Brown sugar ginger tea

In fact, Shen Mo had imagined the situation of meeting Gu Wanyi many times again, such as occasionally meeting at a friend's party, or having a chance to cooperate together, or attending the same dinner party, after all, the circle is so big, Both of them were in the circle, and it was only a matter of time before they met.But she can't decide whether she should pretend to be friendly and say hello to each other, say "Long time no see" hypocritically, or simply pretend that they don't know each other and erase the previous memories.In other words, every time she thinks about these things, she will selectively ignore them, and then force her thoughts to shift to other things, not thinking about this disturbing problem.

This is probably a kind of escape, Shen Mo thought.However, it was me who said to break up first, and I was the one who escaped from this increasingly clingy relationship. It was me who said at the end that I am a bird without feet, and I haven’t encountered anything that can make me stop people.Then why, after breaking up, she would buy the little things she likes on the street?Every time I see her news, I can't help but take a look, and take another look?

Until we actually met, seeing her shaking hands with him naturally, introducing herself, and then asking Director Shen to take care of her after speaking, as if the two of them had never met before, Shen Mo felt that the apex of his heart seemed to be used by someone. The small pinhole was pricked, and it wasn't excruciatingly painful, it was just intermittent, and my heart felt tight.

"So, you met at a friend's party?" The two of them had had enough quarrel before, Jiang Nuan pulled Shen Mo to sit down again, asked the proprietress to take the table away, and ordered a few more beers.

"Actually, strictly speaking, it was introduced by my mentor. You know, I received an invitation from Director Chen after graduation. The first project I came back to China was to be Director Chen's assistant. I met Wan Yi in that crew. At that time, she She is still a newcomer and has only filmed some commercials, Director Chen felt that she was very suitable for a supporting role in the play during the audition, so he let her join the group."

"Don't just focus on drinking, eat two mouthfuls of food and then continue to drink." He picked up some food with chopsticks for Shen Mo, watched her eat it, and Jiang Nuan signaled her to continue talking.

"Then it's very clichéd. After she joined the group, because she is a newcomer and hasn't adapted to the environment, she is very reserved. I will take care of her more in normal times. She thinks that I am an assistant director. I am very powerful. It seems that She admires me quite a bit, and when she encounters any problems, she will come to ask me first, let’s go back and forth. The two of us have communicated a lot. Apart from work, we started talking about other things, and gradually discovered the hobbies and personalities of the two of us. It seems that they are all suitable, and after the filming of this drama, we will be together."

"Then we broke up?"

"Would you believe it if I said I did it myself?"

Believe me, you, Shen Mo, have grown up since you were young, no one can beat you, okay?Of course, Jiang Nuan is not stupid, so she just thought about it.

"When we first started together, I thought everything was fine, like this is the person I've been looking for for a long time. She will cook for me, do chores around the house, make me laugh when I'm tired, just... ...Do you know that feeling when you open the door and someone at home is waiting for you and tells you that you are back? It makes people feel very irresistible. But... Nuan, you know how much I love to play .From childhood to adulthood, I have so many friends, I like to go out to drink and chat with others, drink, eat, clubbing; and, you see, I never have a long-term interest in a certain thing except movies, I always After getting familiar with it, I couldn’t help but start looking for new things to play with. I don’t seem to be a long-term person.”

When the wine in the glass was finished, Jiang Nuan poured it for her again, and the two of them left one by one, the slightly cold wine slid down her throat, as if she could suppress some of the inexplicable emotions rolling in her heart , Shen Mo squinted his eyes, and then continued, "But it changed in less than a year. I filmed "Lost", and it suddenly became popular, and then I saw more things in the entertainment industry, such as the side of feasting and drinking. , you know, I yearned for that kind of life at that time. Then I didn’t want to stay at home all the time, I felt bored, and often found various excuses to go out to play, sometimes to socialize with people, sometimes to go out with friends Clubbing and drinking, I think that is very interesting. I started to go home later and later. At first, she would wait for me in the living room no matter how late, and fell asleep on the sofa several times. Later, it might be me at that time It doesn't give her a sense of security, she started to become sensitive, and occasionally asked me what I was doing out, and then I started arguing with her. And you know me, I have never deliberately hidden that I like girls since I was a child It’s the same after becoming a director. After becoming famous, many people will send those kind of very ambiguous text messages. She saw it a few times, and we also quarreled. At the worst time, basically three to five days. We will quarrel once. We seem to have used all our emotions to quarrel with each other. After a long time, I think, it's better to forget it, let's break up, and then we broke up."

"You said she agreed to break up?"

"Not at first. After I moved out, she came to see me many times, and often called me. I could hear her voice a few times. It was all with vibrato. But me, then After a while, I felt annoying, and I was annoyed when I saw her. Then for a while, Xiao Yu and I got closer, and the media also liked to write nonsense. She saw it and asked me if it was true, and then I said Thinking, this is a good chance to get rid of her, I said yes, I like this type all the time, I just play with her."

How dare you say it...Jiang Nuan just thinks that it's not a good idea to drink this wine. This is a time for being a scumbag, and it seems a bit difficult to tease him again.

"Afterwards, she really didn't show up again, and I felt that the world was finally quiet."

"Then you are happy? Then go to be a butterfly?"

"Probably be happy for a while." Shen Mo has already drank a little too much at the moment, and his eyes are a little dazed. Jiang Nuan wants to stop him from drinking, but she is not happy. After a long time, I found that when I came home at night, the room was dark and there was no one there, my heart was always empty. When I was walking alone on the road, I saw the places I had been with, and my heart was also empty. It will be empty…”

"..."

"You know, Nuan... One time, I was looking for a suitable filming location, and then I saw her billboard on the side of the road. She is very popular now, so I just... look at it... look at it Ah... When I realized it, it was actually dark, do you think I did it myself..."

"Little Mo, you drank too much, let's go back..."

"Warm...you said...why did I just do this..."

"..."

"I'll see her again this time. I feel like I can't settle down..."

"Nuan... Do you think I still have a chance..."

"Warm..."

Jiang Nuan looked at Shen Mo so drunk and collapsed at the grilled fish stand, and listened to the words she kept muttering, and didn't know whether to feel sorry for Shen Mo who missed Gu Wanyi before, or because Shen Mo had a chance now I feel so happy to meet Gu Wanyi again.

It can only be said that since we met, there may still be a chance, right? If you don’t try, who knows.