Divergent

Zhou Xiaojing was a best friend of Yao's in junior high school, and they were inseparable.Every time I quarreled with Yao, she would speak for me, and I relied on her to help me coax the pig back again and again.

Once, because of fighting with other girls, Yao was very angry.She wouldn't listen to me no matter how much I confessed and apologized, so Zhou Xiaojing pulled her to me after school on Friday.She lowered her head, didn't look at me and didn't speak.I have been coaxing her to be happy, and I can't see her looking up even though I do my best.She was really angry this time.Zhou Xiaojing quickly pulled her hand over to me, and I led her.

Zhou Xiaojing said: "Oh, Yao Qian, forget it. As long as he can keep a distance from other women in the future, you will forgive him this time. Also, Weng Wensheng, I will hold her hand back today Here it is, you have to cherish it!" I hurriedly said: "I will." Then I signaled Zhou Xiaojing to avoid it, and when Zhou Xiaojing was about to leave, Yao Qian turned her head to look at Zhou, probably to ask her girlfriend's opinion.Zhou Xiaojing nodded and left, leaving the two of us behind.I hugged her and stepped back for a while to look at her. She was also beautiful when she was sulking.I kissed her face, kissed the warmth under her ear.Look back at her again...

Every time I break up, I basically admit defeat on my own initiative, and she rarely admits defeat.But every time after reconciliation, she would ask me angrily why I came to reconcile with her now, and she said that she had been waiting for me to reconcile first, and she would come back if I spoke.We both love each other unreservedly, and we always think that when we make mistakes, we will be forgiven endlessly.

Zhou Xiaojing was also the one who really broke our relationship.

An incident that happened early that year caused great twists and turns in the relationship between Yao and me.Zhou Xiaojing is broken in love, but the point is not here.The most important thing is that she actually said to Yao: "If you break up with Weng Wensheng in the future, please replace me with my ex-boyfriend, okay? Because I don't want other women to love him, even if we break up I hope that the person I trust the most will love him, I really beg you." The ridiculous thing is that Yao Qian actually agreed to her request, which I saw when I checked her chat records in the self-study class.I really can't believe my eyes, I can't believe that a person I really love is preparing for breaking up in the future.In my opinion, this is complete betrayal.When I wanted to read her answer again, the chat history had been completely deleted by her.

I remember that my tears couldn't stop flowing down like a broken thread. It was the first time in my life that my heart had a crazy colic.I just felt as if a huge blood bubble had been pierced by a sharp knife in my heart, and small blood bubbles appeared from time to time in the big blood bubble, and the pain was unbearable.The bloody wound was left outside the body, so painful and cold that it made people shiver.And also mixed with my salty tears.

After school, I waited for her at the gate of class 3 with red and swollen eye sockets.She came out after cleaning and asked me in a daze: "What's wrong with you? Why are your eye sockets red?" I said coldly: "Oh, you don't know why? I don't know what you said to Zhou? Why? Delete the chat history? Afraid of being seen by me?" She stared at me with wide eyes.Before she could speak, I turned my head and walked out of the school gate.I walked quickly on the narrow path that I had walked with her countless times.She chased after her quickly, but I ignored her and just walked straight forward.She took my hand and said to me in a panic: "Don't do this, things are not what you think! Believe me, can you listen to my explanation?" At this time Zhou Xiaojing also caught up with me and said: "Weng Wensheng , It's really not her fault, you listen to our explanation! It's nothing to do with her, if you want to blame it, I'm too selfish. "

I was overwhelmed by anger and pain, and of course ignored them, I just pushed them away.I didn't listen to their explanation until I got home, and I always felt that I was cheated.

She was still waiting at the school gate after the self-study that night, she said: "Wait a minute, wait for me to explain?" I stopped and looked at her helplessly, and said lightly: "Let's break up."

She stared at me blankly, as if time had stopped for a long time.

Then I saw two small tears hanging from the corners of her eyes.That was the first time I saw her cry, and my heart softened, and I kept busy helping her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.I didn't expect her to cry even more sadly. I was very distressed. She broke down in tears and said, "Why didn't you listen to my explanation? Why didn't you believe me...?" I hugged her and said, "Qian, I'm sorry. Don't cry, it's me It's my fault...don't cry, blame me. I'll let you explain..." Yes, I admit defeat.Throwing in the towel after we all shed tears.

She even cries beautifully, how can this make me invincible?

Then we made up again, but for the last time.

Although this incident was still closely related to my heart, it still hurts when I think about it.But when I wrote this text calmly, I was no longer in pain.The wound was finally healed by time, and I forgave her for the mistakes she had made.