grief

When Qiao Yuxi woke up, Ouyang Liling was sitting by the bed.

Perhaps because she was sure no one saw it, Ouyang Li's brows were filled with undisguised melancholy and helplessness, and there was a bit of bewilderment in her original deep eyes.

Qiao Yuzhen stared straight at him, but he didn't realize it.It wasn't until Qiao Yuxi held his hand back that he suddenly woke up and showed a smile: "Yuxi, you woke up, and your head still hurts. Is there any other discomfort?"

Qiao Yuxi shook her head, sat up, and slowly reached out to stroke Ouyang Liling's eyebrows: "Liling, I'm sorry for making you worry."

Ouyang Liling held his hand and hugged him into her arms: "It's as long as you're fine."

Ouyang Liling had been thinking about Ye Qiyang just now.

He had already communicated with the doctors, and they could do nothing about Qiao Yuxi's current situation, they just provided him with a solution.

Find Ye Qiyang.

They also mentioned this matter to Qiao Yuxi back then.Obviously, the matter was shelved in the end, and they performed the operation on Qiao Yuxie, leading to today's consequences.

This is not a medical malpractice. Before the operation, the doctor had persuaded Qiao Yuxi many times and analyzed the possible complications of the operation, but Qiao Yuxi still insisted.

When Ouyang Liling promised Qiao Yuxie to help him find Ye Qiyang, he had investigated some matters about Ye Qiyang.

Just because he already had a little understanding of Ye Qiyang, he understood that finding Ye Qiyang to operate on Qiao Yu's last was an almost hopeless method.

But he wants to try again, after all, Qiao Yuxi's current situation is different from the past, and he is no longer allowed to back down.

But he was also worried that Qiao Yuxi stayed by his side now because he only recovered part of his memory. If the memory was fully recovered, it might be difficult for them to be as peaceful as they are now, and even being together would become a luxury.

As long as Ouyang Liling thinks that he may lose Qiao Yuxi again, he will inevitably have a selfish thought, thinking that the status quo is not bad, after all, Qiao Yuxi's life is not in danger.

But is it really possible to do so?He vetoes his own ideas.

He loves Qiao Yuxi, not in a selfish way.

"Li Ling, do you have something on your mind?" Qiao Yuxi noticed something strange in him.

"It's nothing." Ouyang Liling kissed his forehead, "Yu Zhi, as long as you are fine, I can do whatever you want."

"I know." Qiao Yuxi hugged his waist and rubbed against his chest: "I...is it serious?"

"No. It's just some complication after surgery, it will be fine soon."

"Then don't worry any more."

"Ah."

"Li Ling, let's go home."

Ouyang Liling looked out of the window that was soaked in the night, she curled her lips, her smile could not conceal her happiness: "Okay."

Even if you really can't keep it, so what, at least, this person is still by your side now.

If this real temperature and touch is destined to be lost, then try to cherish the present moment.

Ouyang Liling thought about it, and hugged the person in her arms even tighter.

"Liling, I'm hungry, you cook for me yourself, okay?"

Ouyang Liling smiled dotingly, and pressed a kiss on Qiao Yuxi's lips: "Okay."

Ouyang Liling took advantage of the gap to ask Yuan Kun to inform Yi Yan that Qiao Yuxi had woken up.

Geng Ye was clamoring to come over, but Yi Yan stopped him.

When Yuan Kun told Ouyang Liling these things, he didn't express his opinion too much, but just nodded lightly.

"Li Ling, will you blame Geng Ye?" Qiao Yuxi was worried that there would be more rift between the two of them, so he hesitated for a long time, but couldn't help it after returning to the room.

"No." Ouyang Liling smiled without perfunctory.

"Li Ling, is it..." Qiao Yuxi thought for a while, but finally asked, "Is there something that made Geng Ye misunderstand you?"

Qiao Yuxi knew Geng Ye well, he wouldn't have such a deep prejudice against Ouyang Liling for no reason.

Even if Ouyang Liling failed to rescue him at the beginning, Geng Ye would never blame him.

In the unrecovered memory, there must be something more crucial, which led to the breakdown of their friendship, which made Geng Ye refuse to listen to any advice and blindly deny Ouyang Liling.

"Yu Zhi, no matter how Geng Ye treats me, I will not hurt him, trust me."

"I believe you, but..." That didn't answer my question at all.

"Yu last, go to bed early." Ouyang Liling didn't want to continue this topic, so she gently pushed him down on the bed and covered him with a quilt.

Qiao Yuxi lifted the quilt and sat up: "I have slept for a long time, and I don't want to sleep again."

"..." There was an imperceptible pain in his eyes, Ouyang Liling tried his best to lie on the bed with a smile, "But I haven't rested today, and I have work tomorrow morning, so..."

"Don't you always go to bed late?" Qiao Yuxi pulled Ouyang Liling up, "I want to chat with you."

Qiao Yuxi is not unreasonable, he also knows that Ouyang Liling must be tired after being tense all day long.

But thinking that everyone is avoiding his past, he can only watch the conflict between the two intensify without being able to dissuade him, so he can't bear it.

"Feather last..." Ouyang Liling was quite helpless.

"I want to know the reason why I was imprisoned in the first place." Qiao Yuxi stared at Ouyang Liling closely, and said firmly.

"Some things, it might be better not to know, if..."

"I want to know the reason why I was imprisoned in the first place." Qiao Yuxi interrupted Ouyang Liling, and repeated it over and over again, with an obvious tone that was not negotiable.

Ouyang Li sighed inaudibly: "You will know."

Even if you want to stop it, I'm afraid the reality won't allow it.

Ouyang Liling really couldn't accept such an illness following Qiao Yuxi all her life.He knew very well that he would destroy the happiness in front of him with his own hands.

"I need to know now." Qiao Yuxi didn't want to give Ouyang Liling a chance to breathe. These questions have troubled him for too long.

"Feather, if I tell you that you will leave me if you know that, do you still want to ask?"

"..." Qiao Yuxi was speechless, he really hadn't thought about it.

If it is true that Ouyang Liling is the culprit in the whole incident as Geng Ye said, what should we do?

"Do you still remember how I answered you when you asked me why I prevented you from recovering your memory?"

Qiao Yuxi naturally remembered.

Ouyang Liling said that he had done some things against his will, and that was not a happy memory for Qiao Yuxie.

"I still want to know." Qiao Yuxi clenched his fists, he believed that Ouyang Liling would not harm him no matter what, "Liling, tell me, maybe things are not that bad."

"Really?" Ouyang Liling smiled wryly, stroked Qiao Yuxi's face, and slowly stroked his lips, "Yaxi, I assure you, you will know soon."

Qiao Yuxi's stubbornness made Ouyang Liling understand that there was really no way out for him.

"Why can't it be now?" Qiao Yuxi was unwilling to give up.

"Because..." I'm afraid, I've lost you for too long, and I don't want to let you go again so soon.

"Because of what?" Qiao Yuxi asked eagerly.

"Feather, I want you, can I?"

Ouyang Liling stepped forward suddenly, kissed Qiao Yuxi's lips, and took off his pajamas without giving him a chance to resist.

"Li Ling, but...um..." This conversation has not yet come to fruition.

***

"Boss, why did you choose to leave at this time?"

Ouyang Liling cared so much about Qiao Yuxie, Yuan Kun couldn't think of anything so important that he could abandon Qiao Yuxie at this critical moment.

"There is something that must be done immediately." Ouyang Liling didn't want to explain too much, he was not sure that he could find Ye Qiyang.

As for the kind of things that give birth to hope and make people despair, he hopes that it will happen to Qiao Yuxi as little as possible.

"Then just let other people go. If you are worried, you can leave it to me." Yuan Kun felt that it was necessary to remind him, "Boss, the director is now..."

"I have to go in person." Ouyang Liling put the portfolio in the middle of the suitcase, "Why hasn't Lou Yi come yet?"

"Come here, come here." Lou Yi shouted and ran in, wiping the sweat from his brow, "Liling, what's the rush?"

"I'm going on a long trip, during this period, I want you to help me take care of the feather tree."

"What?" Lou Yi sprayed out the water he had just drank into his mouth, pointed to his nose and asked Ouyang Liling, "Me? Take care of the feather tree?"

"It's you." Ouyang Liling's tone was beyond doubt.

"Li Ling, are you okay, when does Yu last need my care, he's more or less taking care of me."

"I'm not joking with you." Ouyang Liling snatched the cup from Lou Yi's hand and stared at him, "Lou Yi, I only have you and Yuan Kun by my side, and you two are the ones I trust the most. Yuan Kun has a company I have to be busy, so I can't take care of Yuxi. Yuxi's current situation is not optimistic, he may pass out at any time, if there is no one around him, I don't worry. Do you understand?"

"Understood, I will take good care of him, don't worry." Lou Yi swore.

Ouyang Liling glanced upstairs again, turned and left hesitantly.

In the room, Qiao Yuxi had already woken up, but she just lay on the bed and didn't want to get up.The soreness in his body reminded him that he had not yet recovered from his severely overdrawn physical strength.

He didn't know that Ouyang Liling had already left.

Thinking of Ouyang Liling's inexplicable words last night, he felt that it might be necessary to continue talking.

Ouyang Liling is different now, he has become silent, he is no longer honest with himself, he seems to like concealing things.

What caused him to change?When did it start?Can those still blank memories be able to unravel these?

"Dong dong."

"Who is it?" Qiao Yuxi lay lazily on the bed, unwilling to move.

The only one who knocked on the door at this time, besides Yuan Kun, was Lou Yi.Since Ouyang Liling is not around, it must be Lou Yi.

"Yu Zhi, are you up yet?" The door was pushed open a crack, and Lou Yi poked in a little bit, "Li Ling prepared breakfast for you before leaving, if you don't want it anymore, I'll eat it all."

"Understood, I'll go down right away." Qiao Yuxi lifted the quilt and got out of bed to look for clothes.

Lou Yi retracted his body and closed the door tightly.

Even though Ouyang Liling wasn't there, he didn't dare to openly walk into Qiao Yuxi's room while he was changing clothes. If Ouyang Liling found out about this, he would have nothing to gain.