Zhan Ye

But without waiting for the two to express their opinions, Duan Ximei said again: "But this is just an excuse. In fact, I lost to him. After all, my father was only a weak crown when he understood the Water Cutting Knife."

"Personal opportunities are different, so it doesn't mean that your talent in martial arts is inferior to him." Wei Feiqing filled his glass with a smile, "If you want, you and I can study together in the future, my talent in martial arts I can't compare to you in terms of determination, but... after all, I still have a bit of ambition."

Mo Ruo said that his ambition was clearly revealed in his heart after he got to know Mr. Duan.The thought of being able to innovate together with this person who is about the same age as him, who knows each other well, but who makes him admire martial arts, feels hot in his heart, and it is completely different from him who spends his days and nights doing these common martial arts affairs. A sigh of relief and satisfaction.

Wei Xueqing snorted softly: "Please worry about me, a living person, still sitting here."

Wei Feiqing didn't bother to talk to him, so he looked straight at Duan Ximei and said: "As for the question you asked me just now, there is indeed one thing. So far, I have only talked about it with Wuyan and Xueqing, and even Even before today I hadn't really made up my mind to tell you... I'm sorry."

He said the word "I'm sorry" lightly, but his eyes were clearly full of apprehension as he looked at Mrs. Duan.

Staring at him expressionlessly, Duan Ximei said for a while, "The reason."

"At the beginning... I started thinking about this matter many years ago, so you were not included in the process or the ending of this matter at the beginning. When you and I walk together all the way, I have feelings for you from the bottom of my heart, but the more I The more I value you, the more I am ashamed of you, and the guilt is filled with unspeakable fear, and I don't know if I have the right to drag you into this matter, after all, after all..." After saying this several times, Wei Fei Qing finally sighed dejectedly, "Anyway, there are other reasons, you can probably understand after listening to me."

On the other side of Merlin, there were two people sitting silently facing each other.

The plum red was like blood, which made the figure of the woman in the two of them cowardly and weak, as if she would fall if the wind blows.However, now the entire martial arts people know how fierce and vicious this seemingly weak woman has in her temperament and methods.

This woman is He Xiuyun.

Xie Yu, who was sitting opposite her, looked at her silently for a while, then took off his cloak and put it on her body.

He Xiuyun was about to refuse, but he heard Xie Yu say: "You are not the same now, just wear it."

She was stunned for a moment before realizing that this is no better than before, which means that she has lost all her martial arts and can't bear the cold. For a moment, He Xiuyun didn't know what it was like in her heart.Even though she has lost all her martial arts and even has not recovered from the serious injury she suffered a few months ago, she has never regarded herself as weak for a single moment.Not only her, probably no one will regard her as a weak person, there is only this person in front of me in the whole world...

"You know what's going on inside me, why do you have to pity me over and over again?" He Xiuyun lowered his eyes and said indifferently.

"Am I pitying you?" Xie Yu looked at her.

He Xiuyun didn't answer.

Xie Yu asked again: "What do you think you are?"

He Xiuyun really turned his head and thought for a while: "Does it seem like you're going to destroy others even if you have nothing to do with gunpowder on your body?"

"I agree with the second half of the sentence, but as for the first half..." Xie Yu looked at her at this moment, and there was a hint of pity in his eyes, "Since when have you ever had nothing?"

"...I know." For a long time He Xiuyun laughed at himself, "I'm just used to thinking like this."

Xie Yu was speechless for a moment.

If you have nothing, compared with the two of them, this word is more suitable for him no matter how you look at it.

Today's banquet was over, he met Xie Yin, and it was rare for him to realize Xie Yin's concern for him, but that concern was covered up layer by layer, after all, it was better not to know.

They have already chosen different paths, or they are destined to take different paths from the time he was born until he gradually became sensible. For so many years, he just blindfolded himself and tried hard to pretend to be stupid and force, but once he stopped this unilateral With great efforts, the so-called father-son relationship will eventually become strangers day and night.

What about him and his so-called mother Du Yun?

After all, when Du Yun left him, he might have been reluctant to part with him, but he might not have thought about being reborn as a human again with a brighter future.

It's not that he wants Du Yun to stay, it's just...

He pondered and said: "Now I gradually understand that the most fundamental reason for people's emotions and even fate, who they meet, what they become, and what they become like, probably lies in what kind of person they are."

On the day when Feng Chan and the others drove the big eagle to pick up Du Yun, he knew that Xie Yin had also come, but from the beginning to the end, Xie Yin never showed up to see Du Yun for the last time.

"I think he loves my mother, probably since decades ago." Xie Yu said lightly, "It's just that he never regards feelings as the most important thing, and he also knows that there is no possibility for my mother, even if we meet again maybe You can only get more heartless words, so you simply avoided all possibilities."

They got to that step without any mistakes or misunderstandings, just because they were that kind of people, and that kind of temperament led to that kind of ending for them, no different from anyone else.

A smile suddenly appeared in He Xiuyun's eyes: "When I saw you for the first time, I thought that someone like you would be the son of someone like Xie Yin. It was really a little bit of disharmony and discomfort."

The first time they met was seven years ago.

At that time, He Xiuyun already knew what kind of person Xie Yin was, and it was precisely because of this that she met Xie Yu.It's just that she went there with a purpose, but the boy who was several months older than her was ignorant of everything, gentle and polite, and took care of her as if she was a weak child like today and at this time.

They got along together for more than half a month.

Enough to give her an idea of ​​what he was like.

She really regretted that he was Xie Yin's son and that she had to use him.

But...it's just a pity.

He Xiuyun suddenly smiled and said: "I was extremely self-willed when I was young, and I got into big and small misfortunes constantly, and because of this, I was protected and cared for by Wei Feiqing again and again. The most serious thing was the time when I fell off the horse. It's just a scam, but at that time, I really believed that I had got the best and most gentle person in the world. If not, if not..."

If it wasn't so, how could her first reaction when she learned the "truth" not long after that was to hide Wei Feiqing, not to make him sad, not to make him suffer, and to react like he defended her for the rest of her life? Come and watch him in the center of the storm.

If not...

"I should have known a long time ago that you treated me no differently then than now, even though I am completely different, just because... just because you have only liked me from then until now. "

Xie Yu's emotions are really too restrained, especially when his opponent is Wei Feiqing who is always as dazzling and warm as the morning sun, how can the girl's eyes see his tenderness?How can a girl's heart feel his love?

Doomed to be empty.

None of them is wrong, and human feelings are never wrong, even if the person you like is tied to someone else.

Xie Yu looked at her with a smile in his eyes, and there was a gentle light that they had not seen for a long time: "I saw you today insisting on staying until the end. When he was worshiped by thousands of people, the way you looked at him was gratified and proud... Of course I love you." There were also times when I was disappointed and chilled, thinking that everyone would be free after today, no matter how much you hated me for spoiling your good deeds. But when I saw your eyes at that time, I realized that I would probably still guard you in the future."

He Xiuyun stared at him blankly, and asked, "Why?"

Obviously she is so bad, she does everything she can, even if it is two men falling in love, it is impossible for the world to understand, but she also knows that she is deliberately sabotaging, she did the worst thing to her most important person today , everyone looked at her as if she was insane, but this person said he would continue to guard her, why?

Xie Yu's eyes became more gentle: "Because even if you are regretted, heartbroken, and uncomfortable, you still want to see him succeed."

Even Wei Xueqing was aware of the reason why He Xiuyun stayed in the field the whole time. He had been standing by her side and kept her in his heart all the time. How could he not know?

At that moment, I felt defeated by her.

But no matter how discouraged and cold-hearted I feel, I can only be ranked after the unwillingness.

But I feel... his temperament shouldn't be so bad that he can only fight for a lifelong lonely ending for himself and his sweetheart.

Staring at him in a daze, He Xiuyun suddenly said, "He never told me what he wants to get from these things, but I can feel that he is...he is not... at least not what he wants. It's not just the situation today. It's just that I'm not as smart as him, and I can't think of what he thinks, so sometimes I feel very scared. The more scared I am, the more I want to hold on to him. Even today For this step, I will continue to stay here.”

Seemingly not surprised by her decision, Xie Yu nodded and said: "Wangyue Tower is a good place, I will continue to stay there to help the old man."

His tone was very firm and natural, as if this thought had been swirling in his mind for a long time.

He will not stay in Weizhuang, because there are Xie Yin in Weizhuang, there are colleagues who climbed the building, and there are all kinds of things that he doesn't want to face for the time being.

He will stay in Wangyue Tower, because he will guard He Xiuyun according to his words, because Wangyue Tower is the closest place to her compared to this newly built manor, because Wangyue Tower makes people feel safe, happy, and at ease .

He Xiuyun looked at him with flickering eyes.

Why, she wondered, did the man not scold or laugh at him?

In the eyes of anyone, isn't her behavior self-willed and shameless with boundless thick skin?

Even her mother had just asked her if she wanted to go back to Qingxin Xiaozhu, why does this person in front of her never seem to blame her?

She didn't ask, but Xie Yu took the initiative to answer her doubts.

"I think you're just..." He seemed to be choosing his words carefully, and sighed softly after a while, "I'm just worried."

worried.

These three words hit her heart in an instant, and tears burst out of her eyes in an instant that she did not shed even in the most painful time.

She treats her sweetheart very badly.

Let him have to abandon the person he wants to walk with, let him marry her, let him swear that the person he likes can only be friends for life because of his guilt towards her even if he regrets the marriage.

Sometimes when she thinks about it, she doesn't know which of the two of them is worse to the other, and who owes the other more.

But she was really worried.

I don't know what's going on in his heart, I don't know where he's going, so I want to keep watching until the day when I can rest assured or... the day when everything will end.

"Wait until the day when I don't worry anymore..." She said slowly, "Wait until that day, if you are not tired of me, then please be an old friend with me, we can sit together and drink tea, Listen to the story... like that."

Xie Yu smiled slightly.

Thinking of such a future, there was a slight expectation for a while.

So far he has no big ambitions.

In other words, he was not born with great ambitions.

His favorite thing to do is chivalry.

Best friend is Huasplash.

The person I'm most sorry for is Mr. Duan.

The person I admire the most is Wei Feiqing.

The person I like the most is He Xiuyun.

Now my favorite place is Wangyue Tower.

He will find a way to ask Wei Feiqing to detoxify Hua Splash, and if he has the chance, he also wants to help a bunch of other people.

He will wait here, like He Xiuyun, to see what will happen next to the person he admires who has unknowingly helped him resolve the knots in his heart for many years.

He will still take action when he encounters injustice, and he will still help people who belong to the gang.

Then drink a jug of wine with the person he likes and his best friends in a certain building, listen to a story, look at each other and smile slightly, it is probably the best future he can think of.