Rebirth of Qing Xin Fu Yan

Fu Yanqing was dressed in dust, looking at Zhao Ziyan at this moment, her lips trembled slightly, her eyes were full of pain and disbelief.She couldn't believe that the frail person in front of her was the one who had been talking softly to her a few days ago, acting coquettishly and shamelessly.

At this time, the eye sockets of the person turned blue, his face was as white as a piece of paper, and he was extremely emaciated.She casually wore white clothes, which made her look extremely thin.His gaze fell on her pale blood-stained lips, and seeing the man clenched his hands in panic, holding the blood-stained hands behind him, Fu Yanqing trembled all over.Her eyes turned red, and countless words were blocked in her throat, but she couldn't speak.

Zhao Ziyan didn't expect her to appear suddenly at this moment, so he hurriedly stood up with his hands behind his back, suppressed his cough, and said in a panic, "You...you returned to Beijing, why did you come here suddenly?"

Fu Yanqing let go of his hand, let the package on his back fall on the ground, walked into the house step by step, and said in a trembling voice, "If I don't come, how long are you going to hide from me?"

She looked at Zhao Ziyan with red eyes, forced herself to endure her emotions, and said hysterically: "Are you going to wait until you are about to die before you tell me what's wrong with you, ah? Zhao Ziyan!"

Xuan Qing in the room retreated early in the morning, and Zhao Ziyan didn't know how to answer. Seeing Fu Yanqing's collapsed eyes turned red, he said in a hoarse voice, "I... I'm sorry..."

Fu Yanqing looked at her already pale face, which became even uglier at this moment, and her whole body was on the verge of collapse. She couldn't bear it any longer, so she stretched out her hand and pulled her into her arms, and said in a choked voice, "What's wrong with you? It's only... four days. Four days away, and you've made yourself like this."

Seeing her sad, Zhao Ziyan's heart ached even more, "Qing'er, don't do this, I was wrong, don't cry."

Realizing that the clothes on his back were wet with warm liquid, Zhao Ziyan was even more flustered, and wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how to speak.A burst of impatience caused her to cough more than ever. She desperately tried to suppress the cough, but she just suppressed herself and blushed.

Fu Yanqing felt that something was wrong, so she hurriedly pushed her away, walked her back for her, and said anxiously: "Don't hold back, Zhao Ziyan, I beg you, can you take care of yourself!"

Zhao Ziyan trembled, coughed a few times and spat out a few mouthfuls of blood, the crimson blood splattered all over Fu Yanqing.

Fu Yanqing felt chills all over her body, hugged him to the bed and said anxiously: "Come here, call the doctor quickly!"

Zhao Ziyan couldn't breathe for a while, and couldn't say a word, so he could only grab Fu Yanqing's clothes.Fu Yanqing was so anxious that she kept rubbing her chest.

Yao Santong was dragged by Xuanqing and walked in quickly, felt Zhao Ziyan's pulse, then immediately opened the cloth bag that he carried with him, spread out a row of silver needles, and pricked Zhao Ziyan's acupuncture points, Zhao Ziyan's expression eased after a while.

Yao Santong also turned pale when he saw Fu Yanqing. Although he didn't understand the relationship between her and Zhao Ziyan for a while, he also comforted him: "Don't worry, girl. The host just became emotional for a while, which made the cough worse. As for vomiting blood, it's just a poison." The blood stagnates in the lungs, and the qi and blood stagnate, so it will be more comfortable to spit it out."

Seeing that Zhao Ziyan's breath gradually calmed down, Fu Yanqing breathed a sigh of relief, helped her up, let her lean in his arms, and raised her hand to channel her internal energy to make her as comfortable as possible.

This tossing and turning almost exhausted Zhao Ziyan's strength, she leaned limply in Fu Yanqing's arms, and said in a low voice: "I'm fine, I'm much more comfortable now, don't worry."

Fu Yanqing didn't say a word, but just sent her internal energy on her own.Seeing that the atmosphere between them was not right, Yao Santong and the two of them looked at each other and said, "The landlord has already passed the most critical moment, although it will still hurt today..." Seeing Fu Yanqing's movements froze, Yao Santong said hastily : "But it won't be so serious. I'm going to make medicine. The host hasn't eaten anything these days, girl..."

"Thank you, I'll see her use it. Her clothes are wet again, the two of you avoid them first, and I'll change her clothes first." Fu Yanqing seemed to have calmed down, and her words returned to her usual indifferent appearance, but Her voice was a little hoarse, but she could still hear that she hadn't really let go at the moment.

Yao Santong glanced at Zhao Ziyan, then turned around and left with Xuanqing.There is this girl here, and the two of them are also in the way.

As soon as the two left, the atmosphere in the room became very strange. Fu Yanqing went to the cabinet to find clothes for Zhao Ziyan with a sullen face.

Zhao Ziyan pulled himself together, feeling extremely anxious, his eyes followed Fu Yanqing, but he didn't know what to say, he just hesitated to speak a few times, and then closed his eyes dejectedly.

Fu Yanqing sat on the side of the bed and looked at her, and said in a low voice: "Isn't she usually eloquent, is she the best at speaking? Why don't you say a word now?"

Zhao Ziyan opened his eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid you will be angry."

"I'm already very angry." Seeing that Zhao Ziyan's expression was gloomy, he added softly, "So, it doesn't matter if you say anything else."

Zhao Ziyan was stunned for a moment, then coughed a few times.Fu Yanqing didn't say any more, and reached out to support her in his arms.

The person in his arms had a very thin body, and his single clothes were soaked with sweat. The two were so close that Fu Yanqing could smell the familiar light fragrance from her, which was soft and elegant.Looking down, looking at the wet hair on her forehead, Fu Yanqing sighed helplessly. He was obviously so angry that he was about to lose his mind, but he couldn't bear to let this person suffer any more. All the anger, heartache, and self-blame can only be left alone. Swallow it all.

With her finger on the tie of her middle coat, she unbuttoned the white singlet, and said softly: "Change out the wet clothes first, so you don't catch cold again."

Zhao Ziyan blushed, and wanted to sit up: "I'll do it myself."

But Fu Yanqing just pretended not to hear, quickly stripped Zhao Ziyan clean, and changed her clean clothes again: "Didn't you say that your body has grown since I was a child? Why are you so shy now?"

Zhao Ziyan lowered her head and said nothing, Fu Yanqing could only see her reddish ear tips, her eyes couldn't help softening a little, but when she touched her still trembling hands, they turned astringent.

He got up and filled another bowl of rice, according to Zhao Ziyan's past habit, put her favorite food, fed it to her mouth, and looked at her without saying a word.

How dare Zhao Ziyan not eat it, he opened his mouth to take it and ate it quietly.It's just that although he hasn't eaten much these days, Zhao Ziyan doesn't feel hungry, and only feels sick after eating a small bowl.

Although Fu Yanqing fed the meal expressionlessly, she kept watching Zhao Ziyan's expression carefully, and felt that she was uncomfortable, so she could only stop her hands.

"Can't you eat it?"

Zhao Ziyan shook his head reflexively, but when he saw Fu Yanqing's expression, he obediently said, "I can't eat anymore."

Fu Yanqing looked at the half of the rice left, and the hand holding the chopsticks had faint veins, obviously trying to suppress his emotions.

Zhao Ziyan hurriedly said: "I've only been like this for the past few days. After today, I might have to eat four bowls, and I'll make up for it in a few days."

Fu Yanqing put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand, lowered his head, and said in a trembling voice: "Zhao Ziyan, I regret it."

Zhao Ziyan's face froze, and it took him a while to forcefully say: "You...what do you regret?" Asking, Zhao Ziyan felt powerless all over her body. When she was struggling with this relationship, what she was most afraid of was that she regretted Fu Yanqing's sadness. , Regret the wrong payment of feelings, regret ever being with her.

Fu Yanqing raised his head, his eyes were red, and he said sadly, "I should have taken you away in the first place. If I had taken you away earlier... maybe... maybe you wouldn't have suffered so much, it wouldn't have been so serious."

Zhao Ziyan was startled, and after a long pause, he said: "Qing'er, this is none of your business. If you took me away, no one would have predicted the result, and it would even hurt you." After she finished speaking, she smiled: " Really, although the poison is indeed worse than death when it flares up, it does not bring me endless pain. If it is not because it is too insidious, how could Concubine Xiao Gui let me live, and how could Zhao Mojian? Indulge in my growth like this. Besides, even if you take me away, I have already taken Xixin powder, and the result may be even worse."

"Cuixin San? What she gave you is Xixin San!" Fu Yanqing's expression changed, his heart went cold, and then he gritted his teeth fiercely, and looked at Zhao Ziyan, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart.

Xixin powder, she had seen Zhao Mojian use it in her previous life.In the past, Zhao Mojian and Zhao Qingshu fought openly and secretly for the throne. In the end, the conflict became more and more acute, and almost both of them killed each other.There is a secret guard under Zhao Qingshu, who grew up with Zhao Qingshu since he was a child. He is a sharp sword in Zhao Qingshu's secrets, and he is very sincere to Zhao Qingshu.

But in the end, Zhao Qingshu was forced to have no choice but to send the hidden guard to assassinate Zhao Mojian, and almost succeeded, but finally failed and was captured alive.

Originally, no matter what the interrogation was to extract a confession, he refused to confide half a word. In the end, Zhao Mojian asked someone to give him Xixin powder. At that time, the dose of the medicine was very heavy. The shrill screams and howls in the prison made Fu Yanqing shudder, but after a joss stick, the man pleaded guilty.It was also that time that Fu Yanqing began to realize how ruthless Zhao Mojian was.

Zhao Ziyan was also surprised, and tentatively asked: "Qing'er...do you know about Xixin San?" If Zhao Mojian hadn't told her about this poison, she wouldn't know about it, even the medicine three links, and she just heard the name In the end, it was too rare to find the record of that few words in an ancient book, so he couldn't find the antidote anyway. How could Fu Yanqing know?

Fu Yanqing took a breath: "I met you by accident before, you...then tell me, what will you do with this poison...?"

Fu Yanqing forced herself to suppress the vibrato in her words, but she couldn't hide the fear in her eyes.

Zhao Ziyan looked at her, feeling extremely uncomfortable, but he didn't know what to say, to lie to her, she had already cheated once, when the result was in front of her, it would only make her collapse even more.To be honest, how could she speak.She hated herself more and more. She fell in love with Fu Yanqing when she didn't know anything. She tried her best to be nice to Fu Yanqing, which attracted more and more of herself in her eyes.No matter how grandiosely she thought in her heart, let Fu Yanqing forget her after her death, just treat it as a short-term love when she was young and frivolous, she was still afraid deep in her heart, afraid that she would really be expelled from Fu Yanqing's life so easily .

Zhao Ziyan's silence undoubtedly made Fu Yanqing affirm the answer she feared most in her heart. She let go of Zhao Ziyan and took a few steps back in dismay, fell on the chair, and grabbed the hem of her clothes fiercely.

Zhao Ziyan bit her lower lip hard, and said in a hoarse voice, "Qing'er, it's all my fault. I'm too selfish. I shouldn't have provoked you knowing what I'm like."

Her words seemed to ignite Fu Yanqing, she stood up abruptly, pulled Zhao Ziyan to her, gritted her teeth and said, "Zhao Ziyan, you still know that you are selfish, you still know that you shouldn't provoke me! Why are you being so nice to me? Why do you want to do everything possible to help me, why do you tell me when I... when I gave you a heart that I was going to hold on to, you can't be with me at all!"

Zhao Ziyan's eyes were full of tears, and the eyes that were originally bright like the starry sky were lonely, as if covered by layers of dark clouds, despite Fu Yanqing screaming at her.Just when Zhao Ziyan was about to push herself into a desperate situation, the person who grabbed her suddenly hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "Zhao Ziyan, if you really feel sorry for me, can you Get well, can you stay with me well, I can't live without you anymore. I never thought that someone would enter my life, now that you have broken in, I can't think of leaving so easily, do you hear me? "

The author has something to say: The author has a cold and feels very uncomfortable. Tomorrow, he will be suspended for a day. This broken physique is almost hopeless