hp daffodils that never die

nine

The diary is already very fragile. The entire diary should have been thrown into the water by someone else, and the paper is very wrinkled.

Fortunately, the diary was treated with "first aid". Although each page was more or less stuck together with similar pages, resulting in missing writing, this did not affect Harry's reading of him.

Harry turned it over gently, very carefully.

"Draco and I are finally in a relationship, even though we've been targeting each other for seven years."

"He was always so self-righteous, like a little bastard, arrogant and conceited, although I used to be like that too."

"I can't live without him."

He looked at his diary with a smile, and every time he read a line of text, there would always be fragments of memories that he had forgotten flashed before his eyes.

Yes, Harry's memories of Draco had been fragmented since the car accident, even though he and Draco had been passionately in love.

These pasts made Harry sweet and painful, because the person in the diary lived forever at the age of 17 for him.

The morning sun always runs very fast, and when Harry was about to finish reading the diary, the sunlight had already entered the rather gray room.

The sun made Harry's skin more transparent. The summer sun was always hot, and his cheeks were flushed red, adding the most perfect camouflage to Harry's unhealthy complexion.

Light-white fingers flipped over the yellowed paper, and the lines of soft handwriting that didn't match before came into his eyes.

Every line, every word, every letter seems to be carved by the writer on the diary that looks like a stone.

Harry couldn't believe it, and then suddenly he felt a splitting headache.

He was holding his head, rolling on the ground in pain, screaming, and the expensive dress was full of dust.

"Harry! Harry!" Draco wanted to touch Harry, but was scared away by Harry's eyes opening suddenly.

The eyes that were always gentle were now full of bloodshot eyes, in stark contrast to the green pupils.

The pain subsided, and Harry stood up slowly, grabbing the diary from the ground.

Draco stepped forward to hug Harry, but he avoided it.

Harry stepped back, touched his face, and slammed the diary at Draco.

The diary passed through Draco's body and hit the wall heavily, turning into shreds and scattered in the air.

"You... liar, coward, bastard."

Harry ran out, leaving only Draco now in the room, which was gradually becoming transparent with the flying papers.

If Sirius had the chance to choose again, he would never return to Hogwarts to join the alumni association, because the arrogant brat in front of him also graduated from Hogwarts.

Hell, Kricht accompanied Remus to a routine physical treatment today, and he would never come back before night, and this brat was damn hard to deal with.

"I said, Harry is not here, can you go quickly." Never let Harry see him!

The arrogant young man took a sip of the black tea in his cup, and said slowly, "It's rare for me to come back from Germany. How can I leave without seeing Harry? Don't worry, I know that Harry will definitely come to your place, even if he doesn't Today is also tomorrow."

Sirius was a little confused.

Seeing his reaction, the young man sneered, "Severus Snape got married yesterday."

What does his marriage have to do with Harry?Sirius still couldn't figure it out.

The young man's contempt for Sirius was even more serious.

"Ding..." The young man's cell phone rang. He took it out of his pocket and checked the latest news.The smooth screen reflected his indifferent smile with a hint of tenderness.

"He's coming."

"what?"

The young man slowly drank the last sip of black tea, and looked playfully at the bewildered Sirius, while the hands hidden behind his back were tightly clenched, showing his nervousness.

The "click" sound of the door opening caught the two's attention.

"Harry?" Sirius asked in confusion, while looking in the direction of the corridor.

The people who had just entered the door heard Sirius' voice and hurried towards the living room.

"Siris! Wasn't it..."

As soon as Harry walked into the drawing room, he was attracted by the young man.

"Harry!"

He looked at the person in front of him who stood up out of excitement.

Two years is enough to baptize an immature boy into a youth.

Platinum-blond hair, always with cold gray-blue eyes.

"...So it's true." Harry choked out, turned and ran towards the stairs.

Sirius and Draco chased after him, but were kicked back by Harry.

Harry lay quietly on the bed, not knowing how to describe his mood.

Suddenly, he burst into tears.

Harry tilted his head to look at "Draco" standing by the door.

Compared with Draco, his facial features are obviously more immature.

"I saved you, but you abandoned me."

Finally, Harry remembered.

Two years ago, Harry took a rare break to vacation abroad with Draco.

But they quarreled in the restaurant because of a movie.They quarreled violently, accusing each other even on the street.

A car was coming, Harry saw it, his pupils constricted, and he pushed Draco away from him.Harry was thrown hard into the sky, and then fell to the ground again.

Draco fell to the ground, his vision was blurred by the blood flowing from his forehead, he just wanted to continue arguing with Harry, but was shocked by the sight before him.

Harry watched the passers-by surround them, and watched Draco sitting on the ground blankly, slowly closing his eyes.

Harry woke up, in the hospital.Remus went to find a doctor for him, while he sat on the hospital bed listening to Sirius' ramblings.

He wanted to ask where Draco was, but was shocked by what Sirius said next.

"Harry, Malfoy said he wanted to break up with you."

Harry felt the world suddenly become heavy, so heavy that he couldn't breathe, and it was painful.That pain was far more intense than when he knew he was disfigured.

Harry pushed Draco away on the brink, saving his life.

Draco pushed Harry away in front of the hospital bed, destroying his soul.

Three months later, Harry was discharged from the hospital and lived in his own home in Godric's Hollow. Sirius was worried and moved in with Remus.

At first Harry was still angry from time to time, but as the week passed, Harry gradually got better.He even offered to go back to live in Grimmauld Place on the grounds that he couldn't be in a place with some strong memories of Draco because it made him miserable.After returning to Grimmauld Square, he became quiet, and stayed in his room every day except eating.

Sirius suspected he had PTSD and forced Harry to see a psychiatrist.

Harry was a little dumbfounded, but actively cooperated with the treatment.

Sirius's hanging heart finally let go, but was suspended again one day, because Harry said, "When are we going to visit Draco's grave? After all, he died to save me."

"What am I talking about, you are me, aren't you?" Harry looked at "Draco" in front of him.

He withdrew his gaze, looked at the narcissus that had replaced Lily on the bedside table, and his eyes were empty.

"You never loved me," Harry murmured.

Harry stood up, took a knife from the bedside table, and walked into the bathroom.

Standing in front of the mirror, he touched himself in the mirror, and then smiled, his eyes were no longer filled with tenderness but pain.

"Only you, love me, won't hurt me"

He lay in the bathtub, let go of the tap, and then a silver light flashed by.

It turns out that I have been lying to myself all the time. Although the lie buried my scars for me, when the strong wind blew past me, the years and dust all over my body were blown up, and everything was exposed to the sun.The deepest scar has never been healed by time, but rotted to the bottom of my heart because of the pollution of dust.

The author has something to say: This article has come to an end here, and there should be a side story, but I don’t know when it will be updated. In addition, there are three new hp fans here. If you like it, you can bookmark it and compare your heart

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In addition, the following is an explanation for fear that the audience will not understand

Harry actually suffered from PTSD after he was discharged from the hospital. He couldn't accept the fact that Draco abandoned him. Then he wrote a diary in Godric's Hollow and destroyed his bedroom (a piece of paper on the floor). The diary was also his Wet while holding suicide in the bathtub.As a result, Harry was rescued by Remus and came over (explained later).After this suicide, Harry's brain subconsciously wanted to keep his own life.So he moved out of Godric's Hollow and schizophrenicly created a Draco and lied to himself that Draco saved him and died for him.When he went to see a psychiatrist, Harry wanted to actively treat him, because he knew that he was schizophrenic, and he knew that schizophrenia would change his temperament drastically, and he might lose his mind because of it.He started to take medicine, but taking medicine would make Draco disappear, and let him slowly restore the memory at that time, so Harry's brain chose to stop taking the medicine in order to keep him alive, and Draco just kept going like this stay with harry

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