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From the moment she stepped on the intercity train, Jiang Nuan's heart was never at ease.As she got closer to home, she became more and more anxious in her heart.I don't know what's wrong, the heartbeat is getting faster and faster, and I feel that I can't think normally in my head.

Those pictures in the stories about gays coming out of the closet that I just watched because of curiosity or boredom, suddenly came to my head, and I obviously didn't remember it deliberately before...

After coming home and coming out of the closet, my parents disagreed with life and death, and then I was kicked out. Since then, I have been unable to return to my home for many years~

Why do we have to break up? If we don't break up, we will report to the newspaper and sever the relationship, and we will never see each other again~

What's more, she still remembers that one of them was locked up at home after returning...

It seems that there are more serious ones, who were not only locked up, but also sent to treatment, saying that they were mentally ill...

Ah Xi, this kind of thing, just think about it, you will feel terrible, it will seriously affect your mood when you see your parents, okay...

In short, the scenes in those bad stories just inexplicably occupied her small mind.In this way, the more you think about it, the more negative emotions you have, the more panicked your heart is, and the more panicked, the more you can't control your head. The more you think about it, over time, a strange vicious circle has formed, which makes She became even more frightened.In the later stage, she was almost terminally ill, like a frightened bird, and even the slightest disturbance could frighten her severely.

It's like the phone call from Lu Chen before. What was supposed to be a normal thing was turned into a messy plot like the enemy's spies first came to find out about their own information. It might be a brainstorm. The ability is too strong, the consequences of getting up early and going out without taking medicine.

Tang Jinghui herself was actually a little nervous, but the more she looked at Jiang Nuan's sky about to fall, she miraculously calmed down. After all, if both of them became like that, then Not bad...

What's more, with the negative energy plus the frightened bastard Xiao Jiang and Shen Mo, who is not much better than her, these two people get together, but it can make people worry...

Nonsense is already considered the lightest level, and these two guys have planned several times to run away together, instead of going home, and diverted back to City B, which made Tang Jinghui and Gu Wanyi who were traveling together dumbfounded .You know, the people who should be nervous should definitely not be these two guys.Ever since, the person who should have been nervous has become the one who comforts others, and the person who should have comforted others has instead become the one who is frightened. The level is very nervous...

Goddess Tang and Gu Damei, they have been tossed so much by her all the way here, they have been dragged back several times just because they were suspected of running away, not to mention the abnormal facial expressions and irregular expressions. Sighing... But no matter how cruel this journey is, Jiang Nuan and Shen Mo can't stop the fact that they are getting closer and closer to home.The sound of the train going and eating, accompanied by the last struggle of the two terrified elementary school chickens, drove towards home.

Before getting off the station, Jiang Nuan slipped to the bathroom again and washed himself in cold water to relieve his emotions.In fact, about coming out of the closet, she also knew that it was useless to hide, and even after she was with Lao Tang before, after a conversation with Lao Lu, she made a correct time plan.It is conceivable that they are always plump. Those things that are planned, such as going home early to vaccinate the elders, letting them watch more movies of Goddess Tang, making their faces familiar, and other wonderful fantasies have all been taken by surprise. The cruel reality was shattered, and she was nervous. The initial reason was that she was afraid that Goddess Tang would suffer unnecessary grievances when she followed her back home. But in the end...is it human beings? Will you start to forget the reason why you were afraid at the beginning, and only focus on the emotion of fear and then get stuck in it?She didn't know, and there was no time for her to think about it now.

The cold water ran across her cheeks, and the bone-piercing feeling finally relieved her from the endless panic and fear. What is the next thing she should do?By the way, what I should do is to stand in front of Goddess Tang, to stand up to those burdens and criticisms from the family, so that this relationship can take another step forward without □□□□ interference.

But can you do it yourself?From childhood to adulthood, the number of times I have disobeyed adults can probably be counted on one hand. I can really stand in front of Goddess Tang and tell myself frankly the relationship I want to maintain. Close relatives?She doesn't know either... However, if you try it, you still need it. At least, she clearly knows that she is reluctant to let go of Tang Jinghui's hand. It seems that she is ready to be kicked out.Is the big deal a protracted war? They come to harass and harass every year. When the two elders think they are annoying, they should be lenient. Accept it?

Jiang Nuan, who came out of the bathroom, has eased a lot both emotionally and complexion.Nervousness is still unavoidable.But compared to the previous feeling of wanting to run away and escape all the time, at this moment, she can at least face this serious and inescapable problem.In addition, there is really not much time left for her to think.Vaguely, the notification sound that the train is about to arrive at the station began to resound in the carriage again. This time, it is really time to go home.

Because this time it was filming, Jiang Nuan and Tang Jinghui didn't have a lot of luggage, it was just a small suitcase and two scattered bags. Comrade Xiao Jiang can basically handle these things by himself. .The nearest train station to Jiang Nuan and Shen Mo's house is a small station, not many people got off the train, scattered, and soon, the train arrived and left with a roar, and the four of them stood on the platform Go up, and you are about to meet the people who are coming to pick you up.

Under heavy pressure, some people tend to appear more calm than before when they are really facing problems. Shen Mo is undoubtedly this kind of person. Be more calm, "Let's go, it's a knife to stretch your head, and a knife to shrink your head, what should come, will always come." After saying this, Shen Mo took a deep breath, and pulled Gu Da in a rare domineering manner. The beauty's hand went out immediately.

And Jiang Nuan, I don't know if she was driven by her small emotions at the moment, or because of the cold face just now, she also swept away the previous depression, straightened her back for the first time, and turned her head to look at Goddess Tang voila.At this moment, in her eyes, most of the dodge and worry disappeared, but the comfort and expectation seemed to be stronger.

"Xiao Nuan, I can take some luggage too." As if infected by her gaze, Tang Jinghui felt a little bit of relief for the first time during this journey.Originally, she thought that this time, it seemed that she was going to fight alone, but now it seems that when the critical moment came, her little coward hadn't even reached the door of her house~

Jiang Nuan did not follow Tang Jinghui's wishes and hand over the luggage to her, but adjusted her position and threw the two bags and the handles of the suitcase to her left hand. As for her right hand, she shook the empty one. The right hand that came out took a light step forward, took Goddess Tang's hand, and held it in the palm of her hand, "Give me all your luggage, Jing Hui, your hand is for holding me."

When the two hands were clasped together, Jiang Nuan subconsciously clenched a little bit, as if as long as she held this hand tightly, she would gain more courage and strength to stand in front of her.The steps on her feet were not very easy, but Jiang Nuan was very firm. There are some things, and it is useless to escape. She suddenly remembered that Tang Jinghui was standing in front of her during the Golden Bear Award. Before, there was only a back view left for me. At that time, I yearned that one day, I should be the one standing in front of her. Now, isn't it the right time?

Tang Jinghui, let me hold you and go out step by step to our future. This time, it's just my parents. Next time, I will hold you like this and tell everyone.

The person I'm holding is my lover, this in itself shouldn't be something to be ashamed of and cowardly...