Wouldn't things have been different if I hadn't met you

The mood was really bad, Liu Xia didn't care if he might get drunk, so he ordered two glasses of spirits and drank them all in one gulp.

Resident singer K at zero o'clock was singing a sad love song on stage, and it just happened to be the scene.

Liu Xia tried her best to integrate herself into the bar environment and tried not to think about Chen Xiaodong.Except that the back looks a little lonely, Liu Xia doesn't show any sadness on his face.

After drinking two glasses in a row, Liu Xia felt slightly drunk, and was about to order another glass when a figure suddenly blocked Liu Xia's view of the stage.

"Little brother can hold a lot of alcohol." The other party's voice was very strange.

Liu Xia cried for too long, her eyesight was blurred and the light in the bar was not good, Liu Xia looked up for a long time but couldn't see the other person's face clearly.

In the eyes of others, this is completely cute and cute.

"If you have any sad things, you can talk to my brother. Don't drink so much by yourself. Wine is not water. It's not good to drink too much." On Liu Xia's shoulder.

Liu Xia was even more at a loss.No wonder he, his head has stopped working today. "Who are you?" he asked.

"My name is..." The visitor was about to introduce himself when another voice interrupted him.

"Liu Xia, don't say hello when you come, just hide and drink alone." The voice was very familiar, and Liu Xia frowned reflexively.

"So it's from Brother Dong." The person who came first stood up and greeted Yan Dong, then glanced at Liu Xia, shook his head and left.

"Why alone? Where's your boyfriend you love so much?" Yan Dong said and sat down opposite Liu Xia.It's been so long, Yan Dong really hasn't changed at all, even his tone of voice is the same as before.

Liu Xia was unhappy at first, but when he heard Chen Xiaodong mentioned again, she became even more irritable, and shouted through the alcohol, "I want you to take care of it!"

"Hey, hey, I saved you just now." Yan Dong gave Liu Xia a blank look.It's really a dog biting Lu Dongbin.

"No need." Liu Xia stared back.

"I don't need it anymore now, so I just pretended to be so dedicated before." Yan Dong was really a little angry, so he was full of cynicism.

Liu Xia lowered his head and did not speak, because the tears had already burst, and he was afraid that his voice would be too unpleasant to speak.

Yan Dong didn't know, and thought that Liu Xia was blocked by him.So he continued to say: "Don't blame me for not reminding you, you should not come to a place like Zero by yourself in the future. You are good and stupid, and you can only be bullied. Not everyone is as kind as I am. .”

Liu Xia still lowered her head and did not respond.

Yan Dong finally found out that something was wrong with Liu Xia.So he changed his seat and sat next to Liu Xia, forcing him to raise his head with his hands.Seeing that Liu Xia's face was covered with tears, she was startled and didn't know what to say for a while.

Liu Xia wiped away her tears with her hands, said she was going to leave, stood up and avoided Yan Dong, and walked to the door.

Yan Dong sat on the chair and watched Liu Xia go farther and farther, cursed in a low voice, got up and chased after him.

"I'll see you off." Yan Dong panted and said to Liu Xia before finally catching up to the door.The light here is brighter, and Yan Dong saw that Liu Xia's eyes were already swollen from crying.

"No need." Liu Xia shook her head, turned around and left.

"I'll take you home and promise not to do anything to you." Yan Dong's tone suddenly became serious.

Liu Xia ignored him.

Yan Dong chased after him in two or three steps, and even carried Liu Xia to the parking lot.

Liu Xia didn't eat dinner, and she was a little drunk from drinking just now, and now she has no power to fight back.

Yan Dong glanced at Liu Xia who was sitting in the co-driver in a daze, and asked, "Where do you live?"

Liu Xia kept looking out of the window without speaking.

He doesn't want to go home.Going back will only make you sadder.And Chen Xiaodong will be back tomorrow, how to deal with it?Question again?Listen to his explanation again?Forgive again?

"If you don't tell me, you can go to my house." Yan Dong said with a smirk.

"Jianshe Road Huguang Community." Liu Xia said hoarsely.After speaking, he wiped his tears again.

"What happened?" Yan Dong asked Liu Xia softly, controlling the speed of the car at thirty yards.Yan Dong's voice was nice to hear, but it was even more tender in the small compartment.

Liu Xia looked out the window, as if she didn't hear it.

"Arguing with your boyfriend?" Yan Dong asked again.

"Work is not going well?"

"Are you talking..."

No matter how Yan Dong asked, Liu Xia remained silent.

It was already 11:30 at the entrance of the community, Yan Dong watched Liu Xia drive the door, and was about to say to send him in, but Liu Xia suddenly turned to him and said, "Can you wait for me a little longer, I'll go up and get something and come down."

Yan Dong smiled and nodded.

One wait is half an hour.

Yan Dong began to regret not going in with him, it was so late, although there were usually security guards on duty in the community, it was hard to guarantee that nothing would happen.Is this community his home or where he lives with his boyfriend?His violent boyfriend wouldn't shoot him, would he?

Yan Dong dug out Liu Xia's number and called, but no one answered.He was even more anxious and had nothing to do but wait.

At 12:30, he couldn't sit still anymore. Although he didn't know where he lived, it was better to go in and look around than to wait.

As soon as he walked into the open space in the garden in the center of the community, he saw Liu Xia sitting on a bench with a big bag under his feet by the light of the moonlight and street lamps.Yan Dong breathed a sigh of relief and walked towards him.

As soon as he walked over, he saw Liu Xia pursing his lips, crying sadly.

Seeing Yan Dong coming, Liu Xia hurriedly wiped the tears off her face.He said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry for making you wait so long." He picked up the bag at his feet and stood up.

Yan Dong took Liu Xia's bag.He asked sternly, "What happened? Did someone bully you?"

Liu Xia shook his head, wiped away the tears that flowed down, and then turned to look at the unit where he and Chen Xiaodong lived: "I'm just a little bit reluctant." When she finished speaking, she turned her head and forced a smile: "It's all right now. Let's go .”

For some reason, Yan Dong was distressed at first, but when Liu Xia smiled, he became angry instead.So no more questions.Carrying the bag back to the car, according to the hotel address given by Liu Xia's mobile phone Baidu, just concentrate on driving.

As the car drove all the way, Liu Xia gradually calmed down and stopped crying, but still didn't speak.

Yan Dong drove the car to the entrance of the hotel and stopped, still worried in his heart, he couldn't help pulling Liu Xia who was about to get off the car and said: "Go to my place, my house has a guest room."

"I won't live in someone's house I don't know." Liu Xia shook off Yan Dong's hand, quickly opened the door and got out of the car.

"Thank you very much today. The previous things will be written off." Before closing the door, Liu Xia finally said to Yan Dong.

Yan Dong couldn't help being dumbfounded, it was just a one-night stand, and that guy actually still hated him.

As soon as Liu Xia left, the world instantly returned to calm.Yan Dong felt a sense of emptiness for no reason, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and smoked it one puff at a time.He didn't start the car until one of the cigarettes was burnt out, and went home.

The next day, Yan Dong had to be on the night shift, and he was concentrating on his work all night. He was too sleepy after work the next day, so he didn’t feel anything at all. Until the night when he struck up a conversation at midnight as usual, when he saw the oily-tongued handsome guy, he remembered Always silent to himself Liu Xia came, remembering his heartbroken appearance last night, he couldn't restrain his concern, hesitated again and again, he still dialed Liu Xia's phone, thinking that even if he just heard his voice, knowing that he was still alive Ping An also becomes.Who would have thought that there would be an empty number notification sound.

This is all the more worrying.The mood was completely destroyed all of a sudden, Yan Dong pushed away the handsome guy he had hooked up with, and drove alone to the hotel where Liu Xia stayed the day before yesterday.

Unsurprisingly checked out.

Apart from this phone number found in the medical records, there is no more contact between them.I don't know what happened to him, I don't know where he will go.

Standing in front of the hotel, Yan Dong called Liu Xia again.Still empty.

I told myself to forget it, the other party didn't take me seriously at all, so why bother to put a hot face on a cold ass.But I still dialed the number over and over again, hoping for a miracle.

Yan Dong was a little angry at himself for being so hopeless.To be so obsessed with a stupid guy.

Maybe it's because his voice called Xiaodong is nice.

She is also very good and obedient in bed.

Yan Dong analyzed while driving.

It's more likely because people tend to have unrealistic fantasies about what they don't get, and when they get it, they will find that it's nothing more than that.

Hey, Yan Dong let out a long sigh.People are so cheap, no one can be an exception.

When a person decides to completely forget another person, there is often no way to succeed, because the real forgetting always happens inadvertently.

For several days in a row, Yan Dong deliberately picked the most beautiful little guy at Zero Point, but in the end, he became irritable after talking for a few words, and coaxed people away indiscriminately, making the other party inexplicably wronged and feeling guilty.So later he simply sat alone at the bar and drank, ignoring anyone.

People are really cheap, the more they want to forget, the more they miss them.

Yan Dong drank one cup after another, but the strongest wine could not suppress the anxiety in his heart.

"I heard that Xiao Dong fell in love?" The visitor sat beside Yan Dong excitedly.

"Zhu Renqian, why don't you sing your song well and come here to make fun of me?" Yan Dong said angrily after taking a sip of his wine.

"So angry, it seems to be true." Zhu Renqian nodded meaningfully.He raised his hand to greet the bartender to bring him a drink.

"I'm not angry, I'm just complaining for your fanboys, who doesn't know that you are the pillar of Zero Point." Yan Dong drank the wine in the glass and was about to order another glass.

"I said that you should stop in moderation." Zhu Renqian waved his hand to stop the bartender from taking any more.

Yan Dong glared at Zhu Renqian, snatched the wine that the bartender had just brought him, and drank it down again.

"Tsk tsk tsk, you are really playing." Zhu Renqian shook his head with a look of disgust.

Yan Dong ignored him.Lit a cigarette by himself.

Zhu Renqian shook his head again and again, unexpectedly, the playboy would be hurt by love.

"Let's go, I'll take you back." Zhu Renqian stood up and pushed Yan Dong. "Master, I will go all out to serve you once." The word service is particularly intriguing.

Yan Dong looked up at Zhu Renqian, and said with a smile, "You?"

Zhu Renqian also laughed, but his eyes fell behind Yan Dong.Yan Dong came to his senses and turned to look at the person coming.I haven't seen him for a few days, and he seems to be even more embarrassed. His hair is messed up, his clothes are crumpled, and his eyes are still red and swollen.

Oh, finally Ken showed up.

"Yan Dong, I'm sorry to disturb you." Liu Xia said cautiously.When he walked over just now, he heard K say to Yan Dong that he would "serve" him. K, whom he adores so much, actually wanted to serve Yan Dong. It seems that someone called Yan Dongge last time.Looks like he's a terrific figure at Zero Point.Thinking of her reason for coming, Liu Xia became even more nervous.

"Come on, what's the matter?" Yan Dong took a puff of cigarette and said impatiently.Obviously, he was a little worried before, but when he really saw this guy standing in front of him, he was only angry.

Hearing the other party's cold tone, Liu Xia felt even more uneasy, but she was already at the end of her rope, so she had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "Can you... lend me some money." The voice was still timid.

"Looking for a loan from me? We don't seem to be familiar with each other." Yan Dong leaned back in the chair, raised his legs and raised his legs.Examine Liu Xia.

Yes, they are not familiar with each other.I had no hope of getting one.It was an accident that Yan Dong could even be found at Zero Point.Liu Xia seemed to be relieved instead, nodded obediently, said sorry for the trouble, and turned to leave.

Zhu Renqian stood by and watched for a long time, originally curious about who made Yan Dong move his heart, but he was disappointed to see such a sloppy ghost.Unexpectedly, the other party would borrow money from the very beginning of his mouth, and Yan Dong, a gentleman known for his gentleness, would just let it go without borrowing money, and he was extremely sarcastic.

Seeing that guy was about to leave, it would be no fun, Zhu Renqian hurried to catch up with him: "Little brother, how much do you need? I can lend it to you."

Liu Xia was pulled back, turned her head and saw that it was her idol who pulled him, she was so flattered that she couldn't speak.

"It doesn't matter, Xiaodong's friend is my friend, just ask how much money you need." Zhu Renqian spoke softly, like a big brother, while talking, his arm had already climbed his shoulder, and he walked towards the hidden door deep in the bar. bring.

Yan Dong was still sitting where he was just now, watching everything coldly, he knew that Zhu Renqian just liked to play, so he let him play, just to let that guy suffer, knowing who is better.Seeing that Zhu Renqian was actually leading him to the secret door, he raised his eyebrows and rushed forward after expressing condolences to Zhu Renqian's ancestors.

"Let's go, let's go out and talk." Yan Dong pulled Liu Xia up.His tone was much softer than before.

"No need, K said he could lend me money." Liu Xia's voice was soft, hard to hear in the noisy bar.

Yan Dong turned to look at the man behind Liu Xia, his eyes were frighteningly cold.

Zhu Renqian shivered for a moment, turned his face and said to Liu Xia with an apologetic smile: "You should borrow it from Xiaodong." After speaking, he fled immediately.

Seeing the close interaction between the two, Liu Xia was even more sure that the relationship between Yan Dong and K was really unusual.

I don't know where to go when I walk out of midnight. The usual shops are closed at this time.The weather was in a state where it was going to rain but it wasn't raining. It was so hot that people couldn't breathe. Just standing outside for 5 minutes made me sweat all over my body.So the place of conversation was chosen at a ktv not far from zero.

As soon as Liu Xia entered the door, she consciously found a corner of the sofa and sat down.Yan Dong closed the door of the box, turned on all the headlights, moved a small stool and sat opposite Liu Xia, and asked in an interrogative posture, "Tell me, why do you want to borrow money from me?"

"Something happened recently... just lend me 1000 yuan, and I promise to return it to you soon." Liu Xia's eyes were originally swollen and could not be seen, but now they are full of pleadings, and they couldn't be more pitiful.

Yan Dong couldn't help wanting to kiss her.He could only stand up and stay as far away from Liu Xia as possible.Taking another deep breath, he said slowly, "I can lend you the money, but you have to tell me what happened, why did you even change your mobile phone?"

Liu Xia lowered her head and became silent again.