, and paused every word: "You, dream!"

Sure enough, Qiao Yuxi was always able to shatter his hopes so easily.

"Feather last..."

"Ouyang Liling, I'm hungry." Qiao Yuxi let go of him and picked up his coat, "Hurry up, I have to buy ingredients for tonight."

"……it is good."

"By the way..." Qiao Yuxi stopped and turned around, "Tonight's recipe is specially made for you, and it will definitely surprise you."

It was clearly Qiao Yuxi's birthday, but the surprise was aimed at him, Ouyang Liling felt miserable, he couldn't think of any method Qiao Yuxi would use to torture him.

It wasn't until Qiao Yuxi threw all kinds of mushrooms into the shopping cart that Ouyang Liling finally realized that his disaster was coming.

Qiao Yuxi stared at his pale face, and said almost viciously: "Tonight, for the whole mushroom feast, it's all right for you to cook, right?"

At this moment, Ouyang Liling really wanted to ask Qiao Yuxi if Qiao Yuxi would be happier if he really died, but he didn't ask after all, just smiled: "As long as you like it, it's fine."

Qiao Yuxi's eyes flashed, he threw a large pack of Flammulina velutipes into the shopping cart, and said coldly, "That's good!"

When passing by the pharmacy, Qiao Yuxi said, "Would you like to go in and buy something, I don't mind waiting a little longer."

Ouyang Liling smiled faintly: "No need."

"..." Qiao Yuxi didn't expect him to refuse. She gave him a deep look, turned her head to look out the window, and stopped talking.

Ouyang Liling completely followed Qiao Yuxi's request and prepared the dishes and served them on the table.

Stir-fried, stewed, soup, cold salad... all kinds, all of which are full of aroma, which makes people's index finger move.

Qiao Yuxi sat at the dining table, closed his eyes and sniffed deeply: "It smells so good, it must be delicious."

"Happy Birthday, Feather."

Ouyang Liling looked at the intoxicated man with closed eyes, and really wanted to kiss him on the lips.Just when he was about to approach, Qiao Yuxi opened his eyes.

"If you want me to be happy, it's actually very simple, you just need to eat more." Qiao Yuxi picked up chopsticks and picked up some Flammulina velutipes and put them on Ouyang Liling's dinner plate.

Ouyang Liling stared at the dish in front of him, it should be delicious, but to him it was like a nightmare.

Some flavors, tasted once, are lessons and taboos for a lifetime, but he wants to experience it again, I don't know if it is considered stupid.

"Is it tasty?"

"En." Ouyang Liling nodded, he didn't lie, it was indeed delicious, but it was against his body.

"Then eat more." Qiao Yuxi smiled and put some of each dish into Ouyang Liling's dinner plate, and also filled a bowl of soup.

Qiao Yuxi had never been so active before, Ouyang Liling always took care of him at the dinner table.

If the dishes on the table were not her allergens, Ouyang Liling would definitely be flattered and think that she is the happiest person in the world.

Now, he could only endure the warning from his body, and continued to forcefully force the whole plate of food into his mouth with a smile.

If this was what Qiao Yuxi wanted, then he was willing to bear this unwarranted punishment, and he was willing to force a smile to fulfill the malice of the person staring at him.

The evil on Qiao Yuxi's face gradually dissipated as Ouyang Liling chewed and swallowed, and was replaced by an indifferent indifference of unknown meaning.

He lowered his head and picked up a piece of shiitake mushroom, but he couldn't swallow it.This is something he used to like very much, but he gave up because of the person in front of him who was being punished maliciously by him.It's been many years, and he hasn't tasted this taste again. Even when Ouyang Liling is not around, he is used to forgetting the existence of these things.

He forced himself to swallow it, and it tasted like chewing gum, not the taste he remembered.His eyes were a little sour, but he endured it, refusing to show his vulnerability.

This birthday has nothing to do with happiness, and it seems to indicate that he will no longer be able to interpret this word in his future life.

Qiao Yuxi ate a few bites in a hurry, then wrapped his clothes and sat on the steps in front of the door, looking up at the dark night sky in a daze.

Ouyang Liling was sitting at the dining table, his body was already shaking, he was sweating constantly, his face was astonishingly pale, he tried his best to endure it.

Finally, unable to hold on any longer, he covered his stomach and went straight to the bathroom with the last of his strength.

"Boss!" When Yuan Kun arrived, he smelled a strong smell of mushrooms. He thought something bad was going on in his heart. Looking at Ouyang Liling's reaction, he knew that something had happened. He ignored Qiao Yuxie and ran in with Ouyang Liling. bathroom.

Ouyang Liling was lying on the toilet, vomiting profusely.His stomach was overwhelmed, and the tearing pain made him tremble all over.The feeling of dizziness came over and over again, and his body was losing strength. He tried his best to keep his mind awake so as not to pass out.

"Boss, I'll take you to the hospital." Yuan Kun helped him caress his back, and when he saw something was wrong, he immediately made a decision.

"No need." Ouyang Liling sat on the ground, feeling weak all over, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent, "I..."

Just as Ouyang Liling was about to continue talking, the violent stirring in his stomach started to force him to retch on the toilet.

"Boss, this is absolutely impossible, you must go to the hospital."

"I said no..." Ouyang Liling tried his best to break free from Yuan Kun, turned around and saw Qiao Yuxi standing indifferently at the door.

"I'm fine." Ouyang Liling smiled weakly at Qiao Yuxie, and slowly stood up.

Qiao Yuxi was startled, gave him a cold look, turned and went upstairs, and did not forget to add: "I didn't plan to ask you."

Ouyang Liling could no longer support the weight of her body, fell to the ground, and smiled wryly to herself.

Yuan Kun hurriedly helped him up, seeing Qiao Yuxi's figure disappear, he couldn't help but say, "Boss, why are you doing this?"

These two people clearly love each other and have no hatred for each other, but because of others, they torture each other. Is it really worth it?Yuan Kun still couldn't figure it out.

"Why bother?" Ouyang Liling asked herself, but there was no answer.

Qiao Yuxi entered a guest room nearby, quickly locked the door, sat on the ground and began to cry.The punishment of Ouyang Liling did not make him feel any pleasure, but made him feel more uncomfortable.

He didn't sleep all night, and walked out of the room early the next day, hoping to see someone waiting downstairs to tell him that Ouyang Liling was already in the hospital.

The truth is, Ouyang Liling was sitting at the dining table smiling at him, her face still terribly pale.

At this moment, he really wanted to rush over to question.Since you could easily choose to hurt yourself, why bother to hurt yourself for him now.But he didn't after all, he just walked to the table and sat down, eating breakfast in silence.

Since moving into Ouyang Liling's room, the depressive atmosphere between the two has become more intense.They share the same bed, but they are relatively silent. Even if they talk occasionally, it must be for the sake of sarcasm.

In fact, the idea of ​​sharing the same bed before was purely a whim. I didn't expect that Ouyang Liling would really agree. In addition to this whole mushroom banquet, Qiao Yuxi still couldn't understand it.

Is it really wrong?

With Ouyang Liling's personality, she definitely wouldn't do those things.I used to think that I misread him, but it might be difficult for a person to pretend for so many years.

Over the past few days, these questions have been entangled in his mind, making Qiao Yuxi extremely irritable.

Yuan Kun stood at the door, seemingly waiting for him.

"Is something wrong?"

"The boss is out."

"Oh." Qiao Yuxi was not interested in knowing Ouyang Liling's whereabouts.

"Director."

"Anything else?"

"The boss left in a bit of a hurry, and there may be work to be done. Would you like to go to the study?"

Qiao Yuxi thought for a while, then nodded.

There was a crack in the door of the study, but Ouyang Liling didn't even notice, it seemed that he really left in a hurry.

The interior is neatly arranged, as meticulous as before, except for a hardcover notebook spread out on the desk, and a pen beside it.

Qiao Yuxi looked from a distance, and there was a line of black writing embedded on the white paper, which was particularly eye-catching.He didn't bother to peek at this kind of behavior, but when it came to Ouyang Liling, he couldn't control it.

The wind was faster than his footsteps, lifted the white paper, and covered the blackness.

Qiao Yuxi froze for a moment, realizing that this might be a reminder to him.

Since it was something unrelated to company affairs, he naturally didn't need to touch it.

There is no shame in this life, and I owe it to only one person.

If Qiao Yuxi could open this blank page, he would definitely see these words, vigorous and elegant, but full of helplessness and pain.

Unfortunately, Qiao Yuxi didn't see it after all.

The door of the study room was closed, and a notebook recording his true feelings was left on the desk, so quiet and lonely.

Just as Qiao Yuxi was about to go back to the room, the phone rang.

"Feather, it's not good, Lou Yi is gone..."

With a "thump" in his heart, Qiao Yuxi almost threw the phone away.

I hurried all the way to find Geng Ye: "What's going on?"

"I went out to buy breakfast, and Yi Yan was in charge of taking care of Lou Yi. For some reason, when I came back, Lou Yi was gone." Geng Ye said anxiously, "Yi Yan can't tell what happened."

"Where's Yi Yanren?"

"He's going crazy, and he's already looking for it everywhere."

"Calm down first, think about where Lou Yi might go, and nothing will happen."

Now Lou Yi is insane, and it is impossible to pose a threat to anyone. Perhaps, he just walked out by himself.

"Feather last, Ouyang Liling..."

"There must be surveillance in the community." Qiao Yuxi interrupted Geng Ye, trying not to be disturbed by his speculation.

"That's right, why didn't I think of that!" Geng Ye quickly took out his cell phone and called Yi Yan, but just after he hung up the phone, the cell phone rang again.

A string of numbers appeared on the screen without marking, Geng Ye picked it up almost without hesitation, and before the other party could speak, he said first: "Ouyang Liling, what are you doing to Lou Yi?"

"he's good."