grief

After reconciling the accounts, Qiao Yuxi stood up, lazily moved his body, and relaxed his muscles and bones.

The desk calendar on the desk is turning to a certain date, which seems to indicate something.He glanced at it casually, his heartbeat missed a beat, and he felt a slight pain, but soon returned to normal.

Some familiar, just can't remember.

With a self-deprecating smile, he cleaned up the table and walked outside.Today's business is over, and the rest of the time, you can relax.

Yi Yan has been on a business trip for the past two days, and today he can only be alone again.

Qiao Yuxi wanted to go to the coffee shop to try his luck, to see if he could meet Geng Ye again.After the last encounter, Geng Ye did not appear again, nor did he leave any contact information.

Before, he thought that he was a simple, ordinary person, without any dramatic stories, but an accident that took away some irrelevant past.

Ever since Geng Ye appeared, he realized that things might not be that simple.

Every time when talking about the past, Yi Yan always likes to avoid the important things, and it is very likely that he has concealed some very important things.

Geng Ye broke Qiao Yuxi's indifference, the memory of three months could no longer satisfy him, and he had a strong desire to fill the gap in the past.

The afternoon sun is warm, shining on the body, comfortable and cozy.

Qiao Yuxi was walking on the road and suddenly felt a chill.Looking back, everyone was in a hurry, nothing unusual.

It's overthinking.

"Welcome, how many gentlemen are you?"

The sweet voice of the waiter pulled Qiao Yuxi back from his thoughts, and just as he was about to answer, someone inside was already calling him.

"Feather last, here."

Geng Ye sat where he met before and waved to him.

"What a coincidence." It seems that today's luck is good.

"I've been waiting for you." Geng Ye seemed nervous, "I know you often come to this coffee shop, so I just want to wait here, maybe someday we can meet again."

"Didn't you already know my address, why don't you just go there?" Qiao Yuxi was surprised.

"Actually, it's nothing serious, don't worry. Last time Yi Yan said, let me move in and live with you." Geng Ye looked at Qiao Yuxie, a little cautiously, "I don't know if he discussed it with you?"

Qiao Yuxi had indeed never heard Yi Yan mention it, but this was exactly what he wanted.If Geng Ye moved here, the two of them would spend more time together, and his chances of finding the past from Geng Ye's mouth would also increase.

"You...don't agree?" Seeing his silence, Geng Ye thought he was unhappy, and swallowed nervously.

"Ah? No." Qiao Yuxi smiled, "I welcome you very much."

"Yuxi, are you serious?" Geng Ye stared at Qiao Yuxi uncertainly, trying to find the answer from his emotions.

"Of course." Qiao Yuxi smiled sincerely.The absence of Geng Ye in his memory did not prevent him from quickly developing a good impression of Geng Ye.

"That's great, Yuxie, I knew it, you won't argue with me, you always..." Seemingly realizing that he said something wrong, Geng Ye quickly changed his mouth, "Let's go!"

"You even brought your luggage?" Qiao Yuxi noticed a big suitcase beside Geng Ye, "You won't be waiting here with your luggage all the time, right?"

"That's right." Geng Ye grabbed the suitcase and got up, as if he didn't feel anything wrong, "I'm just waiting for you to nod!"

"..."

After the two of them cleaned up, when they finished their work and stopped, it was already dark.

Qiao Yuxi took out the beer from the refrigerator, handed a can to Geng Ye, and thought about where to start to dig out something of value.

Although things should not be rushed, and after a short time together, he also noticed that Geng Ye, like Yi Yan, avoided his past.

But he has already rejected this kind of boring and blank life, and the indifference that Yi Yan carefully maintained for him gradually collapsed, and he was a little impatient.

"Yi Yan said, we used to be good brothers..."

"Not only in the past, but always in the future!"

As soon as Qiao Yuxi opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Geng Ye.

Geng Ye glanced at him, took a big gulp of beer, threw his head up on the sofa, and sighed softly, as if he was suppressing something.

"Well, always." Qiao Yuxi nodded, "Tell me about the past."

Geng Ye sat up straight: "Didn't Yi Yan tell you?"

"Said some, not a lot."

"Then... what did he say?"

"Something about me and him when we were kids."

Geng Ye hesitated and asked, "Did you just talk about you two?"

"After I saw you last time, I said something about you, but he went on a business trip the next day. I haven't had time to ask more about you." Qiao Yuxi looked at his watch, and unconsciously deviated from the topic. "In more than half an hour, he should call."

"Does he call you on time every day?" Geng Ye put the empty wine can back on the table, staring straight at Qiao Yuxie.

"En." Speaking of this, Qiao Yuxi wanted to laugh.

He had indeed lost his memory, but he didn't lose his ability to take care of himself. Yi Yan took care of him like a child. Before each business trip, he would always remind him to call him on time every day to report his itinerary and physical condition.Perhaps because he was afraid that he would be disgusted, he also explained his day clearly, detailing everything.

Every time he heard Yi Yan talking with gusto, Qiao Yuxi would feel very happy when he thought of his serious expression.It is a happy thing to be cared about by someone so much.Think about it, it warms my heart.

Seeing Qiao Yuxi's smile, Geng Ye's heart trembled slightly.It's been a long time, I haven't seen him smile, if possible, Geng Ye is willing to exchange everything to keep his happiness.

The few of them grew up together, and Qiao Yuxie was the youngest, with the most pitiful background, and was orphaned since childhood.Several people have been looking after him intentionally or unconsciously.

Seeing Geng Ye in a daze, Qiao Yuxi touched his arm: "Don't digress, tell me about the past."

"it is good."

Geng Ye's narration was wonderful, he didn't provide too much information, but only instilled some happy emotions into Qiao Yuxi's thoughts.

Obviously the protagonist, but out of the story.The blankness of memory made Qiao Yuxi only a listener, but unable to truly integrate into it.

"Yuxi, I remembered something." Geng Ye looked at the thoughtful Qiao Yuxi, "How did you lose your memory, and why are you with Yi Yan?"

"This... I don't know myself. About three months ago, when I woke up, I was in a quite remote place..."

That day, the night was already very deep.In the deathly silence, the only thing with warmth is probably the yellowish street lamp.

Qiao Yuxi leaned against the street lamp and opened his eyes.

It's not the first time he came to this world, but like a newborn baby, he has no memory of this world and almost knows nothing about it except what he can see.

Dazed, helpless, panic...all the negative emotions filled my heart the moment I opened my eyes, and I couldn't get rid of them even if I wanted to.

He struggled to get up, glanced at the dim light of the street lamp, and ran towards the deeper darkness.No goal, no direction.In his panic, he forgot that as an adult, he also has an ability called thinking.

Fortunately, he finally found the right direction, and when the first light came up, he saw a figure.Although they all passed each other in a hurry, they couldn't alleviate the fear in my heart, but it was enough.

I don't know if it was a secret arrangement, but he met Yi Yan.

He will never forget that day, Yi Yan who rushed towards him in the morning light hugged him tightly, expressing his thoughts and worries.

Although Yi Yan was a complete stranger to him, at that moment he decided that this person was his trust and dependence in this life.

"In my only memory, Yi Yan was the first person to call my name."

After Qiao Yuxi finished speaking, he smiled and looked at the patterns on the pillow in his arms, which existed before he came.

"Yi Yan is always the first to find you, even Ou..." Geng Ye stopped halfway.

"What?" Qiao Yuxi didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing."

The cell phone rang on time at this moment, Yi Yan is a person who never breaks his promise and has a great sense of time.

"Haru, are you back home?"

"Well, I'm back." Qiao Yuxi smiled at Geng Ye, and made a silent gesture, "Guess who I'm with now?"

Ding Dong!

Just then the doorbell rang.

Geng Ye got up and went to open the door.

"Is anyone with you?"

Qiao Yuxi and Geng Ye heard the same sentence at the same time.

Geng Ye and Yi Yan met each other's eyes, and Yi Yan's smile froze on his face.

"Hey, you're back, didn't you say it will be two days?" Qiao Yuxi took away the phone and looked at Yi Yan who was standing at the door.

"The work was completed ahead of schedule." Yi Yan returned to his gentle smile, "Geng Ye, you are here too."

"I moved here."

"Moved here?" Yi Yan was slightly surprised.

"Yes." Geng Ye closed the door, "The three of us can be together in the future."

"Why did you change your mind again?" Yi Yan hung up his coat, loosened his tie, and sat down on the sofa.

"I just figured it out." Geng Ye nestled into the sofa and fiddled with the pillow beside him, "Hey, the pattern on it..."

"It's my avatar." Qiao Yuxi replied while handing the water to Yi Yan, "Are you tired?"

Yi Yan smiled at him: "Not tired."

"You two are like this, it seems that I am so redundant." Geng Ye said sourly, put the pillow on his chest, and shrank back into the sofa.

Qiao Yuxi pulled the pillow and squeezed Geng Ye: "Hey, I'm jealous, do you want me to pour you a glass too?"

"No!" Geng Ye said sullenly.

A strange color flashed in Yi Yan's eyes, and he asked, "Since when did the two of you become so familiar?"

"That's strange, we've known each other since childhood, okay?" Geng Ye jumped up from the sofa, expressing his dissatisfaction.

"Okay, okay." Yi Yan responded, chuckling and shaking his head.

Qiao Yuxi also imitated Geng Ye's way and hugged the pillow with his own face printed on it and retreated into the sofa.

The life of the three of them should be much more interesting, just like the past that Geng Ye told in the true story, which has been forgotten by him.