grief

Qiao Yuxi complained as he packed his things in a hurry: "It's all your fault, Dr. Ye finally agreed to operate on me, if he regrets because I was late, I will never end with you."

Thinking of Ouyang Liling's endless demands last night, Qiao Yuxi became very angry.Obviously he had begged for mercy many times, but Ouyang Liling still refused to let him go, as if he had been drugged and couldn't stop.It wasn't over until he passed out.

Although Ouyang Liling used to be so energetic that he couldn't resist, but he had never been as crazy as last night.

The current Qiao Yuxi doesn't understand that most of the time, madness is due to suppressing despair.

Ouyang Liling smiled dotingly, and grabbed Qiao Yuxi who was in a hurry: "Yaxi, don't worry, it's still early, and I won't be late."

"Hmph!" Qiao Yuxi stretched his sore limbs, secretly unhappy.It's over, the few days of recuperation are all in vain.

After breakfast, the two went straight to the hospital by car.

"Yu Zhi, remember, no matter what happens, the person I love the most is you."

Before Qiao Yuxi was pushed into the operating room, Ouyang Liling held his hand and said these words.

Qiao Yuxi nodded with a smile: "I know."

There was a flash of disappointment in Ouyang Liling's eyes. What he wanted was not knowledge, but trust.

After all, Qiao Yuxi failed to give the answer he wanted, but he was still smiling, trying his best to laugh.

Qiao Yuxi felt that Ouyang Liling's smile was full of endless loneliness, just like the smile he showed every time he deliberately said hurtful words to him in those days.

Is it an illusion?

The hands of the two slowly parted, and at the moment they were separated by the door, Qiao Yuxi suddenly had a thought that this was the last time they would face each other sincerely.

With this terrible thought, he lost consciousness.

The long wait was an absolute torture for Ouyang Liling.

He believed in Ye Qiyang's medical skills, but he was afraid of Ye Qiyang's medical skills.He hoped that Qiao Yuxi would recover his memory, but subconsciously, he hoped that Qiao Yuxi would not remember.

Finally, the door of the operating room opened.

"Don't worry, the operation was a success." Ye Qiyang came out, glanced at Su Lingge who was leaning against the wall, and said lightly to Ouyang Liling who was waiting anxiously.

"Thank you." Ouyang Liling breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time a corner of her heart began to tighten slowly.

"You're tired." Su Lingge stepped forward, looked at Ye Qiyang's slightly pale face, "I'll take you to rest."

Ye Qiyang nodded slightly, feeling dizzy in an instant, and fell directly to the ground.

"Qi Yang!"

"Doctor Ye!"

Su Lingge quickly supported him, picked him up, and avoided Ouyang Liling's instinctively reaching out hand without any trace: "Go and see Qiao Yuxie, we'll go back first."

"Doctor Ye..." Ouyang Liling was a little worried.

"He's just too tired." Su Lingo looked distressed at the unconscious man in his arms.

Because of this operation, Ye Qiyang couldn't sleep well.He was worried that there would be problems because he had not held the scalpel for too long, and he was even more worried that he would get sick and might lose control at any time.

How can a person who can't regulate his emotions take care of others.

Now, it's finally over.

His baby returned to his arms, and he no longer allowed anyone to covet it under any pretext, not even to touch it.

"Ouyang Liling, he has already done what he should do and what he shouldn't do." When Su Lingge walked to the door, he suddenly turned around, revealing the menacing gaze they had when they first met, "I warn you, Don't appear in front of him again, otherwise, what you have to bear is definitely not as simple as before."

Ouyang Liling quietly watched Su Lingge's disappearing figure.

This man who has been surrounded by thousands of halos since he was a child is not as heartless as he appears, but just an ordinary person trapped in the vortex of love and unable to extricate himself.

Love too deeply, care too much.

Qiao Yuxie was pushed out of the operating room and entered the ward.Ouyang Liling sat beside the hospital bed, waiting for Qiao Yuxi to wake up.

He empties his mind and does not engage in any imagination.

The medicine had worn off long ago, but Qiao Yuxi hadn't woken up. The doctor came to check and said everything was normal.

Ouyang Liling was very worried, so she asked the nurse to take care of her, and went out to make a phone call, asking Lou Yi to come over.

When he came back, Qiao Yuxie was gone.

The nurse said that Qiao Yuxi hurried to the bathroom after waking up.

Ouyang Liling had an ominous premonition, quickly rushed out of the ward, and went straight to the bathroom, but the place was empty, and there was no shadow of Qiao Yuxi.

The nurse kept apologizing and explaining, but Ouyang Liling couldn't understand a word.

He left the ward for no more than 3 minutes.

Qiao Yuxi woke up early, just looking for a chance to escape him.

Someone suggested to adjust the monitoring, Ouyang Liling waved his hand, and left the hospital with a desolate expression.

Since Qiao Yuxi wanted to avoid him, he was willing to let him go free temporarily.

When Ouyang Liling went back, Su Lingge had already left with Ye Qiyang, leaving only one sentence for Yuan Kun to convey on his behalf.

Some things are easy to lose, but too difficult to regain.

Sitting in the study, Ouyang Liling stared at the photo of Qiao Yuxie on the desk, thinking of Su Lingge's words, and unexpectedly remembered the operating room.

"Actually, I've been here for three days before I saw you." Su Lingo leaned against the wall outside the operating room, staring at the closed door, "I sorted out my people's information about you in the hotel room." After reading all the materials, I came to a very strange conclusion.”

Speaking of this, Su Lingge looked at him, his expression turned cold: "You are not brave when it comes to feelings. It stands to reason that a person like you who has flourished in the business world should not be A man who is timid."

"So, I sent someone to investigate some more things, and it turned out..." Su Lingge didn't say anything, but changed the topic, "The bystanders are clear, and the authorities are obsessed. You know this sentence very well. I hope you don't blame yourself for your actions." Regret."

Ouyang Liling picked up the photo of Qiao Yuxie and slowly stroked it. He was indeed not a brave person, and it would not be an exaggeration to call him cowardly.

He had many chances to defend himself, but he gave up all of them. It was he who destroyed Qiao Yuxie's unreserved trust in him bit by bit.

He didn't know who instilled in Qiao Yuxi the idea of ​​escaping him from a place he didn't know.

The document locked in the safe was the key to the misunderstanding between him and Qiao Yuxie, but he was unwilling to open it.

Besides Qiao Yuxie, he still has too many worries, and too many people he wants to care about.

Su Lingo did not point out the results of the investigation, obviously knowing him.

He will never be able to hold Qiao Yuxi in the palm of his hand like Su Lingge did to Ye Qiyang, regardless of everything.

"Dong dong." After knocking on the door, Lou Yi pushed the door open and walked in.

"Li Ling, Yi Yan and Geng Ye are here."

"I don't want to see anyone right now."

Lou Yi scratched his head, wondering: "Geng Ye insists on not leaving, I really have no choice."

"..."

"Liling, why don't you go down and have a look?"

"Lou Yi, how do I treat you?"

Lou Yi was startled and almost lost his footing.

"Lou Yi, what did you say to Feather?"

Yi Yan will not gossip behind his back at will, if Geng Ye said something, Qiao Yuxi would probably refute it, only Lou Yi, who has always been timid and fearful, would occasionally say a sentence or two, and everyone would take it seriously .

"I...I didn't say...what to say..." Lou Yi was a little scared, it wasn't that Ouyang Liling would really do anything to him, it was just that he had seen Ouyang Liling's methods in the mall with his own eyes, and he had no choice but to not be afraid .

"Lou Yi, you and Yuan Kun are the only ones by my side. You are the people I trust the most. I don't hope that one day I will find out that I have lost another brother who treats me sincerely..."

"Li Ling, I'm sorry, I... will never do it again."

"Come with me to meet them."

"it is good."

"Li Ling, what's going on, where did Yu last go?" Yi Yan was the first to ask this time.

"do not know."

"Then why are you still thinking about being here, and why didn't you send someone to look for it!" Geng Ye stepped forward and pulled Ouyang Liling over, "Aren't you worried because he hasn't heard from him for so long?"

"Since you're so worried, why don't you go find it yourself?" Ouyang Liling suddenly wanted to hurt someone, no matter who it was.

"I..." Geng Ye was choked. Ouyang Liling had never said such words to him. Today's Ouyang Liling seemed a little different, and it was difficult for him to adapt for a while.

"Li Ling, what's wrong with you, did something happen to Yuxi?" This was the only possibility Yi Yan could think of, and the only one who could make Ouyang Liling go crazy was Qiao Yuxi.

"You ask me? How do you want me to answer?" Ouyang Liling looked at Yi Yan and Geng Ye coldly, and snorted out of his nose, "Aren't you all very capable, then go find it yourself and come here Ask me what I am here."

"Ouyang Liling, you've taken gunpowder, why are you talking to Yi Yan like that!" Geng Ye said as he was about to throw his fist.

Ouyang Liling grabbed his hand and pushed him out: "I don't want to see anyone right now, you guys leave immediately."

"Li Ling..." Yi Yan looked at Ouyang Li Ling worriedly, "You can tell me if something happened."

Ouyang Liling clenched his fist, then let go, he really needed someone to talk to him with him, it had been too long, neither Lou Yi nor Yuan Kun could really help him.Even facing Qiao Yuxie, he had to guard carefully, for fear that the tragedy would repeat itself if he was not careful.He longed for someone who could understand his pain to listen to him, but there wasn't, there never was.

His friends, his brothers, the people he once believed to be inseparable all his life, except for him to clean up the mess after things happened, are endless questioning.

Now, even Qiao Yuxi, the person he has always loved and trusted him the most, has started to avoid him, and he really can't stand it anymore.

"Li Ling..." Yi Yan stepped forward, trying to comfort him, but he avoided him.

"I'm fine, let's go." Ouyang Liling breathed out, "If there is any whereabouts of the feather tree, I will tell you."

"Okay, then don't be too hard on yourself."

Ouyang Liling turned her back to the door, until the sound of footsteps disappeared, her tense body relaxed instantly, and she slumped down on the floor.

Lou Yi was taken aback, and wanted to step forward to help him, but was rejected.

"Lou Yi, I want to be alone."

"……it is good."

Ouyang Liling got up and came to the French windows, the sky outside the window was yellow, and autumn had already arrived.

The new life he was looking for ended here.