Rebirth of Qing Xin Fu Yan

Seeing Fu Yanqing laugh, Zhao Ziyan recalled what he said, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm telling the truth, why are you laughing?"

Fu Yanqing nodded seriously: "Well, it's the truth, I know it." After she finished speaking, she also became serious: "If you miss her, she must be fine now that she can come to see you, so you go to see her, and I will accompany you Looking at you, don't think too much, huh?"

Zhao Ziyan took a breath and nodded, but her eyes were still filled with sorrow. Fu Yanqing supported her face: "An'er, what are you worried about?"

Zhao Ziyan hesitated to speak, and then said in a dejected voice: "I want to see her. At the beginning they all said that the concubine mother was dead, but I refused to believe it at that time. I stubbornly believed that she was still alive until I was six years old... Aunt Mu also died, and I suddenly realized that no matter how much I expected, I was left alone? When I grew up, whenever I felt sad, I thought about what would happen to me if she was still alive. I have been looking forward to I thought she was not dead, but the thought in my heart clearly told me that she was dead. Now when I let go of it completely, she suddenly appeared alive, Qinger, do you understand this feeling. In my memory, she is so gentle. I'm great. But it's been more than ten years, and she hasn't seen her. I'm afraid that she hates me because she hates this palace, and I'm afraid that when she sees me now, she will no longer have the warmth of the past. "

Fu Yanqing kissed her on the brow, and said softly: "I understand, but since you are worried, why don't you ask her yourself, An'er, I know that your mother and concubine are also worried, no matter how entangled you are now, knowing that she is alive, you It's impossible to turn a blind eye. If that's the case, go and have a look over there. If she is still the concubine mother who loves you in your heart, um..."

She paused for a moment, but changed the subject, raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly: "I will allow you to think about her more. If she really abandons you cruelly, you will only be allowed to think about me in the future."

Zhao Ziyan couldn't laugh or cry, but then said deliberately: "You are so domineering, I think my mother and concubine still want your permission?"

Fu Yanqing lowered her eyes and remained silent, but after a while she looked at her and said, "Don't you want to?"

Zhao Ziyan just looked at her and smiled, and then hugged her into his arms, resting his chin on her shoulder, moving with her mouth to speak: "Let's go see her together, although I don't know that she will How about your attitude, but after all, she is the only blood relative left in this world, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, so I should tell her, okay?"

Fu Yanqing looked at her sideways, kissed her on the lips, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

The agreed place is in a small courtyard east of Changyang Street in the capital city. The location is a bit remote, away from the hustle and bustle of the capital city, and it is very quiet and quiet.A row of phoenix bamboos is planted outside the courtyard, which is still green and swaying in the severe winter.Fu Yanqing got out of the carriage, and the accompanying guards quickly moved Zhao Ziyan's wheelchair over. It was very cold outside.Pulling back the curtains of the carriage, Fu Yanqing tightened the tether of the cloak around Zhao Ziyan's neck, hugged Zhao Ziyan and sat on the padded wheelchair to ensure that the cold wind would not blow her, and then met the ghost tower disciple who was coming up. Said: "Notify your master, the landlord is here."

"Yes, the landlord, please, I will send someone to call Mr. Fang."

Zhao Ziyan and Fu Yanqing were waiting in the living room. Zhao Ziyan sat motionless in the wheelchair, his upper body was straight, and his eyes drifted towards the door from time to time, obviously still a little nervous.Fu Yanqing leaned over silently, stretched out his hand to cover the back of her hand, and held it tightly, his eyes were extraordinarily soft.

After all, she is a person who is used to being calm, and after being so silently comforted by Fu Yanqing, she finally gradually settled down in her heart, turned her head to look at her, and smiled softly.After a while, I heard some messy footsteps passing through, and it stopped abruptly when Zhao Ziyan turned his head.

On the bluestone road outside the door, a woman wrapped in a white silver-patterned cloak was standing fixedly on the spot. Her body was getting thinner, and the thick cloak made her thinness more obvious. Fang Daohai supported her with a worried expression on his face.Her gaze fell on Zhao Ziyan's body without blinking, her face was pale without a trace of blood, but her delicate eyebrows and eyes were enough to make people's eyes stop.Her eyes were red, and within a moment, tears welled up in her eyes, her body was shaking a little, her lips trembled violently, she opened and opened, but she couldn't utter a single syllable.

Zhao Ziyan also froze in place, staring at her blankly, the memory that had been trapped in the dust of time emerged little by little, the appearance of the extremely weak person overlapped with the memory, and the time of more than ten years did not appear on her face Leaving the slightest trace of time, time seems to have forgotten her, but it took away her vitality little by little.My heart was churning endlessly for a while, strange, familiar, uncomfortable, excited and all kinds of emotions came, Zhao Ziyan's eyes hurt badly.

Fu Yanqing was also slightly taken aback when he saw the woman. The face was seven points similar to Zhao Ziyan's, but it was a little more weak and desolate. Seeing that the two of them were emotionally agitated, Fu Yanqing patted Zhao Ziyan's hand, and then pushed she passed.

At this moment, Zhao Ziyan curled up her fingers and tried to suppress the pain in her heart. She was already full of thoughts when they didn't meet each other. Now that they really met, the impact on her was even more severe.

Wen Ruyan on the other side was not much better, her hands were clutching at the front of her clothes, and she could only lock them firmly on Zhao Ziyan's body. Although she was born gentle, she was never a weak person in her bones, otherwise she would not have let a good official back then. If Miss Jia doesn't do it, she wanders the rivers and lakes.But facing the child in front of her who resembles herself, she is also like an ordinary mother at the moment, heartbroken and longing.Although she didn't love Zhao Jing, and even hated him, she loved this daughter to the bottom of her heart.

She worked so hard to give birth to her carefully in the deep palace where people ate people and didn't spit out their bones. When she was born, the little guy was not yet full-term, thin and small, crying like a cat.But she is very obedient, as long as she hugs her, she just whimpers and cries a few times, not at all like the child described by Mu Wan.When she grows up a little bit, she will be white and tender, extremely cute, especially those black eyes, which are watery and beautiful.

During those extremely gloomy days, all her happiness was watching her grow up little by little.From a little dumpling who could only babble, to a little bun who started to call her concubine mother with milky voices, and with short legs, hugged her legs and stuck to her body, asking her to hug her.

Even in the end even Zhao Jing stopped protecting her and left the two of them to fend for themselves, she didn't feel too hard.Her Qi An was exceptionally precocious, and since she could remember the incident, she almost never let her worry about it, and even hugged her to comfort her after Zhao Jing came over to make fun of him, he was so obedient as a child.For death, she had already been mentally prepared. Ever since the man ignored him and let her enter the palace, and since the Wen family was framed, she has put aside life and death.But at that time, she was struggling to live because she was afraid that her Qi An would have no one to protect her, but in the end she still didn't do well, leaving her alone in the palace to face that vicious woman.

At that time, she thought she was really dead, but she opened her eyes a few days later and saw the man who refused to take her away no matter how much she begged.She blamed him, but she had no choice but to ask him to protect her child as best she could, and then fell into an endless deep sleep.When she woke up again, she realized that things were different, she knew that her Qi An was not doing well, and she hated Fang Daohai for trying to save her, but not caring about her child.

Wen Ruyan knew that she was also selfish, even if she knew that Fang Daohai had been trying to cure her for more than ten years, it was still hard to forgive him for being indecisive back then, and he couldn't forgive him for treating Zhao Ziyan like this.Even if this child has nothing to do with him, he shouldn't make a promise but then fail to fulfill it.It was the same for her back then, and it was the same for her children.So she deliberately lied to him that Qi An was his child.Her Qi An was born before full-term, Zhao Jing treated her like this at the beginning, some of them thought the child was not his, so Fang Daohai easily believed it.

Seeing him regretting and suffering, she felt refreshed. These men all said they loved her, but they were all very selfish.At that time, she really thought that Fang Daohai could be entrusted to her for life, but he broke the contract and did not take her away because of the ghost building, and finally killed her father.Zhao Jing also kept saying that he loved her, but forced her to enter the palace. After her heart was shaken a little, but because of several false letters, she thought that she was having trouble with others and gave birth to Qi An.

Seeing that Zhao Ziyan can only sit in a wheelchair now, even though she knew it early in the morning, she still felt heartbroken. She staggered a few steps and walked in front of Zhao Ziyan, her hands tremblingly fell on Zhao Ziyan's lap, and her legs fell to her knees. On the ground, she said sadly: "Xiao An'er, Concubine Mu is sorry for you, sorry for you."

Seeing her kneeling in front of her with tears streaming down her face, Zhao Ziyan couldn't take it anymore. The pet name that belonged to her when she was young made her even more sad. Enduring the soreness in her eyes, she said in a choked voice, "Get up!" , get up."

Sitting in a wheelchair, she couldn't pull Wen Ruyan up. Fu Yanqing stretched out his hand to support her and helped her stand up: "It's cold outside, madam, let's go inside first."

Wen Ruyan was helped into the house by her, Fang Daohai, a big man, pushed Zhao Ziyan in with red eyes.

Wen Ruyan managed to stand still, her tearful eyes fell on Zhao Ziyan, then she walked slowly to Zhao Ziyan and squatted down, her eyes swept over her little by little, her trembling hands fell on Zhao Ziyan's face, wanting to touch her. I dare not.

Zhao Ziyan just looked at her with red eyes and didn't move.In the end, Wen Ruyan smiled again in his tear-filled eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "My little An'er has grown up, she has grown up, and she is prettier than my mother and concubine." She made gestures, and then buried herself on Zhao Ziyan's lap as if she had collapsed: "My concubine just slept, and my little An'er grew up on her own, but... but your legs, your legs..."

Zhao Ziyan got the answer she wanted to know most from this sentence. Her mother and concubine did not leave her alone. She turned her head and looked at Fu Yanqing. The other party's eyes were full of distress. Seeing her gaze, he smiled and nodded to her. The moment Zhao Ziyan's tears fell, his eyes were also red.

Zhao Ziyan stretched out his hand, took Wen Ruyan's thin body that was a bit too thin into his arms, patted it lightly, and said in a low voice: "Mother, I'm fine, really, my legs are beginning to heal now, Don't you cry."

Wen Ruyan was pleasantly surprised after hearing this: "Really, is it okay?"

"En." A big matter in his heart had already been settled, Zhao Ziyan's mood was obviously much better, his eyes were still red, but there was a slight smile between his brows and eyes.Wen Ruyan hasn't seen her for a long time. In his memory, her Qi An still only reaches her waist, and she always likes to be coquettish for her to hug, but now she has grown into a slim beauty, and she is very proud of being outstanding.

Fu Yanqing knew that they probably had a lot to say, so she said softly, "An'er, accompany your mother and concubine first, it's getting late, I'll go and prepare lunch." Zhao Ziyan could eat as usual, and she didn't want to starve her.

Seeing this, Zhao Ziyan looked at her: "You don't need to cook, just let them do these things." Occasionally asking her to cook a few dishes to pamper her was their hobby, how could Zhao Ziyan agree to Fu Yanqing doing this in front of others.

Fu Yanqing smiled: "You and your mother and concubine have just met again, and you have to celebrate. Besides, this is not home, and they are not familiar with your taste. I only cook a few dishes, so I won't be too busy, okay?"

Zhao Ziyan looked at Wen Ruyan and nodded reluctantly. Seeing that she had gone out and disappeared, she looked away and Fang Daohai also left quietly, leaving the two of them alone.

Wen Ruyan sat beside her, looked at Fu Yanqing's back thoughtfully, turned her head to see Zhao Ziyan's expression, and sighed slightly, not knowing whether it was happiness or worry, she hesitated for a moment and said softly: "Xiao An'er."

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